Rulaya Na kar Ae Zindagi
KHAMOSHI bewaajah nahi hoty
kuch Dard Awaaz chin lete hai...!!
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Its been 24 hours Nirbhay is unconsious there is no improvement in his condition... and it was scaring everyone..... though everyone was trying to be strong and positive but no one will able to get there peace untill Nirbhay wakes up ...
Nirav was in Nirbhay's room Looking at his brother's unconsious lifeless condition was making him shiver ran down his spine ...
Nirav hold his hand but there was no warmth... this time his brother did not look upto him
Nirav eyes filled up - B ..bhai... please ........
There was so many thing he was trying to say without even sayibg anything ..
Neevan squeezed Nirbhay's lifeless hand in order to get some response but there was no response from the other side
Nirav still only he knew how he was holding on because he has gone through the same phase years ago and it was hell
******* Flashback few years Ago ********
Nirav was huffing while going upto the mountain as of Manya's wishes
Nirav highly irritated and scared - just let us go down manya please ....
Manya laughed out - Common Nir.... why are u so scared... see yaha se nazara kitna acha hai
Nirav - koi accha nahi h nazara bht he ghatya nazara h chalo ...
Manya laughing out - God nir ... apna dar chupane k liye ab tum Jhut bhi bol doge?
Nirav gave her a glare and she rolled her eyes ...
Nirav - ekbar Mumbai wapas chale jay i m never going to come back here....
Manya - haww kyu? kyu nhi ayenge me to aungi he ...
Nirav - na mai aunga na tum... Manya common tumne suna nhi samne landslide hua h... this place is not safe chalo.... paharo me zindagi ka koi bharosa nhi hota
manya - Zindagi ka bharosa kahi bhi nhi hota nir ... agar maut ko ana h to vo khule asman k niche bhi aa skty h aur char diwaro k andar bhi ...
Nirav - tum or tumhari baate.... chalo ab...
Nirav took her to the main road...
Manya - u r so boring nir mujhe waha peak se photo khichwani thi
Nirav is extremely scared of heights he felt dizzy whenever he goes to hill top... and he is not ready to accept it
Nirav - dekho manya ... mujhe lgta h ajke liye bht hua ... kl khichwalena baki
Manya - mtlb kal tum mere sath hill top pr jaoge
Nirav made faces and nodded
manya happily - awww u r so cute
saying she kissed his cheeks Manya hold his hand tightly - Dont worry mai hu na tumhare sath kuch nhi hoga trust me.... mai tumhe kuch nhi hone dungi
Nirav smiled and just pulled her closer and remove the few strings of hair from her face.... she is beautiful just not from outside but her heart is even more prettier
Manya suddenly screamed out - Nirav ....
Nirav shocked but before he could understand anything.... He was pushed away by her..... and a car which was driving aimlessly just hit her body and She fell few feet away..... lifeless bleeding
Nirav terrified - MANYA.....
For a moment there Nirav felt paralysed... his vission blurred she was lieng on the road Bleeding .....like anything
Nirav rushed up to her and took her in his embracE
Nirav cried - Manya... manya ankhe kholo please
With very much difficulty Manya opens her eyes
Nirav could see her pulse rate dropping
Nirav shivered and cryibg - n..nothing will happen to you Manya just hold on .. hum abhi hospital pohoch jaenge
Manya took heavy breathes every breath which she was taking was nothing more than a task to her
Nirav could see her struggled and immidiately picked her up and took her to his car
Manya was struggling to speak something but nothing was coming out from her mouth .....
Nirav - k.. kuch ni hoga manya ... hum bas abhi hospital pohoch re h.
Manya look at him and a drop of tears fall down from her eyes may be she knew It was the last time she was seeing him.....
Nirav wss driving the car like meniac... and reached to the hospital her condition was very critical she was immidiately shifted to the Emergency ward....
