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it's been a few months since your sister has announced her wedding date, you were super happy for her, considering your relationship was closer compared with anyone's else's, you were excited to see her finally get her dream wedding, but the only thing that ruined it was the fact your boyfriend had a business trip the same week your sister had a wedding.
so to not ruin your own fun and others you decided to go alone, weeks before you went shopping with your friends, choosing bikinis and a couple dresses for the wedding it's self.
the wedding was taking place in the bahamas, everyone having their own hotel room already booked and everything assigned.
"pink or the brown one" you said placing the two bikini sets over your body and showing your friends, "brown one, brings out your eyes" said sasha while looking for some for herself.
"you still going alone?" asked mikasa placing some stuff in her basket, "well obviously, not gonna ruin the fun plus i can't do anything against it" you said shrugging your shoulders.
you were upset your boyfriend of 2 years won't be able to attend the wedding yet it was also a business trip that affected the two of you if it weren't to take place.
"anyway who you guys going with jean and nicolo" you asked the two of you, receiving nods in return.
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week of the wedding.
"no mum everything looks perfect" your sister says looking over at your mum before hugging her, you gave them a smile before admiring the wedding venue, your phone started buzzing taking your eyes off of everything and looking at the screen seeing a call from your bf.
"hey babe" he said over the phone taking a sip of orange juice, "heyy" you said moving away from the rest, "i miss you" you say tilting your head to the side, "i miss you too, i wish i could be there with you right now" he said as his fingers fiddled around a piece of paper, "well i'll see you in a week" you responded, "and i can't wait, i have a surprise for you" he said smiling, you smiled in return, "i'll call you later we're still preparing the venue" you said before sending air kisses and saying your goodbyes.
"hey y/n, jason still can't come can he?" your sister said coming from behind you making you jump slightly, "no, he said he has a surprise for me though" you said looking over at her and smirking, "that's so cute, by the way your nail appointment is in a few hours and hair is in the morning" she said typing something on her phone, "thanks for the reminder" you said eye rolling her.
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day of the wedding.
you've had your hair and makeup done already, deciding to go with light makeup and two simple dresses one for the ceremony and other for the party.
ceremony:
party:
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you met sasha and mikasa at the place where the ceremony will take place, jean and connie seemed to be with the other guys while the three of you were drinking champagne.
"i heard eren is here too" said mikasa to the two do you, sasha made a shocked face while you were confused, "who's eren?" you asked looking at the two of them, "eren..? the one from college, i swear the two of you had like a romance going on?" said sasha with a 'dug' tone.
"guys it's been like 7 years why would i remember that embarrassing stuff?" you said taking a sip from the champagne before placing the empty glass on the table, "well yk, heard he's even better looking now" mikasa said giggling.
you've pretended as if you didn't remember who eren was, but deep down he was your first love,
he was the person that made you feel happy at that time, dragged you out of hell to heaven, his sweet notes he'd leave for you somewhere hidden after a study session or a simple movie night, and the songs he'd play to you on his guitar while you stayed in bed.
after the ceremony you went back to the hotel to change before the party it's self, you fixed your makeup and re did your hair in a slick bun with some ends sticking out, grabbed your sun glasses and purse before leaving the hotel room and getting in the uber.
the party was going as usually, people sat down making toasts to the couple at the front, relatives crying and gifting stuff for their future.
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"and now, i'd like everyone to get up and dance to this beautiful song", the speakers started booming, couples getting up making their way to the dance floor, you stayed seating, drinking your champagne until a shadow formed in front of you, you set your glass down and looking up, seeing eren.
"shall we?" he asks bringing his hand towards you, you smiled before contemplating, what would your boyfriend do, is this right? should you? didnt take eren too long to grab your hand and drag you to the dance floor.
the both of you were in the middle of all couples, there was a slight smoke coming and the lights were now set to a lower brightness, flowing
through all the people slow dancing.
eren spun you around before pulling you into his arms, he was taller than you, broad shoulders, hair was in a man bun and his costume laid perfectly on his body, he smelled fresh with a scent of expensive perfume.
