you're not your
excuses
conversations
miscommunications
dire reductions
contradictions
of your future self
you put up with your
late lessons
vile venerations
self obliteration
bad prosecutions
mental degeneration
but it's all your face
like you look like
someone who could pray
someone you could call
and someone who won't absolutely decay
someone who isn't gone
but you feel like nothing at all
you ghost your brother
provoke your nevers
funny to way to be clever
and haunt yourself