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Jacksonville, Florida
Tuesday, June 6th|8:34am(three weeks later)
Me and Azure moved into our apartment officially last week. For the most part we're done with decorating. We're waiting on stuff for the kitchen to come in but other then that we're done.
Pictures of the apartment
(Az room and bathroom)^
(Khia room and bathroom)^
Since last week I have been feeling nauseous and everytime i eat Chick-fil-a I throw up which is weird because I love Chick-fil-a.
I woke up feeling sick as usual. Soon as i got up I had to run to the bathroom and throw up.
"Khia something is wrong wit you and you need to figure out what it is" Az said standing in the bathroom doorway.
"Man I just got a lil stomach bug" i said getting my toothbrush and putting toothpaste on it.
Azure walked away but came right back.
"Here take this" Az said while handing me a pregnancy test.
"Ghuu I don't know why you giving me this I know I'm not pregnant"
"Just take it Samaria" she said folding her arms.
"Alright but don't be looking stupid when it say negative" i said while going back in my room to grab some clothes.
"I'm finna cook some to eat" Az said walking away.
I took the test and flipped it over until I was done getting ready.
I took a shower, dried off, fixed my hair, and then put on my clothes.
I'm scared asf right now
I grabbed the test and look at it.
"Omgggg" I cried.
Az ran in there "Khia what's wrong you good" she said while hugging me.
"I-I'm pregnant" i said crying even harder
"It's okay love, you know I gotchu" Az said
"I know" i said while wiping my tears.
"Come on I made some food"
We walked in the kitchen she fixed me a plate and we sat down and ate.
"Wait so who the father" Az asked
"You know that boy k3" i said
"You talking bout drug dealer k3" she asked widening her eyes.
I nodded my head yes.
"Oh my- are you gone tell em" she asked
"I don't know yet I really didn't plan on seeing him no more" i said
"Well Khia you gotta figure something out" she said.
Two hours later
"Azure you tryna go to Trey house wimme" I asked walking in her room.
"Yea ian got shii else to do" she said getting up and walking in her closet.
"Alright hurry up and get ready" i said walking back in my room.
I changed my clothes to some a lil more decent and waited in the living room for her.
Az walked in the living room "Bitch why you always getting so dressed up, making me look like a bomb" Az asked while laughing.
"Ghuu you know I always dress like I'm going somewhere important" i said while grabbing my keys
We walked out the door locking it behind us and got in my car.
15 minutes later
I pulled up and we walked in the house.
"Hey trey" I said sitting on the couch
"Wassup trey" Az said dapping him up
"Wassup y'all" Trey said
"Khia wtf wrong wit you" trey asked
"Man why this morning I found out I was pregnant"
"Say swear" trey said widening his eyes
"I swear bruh" i said throwing my hands in the air
"Ouuu shii i can't wait to spoil my god child" trey said smiling
"Ouu i said the same thing" Az said
"Hold on y'all thinking way too ahead" i said
"Ghuu we just happy and you should be too" Az said
"I thought you wanted a child anyways" Trey said
"Yea but I ian mean this damn early"
"You gone keep it" Trey asked
"Ofc imma keep it wth" i said
"Oh i forgot to tell y'all two of my homeboys finna push up" trey said while rolling up.
"Alright" i said while going to use the bathroom.
While I was using the bathroom I heard the door open and two unfamiliar voices so I assume trey homeboys were here.
I washed my hands and walked back in to the living room.
My heart dropped to my ass when I walked back in the living room.
"Y'all this my bestfriend khia and her homegirl Az and y'all this is K3 and Ace.
"Hey" i said dryly and sat in between Az and Trey.
"Yoo jit" Ace said
"Wassup ma" K3 said while smirking a lil
"Ghuu when dh they started being homeboys" Az whispered to me
"I'm tryna figure out the same thing" i whispered back.
"What y'all over there whispering about" Ace asked
"Mind yo business boy" Az said while rolling her eyes
"Chill out li baby cause you can really get it" ace said
"Eww hn I'm happily inlove" Az said
"Oh my bad ian kno" ace said
"You good best" Trey leaned over and asked me
"K3 the boy from graduation night" I whispered
"Oh shii" Trey said widening his eyes
"Imma go outside and get some fresh air" i said while getting up and walking outside.
I sat down in a chair on the porch.
I don't know what to do!! Should I tell him? How would he react? Does he even want a child?
"Khia" I heard someone yell snapping me out my thoughts.
"Huh" i turned around and it was K3
"I was calling yo name for a lil minute you good" he asked sitting down beside me.
"Yea I'm good just got a lot going on right now" i said looking the other way.
"Damn I feel you" he said
"K3 i gotta tell you some" i said nervously
"Wassup" he asked lighting his blunt.
"I'm pregnant" i said looking at him
"Okay congratulations what you telling me for" he asked raising his eyebrow.
"It's your child" i said
"Fym my child that ain't my child" he said while standing up.
"You was the last person I slept wit since three months ago"
"Hell nawl yo ass tripping ain get nb pregnant" he said while walking back in the house.
As I walked in the house K3 and Ace was walking out.
"What happened" Az asked.