Manya's health was detoriating each passing second ..... she was sinking
Nirav could see Doctor Putting defrabigilator.... to revive her heartbeats ..
Helpless tears fall down from his eyes
Nirav sat down on the chair and for the first time he was hoping and praying for a miracle
Doctor came out after sometime nirav went to him
Doc gave him a helpless look - Patient apse milna chahty h
Nirav happily - She is fine right? she is stable na doctor.... i knew it she is a fighter... she...
doctor - bht zyada wakt nhi bacha h unk pass .. ap mil lijiye ekbar
Nirav staggered
Doc - we tried our best Mr.Birla but internal bleeding itni zyada hochuki h ki ...
Doc tab his shoulder and left
Nirav staggered this could not be true this cannot ... he entered inside the room to see her lieng on the bed with lot of machine attaching to her body
Nirav went to her and squeezed her hand first time there was no response nirav feared and squeeze it again to see Her struggling to keep her eyes open
Nirav with tears. - Manya.....
Manya blink her eyes and tried for a smile - N.. nirav Birla Rota bhi h??
Nirav with tears - why are u doing this Manya ... please just get fine humne to kitna kuch plan kia tha sath me....
Manya - zindagi humarw planning k hisab se ni chalty na nirav....
Nirav cried - why the hell did u pushed me ..!! Manya i...
Manya - because i.. i love you stupid
Nirav look at her with tears
Manya - Listen to me Nir... i ..want u to smile always i... (she gasped)
Nirav clutch her hand - Manya...doctor.... (he screamed for help)
Manya clutching his hand - w.. wada karo... u.. will always.. smile ... wada karo tum.. mujhe... humesha ek achi yaad ki tarah yaad karoge... u will remember me with a smile ...
Nirav cried - dont do this to me Manya please dont ..
Manya suddenly gasping for breath more loudly
nirav shocked - Manya...
Doctors rushed in immidiately trying to stabilize her condition but her breathing problem just got worsen
Nirav could see her struggling and the doctor then just give up
nirav angry - kia kar re h aplog dekhiye na use...
but doctors was doing nothing because he has nothing to do by now....
Nirav went to manya she hold on to him
Nirav with tears they had thought of spending there life together and this had dreamt so many things together destiny can't be so cruel to them...
Manya wity whispering breath - i... i love you Nir saying she closed her eyes
Nirav shocked and numb she tab her cheeks But no response ..
Nirav look at doctor who just shook his head and nirav cried out hugging her to his chest....
he shaked her lifeless body but she didnt reacted she was gone... gone forever ...
Nirav was numb he couldnot save her.... she was his happiness the entire world arround him suddenly turned out to be black
Nirav numb he felt his entire existenc not worth it... he left out from there he could not he just couldnot see her so lifeless ..
he was so high on emotions that he dont even know where he was heading to...
He was walking aimlessly on the roads that is when a pair of strong hand pulled him towards himself and he was engulfed in a strong hug ... to realise a car was about to hit him but the strong warm hands just saved him from the hit ....
He was been tightly embrace by the person and he knew the touch well ... that is the only place where he found peace
Nirav look up at him with his glossy eye to see his bhai just looking at him with concern filled eyes ...
Nirbhay checked on him....
Nirav look at him and then just hug him nirbhay closed his eyes and let him took the comfort ...
Nirav had no idea from where did he came how did he got to know about all this but he just dont feel like talking anything
Nirbhay just made him sit in his car and took him to the hospital because they needed to take manya back home......
Nirav stiffen he dont want to go back there he cant see her like this lifeless he just cant he wanted to run away but nirbhay hold his hand ...
Nirav with tears - m..mujhse ni hoga bhai.....
Nirbhay just squeezed his hands - e..esa mat bol nir... mai hu na baccha ...
Nirav quiet while the entire process of Manya shifting to her last rites went blurr he dont even know what just happened he was just holding on to nirbhay like his life dependent on it....
