Long chapter
Campbell's POV
I work out in my room as music plays in my ears, I've been getting messages from Maddy, Lexi and Kat all trying to get ahold of me but I'm ignoring all of them
I'm not about to let her disrespect me like that no matter how I feel about her especially since she had no right even saying that shit, plus I went off the handle again and I can't let that happen again
I just can't....
(This song is playing throughout this part of the dream sequences, like Rue's scene with the song^^^^)
I can't let my mothers words continue to get to me
Her words keep ringing in my head over...and over...and over again
"I can't.....I can't fight back but you can Campbell"
"You have that rage built up inside of you from watching me get hit and beaten........I want you to use it, use it to hurt this man every chance he takes to hurt you....unleash it on him if he tries you, do what your mother couldn't do"
"Listen to me Campbell...you are way stronger than your father, more than you know and I will not have you letting him do what he did does to me to you ever and I'll be dammed if I don't tell you this so listen up
"Fuck!" I yell as I throw my weights across the room and run my hands through my hair, I fall to my knees as I try and get my breathing in control
"She's wrong....she's wrong.....violence can't help me every time" I whisper to myself as I rock back and forth
I start to feel tears coming down my face when suddenly I feel arms around me, I slowly look up to see my mother standing there above me smiling
The image of her before she was on drugs, she pulls me up and caresses my face softly as she smiles widely
"My beautiful babygirl....I'm so proud of you" Mia whispers as she pulls me into a hug, I let out a big breath as I hold her close in my arms tightly
"I'm sorry.....I wish I did more" I say as tears pour down my face, she runs her hands through my hair and pulls away
She cups my face and smiles at me lovingly
"I'm not mad that you listen to me.....you always protect yourself and your heart......but never let that anger control you....you deserve the happiness I so wished I could give you baby....find it...at all costs, find your happiness...I found mine too late" She says before pulling me close and kissing my forehead lovingly
"I love you mom....I miss you so much" I say and she smiles
"I love you too Cam...I miss you too...and I'm so proud of you" She says............
I wake up with a gasp as I look around, I see I'm on the floor still causing me to groan and stretch my muscles
I hear the front door close causing me to frown a bit before getting up, was that a real dream....is she really proud of me
I sigh and rub my face with my hands in exhaustion before going over to my bed and sitting down, I look at my phone to see Maddy has called me a dozen times and sent me a range of sad to loving texts apologizing profusely
I sigh and close my phone before hearing voices outside my door, I get up and walk out of my room to see Marsha and my father staring down towards the door
"What's going on" I say as I walk over and see Cal with his dick out causing me to turn away
"My god Cal put your dick away" I say disgusted causing him to start laughing, I hold in a laugh too as Aaron comes out of his room and is equally disgusted at the sight of our dads dick
"I was just....I was just telling your mother that I think I'm very lonely" Cal says and I sigh
"Ok but like can you put your fucking dick away" Aaron says uncomfortably
"Yea Cal this isn't funny...put it away" My father says as he stares at Cal, I raise my eyebrow at my father basically not looking away
"What's going on" I hear Nate say behind us
"Dads standing in the foyer with his dick out" Aaron says and I laugh a little but Marsha gives me a look causing me to put my hand sup in defense
"This is not funny Campbell" My father scolds and I roll my eyes at him
"You know what you five assholes are looking at? The man with no name" Cal says and I frown at him
"Da-Cal what are you talking about" I say confused, my father and Marsha give me a look but Marsha's is softer than my fathers
"I'm a rouge, I march to the beat of my own drum...you guys should have seen me tonight, I don't know if you would have been proud...but ya might've been impressed" Cal says as Nate stands next to me and my father walks downstairs to Cal
"Cal listen I think you need to see a doctor..all right, your not..your not you" My father says as he stands next to Cal who tilts his head at him
"No Andrew..that's where your wrong....you are not you...I am 100% me" Cal says and I smirk a little
"Cal" My flashed says in an warning tone and Cal smiles, Marsha goes down to my fathers and stands next to Andrew
"You know why...cause I'm a man..I'm an animal...and your a...a little boy...who has some serious issues, your a cub" Cal says and my father goes to hit him but Marsha stops him
"Andrew don't.....he's drunk and we need to get him help" She says as she grabs his arms, my father backs down and looks to his "old friend"
"I'm a mother Fuckin Rottweiler" Cal says and I shake my head, this is the guy my mom was in love with...she has a weird taste in men
"You know how many men I've fucked" Cal says and my eyes widen
"What"Aaron says confused
"Cal stop it" Marsha and my father say at the same time
"Nah let him keep going" I say causing Aaron and Nate to look at me
"What" I say and they roll their eyes
