⚠️TW: bipolar disorder
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cora's pov
Me and Albert were sitting on the couch watching a movie, I was texting the group chat, so I didn't really know what movie.
the mel stan's
ally😤
so when did you have a bf Cora?
me
oh shut up.
why dose it matter?
maggie
bc ally ahdaphaehfjf
maggie
sorry ally took my phone
me
oh you guys are together?
maggie
yea sarah is here too she's just peeing
sarah
yup -ally
me
oh ok
ally😤
we would invite you but if you BOYFRIEND is more important😡😡
"you have a boyfriend?" Albert asked
"uh- no?" I replied.
"that girl just said you did?" Albert questioned.
ohhh, he saw my phone.
"oh, no I just told them you were my boyfriend so I could get out of the coffee hang out thing" I mumbled
"why?" Albert said, looking even more confused.
"because I told them my friend was here to pick me up and they were like 'you're leaving us to hang with another friend?' so I was like 'oh no it's my boyfriend, he's here to pick me up' and yea, I just said it to not sound like an ass" I rambled
(back to the text)
me
wait you guys didn't even invite me? how would you even know I was with my bf?
sarah
bc? you left us for him?
me
yesterday.
ally😤
well do you want to come?
me
no i'm with my bf
maggie
jesus then why say anything?
me
well u didn't say anything to me??
ally😤
we will invite u tomorrow ok?
me
alr
the next day
the mel stans
ally😤
guys!!
me
what??
maggie
yea?
sarah
what
ally😤
my birthday is coming up and my party is on wednesday.
ally😤
u guys wanna come? if you do it's probably just gonna be you guys.
me
ofc!
maggie
omg thats like next week!!
sarah
i'll come!
maggie
but yea i'll be there
ally😤
yay!!!
me
!!
ally😤
ok but wanna have a sleepover?
maggie
YES
sarah
YESSSSS
me
sure!
ally😤
ok come NOW
ally😤
unless ur with your BOYFRIEND🙄🙄
me
dosent sarah have a boyfriend?
me
why are u only on my ass for it?
ally😤
bc it's funny
maggie
oh come on we all know why ally
ally😤
stfu
me
y'all weird
sarah
ALLY IM AT UR DOORSTEP
me
jesus I haven't even left yet
ally😤
THEN LEAVE!
me
ok ok
at ally's house
"omg Cora you're so pretty!" Sarah said as I walked in
"you too!" I said hugging her.
"omg Cora!" Maggie yelled from the kitchen.
"hello!" I shouted walking to the kitchen to set my stuff down.
"ok guys so I have a tent and I think we should set it up downstairs to sleep in!" ally suggested, pouring us all a soda.
"yes!" Maggie said, taking the soda from the table Ally was pouring them .
I looked over to the time and it was already 7pm.
"what time are we gonna set it up?" I asked pointing to the time.
"uh, maybe like 8?" Ally said handing me and Sarah our soda.
"ok" I agreed, taking the soda.
"wait Cora don't you like do youtube?" Ally asked, Sarah and Maggie shooting there heads towards me.
"oh, yea." I replied.
"how many subscribers do you have?!" Maggie asked, shocked.
"uh, like 12 million?" I said.
"what!?" they all yelled in unison.
"we should record a video!" Maggie suggested.
"no, I don't want my fans being mean to you guys or something." I said, taking another sip of my soda.
"why would they be mean?" Ally asked, the other two nodding.
"oh you know, the internet is mean." Cora answered.
"oh yea, we'll look at the time, we need to set up the tent!" Ally said pointing to the time.
we all looked at the time then ran to the basement and began setting up the tent
20 minutes later
"ok done!" Ally said, clapping her hands together.
"that took longer than I thought." I muttered, crawling into the tent.
"oh shut up you barely did anything!" Sarah shouted.
I rolled my eyes aggressively and covered up with the blanket.
1 hour later
we were just talking when suddenly everything that came out of their mouths was annoying.
I immediately felt mad for no reason and couldn't shake the feeling off.
"Cora you ok?" Sarah asked.
"yea why the fuck wouldn't I be ok?" I snapped at her, making her eyes widen.
"someone's mad.." Ally whispered, making all of them giggle.
I felt anger rise in my body and I was about to say something when I stopped myself and laid down.
"i'm going to bed" I mumbled
*flashback*
I was sitting in my therapist office and my dad and the therapist were outside the room I was in.
I heard then talking and decided to put my ear up to the door.
"but with everything she's said to me and everything you've said to me, I've think she's got bipolar disorder, which is a disorder associated with episodes of mood swings ranging from depressive lows to manic highs." the therapist explained
"I don't know if it's chronic though, we're hoping not" she said.
I took my ear off the door and sat down on the couch.
oh god.
*end of flashback*
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AN:
ok the next chapter might be fine then the NEXT things might get bad but IDK
we will have to see😛
also added a new TW so go check it out (honestly don't know if it needs to be a TW but just in case)
also if you have bipolar just know YOU ARE NOT ALONE🫶🫶🫶
i've struggled with bipolar for a few years now and it sucks.
anyone else struggling just know I LOVE YOU AND OTHERS DO TO❤️❤️❤️
anyways ty for all the love and support I appreciate you guys!!
love uu
🌿💞🪦
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