Nirav was sitting in a corner gazing at the ashes of her last rites .... no words come out from his mouth
Nirbhay sat beside him he knew how broken his brother was but he needed to vent it out
Nirbhay - Tu is tarah khamosh ho joaega to Kese chalega nir..
nirav still quiet
Nirbhay hold his hand and made him turn
Nirbhay - Nir look at me.... mai janta hu baccha tu bohot takliff me hai... janta hu jo hua use sehna bht mushkil h tere liye lekin tu agar is tarah khamosh hojaega to use he takliff hogi beta ...
Nirav look at him with tears
Nirbhay - Mai hu na baccha.... me rahunga tere sath humesha tere har takliff ko baatunga bas tu apni khamoshi se bahar nikl beta.... bht takliff ho ri h mujhe... i cant see u like this....
Nirav just brokw down in his embrace and cried his heart out he dont know how long he cried but till the time his senses given up on him he knew he was in the safe embrace of his bhai
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Nirav came out from his chain of thoughts as one nurse entered in the room
Nurse tens - Sir... u r still here?
Nirav look at her numbly n then looked at the window to realise it was morning but his brother was still lieng lifeless....
Nurse just monitored his bp ..
Nurse knew how emotional doc birla is for every patient and here this patient was his brother..
Nurse sighs - vo thik hojaenge Doc birla hosls rakhiye his condition is stable ...
Nirav quiet while nurse left
Nirav look at Nirbhay with tears - Dont do this to me bhai... please dont.... apka nir bilkul bhi strong nhi hai... vo ji ra h to sirf apki wjh se.... warna zindagi se bohot pehle he har manchuks tha mai ....
Nirav teary - Manya k jane ka gamm to meine bardash kar lia bhai.... kyuki ap tha... apne mujhe sambhala tha.. mere tute huye hisse ko apne jora tha.... lekin agar apko kuch hogys na to apka nir zinda ni reh payega
There was a slight spike at his heart beat
Nirav teary - Isse pehle ki me tut k bikhar jau please get up please.....
saying he just rushed out..... but didnt saw thr slight spike at the monitor....
While Otherhand
Neev was too shattered too broken he needed the warmth of his bhai.. which was offered so effortlessly to him and he thrashed it away ....
Neev went near the glass door to see his bhai lieng lifeless on the hospital bed and it scares him
it scared him so much why did he had to be so harsh to him why did he said such words to him when he dont even mean it....
He remember his nani was hospitalized like this ... and that feeling scared him again...what if like nani he also .... ..
Neevan gasped all those scary thoughts were occuping his mind...
Neevan felt his throat killing his head started feeling heavy... he holds a wall to support himself .. he would have collapsed but someone hold him.... and made him sit immidiately
Neevan gasped and look up to see his dada
Nishant tensed and immidiately handed him a protein bar
neevan numb to emotional to have it on his own.. nishant unwrapped the protein bar and fed him when he has two diabetic brothers he couldnot just risk there health ...
Neevan teary - Dada...
Nishant coldly - Have it.... sugar drop ho ra h ...
Neevan cried and hold his hand Nishant quiet
neevan cried - Ap gussa ho na mujhse... meri wajah se bhai ki ye
nishant upset - vo tere kuch lagte bhi h?
Neevan gasped
Nishant - Rishte koi mazak nhi hote neevan jisko jab marzi aya apna lia or fir apne convinienc k hisab se thukra dia...
Neevan cried - esa nhi h dada.... i know my actions had made you think that way. but mere liye koi rishte mazak nhi h ... i ..
Nishant weep his own tears - let it be neevan ... hum sab yaha already bohot pareshan h bhai ko abhi tak hosh ni aya hai ... we already have enough on our plate please dont bring more tension to us by falling sick .. i beg of you... this is the least u can do ....
Neevan was feeling heart broken when he saw the cold behaviour of nishant. his dada was not blaming him but keeping him at distance and that hurts more than anything.... he wished his dada to scold him to blast on him he would never mind it .. but this is killing him
but there's say that Silence kills the relationship may be he is getting the taste of it....
