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Jeongin was setting in his and Chan's room thinking, his mind didn't stop even if he thought of something else, he would still think of his mother and if he should forgive her and move on. It wasn't easy for the eldest Yang.
"Foxy?" Jeongin jump just a little due to the sudden voice he fell for, I mean Chan was caring but many other would think he was scary and cold due to his scar on his face and with the red eyes he has.
"Hmm?" Jeongin hummed as he stood on the floor and walked over to Chan wrapping himself in the olders arms feeling the safest he's ever felt.
"What's wrong foxy?" Chan questioned holding the younger closer to his arms rubbing soothing circles on his back earning satisfied hums from the younger.
"It's been two weeks since she's came here, when do you think she'll leave?" Jeongin asked as he felt uncomfortable with his mom there.
"Jeongin." Chan said as he pulled Jeongin away to look the younger in the eyes, this surprised the younger since Chan never called him by his name unless he was being serious or was just teasing the younger.
"Yeah?"
"Your mom isn't leaving, she was talking to my mom last week. I know I shouldn't have but it was about you and if it's about you I need to know." Chan said as he looked to his left before his smiled lowly at the other.
"Ok? Why isn't she leaving then?" This was what Jeongin wanted to know, as much as he loved Chan this was one thing he disliked about the older, he took his sweet ass time getting to the point.
"She's not leaving until you two talk things out probably and work on what was left behind years ago." Chan finally said as he looked Jeongin in the eyes before he could feel the younger pull away.
"Why? After all this time now she wants to fix it?" Jeongin whisper shouted not wanting anyone to hear them for sure his sister.
"Jeongin, you can't be mad at here forever. The one you should be mad at is your father." Chan said in a stern voice letting the younger know he wasn't playing around and that he was being 100% serious.
"But-"
"Yang Jeongin." Chan warned as he looked into Jeongin's eyes deeper then before which sent shivers down his spine.
"Fi-fine." Walking to the door Jeongin left the room with Chan following behind keeping an eye on him with every move he took until the two ended up in the kitchen.
"Jeongin?" Jeongin's mother questioned as she stood from the chair in the kitchen once she say her oldest standing at the entrance.
"Can we go out?" Jeongin said in a low voice but loud enough for whoever was in the kitchen to hear.
Taken back Mrs. Yang nodded and walked up to her son taking his hand in hers which left the boy in a shock but with familiarity as he let his mother take him out the house.
"Where would you like to go?" Mrs. Yang asked as her and Jeongin stood outside the house.
"There's a café downtown... We could go there?" Jeongin suggested as she finally looked his mother in the eyes as he could see the smile on her face appear making Jeongin smile.
"The sounds great, let's go."
As the two walked it was very silent but for both of them it was more of a comfortable and uncomfortable silence but the two didn't mind as it was a few years since the two last saw each other.
Once Mrs. Yang and Jeongin entered the café they were met with Felix who smiled brightly at Jeongin.
"Dude! Where the hell have you been?!" Felix questioned as he pulled the other into a hug before pulling away to look at who was beside him.
"And this is?"
"That would be my mother Felix, don't ask please." Jeongin sighed as he could see many questions on Felix is face but couldn't ask any of them since his mind couldn't process any of it.
"Um- this way!" With that Felix showed Jeongin and his mother their seats and went on his way to get menus for the two before disappearing once again until the two were ready to order.
Well looking at the menu Mrs. Yang spoke up catching the boys attention.
"How'd you meet Chan?" Mrs. Yang asked putting the menu down to give her full attention to her son.
"At a party on Yetaks birthday." Jeongin said as he put his menu down as well to answer an ask questions with his mother, to catch up.
"It was after we celebrated with dad we left, we couldn't stay there any longer and just left. Once at the party we went to my- actually our group of friends that waited as..." Jeongin explained stopping to take a breath.
"We weren't the party type but we did go once here an there so everyone was excited to is us there. Somehwere at the end Yetak got taken advantage of and was bite on the neck by one of the V's at the party, I was told she was in the living room." Stopping once more Jeongin looked at his mother to see worry on her face before he continued.
"After hitting the guy the house went quiet and when I looked back I saw Chan, at first he looked mean and cold but after a few times meeting him at school and since we had friends that were friends we became close...
Well I was the one pushing him away, he was the only one who saw another side of me, he wasn't like everyone else who left after knowing what I went through." Jeongin smiled at the thought of Chan and how much he went through with the older. If it weren't for Chan Jeongin couldn't help but think he could've been dead by now.
"He seems like a good kid dear, now that is someone worth staying with for the rest of your life." Mrs. Yang said as she reached out to her sons hand that sat on the table.
"Was it true? With father?" Jeongin asked as he held on his mothers hand a little tighter as he looked into her eyes.
"It is, as much as I regret the past I wouldn't of had you and Yetak, and I'm so very sorry for leaving you guys with that monster I know it'll take along time for you guys to forgive me and I'm willing to do whatever it takes to stay by your sides for the rest of it." Mrs. Yang informed as she had tears falling from her now red eyes that held so much hurt and regret and that was when Jeongin knew that this was it that this was his mother who he missed and wished to forgive.
Getting up from his side of the table Jeongin walked over to his mothers side pulling her to her feet and hugging her. It was a surprise Mrs. Yang wasn't ready for but she took it, she held onto her son for dear life scared that she would disappear on him once more but she knew that wasn't going to happen again and if it did she'd do anything to keep him and Yetak by her side even if that might she'll actually die this time around.
By the end of the outing Jeongin and his mother agreed that it was going to be easy onward and it would take a lot of work to get back what was taken years ago.
It's evening and Jeongin was in his and Chan's room laying on the bed as he looked out the window seeing the beautiful red and orange colouring the sky. It was tempting Jeongin to pull out his cigarettes that he wanted to smoke to much but got up and walked out the room, Jeongin wanted to quit but he didn't think it was going to be this hard.
Standing in the hallway trying his best to hold himself back from going back into the room Jeongin felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist.
"What are you thinking about?" Jeongin heard Chan whispered as he could feel the older kiss his opened area of his neck making Jeongin relax immediately.
"I honestly forgot." And it was true, with Chan near Jeongin forgot what was going on in his head and what he wented to do so bad as long as Chan was near nothing could bother the younger.
"Let's go out tomorrow? Anywhere you went. I'll take you." Chan said as he smiled against Jeongin's neck knowing that this was Jeongin's favorite act from the older.
"Don't do that, last time we didn't stop until the 3rd round because you got a cramp on your thigh." Jeongin turned around and wrapped his arms around Chan with a smile on his face that made Chan smile wider.
"I promise that won't happen this time around." Chan promised but Jeongin knew better.
"Yeah~ Ok! Old man, let's go rest." Jeongin laughed as he pulled away from Chan who only smirked watching the younger walk into the room and once the younger was fully in he made his move rushing in picking up the younger in his arms throwing him over his shoulders so it was easier for the older to put him on the bed.
Shutting the door and locking it Chan could feel the younger hit him on the back and hear the younger shout at him to put him down but Chan had other ideas.
And that was to have as much fun as he wanted.