I'm actually going to try to write how people on AFF write , with all that begging and sexual speaking , ect . If you guys have a problem with rape , do not read the beginning of this story , I will put a line under the ending of that scene . There is 2-3 people writing this story :) I hope you guys like it.
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" Please ..... Im begging you, dad, don't do this" HyukJae pleaded with tears eyes . He was lying on the floor, completely naked , leaving complete access to him. his father was hovering over his son, touching him in places he shouldn't be touching , kissing him where he shouldn't be .
HyukJae tried pushing him off but he couldn't move the one on top of him . His father was just to strong. The boy continued to beg, hoping his father will stop , but it was no use. It made his father do worst to the boy . He grabbed his son's non-erected cock , pumping it in a quick pace. The boy cried feeling how his father was touching him in such a inappropriate way . HyukJae couldn't believe that the guy that raised him and loved dearly as a father was doing such a thing to him .
" S-Stop Please " HyukJae begged , crying . HyukJae didn't feel pleasure at all from this . What he felt was disgust and hatred. The old man didn't say anything. Suddenly HyukJae screamed in pain, feeling the hard flesh, enter him roughly. It felt like HyukJae was bring ripped open . It hurt so much . The boy continued to cry, feeling the older man thrust in to him roughly , panting .
" This is what happens when you come home late. Next time tell me when you go out , you don't want this happening to you again , do you " Is Father said harshly , breathing heavily. The older man gripped harder on HyukJae waist that would sure leave a bruise on the blond boy .
" I-I'm so S-Sorry , Please..... Please S-Stop , I won't do it again , I'll tell you when I go " HyukJae cried out loud , hoping this will make his father stop but it didn't , his father continued , ignoring the boys words . The older man pulled out of HyukJae and roughly turn the boy around , making him go on all fours , soon enough , ramming back inside of the younger boy , making the boy scream out loud.
In that position HyukJae felt his father hit his prostate but he didn't feel any pleasure once so ever , all the boy felt was pain , which made more tears escape the boys eyes . HyukJae could hear his father groaning in his ears, knowing that his father was close . HyukJae really wanted to get this over with so he started to move his hips back , meeting with his father thrust . Soon , the father release , filling HyukJae up with semen. His father exited out of him , changing quickly .
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HyukJae just lied on the ground, crying. He never felt so disgusted in his life. After the old man changed, he looked at the boy laying on the ground.
" Tell your boss you want to work in the afternoon, I don't want you coming home late and what ever you earn from your job , I want you to give me all that . You better , if you know what's best for you" those were the last words his father said before leaving the boys room .
HyukJae was in to much pain to move at all. This was the first time his father ever raped him. The days before he got punched , kicked , slapped , thrown around but today was different. His own father raped him .
HyukJae was tired of this , tired of being abuse like this . He wanted to leave, get away from a here , but he couldn't , he knew he had nowhere to go but thinking about it ..... He rather live on the streets then stay with a monster .
" one day.... I'll leave... Just watch .... " HyukJae mumbled to himself weakly as his eyes closed, going into a deep sleep .
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The Next Day :
In the morning HyukJaes father left since he had work. Everyday the boy is fine when it's the morning and afternoon since his father works all night but what The young boy hates the most is when it's late at night..... That's when his father comes home... He'll beat the young boy and He will just let HyukJae lay on the floor in pain, leaving him . The boy will sob , waiting for the next day to come .
HyukJae was wearing a hoodie and a scarf to hide all the bruises and marks that was hidden on his body , he didn't want anyone to see the marks that his father makes on him , he was to scared . If anyone tried helping HyukJae, he knows his father will do way more to the boy .
When it was around 12:00pm , HyukJae headed to the cafe . He opened the door , hearing the " ding " sound that the door makes . When The blond walked to the cashier seeing that KyuHyun was there. When his friend notice HyukJae in front of him , he stared at him in slight surprise , wondering why his best friend was here.