"Aaron...do you know how many men I've fucked" Cal says pointing to his oldest son
"Dad why are you saying this" Aaron asks confused while Cal asks him to guess but he doesn't give an answer
"I had sex with a man for the first time.....when you...were in your moms belly" Cal says and my eyes widen even more
"Dad why the fuck are you saying these things" Aaron asks and I look to Nate who's quiet through all of this
"Cal please...don't say any more" My father asks and I look at him weirdly
"Not to mention...Marsha...your soon to be husband....is in love with me...he even kissed me the same night I had sex with a man for the first time" Cal says and I look to my father who is red in the face
"What!" Marsha yells causing my father to freak out
"Baby's that's not true...I...he kissed me, I'd never like him" My father says and Marsha shakes her head at my father
"Your lying....I can tell" Marsha says sadly
"Dad what the fuck....Andrew are you kidding me" Aaron says angrily as Cal finally puts his dick back in his pants
"Here's the funny thing...if I said tonight that I went to the strip club and I...oop....picked up a real grade A piece of ass...huge tits, shaved pussy...and I fucked the shit outta her in my truck.....you wouldn't be one tenth as appalled as you are right now....I accepted the divorce because I hurt your mother...and I was in love with another woman...the mother of that one right there" Cal rants, as he ascends the stairs
I see him smack my fathers ass causing him to groan but maintain an angry face, I look at Marsha who looks heartbroken
I look to Cal who is now pointing to me, I see Aaron look at me confused before looking to our father, I look to Nate who is starting at our father with...sadness
That's new
"You wouldn't be standing here saying "Dad what are you talking about?"..... you'd be like "Dad don't say that in front of mom"......I have sat back and watched this piece of shit abuse the love of my life....and my child....I want custody of her" Cal says and I look at him with mixed emotions
He's trying to get custody of me?
"Cal I won't let you take MY daughter away" My father yells and I see Marsha look at him horrified then look at me
"Campbell is that true....has he ever hit you or your mother" Marsha asks, I look at her then to my father who's glaring at me behind Marsha
He mouths to keep my mouth shut and I glare back at him angrily as I feel eyes on me that aren't Marsha
"Yes...he has...all my life" I say causing my father to get red in the face and look to his fiancée who smacks the shit out of him
"Fuck you....fuck you....and Fuck...you Andrew" Cal says as he points to Aaron then Nate then my father who looks shattered to pieces
"Your all a bunch of hypocrites, I'm a man....I'll fuck whoever I want whenever I want...especially since I'm single now...I don't want some bitch lusting after me while he tears my daughter down....I'm sorry Marsha but at least now you have the daughter you wanted....I'll fuck men...I'll fuck woman...I'll fuck transsexuals and I'll have a mighty fine time doin it...I eat what I kill" Cal says proudly
I see Nate shift uncomfortably and I do the same
"I'm going to bed.....Andrew get your shit tomorrow and get out....we're over and Campbell is staying with me" Marsha says before stomping up the stairs
"I'm a faggot...sexist....chaser..pig....Fuckin creep and I love it .....living a double life lost me my family...not my biggest regret....you are... but let's be honest we all live double lives ..don't give me that look Marsha....you've been in love with Andrew every since and you two cheated with each other...and Andrew, don't think I never saw the way you look at me...the boner you got when I messed with you in the basement and how you wanted to fuck me several times.....I..I ..I get it, feels good to have a want that you can't have...but the real winners you Marsha...sort of...I'm not mad...I'm proud" Cal says and Marsha sighs before going into her room and slamming the door
"Fuck you Cal" My father says angrily with tears coming out of his eyes, he looks at me one more time before grabbing his keys and coat and storms out of the door
"I mean..we all have secrets...Aaron....the porn on your fucking computer made my jaw drop..your mother showed it to me...don't talk to me about secrets.......Campbell...the way you beat up people makes me fear you...but I love you more than you know....I got problems you got problems..you know I was kinda uptight when I met your mother...she was a freak and a fuckin fox...hear that Marsha...your a Fuckin fox....don't let Andrew weigh you down...Nathaniel..your whole fuckin life's a secret...a mystery ..who knows about you...I know Campbell does...I have lived with you..I have raised you..I am your father....I know nothing about you....that's not true....I know that your angry...I'm so sorry fucked you up with my double life.....ok maybe I took mine to the extreme I'll admit but....I have a problem but the reason I have a problem is because is this family...but Campbell...you are my pride and joy...so I'll see you...around...but you two fuckers set me free...so farewell" Cal says before taking the family picture and walking out
Aaron storms to his room while Nate and I stand there shocked and confused, I look to him sympathetically before going to my room and laying in my bed
What the fuck just happened
A/n well damn lmao
Enjoy:)