I want to reach out,
I want to ask you how you are,
I want to know how your life is going,
But I can't seem to put myself to open the page again,
I want to know how you're doing yet I'm transfixed on the thought if you wanted to know about me, maybe you would also message me,
Am I the only one thinking and replaying our memories?
Am I the only one waking up from a nightmare with the first thought being I need to message you?
Our paths changed a few years ago now,
Yet my mind is still constantly thinking about you,
Our friendship was unlike no other,
I miss the laughter and the way my youth was at its prime then,
I was still learning,
I was still the bubbly girl,
I liked being there,
I liked hearing just us in a room and all the drama fading out,
Us, my eyes closed and embracing it all,
Where are you now,
Are you okay?