Birla Mansion
Nirbhay was shattered the way Nirav told it on his face he just staggered a bit
That is when nishant came rushing to nirbhay and hug him being tensed
Nishant tensed - Bhai....
Nishant and neevan saw the entire scenerio and was too shocked specially neevan...
Divya could see nirbhay was just not in himself he was too high on his emptions to understand nishant was there .....
Divya gently seperated Nishant from nirbhay
Divya - Nishu.... tum aur neevan apne kamre me jao
Nishant tensed - Par bhabhi.. bhai....
Divya - I m here ... tum log jao....
but Nirbhay just walked out from there ... he just couldnot get in terms with the fact of what just happened......
Nishant was holding neevan who was shocked when he saw his two brothers arguing with each other like these.... he had never seen Nirbhay so furious at any of them yes he had mantained his strictness but in a certain manner today was something else ... it was not a regular thing it was like a sudden burst of emotions
Nishant handed neevan a glass of water
neevan look up at nishant
Nishu. - have it ... you will feel better
Neevan shook his head - mujje bhaiyu k pass jna h .. dada
Nishant - tujhe ekbar me baat samaj ni aty neevan? when i told u abhi vo kisise baat ni krenge
Neevan stood up - Kyu nhi karenge baat! dada
.. bhaiyu bht upset tha jab vo nikle ... Ap mujhe jans kyu ni de re ho... bhai ne itna daant dia bhaiyu ko vo...
nishant - Is ghar me choto ko baro k bich me ane ni dete... jo hua bhai or bhaiyu k bich ki baat h they will handle it... abhi agar hum kisik pass bhi gye... to daant hume he paregi....
Neevan tensed but he wanted to talk ....
otherhand
Nirbhay was sitting in his room After 4 years again? Again he was going back to that lane how? how could he do that to him....
Nirbhay was thinking about all this that is when Divya came and sit beside him she has never seen her husband so broken before he was always a strong man... but today she could see only vulnurablity
Divya sat beside him and nirbhay immidiately weep his tears
Divya gasped was he crying? nirbhay hardly broke like this.... what had happened which had painned him like this
Divya squeezed his hand - Nirbhay..
Nirbhay closed his eyes - leave me Alone divya
Divya - I didnot marry you to leave you in the moment of your need nirbhay....
Nirbhay look at her while divya just hold his hand
Divya - I know how tough parenting is aur tum apne sare bhaio k liye sirf unk bare bhai ni ho u r much more than that... isliye jab bhi vo log galty karte h to tumhe takliff hoty h u feel you are somewhere responsible ... but esa ni h nirbhay.... somethings are beyond our control
Nirbhay closed his eyes he never wanted divya to know about that side of nirav.... because he was over it
Divya squeezed his hand. - i wont judge him nirbhay u can trust me...
That was the only thing nirbhay needed to hear he could never take it if divya Judge his brother... or his past
****** Flashback ********
Nirav was totally shattered and broken after Manya's death he used to confined himself in a room.....
Nirbhay had given him the space he needed but sometimes space just adds more complications to the life and it happened with Nirbhay as well
Nirbhay while coming back from office he smell something ... and he felt it is a smoking smell
Nirbhay went to the source of that and saw Nirav there
Nirbhay shocked and rushed and turn him - Nir
Nir look startled nirbhay could feel he was agitated
Nirbhay tensed - what are u doing here and ye smell??
Nirbhay was furious he had seen pratham leav few minutes ago
Nirbhay - what were u doing? or.. or ye smell kesi hai...
Nirav -k.. kuch nahi bhai ye dekhiye kachra jal ra hai
nirbhay saw this and was confused - kachra?
Nirav - yeah bas vo Garden saaf kia tha aj to Kaka ne sara kachra yaha jala dia....
Nirbhay sighs he must be overthinking but the growing friendship of pratham and nirav was worrying him
nirbhay - pratham yaha pr kia kar ra tha nir
Nirav - vo mera dost h bhai... kia vo is ghar me ni aa sakta
Nirbhay - Nir i have told you that boy is not a good news .. tu usse jitna dur rahega utna behtar h tere liye
Nirav - Bhai me abhi baccha nahi raha... i think i m adult enough to make friends stop Doing this....