"missed you you know" he whispers in your ear before pulling away slightly, his hand moved to the back of your waist, while the other held your hand, swaying the two of you from side to side,
eye contact maintained the whole time,
"eren i can't, i have a fiancé" you said looking at him with furrowed eyebrows, "he's not here though, plus it's only a dance" he said shrugging before moving his hand higher to your back, holding you.
the chorus of the song built up, and the sexual tension between the two of you grew, you two were so close, bodies touching, his hand gripping harder onto yours as your fingers stayed intertwined.
he pulled you in closer, lips nearly touching as his eyes moved from your eyes to your lips, and so did you're, you kinda wanted him to kiss you, it all felt so wrong, what were you going to tell your boyfriend.
erens hand moved to the back of your neck, pulling you in, lips touching, you closed your eyes, all your thoughts fading and now all you could think about was eren, you've missed him so much, his touch, his smell.
the kiss getting deeper and you got more lost, his lips were soft, plump, his tongue eating your mouth practically, the two of you were a mess at this point.
you pulled away, breathing in all the air you couldn't get before, "y/n i, i need you" eren said, holding both of your hands, he pulled you out the crowd, walking you to the lift, "eren we're are we going" you said looking at him as you both entered the elevator, "far from the crowd" he said pressing the number 4.
"eren" you said turning to him, your fingers still interlocked together, not only this was a mistake, you had no idea what to do after what happened, how would you explain yourself to your sister, your friends, and most importantly you're fiancé.
"y/n i know this is going to sound so shitty from me, but i genuinely do not care if you have a boyfriend, i've been missing you ever since the last time i saw you, your touch, your scent, your smile, everything, i've dated girls, fucked girls, but no girl could compare to the way you've made me feel."
he said, his body was pushing against you on the elevator wall, his chest was rising and falling rapidly, and his fingers were tapping on the wall behind you.
you didn't even get a chance to speak before the elevator doors opened, revealing a long hallway with slightly dimmed light. he pulled you after him, skipping down the hallway to stop in front on a door.
he turned around, staring down at you, "i'm not forcing you, if you don't want to do anything we can leave and go back", you thought of the pros and cons, what it eren is someone you're truly meant to be with.
you leaned in, kissing his lips softly indicating as a yes, he smiled against your lips before opening the hotel door and walking inside, immediately being pushed against the wall by him, his lips nearly touching yours, teasing you, you leaned in once again, and now the two of you couldn't be stopped.
he picked you up, wrapping your legs around his torso, his hands under your ass, holding you, kissing your lips, your neck, your chest, he walked to the bed, placing you on it before letting go, getting up taking his suit off, and his tie, he threw the suit to the side, still holding onto the tie.
"turn around" he ordered, you turned around on your stomach, waiting for the unexpected, in response you felt your wrist being pulled behind your back and tied with his tie, you looked over your back at him.
the room was dark but not too dark as the moon lit his face, marking all his sharp features, his sharp jawline, nose, his hair ruffled up.
he grunted as he tugged on the tie one last time, "let me know if you don't want to continue, seriously y/n i don't want to be weird, im not here for a hookup, if we do this, we're going to have to be something" he said before slowly taking off his suit, you were still on your stomach, looking over your shoulder.
as bad as this couldn't sounded, you knew you and your boyfriend weren't going to go far, with him always being on business trips and you staying at work overtime, you two barely had any interactions.
you tried moving around, making yourself more comfortable, hands tied, still in your dress. "should've taken my dress off first, idiot" you said chuckling at him, "i didn't really think of that" he said stopping trying to figure what to do, but in the end he kissed his teeth, moving your dress up so your lower half is exposed.
revealing a beautiful lace underwear, that was the same colour as your dress, he teased both sides of the underwear, playing with them, taking his time, his hands then continued working on your lower half, squeezing and massaging your ass before finally pulling the underwear off.
his cold fingers came back up, licking them before slowly massaging your clit, you shoved your head into the pillows, letting out a soft moan, his hand was squeezing your ass at the same time, while the other pleasured you.
you were already wet enough to lube up his fingers, pushing two inside of you making you gasp for air more, you wanted to squeeze something so badly from the pleasure but your hands were tied, making you wiggle around, you moaned his name softly as he continued pumping two fingers into you slowly.
he removed his fingers before you could climax, moving down on you, licking your clit, eating you out, his tongue always being skilled ever since you two first had sex. this time just a lot better, your back arched and you tried to move your legs together but he stopped them before you could.
