2am thoughts

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I don't understand what's wrong with me
I cry over ridiculous stuff,
I think everyone dislikes me,
a thingy voice in my head that makes me overthink,
mood swings, eating habits, stomach aches, headaches,
I get happy one day then miserable the next day,
sometimes I think too much and I want to end my life,
too many different emotions that wave over me,
it's too much,
my parents do everything they can for a kid like me,
but yet,
why am I so miserable?
i don't understand,
I don't feel myself, I never have
I hate myself