Nirbhay shocked while nirav left from there
The change in the equation started after pratham started involving with nirav ...
and its right after Manya's death... he dont know how the friendship became so strong that nirav was even ready to answer back him.. but he knew deep down nirav was vulnurabl and he couldnot just leave him alone....
so nirbhay gulp down his hurt and went to see nirav
Nirbhay went to kitchen to see Nirav's lunch was still untouched....
Nirbhay sighs its just one day he was not able to come and check for his lunch and the boy skipped it again...
he started making something which nirav will eat the boy had lost his apetite after Manya's death he knew how much he used to love that girl he never used to hide anything from him... manya was his first love and he didnt hesitate to share that feelings with him
Nirav sighs he made his food and went to nirav's room to feed him
But when he entered he was shocked to see nirav struggling for breath.. he was having a terrible asthama attack...
Nirbhay shocked nirav was literally on the floor gasping for breath.... nirbhay rushed to him and took him to his arms
nirbhay panickrd - Nir.. nir....
nirav gasped for breath - h..huh.. b..bhai...
Nirbhay rushed to get his inhaler and give it to him...
Nirav took few pumps but it was not receeding the attack was severe one...
Nirbhay's hands started shivering he made nirav sit on bed and helped him to take the inhaler ... after few minutes slowly... nirav's breath stabilises.
Nirbhay just hug nirav to his chest his heart was racing million per second ....
Nirav weakly - b..bhai....
Nirbhay just cub his face and just pulled him closer to his chest - tu.. tu thik h baccha??
nirav nodded ..
nirbhay - mai.. mai kabir ko call karta hu he should check on you once... i..
nirav stop him - Bhai... (alerted) no
Nirbhay - what no nirav... it is the 5th attack you are getting in a week... what is your problem
Nirav palmed his face - B..bhai please mei thik hu.. i think its because of the weakness... i...
Nirbhay angrily - you skipped your food again Nirav!!! And on the top of that you are not keeping your inhaler handy ... what is wrong with you..! chahta kia h tu
Nirav look down - s..sorry
Nirbhay - what sorry nirav! what sorry??? jaan nikal k rakh di tune meri...! Why are u doing this to yourself.... !!
Nirav dont know how else to calm nirbhay down so he just hug him making nirbhay go numb
nirav - sorry bhai... mai apko darana ni chahta tha.... its just i....
nirbhay cub his faxe - i know... u r stressed.. you are not okay.... tabhi tujhe ye attacks aa re h
nirav look down guilty... because there was one major reason behind it. and his bhai have no clue..
Nirbhay - tujhe lgta h tera dard tere elawa koi nhi smjta.. par mai samajta hu baccha.... tujhe is tarah tut ta hua me ni dekh sakta ... dil tut jata h mera .... agar mere bas me hota to me apni zindagi deke manya ko tere life mai wapas le ata
Nirav shocked and hug him - Bhaiii... please ... dont say that please
Nirbhay teary -to aur kia karu beta... teri takliff ni dekhi jaty mujhse... nhi bardash ho ra h mujjse apne bhai ko har roz ese Marta hua... agar mere bas me hota to me sach me...
Nirav clutch his hand - p.. please bhai.. please agar apko kuch hogya to me ji nhi paunga
Nirbhay - or tujhe har riz esw dekh k jo mujje takliff ho ri h vo kia h nir. ..
Nirav could see the tears in his eyes and it made him felt guilty what was he doing? he was betraying his bhai....
Nirbhay just took the plate and fed him - Muh khol nir.. aur pareshan mat kar.... mujje ... isse pehle ki tere fikar se mujhe heart attack aa jay just have it
Nirav teary - kyu esi baate karte ho bhai....
Nirbhay - to tu mujje ye shocks dena band kar... take care of yourself.... ye wakt bhi bit jaega nirav.... agar hum sath h na to sab hndl hojaega....
