These past three nights have been filled with wet tears and empty wine glasses. I just needed something that would make me forget his face. All I wanted to do was hate him but my heart ached because all I could do was love him.
I stared at the wall swirling my red wine in the glass. My eyes were red and puffy from crying.
Images of him with another woman flashed through my head him pleasing her and touching her. Anger and rage coursed through my veins. I got up and screamed throwing the glass of wine at the wall. The glass shattered and red wine painted the wall, glass covered the floor. I dropped to the floor on my knees sobbing.
I got up off the floor and went into the kitchen grabbing the broom and dust pan. I swept up the glass along with my broken heart and tears.
I went back and got a rag cleaning the wine off the wall and floor. I walked back into the kitchen and dumped the glass in the trash and sat the rag in the sink. I went back upstairs to take a shower.
Stepping out of my night gown I turned on the hot water. The steam filled the bathroom. I stepped into the shower letting the hot water fall against my skin. I sighed in relief I needed this shower I felt refreshed.
I grabbed a towel and careful stepped out the shower wrapping a towel around me. I dried out my hair then went and sat on the bed. It's been three days since I've spoken to anyone I knew my phone would be blowing up.
I turned my phone on for once in three days. I had fifteen missed calls and twenty two text messages. Jasmine called me eight times. Mom and Dad called me twice. I felt a little bit of guilt for blocking out the people who cared for me the most. The other calls were from unknown numbers.
I called Jasmine back she answered the phone immediately, "Where in the hell have you been Cam. I called you two or three times for days you never answered. I went by your apartment your car was there but you never answered the door. What's wrong what's happening I'm coming over." She hung up the phone before I could say anything or even try to explain.
I sighed and tossed the phone on the bed. I might as well get dressed before Jasmine arrives.
There was a knock at the door I went down stairs to open it. She walked right in and started ranting, "As your best friend I don't want you to ever scare the shit out of me like that. You had me worried now tell me what's wrong and you can't deny it either. I know you Camryn you only shut down and block people out when your really hurt about something."!She turned around to look at me her eyes softened when she seen my face.
She walked up to me and put her hands on my shoulders looking me in the eyes she said, "It's Aiden he hurt you didn't he Camryn."
I couldn't keep a brave face on any longer I broke down in tears. She hugged me rubbing my back, "Camryn you know I'm here for you."!Sobbing into her shoulder, "He cheated on me Jasmine." She smoothed my hair down as if to calm me down it worked. She pulled back and looked at me with a serious face, "You don't have to go through this alone babe I'm right here for you."
I hugged her tight she's my best friend and she was right. Jasmine has always been there for me to help pick up the pieces. I was always there for her when she needed me.
She pulled me towards the couch patting a seat next to her. I sat down, "Jasmine Aiden got drunk and cheated on me. Then he came to my apartment late at night telling me he loves me. He lied to me if he really loves me he would have told me right then and there instead of him hiding it from me. I found out by reading a text he got on his phone from the person."
She nodded assuring me she was listening, "I love him Jas but he hurt me and betrayed me. Aiden really broke my heart. How could he do this to me when all I did was love him."
She sigh and shifted looking directly at me, "Camryn babe you just have to keep your head up in situations like these. Don't let him hurting you like this bring you down and keep you there. I know it's easier said then done but I know you. Your my best friend, the girl that can move mountains. My best friend who has been there from the beginning with me through my heart breaks. Now I'm here for you I will always be here don't worry you're not in this alone."
I smiled, "I know but it's hard and it hurts like hell. Why am I always the one to get hurt in the end. I love people and give them my all and they take it for granted and hurt me."
We sat there in silence for awhile. It started raining outside. Lightning split the sky right. The sunny clouds wee no more it looked gloomy and sad, the weather matched my mood perfectly. I got up and walked to the window I stared down at the people running through the rain.
"I just want to be happy for once with a person that loves me, where I don't have to worry about them hurting me."
I leaned against the window the rain came down faster than my tears. I wiped them away there's no use of cry when it can't change things. I went to the kitchen and grabbed another bottle of wine out the cupboard. I got two glasses and walked back to the couch where Jas was sitting.
I gave Jasmine a glass she grabbed it, I poured the wine. She took a small sip sitting her glass on the table,"Camryn you can't drown yourself in tears and wine". She grabbed the glass from me and sat it on the table.
"We have to do something to take your mind off of things ok". She stood up and walked to the door, "I'll be back to pick you up eight were going to the movies not excuses or questions asked."
She closed the door and left I guess she was right I can't keep doing this. I need to move on have fun. Maybe if I tried to be have fun for awhile I would be ok. I went upstairs and checked the rest of my messages. Issac texted me he said, "Camryn we need to talk about things please just listen that's all you have to do."
I clicked off my phone and decided I would take a nap I haven't been getting a lot sleep lately. I woke up to knocking at the door. I rushed down stairs to open it Jasmine was there texting on her phone, "You ready Cam." I went and grabbed my purse then I locked the door behind me.
As we walked to the car I asked,"What movie are we going to see tonight". She opened the car door and got in,"We are going to see Identity Thief it's a comedy."!I smiled and wiggled my eyebrows, "You know I love comedy's." We drove down the busy streets to the movie theater.
Jasmine and I walked through the doors I realized there were a lot of couples around. I instantly got sad I thought I seen Aiden but thank god it wasn't him. If I saw him I don't know what I would do. We waited in line to get our tickets.
Jasmine made me take selfies to make me feel better. It worked a little she always knew how to cheer me up. I bumped into a guy he looked oddly familiar. The guy hair was a dirty blonde, he had these bright green eyes. With a killer smile that seemed all too familiar.
I could have sworn I had seen him before. "I'm so sorry I didn't see you."
He smiled, "No I'm sorry I wasn't watching where I going but enjoy your movie." The guy walked away but he kept looking back.
I couldn't put my finger on it but I think I had seen him before somewhere it's been awhile though. Jasmine grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the candy counter. She order a large popcorn, two large sodas, some ice cream dips for me and sour patch candy for her. I swiped my card we grabbed all our stuff and headed towards the theater.
We sat at the very top so we could have the best view. The previews showed on the screen I turned off my phone so it wouldn't ring. Jasmine had a mouth full of popcorn and the movie didn't even start yet.
After the movie my side were aching we laughed so much I was nearly in tears through the first half of the movie. Especially when Diana and Sandy were in the hotel room he hid in the bathroom the whole time covering his ears. Jasmine spit half her soda on the people in front of us laughing at that part. It was hilarious the whole movie theater was cracking up.
I checked the time it was ten o'clock I had to go to class early tomorrow morning. When we were in the car I started singing, "My milkshake bring all the boys in the yard"Jasmine started dying laughing. That movie will forever be one of the funniest comedies I've seen in along time.
Jasmine dropped me off home and said she'll be over right after I get out of class we where having lunch at a cafe. I kicked off my shoes and climbed the stairs. That movie was hilarious I'm have to give it to Melissa McCarthy and Jason Bateman they are two funny as people.
I got up stairs and plopped down on the bed I was tired and sleepy. I feel a lot better than I was a couple of days ago.I remember when all I did was cry and drink every hour, then sit in the dark asking God why. I still miss Aiden it doesn't feel right not seeing and talking to him. I reached over and smelled the pillow he slept on his scent still was there. I wished he was here laying down next to me. I wish that I could forgive and forget what happened and what he did. I'm just going to move on with my life people come and go life moves on. My love for Aiden will always be the same.
A/N: I love Sam smith so much I thought this song would go great with this chapter :) I hope you enjoyed this chapter of The Club Guy!! Don't forget to vote and leave comments Thanks guys !!