This was a request from CUTIEBTSFAN4EVER
Author pov
Namjoon was scrolling on his phone with teary eyes
rkive: another award
x: he is really ugly
y: yeah. He doesn't deserve a beauty like Jin @x
o: he is damaging the atmosphere of BTS.
m: I agree. He should leave the group as soon as possible @o
And there was lots of them. Namjoon went to the bathroom and closed the door sitting on the floor
Am I damaging the group? Am I ugly? Do I don't deserve Jin? But he said he loves me...
He cried there for half an hour. Then he hears the voice he loved the most
"Baby? Are you there?"
He quickly wiped his tears and said
"Yes. Coming"
"Okay baby"
Jin said and left from there. Namjoon quickly washed his face and got out after being sure he was looking okay
He saw his boyfriend laying on the bed. He laid down and hugged him from behind.
Jin turned to him and hugged him. Jin put his head on namjoon's chest listening his heart beat.
Namjoon smiled and pecked Jin's head as he knew he was so tired.
They fell asleep after a few minutes hugging each other tightly
with yoonminseok
hoseok also looked at his phone with teary eyes while his boyfriends were talking about a song. hoseok was getting hate comments like namjoon and this was making him feel insecure about himself.
"maybe we can do it as a slow music, right hos- hobi? what happened?"
yoongi asked amd jimin also looked at hobi. he furrowed his eyebrows and went to hobi with yoongi
"baby what happened?"
jimşn asked concern visible in his voice. hobi showed the phone to them and they widened their eyes and yoongi hugged hobi who started crying.
"w-why a-am I-I l-like t-this? I-I just w-want t-to be h-handsome l-like y-you g-guys"
he said crying hard and jimin also hugged him shushing him.
"shh it's okay baby they are some jealous peope. don't take their words serious."
"yes. and you are handsome. everyone in this world are beautiful in their own ways. also, looks don't matter hobi. what matters the most is personality. you are beautiful in your own way, hobi"
"you are really talented. especially at dancing. your rap is really good too. and don't forget that we love you no matter what. you are more than enough for us."
hobi smiled and wiped his tears and hugged them tightly.
"thank you guys. I love you so much"
" I love you too"
yoonmin said at the same time and smiled at each other.
"okay then let's sleep"
jimin said and they nodded their headas and got in the bed. they slept hugging each other tightly.
with taekook
jungkook has just turned back home. his throat was hurting a lot as he had a vocal practice. he understood that his boyfriend was taking a shower as he heard the water sound
he changed his clothes and got in the bed. after a few minutes, tae got out. he had wore his clothes in the bathroom so he got in the bed but frowned when he saw his baby's teary eyes.
"baby? what happened?"
"my t-throat h-hurts s-so m-much"
he said with a hoarse voice and tae sighed.
"I will make some tea for you, okay?"
jk nodded his head and tae went downstairs and made tea for jk.
he got in the room and jk sat down on the bed and tae out the aside and made jk sit on his lap. jk's back was against tae's chest as he took the tea and started drinking it slowly.
It was calming him with his boyfriend being there for him. when he was done, they laid down and slept hugging each other.
next morning
namjoon woke up first and looked at jin with sad eyes. he decided to leave the group but he knew jin was going to be so sad.
because when soemone leaves the group he\she has to live somewhere else and jin wouldn't want that.
he sighed and started pecking jin's face as he had to wake him up.
jinn slowly opened his eyes but pulled namjoon closer to him. he hid his face in the crook of namjoon's neck breathing his calming scent.
namjoon chuckled. he wanted to stay like this for forever but he knew they had to get up.
"jinnie... wake up we have practise"
jin mumbled something but sat down on the bed. he looked at namjoon with sleepy eyes and namjoon smiled as he found it so cute.
"come on come on..."
namjoon said and went to the bathroom to do his morning routine. when namjoon got out, jin also got in the bathroom to do his morning routine.
when they were done, they went downstairs and saw yoonminseok sitting on the couch watching some shows from the tv
jin went to make breakfast and namjoon went to the trio and sat down and started watching tv.
he thought to say his decision at breakfast. he didn't want to leave his family but he felt like he can't do this anymore
He sighed and started watching. Then, he saw Hobi's upset face. He went to hin and said
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just the hate comments"
Namjoon felt happy for a minute. Not because hobi was getting hate comments, because he felt like someone was understanding him.
Someone was in the same condition with him. But, then he heard jimin's voice
"Baby we talked about this. We don't want you to feel sad just because of some stupid people. I will report them to Bang PD"
Namjoon sighed and gave a smile to hobi who smiled back. He went to the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror
Hoseok had told his boyfriend's about his condition but namjoon haven't. This was the difference between them
Namjoon was trying to survive on his own but hoseok had 2 people with him.