Nirav look down and nodded nirbhay could see a shein pf guilt in his eyes what was the boy guilty for
Nirbhay made him look up - tu mujhse kuch chupa to ni Raha na nir...
nirav stilled...
nirbhay - Bata na nir... koi baat h kia? jo tujhe pareshan kar ri hai? tu mujhe bata sakta h baccha
Nirav nodded in no - sab thik h bhai...
nirbhay smile and Started feeding him - Is weekend Lonavla chlte h... Nishu ka bht man hai.... Thora bahar ho ayenge to tujhe bhi acha lgega ...
nirav nodded
nirbhay - life me dukh or problems ayenge he nir we cannot run away from that.... we just have to learn to survive that pain and move on...
nirav teary - bht pareshan karta hu na mai apko..
nirbhay look at him startled
nirav - I m sorry bhai.. i know i m hurting everyone arround me i m trying bhai trust me i..
nirbhay - pagal hogya h? kuch bhi bole jaa ra h.. tu mujhe kabhi pareshan ni kar sakta nir tu meri jaan hai... baccha
..
nirav look at him while nirbhay kissed his forehead nirav sadly smile
Nirbhay - Tujhe is dard se bahar mai nikalunga nir u just have to trust me...
Nirav nodded while nirbhsy finished feeding him and left flurring the blanket over him.
Nirbhay saw the plight in his eyes as if he was agitating
nirbhay - tu sach me thik h na nir...
nirav nodded nirbhay smile n left he only wished he shouldn't have beleiv him that day... who knew the next day will come up with another storm in his life
Next day morning
Nirbhay went to Nirav's room to call him for the Breakfast ... he was bit suprises to see the room door still closed .. he should have waken up by now
Nirbhay entered in his room - nir...
but the room was empty....
nirbhay - kaha gya ye lDka niche bhi nhi h ..
nirbhay tried to go but something in his guts told him to check on Washroom
Nirbhay knock on the washroom door first but there was no response... he slight ajar the door and freeze in shock seeing nirav lieng in the washroom floor unconsious....
Nirbhay rushed to him and shake him up - Nir...!!!
Nirav was totally lifeless... nirbhay shake him up badly but there was no response.... his body was getting pale and cold....
Nirbhay felt paranoid but this is not the time to be so panick his brother needed treatment he immidiately pick him up and Rushed to his car..... and left for hospital......
In Hospital
Nirbhay dont know what was happening kabir was immidiately there he could see his brother lieng unconsious and kabir abd other doctors discussing something ... and he was been put on Oxygen...
nirbhay staggered was his nir okay?? if anything happenes to him he wont be able to survive it....
Kabir came out with another doctor
Nirbhay rushed to him panicked. - Kabir.. kabir how's nir? kia hua h use?
kabir look at nirbhay tensed
nirbhay scream in anger - why are u quiet dammit!! why is my brother unconsious still...
Another doc -, For how long he is Smoking Mr.Birla!
Nirbhay shocked - w..what?
Kabir - Doc... i told u ... nirbhay ko isbare me kuch ni pata hoga ..
Doc - to unhe pata hona chahiye! unka bhai ki jo condition he is just only a few step closer to death!
Nirbhay staggered kabir hold him
Nirbhay gasped - y..ye ap kia?
Doc - Nirav is an asthama patient ... how could he gamble with his life like this.... seems like he is being badly addicted towaeds smoking warna unk lungs ki halat itni kharab ni hoty he could hardly breathe Mr Birla! a terrible asthama attack had landed him here... which was caused due to his smoking habit
Nirbhay shattered - n..no doc... m..mera bhai smoke ni karta he dont have that habit
Doc - habit!? mr birla... i can assure you right now the condition in which he is it cannot be Because of only habbit its pure addiction.... Agar esa he chlta raha to i m sorry Aapke bhai ko hum chah k bhi bacha ni payenge ...
Nirbhay staggered this could not be true his nirav could not betray him like that ... he could not play with his life like that.....
he looked at Nirav from the ICU door he was unconsious breathing with the help of oxygen and it killed him....
nirav eyes had tears how could he do that to him?? how??
********** Flashback ends **********
Divya gasped and hug nirbhay even the memories are so painful that it was bringing tears in nirbhay's eyes.