"don't make me tie your legs apart" he said before continuing his tongue strokes, you moaned loudly, struggling, your body shaking, he stopped, coming back up, taking his pants off, followed by his boxers, he lubed himself up with his spit and stroking himself before entering you slowly, giving you time to adjust to the length.
your eyes were glued shut, and your mouth was opened the whole time, letting out mixtures of moans, he then started thrusting in and out, the bed slightly creaking, one hand squeezing your ass as the other supported your waist, his thrusts becoming deeper and harder, skin slapping louder each time.
he grunted, moaning, cursing to himself softly, while you were moaning loudly into the pillows, "im sure there isn't anyone around us, so don't be shy be louder" he said pulling your hair slightly so your face was lifted away from the pillows, he continued grunting, and now your moans were exposed fully.
"eren, im close" you moaned loudly, he continued his thrusts, getting sloppier, yet still going deep enough to feel the whole him, you both soon reached your climaxes, yet far from the finish.
he picked you up turning your back around, your hands still being tied, he was now laying down, as you got on top of him, he positioned himself with you, as you moved down slowly. hitching your breath while eren threw his head back, his hands holding your waist whilst the other tried to expose your breast since your dress and bra were still on.
you slowly started to ride him, ignore the dress on you, he on the other hand seemed to be bothered by the fabric blocking him, he kissed his teeth before untying your hands and taking your dress off, continued by your bra that was the same material as your underwear.
"this is better" he moaned moving back into the pillows, his hand playing with your nipple now, as your moans got louder, riding him, "you're so beautiful" he said, praising you the whole time, "you're so good" and so on, which boosted your confidence.
his hand on your hip helped you ride him easier, as he controlled you with it, your legs shaking around him, his gaze staying upon you, whilst trying to hold some of his moans back, you were the opposite, you let them out.
you stretched your hands out supporting yourself on his chest, him seeing how you were struggling at this point he stopped you, picking you up moving the both of you to the edge of the bed, wrapping your legs around his waist as he stayed inside you, his hands grabbing your hips, moving you in and out, your head was thrown back, as his cold lips touched your sensitive nipples, licking around it.
he moaned against it, sending vibrations through your body, making your skin tingle and your back arch more, you couldn't stop but shake, feeling another orgasm coming, "eren" you moaned bringing your head back up, kissing him, your hand ruffling his hair while the other supported on his shoulder, nails digging in.
his head buried in the crook of your neck, moaning against it, making multiple hickeys from your neck down your chest to your boob area.
the both of you finished at the same time, staying in the same position for a while taking in the moment, both out of breath. he picked you up setting you back on the bed before going into the bathroom brimming back a wet towel, cleaning your body up.
a knock was heart at the door suddenly, making the both of you maintain still while looking at each other, "y/n are you there?" you heard your sister say, sounding worried.
you got up wrapping a towel around your body and signing eren to hide somewhere before opening the door, revealing your sister with a worried expression, "where the hell have you been, i searched you everywhere" she said placing a hand to her head in relief, "sorry i've just been really tired, so i decided to come here and relax" you said holding the towel around your body.
"well the cake is about to come and i'd like you to be there alright?" she said before putting a thumbs up and moving away from the door, you smiled at her in response and closed the door.
"eren?" you asked, looking for him just to hear shuffling in the small closet, you laughed opening the door seeing him with his boxers only on, struggling to fit into the closet, "we have to go back now, the cake is coming" you said putting your bra and underwear back on before sliding the dress down your body.
eren took less than 5 minutes to get himself back in shape and look normal again, fixing his hair while you wiped away some mascara marks.
