Alex's p.o.v
"Dream"
I woke up lying on the floor not knowing what was going on I looked around it was the apartment me Johnnie and Bryan live in but something was different it was all dark I got up off the ground and started looking around trying to find the boys all the doors were locked until I heard crying coming from one of the rooms it sounded like Bryan I tried to open the door the crying was coming from until I started looking around for something to open it with I went into the kitchen and looked around until I found a knife I went running back to the door of the room I maneged to open it with the room I was shocked at what I saw Johnnie was lying on the floor coughing out blood and a wound on his stomach I looked over at Bryan he was had a wound on his stomach to I dropped to the ground and started sobbing unconsciously I crawled my way to the boys "you guys can't leave me " I said as I made Bryan lie on his back I got there hands and started telling them how much I needed them until they stopped breathing I started sobbing harder "NO I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME " I said screaming that's when someone started saying my name and everything started shacking and it all went black I woke up crying Johnnie was shacking me he started hugging me "are you okay Alex '' "yeah j-just a bad dream " "you scared me ""how" "you were moving and crying to much you even talked you said no I love you guys you can't just leave me ""oh""would you like to talk about it ""a little ""okay " "I woke up on the floor everything was dark then I heard crying I went to check and all the doors where locked I opened one and found you and Bryan bleeding after you guys died '' "it's okay that well never happen" I looked at him in they eyes and said something I've only told my friends "if you guys die I'll go with you "we went back to sleep in the same position
*Time laps to the afternoon *
Still Alex's p.o.v
Johnnie has been texting all morning right now we were going to get lunch and it was getting kind of annoying we were in the car listening to all time low that's when my favorite song came on kids in the dark I started whisper singing Bryan turned around to look at me and started singing with me we where both in front so it was logical usually we all sing but Johnnie was to busy texting so we kept singing we decided on chipotle Bryan had to order for him we all got the same we ate and left we spent the rest of the day cleaning Johnnie helping once in while I even had to clean his room to my surprise I found a box titled "emergency "
It had a bunch of pills and other meds and something you except to see in a teenagers room condoms there were two tubs with different colored wraps each one was a different size after a while we all went to sleep
-I'm sorry I'm visiting my dad and step mom and step brothers and family since I live in Georgia and they live in Seattle so yeah