Nirbhay - How will i deal with this again divya... how i....
Divya just hug nirbhay... so that he can just break it out.. infront of her
Otherhand
Nirav was gazing at the moon out from his window pane ... it hurts him that he could not able to build that trust in him after years of struggle the base was still so raw... he knew he had done a blunder few years ago but he wont repeat it cant his brother trust him on that his memory went back to there where it all started
*********** Flashback started **********
After Manya's death life had suddenly become meaningless to him she used to fill his life with happiness....
After a rough patch in his parents life and seeing his brother constantly struggling for there better future and better opportunity driving himself in the business world he became lonely and on that phase he met Manya ... she was so full of life and so compassionate that he was out of that dark phase but after her he dont know how to move on again....
while he was thinking about all this that is when a Car was about to hit him... but stopp at screeching halt....
And the driver came out shocked - Nirav!!
Nirav look at him with numb broken
Thae persona hold him and made him stand in a corner - tu.. tu thik to hai?
Nirav nonchalantly - yeah i m... thanks...saying he was about to go
person stop him - kaha jaa ra h nirav... dont u remember me?
Nirav look at him confused
person wicked smile - Pratham yr... Pratham Shikhawat.... how could u forget me yr... we were in the same school
Nirav realised and just nodded
pratham could feel the broken heart of him - kia hua bro..sab thik to h
Nirav - yeah .. just leave me alons
Pratham - yrrr purana dost h hum itna bhi kia formal hona u can share with me
After being bottling up so much within himself not to hurt his bhai and Ansh being in Abroad he just hold on to the first person who offered him comfort ...
pratham made him sit in his car and they drove to some deserted area....
Pratham sighs - bht bura hua yr tere sath... pehla pyaar bhulama asan ni hota
nirav palmed his face - i want to move on pratham.... bhai ka udaas chehra dekha ni jata mujjse nishu ko bhi time ni de paa ra hu manya ki yaado ne esa jakar rkha h mujhe i m just not able to move on
Pratham - well i can help you here if u want to
Nirav look at him pratham smirk and offered him cigarette
nirav shocked - i dont smoke Pratham! what the hell are u thinking
pratham - manya ki yaado se bahar niklna chahta h na ... normal hona chahta h na trust me it helps.... common just take two puffs
Nirav dont know what get into him and he took it.... and from that day there was no turning back
pratham and nirav used to meet regularly and smoke together as in home nirbhsy would never allow him
That day pratham just gave him few new stocks and his bhai came in
nirav shocked and immidiately hide the Packets behind...
and give excuses of born fire...
while coming back to the room he felt a terrible heaviness in his chest it has been started lot lately.... inhaler works but from last few days inhaler was also not working his breathing dont regularise that easily....
Nirbhay find him struggling for breath and helped him to take the inhaler
for the first time he has seen fear in his bhai's eyes... his bhai never was afraid of anything but today he was....
Nirbhay words made him realise how selfish he was.. he was just thinking about himself not for his brother....
After there conversation nirav decided to come over it so he took out the packets and threw it away .. he cannot just Let his weakness over power him he will fight
early morning
Nirav's sleep broke as he was having terrible breathing issues he just could not sleep
nirav gasped for breath he immidiately took out his inhaler and pump it but it was just not working.....
Nirav gasped more he tried hard but jusr couldnot breathe.... he went to washroom somewhow he thought to splash some water on his face if he feels better...
He splashed water on his face but still the problem was increasing he hold the side by wall to support himself but he dont know how his vission blacken out and then he just dont remember anything everything was Dark arround him.......
He open his eyes to some beeping sound.. it was white all arround... where was he.... saw some machine to realise it was a hospital?? what was he doing im the hospital?? he felt someone in his right to see Nishant crying holding his hand
Nirav tried to talk but hus throat dried -n..nish...
Nishant look up gasped and cub his face - bhaiyu....
Nirav weakly - nishu...
Nishu cried and hug him - Apko kia hogya tha bhaiyu... ap kyu ni uth re tha... kitna rulaya mujhe....
nishu hug him while nirav closed his eyes as the IV hurt...