" Hey " HyukJae Greeted
" Hey HyukJae , what's up ?"
" I was wondering .... If I can work in the afternoon instead at night , my father doesn't want me working late , he's worried for me " HyukJae lied . He didn't want to work at the afternoon , but remembering what his father said , he had no choice .
" sure , there isn't that much people working in the afternoon except me , SungMin and Krystal so I don't mind ... You know what , here .... Take my shift right now , I have a important appointment to go to " KyuHyun said while handing HyukJae his apron across the counter . HyukJae just nodded in response , letting his friend leave the cafe .
The boy quickly put on the apron and went behind the counter and stood in front of the cashier . HyukJae gazed around the cafe , noticing it was mostly empty instead the one table , with a couple giggling together . The boy sighed , wishing he could have a relationship like that . He took the pen on the counter and started to twirl it around , thinking about how it will be to have a boyfriend . Yes , HyukJae is gay, but the only person that knows about his sexuality was KyuHyun.
There was a " ding " from the door opening , causing HyukJae to come back to reality
" Welcome..... " HyukJae said which turned quieter , noticing the familiar face, HyukJaes eyes widen a little .
" It's Him... " HyukJae whispered quietly to himself , staring at the man he seen yesterday night .
" it's who? " He heard someone whisper in his ear quietly , startling him , making him throw the pencil in the air. The boy quickly turned around , noticing that is was SungMin .
" Yah! You scared me " HyukJae yelled but he quickly turned around , hearing footsteps walk towards him . The handsome men walked towards the counter , stopping once he was standing just across from HyukJae, the counter blocking the elder from getting any closer to the boy. The elder suddenly stuck out his hand .
" you dropped something " The elder said calmly . HyukJae gulped , gazing down at the elders hand , seeing the pen he threw was in his hand . The boy slowly took the pen out of the strangers hand . He bowed his head slightly .
" T-Thank you " HyukJae said quietly , blushing . The elder smiled at him , making the boys heart skip a beat and couldn't help but smile back .
" You should continue smiling like that " The stranger suddenly blurted out , making HyukJae look at him.
" P-Pardon? " HyukJae asked.
" I said you should continue smiling like that , you look cute when you smile " The brunette said calmly ,the blond couldn't help but blush at those words .
" anyways I don't have much time left so I'll just order " The elder said . HyukJae quickly nodded , grabbing the notebook beside him and holding the pen in his other hand . The elder looked up at the menu and started to think of what to order .
" I'll have the Caffè Marocchino please " The elder ordered , HyukJae quickly wrote down on the notepad .
"That would be 2.50$ please " The elder nodded , taking out his Wallet , paying the boy . HyukJae placed it into the cashier , closing it after
HyukJae didn't have to go to the kitchen since SungMin was right behind him. SungMin snatched the paper with the order on it out of the boys hand .
" I'll have it done soon " SungMin said while he rushed to the kitchen . The elder made his way to a seat , beside the window , right in front of the blond view . The boy couldn't help but stare at him. He started looking at the elders short brown hair , moving his way to his hazel eyes , all the way down to his thin lips . HyukJae knew the stranger was older just by the suit but he couldn't think his old , maybe 22?
Suddenly he heard a little bell behind him. He turned around noticing The caffe was done , he grabbed it and was about to head to the elder but a girl stopped him , he looked at her , she had long red hair, she was wearing high heels and the apron , HyukJae guessed this girl was Krystal .
" I'll hand it to him " The boy didn't have anything to protect before the red head grabbed the caffe out of his hand and already made her way to the elder , HyukJae sighed , making his way back to the cashier .
He started to look back at the elder , noticing Krystal was still there ... But she was blushing . The boy didn't know what they were saying but seeing how the elder was smirking and the red head was blushing , playfully hitting his arm ..... HyukJae knew they were flirting .
