Stood in front of the mirror in her room
She couldn't recognize herself anymore
Felt that something was terribly missing
Maybe the smile that lit her face before
When was the last time she felt happy?
When was the last day that she ate well?
When was the last second she cried out?
She kept quiet despite having lot to tell
Terrible whispers within held her hostage
Emotion of numbness slowly taking over
She was loosing all trust and confidence
No one loves you, you'll be alone forever
Built high walls, fortresses around herself
To save her heart from further heartbreak
She drowned herself in her everyday work
Better talking to the people who were fake
But deep down, she actually wanted one
To break her walls with their genuine care
Secretly wished that someone would try
But in this cruel world, nice ones are rare
-Niki