Nirav gently - r..rote nhi baccha m..mai thik hu
nishu was just sobbing that is when There was a door open.... nirav turned to see Nirbhay... n he gasped his brother look absolutely lifeless his eyes were red and swollen as if he cried for long
Nishant rush to nirbhay and hug him - bhaiyu uth gye bhai.... ab na ap inki ek ni sunna vo na thik se khate na na sote h.. bhaiyu abse humare sath soyenge... doc ne kaha na inhe weakness hua h ab bas ap strict hojao ink sath
Nirbhau look at nirav who just dont know what to say because he knew that it cannot be weakness
Nirbhay cub nishu face - Nishu... tere school k liye late ho ra h na baccha....
nishu teary - par bhaiyu
Nirbhay - kl tak vo ghar aa jaega ... fir u can have your bhaiyu... abhi u have to go exams h na....
Nishu rush back to nirav ans kissed his forehead - jaldi ghar aa jao bhaiyu... i will take care of you... i cant see u like this
nirav look at that innocent soul with tears... and for the first time he was realising the consequences of his actions....
Nishant left while nirav look at nirbhay who just walked out....
nirav shocked he expected his brother to scold him but this was something he just couldnot take it
The entire day his brother did not come to him....even the next day
Nirbhay just helped nirav to pack his things and towards the car
nirav - bhai...
but there was no response onlu cold response he was getting it was killing him...
Back home ..
Nirbhay made nirav sit and about to go nirav hold his hand - bhai..
nirbhay stiff
nirav teary -p.please baat karo mujhse i cant take it
Nirbhay gently remove his hand and left nirav eyes had tears
Nirbhay came back with some food and medicine while nirav was agitated
Nirav - nahi khana mujhe ye sab bhai... ap baat karo mujhse! jab tak ap baat ni karoge me khana ni khaunga!
Nirbhay look at him with coldness and left nirav shatterrd will his bhai never talk to him
Nirbhay came back with plate full of Smoking packets
Nirav look up shock
nirbhay - have it if that helps...
Nirav shocked - Bhai let me explain please i...
Nirbhay SLAPPED him tightly... and nirav shocked
Nirbhay with hurt and tears - How could u Nirav!! how could u betray me like this
Nirav gasped - bhai
nirbhay - teri takliff itni bari hojaegi ye meine kabhi ni socha tha .... manya ka gam me tu humarw bare me bhi ni sochega?? kia mai nishu koi maine ni rkhte tere zindagi me? itz onlu manya
nirav look down with tears
nirbhay hurt - meine kaha tha tujhse nir.. bar bar kaha tha ki mai hu mujhse share kar... mai help karunga but u.. u just clearly dont need me.... jhut pr jhut... sivay jhut k tune ajtak kuch ni bola mujhse....
Nirav look down he has nothing to defend himself
Nirbhay hurt - galat tha mai.. jo sochta tha agar hum tin bhai sath hai to koi takat hume ni tor sakty.... mujje to pata he ni tha ki hum sath he ni hai
nirav shocked - bhai esa ni h please ap
Nirbhay showed his pakm - 6 mahine se teri khamoshi bardasht kar ra hu mai.. is ummid mai ki tu aj nhi to kal mere pas wapas aa jaega tu ubhar ayega lekin nhi... tune to apne takliffo se juchne ka alag he rasta azma lia hai... jisme tujhe na meri zarurat h na kisi aur ki... you are adult enough to take your own deceision so find then... tujhe jo karna hai kar.... Ajk baad tujhe koi ni rokega
Nirav gasped
nirbhay hurt - Tujhe ye zindagi bojh lagty h na? to khatam karde ise ... lekin mujhe baksh de... itni takat nhi h mujhme ki mai tujhe marta hua dekh saku....