" oh ... So he's that type of guy .... " HyukJae mumbled to himself . The boy felt a " pang " I'm his heart . He didn't even know the guy but he still felt jealous .
The boy knew he should never judge a book by its cover . HyukJae really didn't like guys that only flirt with everyone .... All they do is play with people's hearts . The boy just shrugged his shoulders and rolled his eyes and started to doodle on the notepad .
"He does has nice eyes..." HyukJae mumbled to himself while trying to keep his gaze on the notepad instead of glancing up at the older man across from him. The sight before him pulled at his heart and yet He wanted to look up so badly that it hurt. Every time he caught his eyes wanting to look up he would force himself to stare at the notepad again.
"That smile too..." he continued and doodled without paying much attention to the drawing in front of him. He was staring at the notepad an yet all he could picture was the handsome man across from him. The handsome man with the beautiful smile that made his heart skip a beat as soon as he laid eyes on him. The man who he was doodling at the moment?!
As soon as he realized what he was doodling, his face lit up and he quickly close the notepad before anyone could see. The last thing he needed was for Sung Min to walk by and poke his nose into his business and ask what he was drawing while knowing full well what it was.
The young boy quickly glanced around him before opening his notepad again. "I can't believe I drew him." he mumbled to himself while the sketch of an attractive older male stared right back at him smiling. Smiling the same way he did when Krystal was talking to him. That thought made HyukJae heart sink. If only that smile was for him. If that man smiled that way he did at Krystal to HyukJae, he might even be able to forget the hell that he was living in.
If only.
"Damn it," HyukJae cursed under his breath. "I better get back to work." He swallow the lump in his throat after taking another glace at the older man flirting with Krystal again. A guy like that will never talk to someone like himself. He should not bother.
His shoulders slumped as he made his way to the back of the kitchen to find something to preoccupy himself since he was not a busy day at the cafe today. Little did he know that the older man never took his eyes off of him the whole time.
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HyukJae was laying on his bed , staring at the ceiling . He closed his eyes and took a deep breath , knowing the time was about to come, the time when he has to endure all that pain. Several minutes later, HyukJae heard a car stop In front of the house and the car engine turning off , hearing the car doors open and close seconds after . HyukJae heart beat started to quicken hearing the footsteps walk towards the house . The front door to the house open and slammed shut , making HyukJae flinch .
" HYUKJAE GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE " He heard his father yell from downstairs.
" coming! " HyukJae yelled in panic , quickly getting of the bed , running out of his room and making his way down the stairs as quick as possible . The boy made it down , making his way to his father until he was at least three steps away from the old man.
" how much money do you have on you? " the young boys father said in a rough tone of speech.
" s-since I worked for only about a day ... I got only 10$ from my boss " HyukJae said quietly. He didn't want to tell the old man his boss is his best friend . God knows what this monster would do to him . He heard his father take a deep breath from annoyance . Was he going to hit me ? Is he going to do worst then that? - HyukJae thought to himself .
" alright . I'll give you 5$ , go take that and your money and go buy me a case of beer " His father said calmly, hanging HyukJae the bill .
HyukJae knew his father wanted something from him , why else would he be talking so calmly to the blond . HyukJae quickly glanced at the time , seeing that is was already pass 9:00pm . Luckily the stores close at around 11:00pm-11:30pm. HyukJae nodded , gently taking the bill out of his father hand. HyukJae didn't need to go upstairs for the money since he was still wearing the clothes he wore this morning and afternoon. He walked pass his father , grabbing his hoodie from the coat rack and putting it on quickly , zipping it up and heading out the door.
As he opened the door, the night air hit his face. The breeze felt calm and cool which brought a calmness to him immediately. It was ironic considering the circumstances.
The young man jogged down the steps and headed towards the nearby store to pick up the alcohol. If only the trip to the store wasn't merely a ten minute walk. Why couldn't it have been half an hour? Hell, he wouldn't even mind if it was an hour long! As long as it meant he did not have to be home in no time. There was nothing back there for him but pain and disgust. Anything that could take him away from there for even a short while, he would grab it in an instant.