Nishant saw the boys together ..
Nishant went upto her and handed her the protein bar
Nishant - ise khila do bhabhi... Sugar drop kar ra h iska ... humari to sunega nhi shayed apki he sunle....
Neevan hold his hand with tears - esa nhi h dada.... please esa mat kaho...
nishant just removed his hand and turned to go but divya stop him...
divya - Nishu .. apne bhabhi se bhi apni ansu chupayega baccha?
nishant controlling himself - esa nhi h bhabhi ..
Divya turned him nishant eyes were red in tears
Divya pulled him closer - Nirbhay will get up nishant.... doctors keh re h na unk condition me sudhar aa ri h..
Nishant just broke down in her embrace - i cannot see him like this bhabhi.... i . i just cant.... unhe kuch hogya to me bardash ni karpaunga bhabhi ... vo meri duniya hai.... mera sabkuch
While Divya just let him cry the boy needed to vent out .... nirav was acceptionslly quiet she tried talking to him but seems like only her husband could reach upto him who is unaware of everything.....
Neevan has never seen his dada so broken he rushed inside the Ward of Nirbhay... his bhai was still unconsious
Neevan rush upto him and hold his hand - Kyu kar re h ap esa? kyu pareshan kar re h ap sabko.... ap to sabko sambhalte ho na apko pta h na puri family aap pe dependent hai... agar ap ese chup hojaoge to koi kese jiyega
Yet no response ...
Neevan cried - mai manta hu bhai meine bht kuch keh dia apse gusse me .. jo mujhe ni kehna chahiye tha... mujhe bharosa rkhns chahiye tha ap pe... par me vo rkh he ni paya... kia karu bhai... bchpn se meine nani or dhir k elawa kisipe bharosa ni kia... me darta hu bhai.. me bht darta hu i m not a brave guy i am a broken boy.... kach k tukro ki tarah bikhri hui h meri zindagi... kabhi kisine sameta nhi... ya shayed yu kahu to meine he sametne ni dia... kia pata sametne gya to vo tukre mujhe or zakhmi na karde.....
Neevan clutch his hand - Fir aap aye mere zindagi me dhundli si zinddagi Roshni ka ek sawera leke ... me dar gya bhai... me wapas dar gya... kahi ye roshni dur se dikhty hui koi nakli chamak to nhi ... jo pass ate he gumm hojaegi.... apne dar se jitne k liye me humesha khudko sabse dur rakhta hu... KHAMOSHI ko he apni zindagi ka sahar bana lia tha... lekin fir ap aye... and u gave ne something which i never had... A family....
nirbhay eyes were closed
Neevan clutch his hand - Ap ne kaha tha mujhse ki ap mere sath humesha khare rahoge ... ap mera dard baatoge.... to kyu chup ho ab .. mujhe batana h bhai mujhe sakuch batana h share karna h apse apni zindagi .. me jnta hu me perfect nhi hu bhaiyu dada or apki tarah .. par mujhe pata h ap mujhe bna doge....
neevsn cried and let his hand caress his cheeks - apne baccha mana h na mujhe to nhi sunoge apne bacche ki baat ..? ekbar ankhe khol do bhai please... apki har saza qubool hogi mujhe... please just dont give up on me ... please dont
Neevan cried palming his face .. he didnt see that nirbhay's finger was moving his closed eyelids moved a bit ... slowly but steadily .. nirbhay opened his eyes and gasped
Neevan shocked - BHAI ...
Nirbhay look at him but neevan was scared he dont know if he will give him a chance to explain?? and if not he cannot blame him but will he be able to handle the rejection???
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Ye Kisne Keh Diya ki
KHAMOSHIYA.. Khamosh hoti hai....
Agar samajhne ki koshish karo...
To bina kuch Kahe bhi Bohot kuch kehty hai...
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