Mattheo pov.
For the past three days Y/n have you stayed in her room, she don't eat or drink, im for real getting worried, she just lay in her bed and only goes to the bathroom, Snape ofcourse cover over her since she's not showing up to her classes, she needs too she needs to study for her N.W.E.T'S, and she needes to eat!
I don't know what i can do to help her, im just trying to be to her, but it's hard, i can't see her like this.
Potter, Granger and Weasley ask us all the time where she is, no one expect us and Snape have seen her since the news got out (That the teacher was killed)
Y/n pov.
It have been three days, three days with no food or water, and no sleep, everytime i close my eyes i see the dead body on the table, i can't do this shit anymore.
I get up from my bed and take an outfit on,
I then leave the dorm and walk down to the common room, theres not many students cause theres class, but the once who is in here stares at me, probably because i look like shit and haven't left my dorm in three days. I quickly leave the common room and out on the corridors, i hear students talking, they must just got lunch break, i starts walking faster outside on the brigde, i step up on the realing,
If i just take the one step i don't have to fell the pain anymore, i don't have to be sad, i can leave, leave everything behind, i don't have to fell bad for murdering an inocent woman, i don't have to look at my fathers disapointed face, i don't have to date Potter, i could just leave, theres nothing left for me.
Of course there is, Mattheo, Pansy, Draco and Theo, but they don't need me, it's just me who needs them.
A tear roll down my face, i really can't do this anymore.
"Y/n?" I turn my head and see Mattheo, some other students are looking at me too, "What are you doing?" He asks slowly walking closer to me,
"I-i can't do it anymore" I answer low, "I love you, so so so much"
"Y/n get down!" He says running over to me, i quickly take the step and fall over the realing, i fell a hand grabbing my arm, "HELP!" Mattheo yells, i fell more hands grabbing me and pulling me up, they lay me down on the brigde, "Never fucking do that again!" Mattheo says and kisses me,
"Wait isen't she dating Potter?" A boy asks, Mattheo quickly pulls away as he remebers,
"She need to go to the hospital wing" He says and pick me up and starts walking away with me, i just lay with my head on his cheest crying, i wish i was dead, i just wanna die,
"Omg Y/n there you are" Pansy says running over to us,
"What happened?" Draco asks,
"She tried to kill herself" Mattheo answers plain,
"W-what!?" Pansy says grabbing my hand,
"OMG Y/N!" Harry yells running over to us, i starts to cry even more and try to get out of Mattheo's arms, students starts to form a crowd around all of us, Mattheo softly set me down, still with a hand on my shoulder, "What happened to you?" Harry asks, i don't answer i just stare down in the ground with tears rolling down my face, "Y/n?" Harry asks and grabs my hand, i quickly pull my hand to me "Y/n what's going on!?" He asks,
"Leave me alone" I whisper to him,
"I promised you i won't ever leave you" He says and takes my hand again,
"LEAVE ME!" I scream at him,
"Y/n please let me help"
"You head the girl leave her" A voice behind me says, i turn around and see Felix and David,
"Who are you!?" Harry asks stepping infront of me,
"Y/n come with us" David says,
"Yo she needs to go to the hospital wing!" Mattheo says, this whole sitation is a mess, theres students everywhere, it's so confuseing, i don't know what to do,
"Mother needs to talk to you" Felix says,
"Mother? Are they your brothers?" Harry asks me, i don't answer i just stare down in the ground, "They are death eaters, are you one too?"
"Im not"
"Show me, show me your arm" He says, i fell the panic in my body, i look up at Mattheo who sends me a nod, i slowly pull my left sleave up, there's no mark, Mattheo must have made a concealing spell,
"See, im not" I say annoyed, "You don't trust me do you?" I ask him with tears in my eyes,
"I mean i just found out you have two brothers and that they are death eaters and your mother is one too" He answers,
"I didn't even know myself until a couple months ago, im sorry i didn't just run off and tell you!" I say this boy is pissing me the fuck off,
"Is there anything else you need to tell me!?" He asks, i don't wanna fight, expeasily not infront of this many students,
"Harry please let's not fight" I whisper taking his hand,
"Where have you been for the past three days!?" He asks,
"Can we please talk about it alone?" I ask him, he looks around on all the students and nods his head in a yes,
"Y/n mother needs you!" Felix says,
"I don't care!" I answer and walk away with Harry,
"Why did Riddle say you need to go to the hospital wing?" He asks i can hear on his voice he's still mad,
"I-i just don't fell so good, but it's alright it can wait" I answer,
"Maybe you should go to the hospital wing and then talk later"
"Harry, no im fine i wanna talk with you, i wanna tell you everything" I answer, i just can't, i can't tell him everything,
"Let's go to the room of requirement" He says, i nod.
After some minutes we are sitting in the room, once again it's full of pillows,
"Y/n now tell me whats going on, why have you been in your room for three days?"
"Im having a hard time at the moment, i don't know what to do anymore" I say and starts crying, he quickly pulls me into a hug,
"Im here for you, i will always help you" He can't help me, no one can, not anymore, im a murder, a monster, i deserve to die,
"Even if i killed someone?" I ask him, with a jokeing tone,
"Even if you killed someone" He answers with the same joking tone, i know he's lying, "I love you Y/n, i really really love you"
"I love you too Harry"
"We should tell your dad, he would be happy for us"
"Yea maybe"
"What about we do it at christmas?" He asks,
"Yea sure"
Christmas. It seems lame right now with everything going on, dad loves christmas we always decorate the whole house, "Do it like James" he always says when i asks him about what to do with the christmas lights, i have no idea how James used to do it, so i always just put them everywhere.
"You know i have had a crush on you since 3 year?" Harry says, i fake laugh a bit, "Why is that funny?" Harry asks with a smile,
"I had a crush on you since 3 year" I say, he starts laughing too,
"It's four years ago, i seems stupid that we first got together now"
"Well i pretendet that i hated you so it makes kinda sence" I answer,
"Im glad you told me how you felt about me" He says and kiss my cheek,
"Yea, me too"
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