If only he were here.
HyukJae shivered when a gust of wind blew by, sending a chill down his spin. What wouldn't he give to have someone hold him at that very moment. A warm body next to his with arms wrapped around his slender frame telling him that everything will be alright. That everything will be different and that there was nothing he needed to fear. That he will never have to go through hell again. His cheeks heated up as a familiar face started to form in his mind and became the owner to that imaginary body he was fantasizing about keeping him warm. Immediately he shook his head and continued to walk. From the corner of his eye, he could have sworn he saw he older man from earlier but immediately dismissed the thought as he told himself that his imagination was getting the best of him.
Before he knew it, he was in and out of the store just like that and was on his way home. With every step he took he dreaded opening the front door of his house, knowing what was waiting for him on the other side. His beating heart turn into a feeling of dread as he inserted the key into the door and unlocked it. With a quiet click sound, the door opened and he stepped in, closing it behind him.
HyukJae quietly and gently took off his jacket , hanging it on the coatrack. He made his way to the living room carrying the case of beer for his father. He seen the old man sitting on the couch watching t.v . HyukJae quietly making his way to the couch .
" I-I'm back " HyukJae said quietly stuttering , scared what would happen next . His father said nothing but hummed in response .
" Where would you like me to put the beer? " The boy said as calmly as he could, he really was trying his best not to sound scared but the truth was he is terrified. He was so scared what his father will do to him after he drank. The worst hits he got from his father is when he was drunk. The time when the old man was drunk, he abuse the young boy longer than when he was sober and the hits hurt more, he hated when his father will take his belt and slap him with it . He'll Make the blond lay on his back while he slaps him , leaving dark purplish bruises all over . Some will even end up bleeding .
" put it beside " His father calmly answered. HyukJae quickly obeyed , placing the case on the couch beside his father and backing away slightly , scared of what his father might do . Everything stayed silent after that but the blond decided to break that .
" I-I'll go to bed now , I have work tomorrow , good night " HyukJae said quickly and began to turn around .
" wait " His father said before the boy could even take a step towards the staircase. HyukJaes eyes widen in fear. His heart beat racing. The boy was panicking deeply on the inside but he tried his best not to show it . He slowly turned back around to face his father .
" Y-Yes dad" HyukJae answered calmly but stuttered .
" Come sit beside your father, I feel really lonely right now " His father calmly said , patting the seat on the other side of him . HyukJae gulped. He knew he had no choice he had to sit beside him . Slowly , HyukJae walked to the couch and sat on the other side of his father . Everything stayed quiet after that. As the went by quickly, HyukJae notice his father was already on his fourth beer. He decided not to notice and turn his gaze at the t.v.
HyukJae body stiffen when he felt his father place his hand on his thigh, caressing it. His father made his way upwards towards the young boys crouch and started to palm him through his jeans . HyukJae squinted his eyes tightly shut at the feeling of his father touching him so inappropriately.
" P-Please dad.... Please stop " HyukJae pleaded. He really didn't want yesterday night to happen all over again. The boys pleading didn't stop the older man, it only made him Palm him harder . The feeling came back . The disgusted , repulsive feeling. The boy really couldn't take it no more . HyukJae slapped his fathers hand away and quickly stood up, which was a big mistake the blond has done .
HyukJae watched as his father stood up , glaring at him. The young boy started to panic .
" I-Im S-Sorr-"
* SLAP *
HyukJae couldn't finish what he was about to say before he fell onto the floor The young boy touched his cheek , feeling the stinging pain on his right cheek where is father had hit him. He felt tears welled up in his eyes . His father completely ignored it , walking towards to blond .
The boy started to panic, he didn't know what to do but he chose the wrong thing to do . He quickly tried crawling towards the front door but his father quickly grabbed him by the legs turning him around, giving the young boy a hard punch in the face , making him winced in pain .
