Remember that time you asked
How to die without dying?
I said loving someone
who doesn't love you back
At the time it seemed normal
But going through it now
You killed me honey
You fucking killed me
I hope you realise that now
I told you that because I fell for you
But you didn't knew back then
Now you do and there's still no difference
I am just a living corpse right now
I tried to talk it out
But all I am is a nuisance to you
Even if you don't say it
I am not dumb
I can see that I'm bothering you
But I can't help it
Because you're the only one I know
Who can understand this pain
Is it too much to ask for
To conceal me just once
Like I always did for you
Is that what you truly are?
I thought you cared for people
Maybe I am not even worth that
Or maybe you're just too self centered
Haven't even asked once
How are you holding up?
And when I rant out to you
You act so indifferently
It was better when you didn't knew
Atleast back then you cared
But now it's as if I don't even exist
In the story of your life