"I knew I shouldn't have said nothing to him about the baby" i said as tears fell from my eyes.
"What tf he said" Trey asked standing up walking towards the door.
"Trey chill im not finna force nobody to believe me" i said while wiping my eyes.
"You right we got y'all for life" Trey said while coming to hug me.
"Well i think imma go over to my mama house and tell her the news" i said getting up.
"Okay be safe we love you and Trey can just take me home" Az said
"Alright love y'all too" i said walking out the door.
I wasn't really nervous to tell my mom cause she always talked about being a g-mama.
I got in the car and took a deep breath and pulled off.
30 minutes later
I pulled up in my mom yard and walked in.
"Hey mama how you feeling" I asked as I gave her a hug.
"I'm good how are you" she asked as we sat on the sofa.
"I'm good but I have something to tell you"
"Okay I'm all ears Sam" My mom said
My family were the only people that I let call me Sam.
"So this morning I found out I was pregnant" i said
"Oh baby I already knew but congratulations" she said while clapping.
"But how" I asked
"Oh baby a mother knows everything" she said while laughing.
"Does the father know" she asked.
"I told em" i said rolling my eyes
"Okay that's the right thing to do" she said while kissing me on my forehead.
My mom was never the type to ask a lot of questions.
We talked and I ate some food she cooked last night.
3 hours later
It's currently 2:30 and I had a doctors appointment at 3:00.
"Alright madukes I need to get going I'll see you later" i said while hugging her
"You sure you don't want me to come with you" she asked
"No mama I'll be fine" i said
"See you later and be safe"
I walked out and got in my car.
Azure, Trey, and my mom all asked if I wanted them to come but I really wanted to go by myself to the first appointment.
I pulled off.
15 minutes later
I arrived to the doctor's office and got out and went in.
I walked to the front desk. "Hey I'm Samaria Thomas I'm here for a 3:00 appointment"
"Okay I need you to fill out these papers and then bring them back up" the lady at the front desk said while handing me a clipboard.
35 minutes later
"Everything looks good if you have any questions feel free to call" the doctor said while handing me a paper.
I left out and got in the car. I stopped and got me something to eat and then headed home.
15 minutes later
I walked in the door locking it behind me and sat on the couch.
"How did it go" Az asked as she walked in the kitchen.
"She said everything was good" i said while going on instagram.
"Oh okay next time you gotta let somebody go wit you" she said while looking in the fridge.
"I know" I said as I posted my picture on instagram
🔘Samaria.xo
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"Why is he liking my post and comment" i said out loud
"Girl when did he ever follow you" Az asked
"That's the point he don't follow me" i said while looking up from my phone.
"He obviously made it clear he ain't want nothing to do wit my baby so why he lurking" i said
I walked in my room and grab some sleeping clothes and went in the bathroom and took a shower.
10 minutes later
I dried off and put on my clothes then stood in the mirror for a while. "I can't believe I have a human inside of me" i said while smiling.
I put my bonnet on and went in my room. I turned on Princess and The Frog which is my comfort movie.
Towards the middle of the movie I feel alseep.
Wednesday, June 7th|10:52am
I got out the shower and dried off and then brushed my teeth.
I decided to go shopping today. Shopping is like yoga to me it helps me relax and forget about all the problems I have.
I put on my clothes and fixed my hair.
(Her outfit)
Azure was at her boyfriend house and Trey was at a doctors appointment for his baby so I was going to the mall by myself today.
I grabbed my keys and walked out the door ofc locking it behind me.
I got in the car shuffled my playlist. "Home Run" by Rylo Rodriguez played first.
25 minutes later
I got out the car and walked in the mall. The first store I went in was Bath and Body Works.
I loved that store it was like my second home. After about 15 minutes I walked to the register.
"That'll be $45.62"
I swiped my card grabbed my bag and walked out. I then walked to Chanel.
"I really need a new purse" i said while looking around.
"This one is gorgeous I have to get it" i said to myself
A few stores later
I walked into foot locker just looking at shoes. I didn't really see any shoes in there I didn't already have.
"Excuse me ma"
I turned around and some brownskin boy with long braids was standing behind me.
"Yes" i said
"I saw you walk in and you are very pretty I was tryna see if you wanna slide me yo number" he asked while handing me his phone.
I started to grab it. "Aye yn get away from her" someone said.
"Oh my bad" the boy said then walked off.
I turned around and it was no other than K3.
"Why tf did you do that" I asked
"You finna give somebody yo number while you carrying my baby"
"Yo baby?? Now it's yo baby" i said folding my arms.
"It's yo baby now that you saw somebody flirting with me" i said
"Ian gaf bout nobody flirting wit you i just came to my senses" he said.
It looks like you give a fuck to me
"Watever K3 you can be here for the baby but I can do whatever tf I want if it ain't harming the baby" i said while walking off.
I walked to the food court cause I was hungry and surely enough K3 followed behind me.
I walked over to the Chinese place and ordered some food.
"Cash or Card" the cashier asked.
"Car-" i started to say but got cut off. "Cash" K3 said while handing the lady money.
"Ion need you to pay for shii" i said while grabbing my food.