The boy sobbed but it didn't stop the old man. He roughly ripped open the front of HyukJae shirt , showing his milky skin . His bare chest was covered with scars. The boy shivered feeling the air touch his torso. His father latched his lips on the blond nipple, bitting at it , making the boy cry out loud.
The old man continued to Palm the boys crouch then made his way to the zipper , Un-zipping it and unbuttoning it.
The boy didn't let the old man finish what he was doing. HyukJae used all the strength he could use and kicked the old man off of him, making the man groan in pain . HyukJae took the chance and quickly got up running to the door . He quickly opened it , running out , forgetting all about his jacket and shoes , wearing only his ripped open shirt and unbutton pants .
He didn't care where he was running and how long he was going to run, all he knew was that he had to run. Run as far away as possible away from the hell that was called home. Run as far away as possible from the hurt and pain. Run as long as he could without looking back.
Running.
Running was all he knew how to do. He was always running in his dreams, always running from his problems in real life, and always daydreaming about running.
Why? Why was it always running?! Why was it never about fighting back?!
Tears streamed down his eyes as the continued to run. He felt his adrenaline pumped through his body fueling his legs to go faster and harder without stopping. His heart raced and his chest felt like it was on fire but he didn't care. He just wanted to run.
"Fuck this. Fuck everything!" his mind raced as he picked up his speed. He bit on his lower lips so hard that blood ran down the corner of his mouth. The pain pierced his lip but he continued to bite even harder to drown out the emotional pain fighting to overcome his entire being. He gasped and took a deep breath before he felt himself colliding into something.
Correction: someone.
HyukJae ended up collapsing against the soft surface and panting as his lungs finally starting to fill up with air again. How long had he been running? He didn't care. All he knew was that his whole body was burning. However it was still not enough to drown out the inner turmoil he felt churning inside his chest. HyukJae gripped on the fabric under him as he felt a beating chest that wasn't his own. And it felt...warm?
"A-are you alright?!" came a panicked voice which made HyukJae look up to meet a pair of beautiful eyes that he was longing for in the midst of his nightmare. He could barely speak.
The older man from the cafe stared with concern at HyukJae as he cupped his face with both of his hands, trying to figure whether the younger boy was hurt or not. He brushed a strand of hair out of his face while HyukJae couldn't take his eyes off of him. He just couldn't believe that something answered his prayers.
Tears immediately welled up in HyukJae's eyes and streamed uncontrollably down his face. "I-It's really you..." he gasped.
The older man stared questionably at HyukJae "What are you..." he began gently.
With that, HyukJae buried his face in his chest and sobbed. "P-please help me!" he screamed in between sobs. "Please!" he continued to cry. His smaller frame started to shake in the older man's embrace as he felt a comforting warmth slowly surrounding his body. It was almost as if it was slowly breaking through the cold chains squeezing at his chest. It felt good. It felt so good that the warmth made him cry even harder into the man's chest as he prayed that it would not stop. For once, he felt safe and that he could trust the presence surrounding him. He may not know this man other than as a customer but the warm embrace that surrounded him made him feel happy. So happy he couldn't stop crying. He needed him. He needed this to save him from his nightmare.
Without saying any words, the older man knew that tightening his hold on the boy was the only thing he could do right now. He may not have known what happened or who this boy was personally but the one thing he knew was that he had to keep him safe. That he had to do his damn best to keep him away from whatever harm was being inflected on this poor boy. But for now, a tight embrace was all he could offer. Words were not needed yet.
HyukJae's body went limp in the older man's hold with his eyes swollen and stained with tears as exhaustion took over him.
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That's the ending of this chapter
Hope you guys like it ^^
I will publish the next chapter probably in a week or to so stay tuneeee hehehe loll XD ,
I can't Believe how descriptive this fanfic is :3 .