He knew yoongi and Jimin learned this in their own ways or accidentally because hobi would never talk about something like this to anyone. Well, except his best friend namjoon.
He washed his face and got out. He sat on the couch and saw jk and tae coming downstairs. He smiled at them and they also say down on the couch
After a few minutes, they heard Jin's voice and went to the kitchen.
Jin served the breakfast and they started eating. Namjoon was feeling so stressed and uncomfortable but luckily they didn't notice this.
Once everyone was almost done with their breakfast, namjoon spoke
"G-guys I have to tell you something"
He said with a low voice. Others looked at him and furrowed their eyebrows.
"Baby you are scaring me"
Jin said and namjoon gulped and looked at him with teary eyes but spoke before Jin could hug him
"I decided to leave the group"
He said in one go. After that there was a deep silence at the dining table.
Suddenly Jin started laughing and they looked at him worriedly
"Y-you are joking right?"
Namjoon looked down and Jin's laughs slowly turned into tears
"P-plea-se t-tell m-me y-you are joking"
Namjoon shook his head as no and tears fell out of Jin's eyes
"W-why?"
"I-I was g-getting l-lot's of h-hate c-comments and i-it felt like I-I couldn't d-do t-this anymore"
Jin started crying and by now everyone had tears in their eyes
"A-are y-you l-leaving m-me f-from this? Y-you know w-we c-could g-get t-this o-over b-being t-together"
Tears fell out of namjoon's eyes but he tilted his head when he heard Jin crying. Jin had put his elbow on the table and his hands were on his face.
After a few minutes, it was hard for him to breathe and they noticed this. Namjoon went to Jin and tried to take his hands out of his face and succeed.
Jin was gasping for air as he put his hand on his chest. Namjoon looked at Jin and said
"Shh Jin breathe please take deep breaths come on you can do it"
"D-do-n't l-lea-ve m-me"
This broke namjoon's heart and he hugged Jin and said
"I-I'm not leaving. I won't leave you till my last breathe"
Jin was trying to take deep breaths but he couldn't and he held namjoon's hand tightly as he was scared that he was going to pass out due to the lack of oxygen
"Shh shh I'm here no need to be scared. Guys open the windows he has to take some oxygen"
They nodded and Jimin opened the window. Jin was trying to breathe but it wasn't enough
"N-nam-joon"
Namjoon sighed and said
"Guys someone call the doctor"
They nodded and tae called the doctor. (Their doctor's house is next to their's)
Namjoon sat Jin on his lap and Jin held onto namjoon's sweatshirt and after a few minutes, they heard the door knocking and jk ran to get him
Doctor got in the dining room and saw Jin suffering. He went to him and put on an oxygen mask on his face
"Jin smell the flowers blow the candles"
Jin tried to do it as he was told but he couldn't and started crying hard
Doctor took out a needle from his bag and said to namjoon
"Hold him tight, okay?"
Namjoon nodded and doctor injected the medicine on Jin's neck and namjoon heard Jin screaming in pain.
He caressed his hand and pecked his forehead once the doctor was done with injecting
Jin was mumbling 'don't leave me' but his eyes slowly closed and his body went limp on namjoon's lap.
Doctor left after rubbing and bandaging the spot and namjoon's eyes got teary as he hugged Jin
He carried Jin in bridal style to their room and laid him down. He looked at his beautiful boyfriend and pecked his lips
"I love you and I'm sorry. I won't leave you"
Namjoon said and went downstairs and met with their worried and sad looks
He looked down and mumbled a sorry
"A-are y-you l-leaving?"
Hoseok said, his voice trembling. Yoongi also had tears in his eyes so Jimin hugged them both shushing them
"No"
They smiled and went to him hugging him. Namjoon smiled and they chit chatted for sometime then they heard Jin saying namjoon's name
Namjoon got up and headed to their room and saw Jin holding his head
He ran to him and asked
"Are you okay?"
"Yes. Just dizzy"
Jin said and tears welled up in his eyes when he remembered the incident
"Y-you aren't l-leaving r-right?"
"No, I'm not. I won't leave you. Come let's cuddle. I really need that"
Jin smiled and namjoon laid down next to him. Namjoon put his head on Jin's chest listening his calming heart beat.
"You are so beautiful baby. Don't listen to them. You are the most precious thing for me in this world"
He whispered and namjoon smiled and closed his eyes drifting to sleep. Jin was also tried so he fell asleep too
Hope you like it guys
Stay healthy and safe my dears<3