Warning : I cried during writing this so yeah go ahead love you *sobs*
Taehyung looked out at the airplane windows as he saw city if Seoul being silent it's lights seem light stars from above the sky taehyungs his hands holding a broken sim card eyes glistening as he looked put from the window and saw himself on the mirror he felt so pathetic and wasted he just feels like throwing up a lone tear escapes taehyungs eyes as he placed his hands on his belly letting out a deep sigh telling himself not to cry
" IS something wrong Mr. " a sweet voice came taehyung behind he looked behind his seat as he saw a little kid sneaking above taehyungs seat
" why are you crying " the kid asked as he looked tilting his head
" nothing " taehyung whispered and soon the boy got pulled down by his mother as she bowed a little to taehyung smiling nervously
" im so sorry sir he is always like this " the woman said as she bowed to taehyung
" it's alright " taehyung said as he wiped out his Tears once again eyes diverting to the clouds floating below them taehyung imagines jeongguks broken face when he wakes up and didn't find him he couldn't imagine that he just wants to open the door and jump and run to jeongguk He is already missing him
" im sorry love " taehyung said as he put his hands on his belly clutching the cloth
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The morning sun fell On the city of Seoul as it washes the coldness of the city the sunrays made it's way to. Jeongguks room as he scrunched uis nose and rubbed his eyes and slowly opened he can see the white curtains on the grey walls
He smiled to himself as he remembers yesterday he turns around so that he can see the love of his life and when he turned over his smile fell down as he only saw the empty bed beside him he slowly got up from the bed he looked at the bathroom and slapped his head maybe taehyung went to the restroom
Jeongguk walked to the restroom and twisted the job and the door opned he looked inside and saw no one his smile once fell again now his stomach sending him shivers he went out calling for taehyung
" taehyung ? -----tae baby" jeongguk called but no response came jeongguks hands are now sweaty and cold he walked to the rooms he went to miris room taehyung was not there he went to jins room taehyung was not there jeongguk felt like vomiting he felt his heart beating out of his chest
" m-maybe he went to jin hyungs apartment " jeongguk said to himself as he called taehyung
" the number you've called is currently not in service " jeongguks heart stopped at the sentences he was shaking his eyes getting teary with shaky hands he called jin " oh kook what's up " jin asked in his cheery voice
" h-hyung is t-taehyung is there. " jeongguk asked his voice cracking a bit
" no kook why ? " jin asked and jeongguks lone tear run down his cheeks yet he can't loose hope taehyung must've went to Dr.jimins house
" what happned jin " namjoon asked as he backhugged jin
" I think something is wrong joon jeongguk called me and asked is taehyung is here and cut the call "jin said worry written allover his face
"Do you think we should go " namjoon asked as he creased jins hair
"Yeah I think---so" jin said as he looked at the phone
" h-hello " jimin attended the call he was feeling so bad he felt like his heart gonna come out from his mouth
" j-jimin is----is taehyung is there " jeongguk asked his voice being a mere whisper
Jimin felt his eyes warming at the voice yet he promised taehyung he'll never say anything so he have to have taehyungs promise otherwise taehyung will block him too
" n-no jeongguk why--" jimin said and the line goes dead after that
Jeongguk threw his phone on the wall as he felt devastated he ran alaround the house As he screamed taehyungs name he opned the room where he woke up and suddenly so.ething acight his eyes
A suit case ?
" what " jeongguk said in a mere whisper he went to the wardrobe as he opned it he saw the wardrobe was empty taehyungs clothes were gone his head is hurting now
" no no no this can't be " jeongguk said to himself as he grabbed his hair and cried like a maniac he saw a tiny light blue letter on the night stand he hastily went to the night stand as he took the letter and saw the hand writing it was so beautiful
♡
To my dear love , jeon jeongguk
The day I saw you with Ara in our bedroom---I've lost over you I felt millions of butterflies on my stomach when I look into your deep brown orbs
I feel drowning kook---drowning in your eyes and I love to drown on those deep ocean
And we confessed--I loved you and you loved me more I feel like a melody being tuned inside when I talk with you
The mole under your lips it asks me to kiss it your warmth your cologne----oh love I will miss those
I'm sorry my love----I promised that I'll nevereave your side we both promised at the roof top but I'm a sinner breaking our promise
I'm sorry love----I'm sorry that I'm leaving you im sorry that I'll not be able to be with you again---im sorry for everything
I'm leaving for good kook---I'll live my entire life with the memories we both had---your giggles are my lullabythey are my drug they make me drowsy please be happy love I am seeing you from wherever I am
Always remember a thing kook---I love you more than ten thousand times "
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With Love ,
Kim taehyung .
♡
what is this ? " jeongguk asked his tears pooling out from his eyes as he scrunched the paper in his eyes
" what is this tae " jeongguk asked as he looked at the paper his breathing got unstable as he hiccuped and sobbed
" WHAT IS THIS " jeongguk asked as he threw the lamp on the night stand to the mirror he started to destroy everything he flipped all the couch and broke all the vases the room had
" AHHHHRGH " jeongguk pulled his hair as he cried like a maniac
" you promised me " jeongguk asked as he knelt down on the floor and sobbed he held the ring on his neck
" why love---I can't even. Be mad at you----I understood you " jeongguk said as he wiped the tears that's streaming down. His face
" who will love to be with a psychopath like me " jeongguk said as he slapped himself over and again and again he
" I told you everyone lies to me-----but why you tae----out of all why you " jeongguk said as he felt like passing out all of it was too much to him he felt drowsy he felt balcking out
Soon he landed on. The floor as his head thud with the floor he heard someone screaming his name before he closes his eyes
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Hey taekookers
How are you all
Having a bad day here my hug 🫂
Love you all
Bye bye ~~
Aww this is so cute