Nagising ako ng alas sais na ng hapon at halos mataranta ako dahil nagpromise ako kay Louis na ako ang susundo sakaniya. Kaya dali dali akong bumangon pero halos humiwalay ang kaluluwa ko dahil sa gulat. Sin is sitting on the single sofa while crossing his arms and legs while watching me.
" L-Lawrence?"
" You just woke up and yet in a hurry? After I calm you down and now you're going to meet someone already? Your lover?"
" N-No. Of course not.I-I just need to head back home."
"Why? Walang maghihintay sayo." I look at him with my unbelievable expression. May naghihintay saakin at ang anak mo. Gusto kong sabihin yun pero umatras yung dila ko.
" T-There is someone waiting for me, Sin. There is."
" Who?"
" ....." Hindi ko siya sinagot at tinignan lamang. Inayus ko ang higaan at kinuha ang gamit ko. I was about to open the door when Sin grabbed my hand and pushed on the wall.
" Ah-" I looked up and was about to shout at him but my mouth is sealed by his lips. What the hell? I unconciously raised my hands on his torso making me grab his shirt. His kisses are sloppy and mess but it's melting the hell out of me and I swear if he pulled me closer to him more he might feel my heartbeat sa sobrang kabog ba naman sinong hindi makakaramdam nun.
He purposely bite me lower lip so I could open my mouth and use his tongue to have more access and fucking hell! Should I push him? But It feel so good. No No NO!!! I tried to push him but why the heck my body won't move? Move self move!
I'm catching my breath when he cutted the kiss. He's staring at me at hindi nakalagpas saakin ang pagngisi niya. Napalunok ako bago kumurap kurap at mariing tumingin sa mga mata nito. Hindi ko alam anong pumasok sa isip ko at bakit ko siya hinayaan. Putangina mo talaga Axl Louie, Hinahanap ka na't lahat lahat ng anak mo hinahayaan mo pang landiin ka ng ama. Shit!
" That's all I need. Go home." Saad niya lang bago niya ako pinakawalan. I blinked twice bago dalidaling lumabas ng kwarto. Nagulat pa ako dahil nasa office parin ang boss ko. Umalis nalang ako pagkatapos kong magpaalam sakaniya. Papara na sana ako ng taxi ng may bumusina saakin. Napatingin kung saan yun nanggaling at sa gilid ay nakita ako ang pamilyar na sasakyan. Agad akong lumapit doon at pagbukas ko palang ng pintuan ay ang nakasimangot na si Louis ang bumungad saakin.
Nanlaki ang mata ko at tumingin sa paligid bago pumasok sa kotse at kinandong ang ang anak ko.
" Kyzer. Why did you bring him here? It's too dangerous."
'" Don't worry no one saw Louis. Anyway, What took you so long?" Kyzer asked. Huminga ako ng malalim
" Work."
"Dada, I keep smelling same scent! This time it's stronger than before!" Maktol niya. I glance at Kyzer. He laughed and scoffed bago pinaandar ang sasakyan.
" Dada, tell me the truth. You have another alpha, don't you?" Kunot ang mga noo nitong nakatingin saakin habang nakasimangot. aww ang cute.
" I don't. "
" Then why you wearing another men's clothes? This is not your clothes when you went out." Nagtaka ako sa sinabi ng anak ko kaya napatingin ako dito. Huh? When did i change a clothes? This is Sin's clothes. Why I'm wearing his? What's going on?
" I- I just borrowed it. I spilled my coffee when I'm working. C'mon baby don't be jealous. You're my only baby. Okay?"
" Okay." Saka ka siya ngumuso. Kyzer chuckled while driving.
" Anyway, It's Louis's parent-children day next week. Can i join you? I mean as his father." Louis's father? I want to say no but Louis already knew him as his own father. Wala namang mawawala kapag umo-oo ako no? I mean, Sin doesn't know my son's existence kaya ayus lang and beside hindi naman din siya kilala ni Louis but why do i feel so wrong? I mean ewan ko basta ganun.
" Of course."
" And one more thing.."
" Hmm?"
" I found your distant relatives."
" What?Distant relative?"
" I just found them by accident. We went to Palawan for our project and the Inn I stayed is owned by one of your distant relative. I asked them if they knew someone who's surname is Saavedra and they said yes. They told me about what happened to your family and they mentioned you. Saying that you're the only Saavedra left."
" Kyzer.."
"I know, You better be nice to me, Mr. Saavedra I gave them your contact and don't worry they are nice and kind. I'm sure they will treat you more way better than me. "
" Thank You so much Kyzer."
" Ako pa." He winked at me pero agad ko din siyang inirapan. He dropped us off to our house bago siya umuwi. Buhat buhat ko si Louis na pumasok ng bahay ,nakatulog kasi ito sa bihaye. i put him down to his bed at nag ayus ako ng sarili ko. How come I'm wearing Sin's clothes? I have no idea at all. Nang matapos ako makapag ayus ay nagluto ako ng panghapunan dahil paniguradong magugutom si Louis. Ginising ko nalang si Louis para kumain at ang paslit ay nakasimangot pa ito habang nakatingin saakin.
" Why baby? Is there something wrong?"
" don't hug me if you have that same scent again. I hate it. " Natawa ako sa sinabi niya habang kumakain. Baby, that's your Father's scent. Gusto ko sanang sabihin pero wag nalang.
" Just eat your food, baby." dahil hindi ko din maiiwasan yun. Your Father keep clinging and keep leaving his scent on me I don't know why he's doing that but it really made me comfortable.I took a deep sigh ng makapatulog na si Louis pagkatapos kumain. Lumabas ako ng bahay to have a fresh air and refresh my mind on what happened today.
