[i'll be posting this in multiple books of mine]
i love writing this book so much and i won't quit yet, i've been working on some chapters but tbh i'm not the same as i used to be a year ago. all i cared about was writing and creating things but now that just all gone, yet i still want to do it but my brain won't cooperate, nor my hands, it's all in my heart and i can't push over that barrier.
i think it all started when i met my boyfriend, and i'm not my own person anymore, instead i've built my life around him, i can't find the motivation anymore and i'm so sorry for keeping you all waiting and being "loyal" to a story when i'm not loyal to any of you guys. i just wanted to let you all know my headspace since i've been silent for so long. i appreciate all the well wishes from you in my dms.
https://youtube.com/@luvlylillys9052
i also made a youtube account about books ofc , i have some ideas for my channel in the future, but i wanted to motivate myself to do more and i thought it would be kinda cool since you read my stuff but still don't know me as a person yet