"we can't go back together though?" you said before eren opened the door, "y/n remember what i said earlier?" he said, looking at you while both of his hands were on your shoulders, you nodded in response, still being unsure what to do.
he grabbed your hand, moving down the hallway, slightly running, you laughed in response as he dragged you along, smiling back at you, he pressed the elevator button, waiting for it to arrive while he gripped your hand slightly harder, reassuring you.
the elevator doors dinged, opening the elevator revealing everyone being seated and slow music slightly booming through the speaker, you couched before walking out the elevator, letting for on erens hand and moving to your allocated seat, feeling your friends eyes on the two of you the whole time.
you sat down, your mum giving you a strange look before taking her attention off of you, you shrugged it off taking a sip of the champagne, hearing your phone ping.
mikasa
eren? seriously?
you sank into your seat, not knowing what to say.
the night slowly went by, avoiding your friends and drinking the problem away, so wasted to the point you wouldn't do anything but slumber in your seat.
you texted mikasa to take you upstairs since you looked and acted disgusting. she picked you up with the help of sasha, annie following in the back.
"y/n what happened between you and eren" asked mikasa, setting you down on the bed before pouring up a glass of water handing it to you, "this is going to be bad" you mumbled downing the water, "we had sex" you confessed, looking down avoiding their gaze.
"are you going to tell your boyfriend?" sasha asked placing a hand near her head, you nodded looking up at them, "please don't judge me, you guys knew what me and eren had, and what me and jason won't have" you said placing the glass down on the bedside table, annie nodded, agreeing with you.
"we're not judging, but i'm not agreeing that you've done the right thing, in the end i do hope you tell jason" mikasa said getting up, placing a hand on your shoulder smiling, "i will" you said before they all left the room.
a few days later you flew back home, ready to confront your boyfriend about what happened.
you sigh before unlocking the flat doors and entering, smelling scent of fresh brew coffee and cologne, you left your suitcase at the door, taking your shoes off before walking in, searching for him.
you found him in the kitchen, suit on, drinking coffee while on his laptop, "hey babe" he said, his face brightening up slightly before getting up and pulling you into a hug, you hugged back not saying anything yet.
the both of you sit down at the round glass table, "so how was the wedding" he asked, closing his laptop adverting his attention to you, "it was great actually, everyone seemed to enjoy it a lot, all that matters is that they're happy" you said smiling at him, your fingers tapping on the glass slightly, fiddling around.
"babe i have to tell you something" you said, making eye contact with him, "at the wedding, i, i met this guy that went college with me, you know, eren?" you said, your boyfriend stiffens up, his eyebrows furrowing slightly, "well we, we slept together" you said, accepting whatever is going to happen next.
"oh" he let out, sitting back in his seat, processing whatever you just told him, "listen i, i knew i shouldn't have, and i'm not trying to sound like a dickhead or anything but, this thing we have, or had, it felt like it wasn't going to work out, i know i did wrong but" you said panicking slightly, trying to sound sorry, "y/n it's okay, i get it, he was your first love, i really should've known this was coming i mean" he said, getting up, trying to understand what to do next, stumbling over his own steps.
he placed the cup in the sink, packing his laptop before making his way to the bedroom, "i think i should go" he said, pulling out his suitcase from the closet, "i don't want us to end on bad terms jason" you said, following him into the bedroom, "it's not, i promise i just need time, time to process" he said stuffing his suitcase with everything that could fit.
"i'll come by later to pick up my other stuff, alright." he said, his shoes and jacket were on, waiting at the door to leave, you sighed, hugging him before letting him leave.
after a few days the scent of jason disappeared in the house, you didn't regret telling him, it was for the good anyway, eren offered for you to move into his flat, but you thought it'd be better for him to move into yours.
your parents weren't too shocked by the news, they accepted it since they've always loved eren, and your friends supported you as they've known what you and eren had in the past, and what was to come in the future.
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you were in the kitchen making breakfast as the music played in the back softly, "watcha making" you heard eren say, feeling his arms wrap around your body from the back, you jumped slightly getting scared, before turning around, facing him.
his arms leaned towards the kitchen counter, blocking you in front of him, you placed your hands on his shoulders, kissing his lips softly.
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wrote this on valentine's day, don't even ask the emotions i was going through atp.
boyfriend.