" Axl.." Agad akong napatingin sa pinanggalingan ng boses. My eyes widened, bakit andito siya? How come?
" L-Lawrence!" Agad akong lumapit sakaniya at lumabas ng gate.
" What the are you doing at this hour? It's late."
" Late? Then, what are you doing outside?"
" T-That's - I'm at my own house, Lawrence Sin." saad ko. I even crossed my arms. Sin chuckled and grabbed my waist as he pulled me for a hug. I was about to resist pero humigpit ang pagkakahawak niya saakin.
" Stay still." He calmly said. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes. Madilim ang palgid at tanging ingay ng ibon at tunog ng hangin ang maririnig sa buong paligid. His body is warm and i like that warmth coming from him it soothes me.
" Lawrence, It's getting late." I said. He look at me with those tired eyes as he gave me his small smile. Why ? Why I didn't realize how handsome he is? His visual are no joke at bakit ngayon ko lang napansin yun. I bit my lower lip and avoided his gaze. I can feel my heart beating so loudly at alam kong rinig na rinig niya yun. Bahagya akong lumayo sakaniya para hindi na niya tuluyang marining but then he pulled me closer to his body.
" Axl. Look at me.." I unconciously obey what he said at tinignan siya sa mata. His eyes locked on me. I saw how hard he swallowed hard while he stare at me like that. I felt my cheeks burning. Tanging sinag ng buwan ang siyang nagsisilbing liwanang sa paligid saaming dalawa. He leaned as he reached for my lips. And once again, I let him kiss me just like how he kissed me earlier.
Ramdam ko din ang pagkagat niya sa ibabang labi ko ang siyang dahilan para matikman ko ang sarili kong dugo. It was gentle and yet may halong pangigil bahagya ko ding naramdaman ang paunti unting paglalim ng halik niya at ang pagdiin ng mga daliri niya sa bewang ko. I gasped and push his chest a little para patigilin siya sa paghalik dahil kapag tumagal pa ay baka bumigay na naman ako.
" Lawrence..."
" You used to call me Sin. When will you call me Sin again? I miss it." He said with his low and yet gentle voice. I didn't respond dahil hindi ko din alam ang isasagot ko. Sobrang awkward kasi para saakin kapag tinawag ko ulit siyang Sin dahil hindi na gaya ng dati na basta basta ko nalang siyang tinatawag na Sin.
" Everyone can call you that. Why do you want me to call you Sin again?"
" I didn't allow anyone to call me Sin. I only want you to call me Sin." He confessed. Mas lalong humigpit ang yakap niya saakin.
" I can feel your beat, Axl. I can feel it."
" I-It's getting late. W- We still have a work tomorrow."
" Did Venge told you already?"
" Huh? Told what?"
" You'll be working with me tomorrow. My secretary will be his."
" W-Why ?"
" Para hindi na maulit ang nangyari kanina. I don't want you to suffer." hindi nalang ulit ako sumagot sakniya. Hindi na ako nagulat sa sinabi niya. This is Lawrence Sin Montenegro , an Alpha who'll always taking back what's his pero nangtatapon if he already done with it. Just like what he did to his past flings and fuck buddies na ako pa naghahanap para sakaniya. Maybe, Sin will do that to me too kapag nagsawa na siya saakin. Okay, Sin.. You can have my body but you will never have my son.
So bitter that's how i feel. Thinking that Sin only running to me was because I can help him with his rut that he believed that I'm his mate, too bad.... I don't believe in fated mates. Sooner or later, Sin will get married to another omega, the one that his family arranged to him so there's no use in having a relationship or even meeting his own son. I can't afford seeing Louis getting hurt because of Sin. That's how Montenegro's culture, I won't force my self. I won't force ourselves in entering Sin's life.
" T-Then see you tomorrow, Sir Lawrence. It's getting late . You should go back na." He took a deep sigh bago humiwalay ng yakap saakin.
" Fine." He said at tinalikuran ako pero imbes na umalis ay bumalik pa ito bago ako siniil ng halik at saka umalis.
He left already pero bakit ako nakangiti? You shouldn't smiling like that, Axl. Remember don't enter Sin's life. I shook my head at pumasok ng bahay pagpasok ko ng kwarto ay nakaupo na ang anak ko sa kama at nakasimangot habang nakakrus ang mga kamay nito.
" Dada! I saw that!! You're cheating!" Louis hissed kaya nanlaki ang mga mata ko at agad ko siyang nilapitan. Namumula ang mata niya sinyales na malapit na siya umiyak.
"Baby, that's not it. Why are you not sleeping?'"
" don't change the topic! You're scent! Dada It's the same scent!! It's a not baby alpha scent! It's man scent! Dada you're lying!" He then cried kaya agad ko siyang pinatahan.
" i'm sorry, honey.. Don't cry" he even cried harder.
" Dada i hate you, You're lying..."
" I'm really sorry baby, I don't have excuses so stop crying okay? I buy anything you want so stop crying na." pagkasabi ko dun ay saka lang siya tumahimik.
" Promise?"
" I Promise.." He pouted and wipe his tears.
" I want the human size penguin plushy and.. and I want to Ice skate." I smiled and hugged him.
" Sure, let's do Ice skating and I'll buy you that. So do you forgive your Dada?" ngumuso muna asking for me to kiss him kaya ginawa ko. He giggled after that he nodded.
" I love you dada..."
" I love you more, my baby, sleep na.."
Sin, Your son is obssessed with penguins and he loves ice skating as you do. Kakasabi ko lang kanina wag tayong papasok sa buhay ng ama mo pero parang napaka impossible namang mangyari yuna anak. But I'll still try my very best to hide you from him.