"I hate us"

By IfckingloveHyunjin

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Felix is a student at JYP college and has been there for 3 years, so has Hyunjin, a polar opposite of felix a... More

Introduction
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HEY BITCHES‼️
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Chapter||001

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By IfckingloveHyunjin

Felix was in his college dorm,studying as he usually does as he is trying to do something with his life,but he has another side to him that's surprising. He likes to hook up with random guys and get fucked out of his mind with alcohol. He tries to not show it since it's also a side he hates as-well of himself. "Felix, can you help me with this maths question?"

Han said as he walked over to Felix from Felix's bed.Felix was lucky to have his own dorm since it wasn't likely around here but Han,aka his best friend, would act like he lives there as-well. "Sure,show me" felix grabbed the book and put it on his desk;looked at the question,which was super easy towards his likings."Han, really? You don't know the equations for Pi?" "If I did,I wouldn't be asking you felix!" Han puffed his cheeks and crossed his arms,annoyed at such a mean remark. "Ok,ok,I'm sorry. The equation for pi is 3.14, happy?" Felix said shoving the book back in his hands."thanks lixie!" "He is such a child.." Felix said breathing out,tiredly."Felix,after studying, do you wanna go to this party afterwards? BangChan hosting it!" "Oh I don't know man... I'm pretty tired already from all the studying-" "no,fuck no. You are coming with me whether you like it or not,besides you need a distraction from Seo-ju-" "Han. I get it. But I'm not in the mood. Sorry-"

Felix turned around to continue studying,despite his tiredness. Han was upset his best friend had to deal with an ex like that so he thought this might take his mind off things."I get it. I'll just set off now,bye." Han stood up,grabbed his bag and waved him bye. Felix nodded and smiled slightly,slowly closing his eyes as he was,like I said,tired.the door closed behind Han;that's when Felix looked back to his book and continued writing his English notes.

In the morning, felix woke up at 7:25 as his lessons started at 9:30 so he had bags of time to get ready.he woke up,hair messy and had a "I've been studying all night" face plastered all over. He sat up to check his phone and saw a missed call from Han.from last night? Felix was confused so he dialled his number.

"Hello?"

"Han are you okay? You called last night."

"Oh yeah! I met the most SEXIEST guy
EVER!"

Felix stuck his index finger in his left ear as his phone was held to his right since han was shouting down his ear;which made felix anguish.

"Really? Does he go here?"

"Yep! His names Hwang Hyunjin!

"Oh Ive heard of him..but isn't he a player or some shit?"

"Yeah but he was so interested in me! And he kissed me and we had se-"

"Han tmi dude?"

"Oh,sorry but don't let me disturb you nerd! I bet you got some other "studying" to be doing later on!~"

"Han.what the fuck."

"Haha! Don't be like this Felix,you need a lover,books can't be your boyfriend forever you know?"

Felix actually agreed with him on that one,but with what happened with Seo-jun was just to much for him

"Han I gotta get ready for my lessons,seeya later"

"Oh ok,Bye!"

<call ended>

Hyunjin was still in his dorm at 8:50 and had 40 minutes to arrive to his new lessons that had been switched,based on the progress the students have made over the academic year and he moved into a more advanced class.Hyunjin groaned as his alarm went blaring of for the nth time that morning and decided to wake up. He couldn't believe he had sex last night at his best friends house with a person he didn't even like. "Shit, ah-" Hyunjins back hurt as he tried to stand up from his bed but failed as he sat back down.He brushed his fingers through his black,Raven-like hair and decided to switch out his earrings that were in the table next to him.as he was switching them out,a random number started to ring him. He knew exactly who it was. He declined but the caller was persistent. Hyunjin sighed as he stopped fidgeting with his earrings and grabbed his phone from the table,he pressed on that contact and blocked them.he got pretty pissed off.he had the courage to stand up and went on fixing his earrings.

Left ear:

Right ear:

He got dressed in his comfy:stylish clothing he usually wears:

He then went infront of his bathroom mirror and slicked his hair in a half up-half down ponytail

When he was fixing his hair,two knocks appeared at his door. Hyunjin wasn't in the mood for anyone yelling at him because he woke up late so he ignored it. Another two knocks came again.Hyunjin whined as he tilted his head back with his eyes closed,annoyed he brought his head down and went up to his door.
"What the fuck do you want?-"
He then realised it was the guy from last night.
"Hi! You weren't answering your phone so I thought I could come visit!"

The smaller male pushed past him and sat on his bed,getting comfy.hyunjin plastered a fake smile on his face but deep down he wanted to fucking scream at him. He doesn't like it when his hook ups keep coming after him."so...about last night,did you really mean it when you said you love me?" Hyunjin just stared at him. He wanted to tell him he was a fucking roach and no way in hell he would ever be with him but he wanted to lead him on for a bit. Hyunjins fake smile came creeping back again. He walked over to him and sat next to him,he grabbed his hands and said:
"Every word,I meant it. Speaking of that,I wanted to- never mind it's too soon"

Hyunjin faked a sad facial expression and looked to the side. "No no! Tell me!" Han was persistent he wanted to know how he felt about him. "Hyunjin turned back and slightly smiled."I want to be your boyfriend." Han was shocked. He knew it was probably too soon but he couldn't give a flying fuck! "YES! yes! I'll be your boyfriend!" Han hugged him. Hyunjin reciprocated back but his facial expressions were clearly disgusted and annoyed.hyunjin didn't like physical touch like this so he slightly pushed him back."yeah uhm-I gotta get ready for my lessons,I bet you have one to I-" "no! I have a free period,I can walk you to your lesson!" "Oh uhm,ok- just let me get my bag-"
Hyunjin walked away with a sudden emotion of anger and annoyance,how can someone be that annoying?? As soon as Hyunjin got his bag,Han followed him out of his dorm. They were walking to his lesson.

"You know your in the same lessons as my best friend,Felix?" "I have no clue who that is-" "oh don't worry,I checked your timetable as you left to get your bag so-" "wait- that was on my phone, how did you?-"
"Oh last night, when we exchanged numbers,I saw you put in your passcode so I thought maybe I could remember it for future purposes!" "Wow...uh thanks?" Hyunjin just gave him a confused look and a weirded out one.

Once they arrived to his classroom.Han had an idea in mind, "bye! Love you!" Han closed his eyes to lean in and kiss him on the lips,but Hyunjin dodged it,put his index finger on his forehead to slightly push him back.Han was surprised."ha uh- sorry this is still new for me,let's take it slow,ok?" Hyunjin,again faked another smile."oh...ok. Bye!" Han turned around to go downstairs to do whatever. Hyunjin sighed from relief from finally getting rid of him. He entered the class room. He was late. "Shit did I really take that long?" Everyone in the class laughed. "Very funny mr.Hwang, sit down next to Felix at the back. The teacher ordered him to do.

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