Nirav cried - bhai please
Nirbhay - dont .. Nirav.. just dont.. mar gya h tera bhai
nirwv gasped
Nirbhay - usidin mardia tune use jis din tune . apne zindagi k upar ise rkha (pointing at the packets)
Nirav look down
Nirbhay - tune dhoka dia mujhe nir... or isk liye tujhe koi maafi ni milegi.. ...
nirav crird out in shock - no bhai please
Nirbhay showe his palm - kyu ro ra h nirav afterall this is what u wanted ... right.. freakin loneliness jaha koi tujhe kuch na kahe.. koi ni kahega... jo karna h kar...
saying he was about to go away nirav cried and stop him - bhai.. bhai please don't say this agar ap mujhse muh morloge to me Bardash ni karpaunga.. i m sorry bhai please
nirbhay - u r not sorry nirav ... sorry is just a useless word in your dictionary... teri zindagi me mere or nishant ki koi ehmiyat he ni hai.. ye mai samaj chuka hu isiliye i hace decided i will send nishant to the states
Nirav gasped
Nirbhay teary - ye ghar bht pehle he tut chuka tha me he tha jo in bikhte tukro ko smetne ki koshish me tha . par me bhul gya jb koi sath rehna he ni chahta to hum chah k bi kuch nhi kr skte so nirav birla congratulations azadi mubarak ho tumhe
nirav gasped - no no noo bhai... please dont say that mai ni reh paunga aplogo k bina . please please
Nirbhay hurt - tujhae meri baate bardash ni ho ri or tu itne mahino se jo kar ra tha vo hum bardash kese kare bata
nirav cried out - just give me one chance bhai ... i will never do this... mai jnta hu mujhpe bharosa karna asan ni h... pae ek mauka bhai please
Nirbhay's heart break to see him crying like that he made him sir and handed him a glass of water
nirav cried - ap bharosa ni karoge i know but i was about to tell u... me smj chuka tha bhai jo me kar ra hu vo kitna glt h ... i...
Nirbhay - kia hota batake .. nirav the damage is alreadu done u dont even know how bad is your lungs conditiion... i.. could have lost u i...
Nirav hug him - bhai please ek mauka deke dekho please mai badal jaunga
Nirbhay - or agar ni badal paya to
nirav - jo saza doge manzur hogi mujhe
Nirbhay teary - Mera mara hua muh dekh payega?
nirav gasped - Bhaiii
Nirbhay - tujhe kasam h meri nir.... agar tuns in packets ko hath bhi lagaya to mera mara hua muh dekhega....
Nirbhay placed nir's hand on his head
nirav just cried n nodded he could do just anything for that chance but cannot leave him.... from that day he decided to give up on Cigarette nor because of him but because of the pain he has given to his brother
************ Flashback ends **********
Otherhand
Neevan was tensed the entire day passed away both his bhaiyu and Bhai were in there room...
he decided to talk with them... because this cannot go on forever....
While suddenly je heard some music string
Nishant gasped
neevan - ye kiski guitar tune hai
Nishant shocked - bhaiyu.... he hardly sing....
neevan was about to go
nishant stop him - bhaiyu dossnt like anyone going to hin at that time vo bht rarely gate h neevan...
Neevan - i wont disturb please let me go please...
Nishant just let him be ... while neevan went near the room and gasped it was again that mysterious room
and he saw from the Door it was his bhaiyu who was Singing ..
Khudaya ve, haiii aaahh
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb.
neevan gasped it was so much pain in that voice ..
Khudaya ve…
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb.
Dil ke kareeb laaya,
Dil ka naseeb re
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re,
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re
Neevan could exactly feel the pain he had gone through that feeling... the feeling of loneliness broken..
Aakhon se khawab ruthe,
Apno ke saath choote,
Tapti hue rahon mein,
Pairon ke chaale phoote
Pyaase tadap rahe hai,
Saahil kareeb re
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re,
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re
Ni sa re ni sa re re ga re ga re re ga re,
Ma ga re sa ma ga re sa ma ga re sa
Aansu namak se lage,
Rishte hai kachhe dhaage,
Raite pe apne saaye,
Khud se kyu durr bhaage
Kheech ke humko laaye,
kahan pe rakeeb re
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re,
Khudaya ve, haiii..
Ishq hai kaisa yeh ajeeb re
Dil ke karib aaya dil ka naseeb ve
Neevan eyes had tears his bhaiyu was broken he cannot let him suffer like this ... they needed to sort this mess out.... aa soon as possible...
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