Mon's pov
"Sam pick up the phone please" i frustatedly mumbled to myself while sobbing this cant be happening, i cant lose quinn, i know that she notice that I'm slipping away from her but its not like i don't love her i did those coz i fucking love her so much, tj's been blackmailing this past few days that's why i keep my distance to Sam this whole thing makes me stress i don't know what to do anymore.
And this thing happened i fucking despise tj right now i just want him gone but his making it to hard for me
I keep on calling Sam but she's not answering her damn phone, what should i do kung uuwi ako ngayon may masasakyan pa ako pero baka magtaka yung pamilya ko
I'm currently here in my parents coz we have a gatherings i thought tj wouldn't be here coz his busy in his work kaya nagulat talaga ako nung sumabat siya habang kausap ko si Sam kanina.
I look like a mess right now as i look myself in the mirror the stress and pain are visible in my chocolate brown orbs, the dark eyebags are to visible too, my tears are keep falling from my eyes i really look like a mess right now.
"Stop being a mess Mon and just go to Sam to explain" kausap ko sa sarili ko.
Bago ako nag hilamos para mawala yung mga tuyong luha sa mata at pisngi ko at lumabas ng cr, i tried to call Sam for the nth time but its just keep on ringing, i throw my phone in the wall out of distress at halo halong nararamdaman ko bawat mahawakan ko ay binabato ko.
"Ahhh why is it so fucking complicated" i frustratedly shouted and curled in the corner of my room and cried my eyes out.
I can't lose Sam but why its feels so hard and complicated not to lose her my career is in the pit of losing if i pursue of what we have right now, pero iisipin ko palang na mawawala siya para akong pinapatay sa sakit.
I let my emotion to take over of my whole system and just cried but then i remember that Sam would think that i ignored that she's hurt if i didn't go to her place right now para magpaliwanag na mali ang iniisip niya nung marinig niya si tj so i need to go to her place right now, i don't care of what my family would think, Sam is more important right now, i don't want to lose her not now and not ever.
I fixed myself and act like nothing happened kahit na malalaman din nila once pumasok sila sa kwarto ko but i don't care, lumabas ako ng kwarto at dali daling lumabas, my mom is in the dining table kasama yung papa ko,dalawang kapatid and also yung mga pinsan ko
They all look at me with their confused look, i know that i really looked like a mess pero wala akong pakialam ang importante mapuntahan ko si quinn para makapag paliwanag ako,lalagpasan ko na sana sila nang magsalita yung kapatid kung si hera.
"Ate what happened did you and kuya tj fight ambilis niya kasing umalis" she curiously ask buti naman at umuwi agad siya that son of a bitch he ruined everything may seminar naman talaga ako, dumeritso lang ako dito sa bahay kasi nga may kunting salo salo malapit naman to sa pinag seminaran namin kaya pumunta nalang ako.
"We didn't but i need to go" mahinang saad ko alam kung nasa akin padin ang atensyon nila kasi ramdam ko talaga yung mga tingin nila sakin
"Aalis kana agad ate ambilis naman" Aerus said he my only brother
"Mon anak bat aalis ka agad" sabat naman ng mama ko coz i really need to I'm disparate to go to Sam's place right now
"Coz i really need too mom" i frustratedly said alam kung pansin nila yun
"Couz mag stay ka naman kahit saglit lang dimo ba kami namiss" hestia said she's my cousin in my fahter side were a little bit close
Damn this i really have to go, my father is just silently observing my action
I bite my lower lip coz i felt like anytime tutulo na ang luha ko its fucking frustrating
"I-i have to go" nahihirapang saad ko sa kanila
"Is this about tj your fuck up husband" Eira said she's my cousin in my father side who dislike tj so much hindi niya kasi gusto ang vibe ni tj
"Its not about of him i just really need to go" i disparately said to them at dali daling lumabas ng bahay my tears are already falling from my two eyes
They keep shouting my name but i just ignored them and called a taxi driver para makapunta agad sa condo ni Sam, i keep on crying in the taxi alam kung nagtataka na ang driver pero hinayaan niya lang akong umiyak at hindi nag tanong pa.