"I can't feed my baby" K3 asked.
"K3 you just decided you wanted the baby not too long ago and you wanna say "yo baby" you funny" i said while sitting down.
"I told you i came to my senses I just needed some time to take it in" he said while sitting at the table wit me.
"Look don't go around telling nobody I'm pregnant by you the last thing I want is for people to know me by being K3 baby mama cause that just really is just disrespectful asl to me" i said while eating.
"You the mother of my child ian nobody gone ever disrespect you if I got some to do wit it" K3 said.
"We got this" he added on
"It ain't no we you're just here for the baby and so am i but separately"
"Khia why you making this so hard do you not want me to be there for the baby" he asked.
"I'm not making nothing hard it's just weird that all of a sudden you want the baby" "ofc I want you to be there for the baby it's gonna need a father figure but we not finna act like we one big happy family" i said
"Well just let me help and stop being so difficult"
"I just want you to know you're not in charge of me I'm gonna talk to whoever I want and do whatever I want as long as my baby is safe" i said while drinking my drink.
"Hey K3" some girl walked over and said.
"Wassup witchu ma" he said while licking his lips.
"Imma hit you up later" she said while giggling
"I'll be waiting" he said as she walked off.
"You disgust me" i said while throwing my food in the trash and walking away.
I know I just told him I was gone do what I want but seeing that girl all in his face like that really pissed me off.
I got in the car and drove home.
20 minutes later
I walked in the house and took my shoes off.
Incoming call from Best🤞🏾
I answered
(The phone call)
Trey: wyd
Me: nothing just got home from the mall and guess who I ran into
Trey: K3??
Me: Yes bruh
Trey: what he said??
Me: (I told him what happened)
Trey: well shiid at least he wanna be there for the baby
Me: yea I guess you right
Trey: I was just calling to see what you was up to
Me: alright be safe
Trey: you too
(End of call)
I was sleepy asl so I took a nap on the couch.
2 hours later
I woke up from my nap and it was now 3:04pm.
I checked my phone for notifications and surprisingly K3 texted me.
I clicked on the notification.
1:23pm
🔘woccstarK3
my baby hungry?
3:05pm
Me
Yes now bring us some to eat
🔘woccstarK3
what dh took you so long to text me back??
Me
K3 I was sleep now stop acting like you my boyfriend
🔘woccstarK3
mhm watever send me the lo
Me
1234 Mark Dr
🔘woccstarK3
Ight what you want??
Me
Chinese food
🔘woccstarK3
You just had Chinese food
Me
Not my fault that's what my baby want🙄
🔘woccstarK3
our baby you meant
you want the same thing from earlier?
Me
Shut up
And Yess
🔘woccstarK3
ight I'll be there soon
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"Hey whore" Azure said walking in the door.
"Wassup" i said
"How was yo day" she asked while taking her shoes off.
"I went to the mall and ran into K3 while I was there"
"Ouu bitch what happened" she said while sitting down.
I told her what happened.
"And he otw over to bring me some food" i said
"Okay look at him being a good baby daddy" she said making us both laugh.
"I still wanna beat his ass" i said
"Well I'm finna roll one find some for us to watch" Azure said while starting to roll up.
"How was yo day" i asked while turning on "Everybody Hates Chris".
"It was good" she said while lighting her blunt.
10 minutes later
"I'll be in my room scream if you need me" Az said walking away.
A few minutes later somebody knocked on the door.
I opened the door and it was K3.
"Hey" i said while letting him in.
"Wtf" he said
"What" I asked
"Why tf it smell like weed in here I know you ain't smoking wit my baby" K3 said a lil loudly.
"Nigga she not dumb and don't yell at her nomo" Az said walking out her room.
"Oh my bad ain know you lived wit somebody" he said.
"Thank you for my food" i said while giving him a side hug.
"Anytime baby mama" he said while walking out the door.
I locked the door and went in my room and starting eating my food.
I got on instagram and clicked on some girl story.
🔘lamarya.k 5m ago
(Pretend the boy is K3)-mrs.gaulden
"I know damn well that ain't K3 and then he had that on when he came over here so this had to be from tonight" i said to myself
I was mad but I don't know why cause it's not like we together. But I wanted to be petty so I did.
I posted an old picture of me and my ex on my story.
🔘Samaria.xo 2s ago
Caption: look who came and seen me tn🥰
I finished up eating and watched tv
15 minutes later
"Bitch why you posted that picture of you and ole dude" Az busted in my room and asked.
"Because of this" i said while showing her the girl story.
"Why you mad about that" she asked while smirking.
"Before you start no I don't like him I just don't want no ho that close up on him" i said while putting on my shirt.
"You so complicated" she said walking away.
I looked down at my phone and K3 texted me. I clicked on it.
🔘woccstarK3
who that nigga is that you posted on yo story??
He still over there??
Why you got a nigga around my baby??
Me
First of all that's none of yo concern
🔘woccstarK3
Fs
I left him on read and went in the kitchen and washed dishes.
About few minutes later somebody knocked on the door.
I opened it and it was K3.
I know damn well this nigga ain just pull up to my house.
Hope you're enjoying this story so far
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