Despite full of being misunderstood
Your mind and heart getting in between
The start of adulthood
Is what they say when you turn eighteen
These young feelings of love and affection
Put me in the deep sense of introspection
Understanding all the love quotes
Deep down, I know it's all just a hoax
Sleepless nights turned to weeks
Words my lips afraid to speak
Isn't it crazy how time faded so quickly
It's been a 100 days since you kissed me
100 days of daydreaming about you
Hoping maybe you felt it too
How the hell am I supposed to move on
When you are the only one I truly want.
Call it whatever you want to
Call me an overthinking weirdo
But my heart wants what it wants
Even if my mind knows it all
The only thing I earned
From holding myself back
Was the never ending urge
To want you more to myself