When i arrived at the condo building mabilis akong nagbayad at bumaba binati ako ng gaurd pero hindi ko ito pinansin pa at sumakay agad ako sa elevator at pinindot kung anong floor yung unit ni Sam nang makarating ako dun ay kumatok ako agad
I really looked like a mess right now pero wala na akong pakialam pa, i keep on banging her doors kasi antagal niya buksan i know na andito siya sa unit niya its already past 11, when i hear the door open and see Sam standing infront of me dun na bumuhos yung masaganang luha ko hindi ko alam kung saan siya mas nagulat sa histsura ko ba na mukhang walang tulog at haggard na haggard habang umiiyak sa harapan niya or ako na nakatayo sa pintuan niya
"S-Sam baby,let me explain please its not what you think kung ano man ang narinig mo sa phone kanina" i desparately explained to her while still crying, she just softly stared at me and gulp hard i know that she's been crying too dahil ang lamlam ng mata niya.
"Say something baby please i really don't know na pupunta si tj dun and i really have a seminar dumeritso lang talaga ako sa bahay namin kasi malapit lang at may kunting salosalo din sila" mahabang paliwanag ko sa kanya,
she just keep on looking at me while biting her lower lip to prevent from crying kaya ako na ang gumawa ng paraan at hinalikan siya sa labi, kinawit ko yung dalawang braso ko sa batok niya habang sinipa ko yung pinto para magsara, i feel her stiffen and shock of my action but she reprocate my kiss, we kiss like there's no tommorow yung halik na uhaw na uhaw at sabik sa isat isa.
She snaked her two hands in my waist at mas lalo pang nilapit ang katawan ko sa kanya , ramdam na ramdam ko ang init ng mga palad niya nung nagsimulang mag likot ang mga kamay niya sa loob ng suot kung damit, i moaned in her mouth when she invade it with her sinful tongue, i just cares her hair and slightly grip it
Diko napansin na nahubad na niya yung damit ko pati yung skirt ko,expose na expose yung katawan ko sa kanya ,
she guide me to sit her lap while she keep on kissing me hard
Ramdam na ramdam ko yung kakaibang kiliti mula sa pagitan ng hita ko alam kung basang basa na ako ng dahil sa ginagawa niya she unhooked my bra and she suck my nipple i moaned hard of what she did
"Ohh Sam ahh" malakas na ungol ko wala akong paki kung may makarinig man sakin, ramdam ko yung kamay niya na humahaplos sa pagkababae ko na basang basa na
"Fuckk ahh right there Sam" umuongol na saad ko sakanya ang sarap sa pakiramdam ng ginagawa niya binabaliw niya ako sa bawat haplos niya sakin she rip my underwear but i don't really care.
"You're so wet and ready for me baby" she huskingly said while keep on doing me down there and sucking my nipple.
while her other hand are keep massaging my othee mountain, bawat haplos niya ay nagbibigay kiliti sakin.
"I want you inside me Sam please stop teasing me" nakikiusap na saad ko sa kanya i want more
"You wish is my command" she said bago niya pinasok yung dalawang daliri niya sa pagkababae ko na ikanaungol ko ng malakas
"Fuckk ahhh goshh faster Sam" i just keep on moaning dahil sa sarap na nararamdaman ko she keep on kissing me in my neck and breast habang mahigpit na nakahawak ang kamay ko sa batok at buhok niya
Napapaungol ako ng malakas sa tuwing matatamaan niya ang g spot ko, nakaupo padin ako sa lap niya at sumasabay ang indayog ng katawan ko sa bawat bayo ng daliri niya
"F-faster Sam I'm cumming"
"Cum with me baby"
one thrust hard of her and i came
"ahhh f-fuck" i moaned hard and bite her neck dahil sa sarap na nararamdaman ko
pagod akong napasandal sa kanya at siniksik yung mukha ko sa leeg niya
"Baby are you ok" she ask lovingly habang hinahaplos ang likod ko i just humm as a response to her and she just keep caresing my back
All my frustration are gone ng dahil sa nangyari samin ngayon ni Sam ng dahil sa pagod at antok ay nakatulog ako sa kandungan niya
"i love you so much Mon"
yun ang huling narinig ko bago ako lamunin ng antok.
TBC..