2am thoughts

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I scroll on social media for hours and hours,
I see so many happy couples, 
wishing I was in a happy relationship as well,
I want to be loved, 
I like the feeling of love, 
at least I think,
I want to be in love again,
I want the butterflies in my stomach to make me feel sick again,
I want someone to love me,
why can't someone just love me like I love them?
I crave happiness, 
even if it might not change my mental health,
I still want to feel love again,
whenever I see my friends in a happy relationship,
I feel alone,
I want the excitement to see someone every day,
I want to feel something,
I want to be happy,
that's all I want,
someone to be with for the rest of my life,
I want to feel the happiness of,
telling them how much I love them,
and receiving it from my significant other,
I want someone to spend time with,
and if I'm being honest,
I'm actually super jealous