Alana Marie Williams
I was so confused on everything at the moment I didn't know what to say or do. I just had to be miss pissy pants in the fucking moment
I looked in the back while Ciana cried calling Tay's phone again and again while he just didn't pick up causing me to sigh as Drew looked at me grabbing my hand squeezing it
As we pulled up to her condo I see Tay standing outside the door seem to be waiting for Ciana
"Ciana he's out there" Drew said as she looked outside the window
"We can wait here for you if you want?" I said looking at her grabbing her had as with her free one she wiped her tears and then shook her head
"No , you guys can go it's been a long night I'll see you guys later"
"You sure because we can stay?"
I nodded agreeing with him "You know it's no problem at all"
She shook her head then looked back at him "I have to do this one on my own.."
I stared at her then slowly nodded understanding "I love you okay"
"I love you guys too" She said getting out as I looked at Drew who waited til she made it by Tay and then pulled off
"Do you think she'll be okay?"
"Tay may have some anger issues but he'd never put his hands on no women. I trust him" Drew said causing me to nod
"What about Aara?? I know she's crushed.."
"Knowing my sister she went home, let's give her some space and we'll go to the house tm morning as for Jd Ima hit that nigga tomorrow both of them cause I held my tongue too long" He stated as he gripped the steering wheel focusing on the road
"I told that nigga not to hurt my sister-
"Baby.."
"Now she's hurting and ain't picking up our calls and shit man that shit is-
"ANDREW! baby relax" I said looking at him as he soften a little "We will handle all of this tomorrow, let's give everyone time to calm down and we will talk about this" I said calming
"You right" He said low nodding
I was trying to be the peace maker for the strength of this baby because I can't stress but truth is I was mad as hell at how everything went tonight
Ja'Tavion Marquis Smith
I was pissed, livid and more.
The scene at the club was unexpected but the shit was crazy as I thought about it.
His words traveling around my head and hearing that shit made me even angrier than I was before I wanted to kill him..
Trey was a long time friend of mine but he definitely had his ways and to find out Ebony was his sister was even crazier. I felt bad for messing over my nigga Jay's party and I will apologize to my nigga for that because that was definitely out of my character
I stood outside her condo building as I watch Drew car pull up
I didn't know how to feel, I watched as she got out the car and I seen she was broken, sad , drained.
I was pissed .. I was angry with her.
She never told me she seen her ex at the mall, she knew I didn't like liars and what killed me the most of how can a man feel so confident that he would get yo girl again if she wasn't entertaining them?
She walked up to me and stood there before finally speaking up
"You want to go up with talk? .."
I shook my head "Nah we could talk here"
I knew what I was going to say I was going to regret
Ciana Xamaria Lenore
"Nah we could talk here" He stated as I slowly nodded my head
I was scared shitless, I didn't know what the outcome would be from this and it scared me honestly, I didn't want to lose him
"So you and Trey had some shit going on behind my back or some?"
I hurried and shook my head no "No no, I haven't seen him in 3 years until-
"You went to the mall right?"
"Tay it's not what you think"
"Then tell me what it is Ciana, Im here letting you explain this shit man, all this shit pissing me the fuck off I just fought a long time friend of mines for my girlfriend who just so happened to be his fucking ex who not to mention FAILED to mention what happened at the mall"
"Tay nothing happened" I expressed out stressed as I sighed as my hands ran down my face "I did not know you guys were friends you cannot fault me for that! And I'm sorry that he told you all of that but I promise you it means nothing!"
"What's happened at the mall?"
"Nothing happened .. Nothing happened we bumped into each other and had a mini conversation.."
"Did you feel anything there?"
The question he asked definitely caught me off guard and off guard was I because I know I couldn't lie to him because I did... I let myself fall into those charms I let myself feel something for Trey again no matter how I tried to deny it
My silence must've told everything as he slowly nodded
"Baby I only want you! I don't want him Tay please know that" I said grabbing his hands staring into his eyes as he shook his head
"Ciana ... I could do a lot. I could deal with a lot..." He said bringing me close kissing my forehead "But I can't deal with the women I love even having a feeling for another man, I couldn't bare that. Something is still there for you that you have to get over before you come and try to give me your all and I don't know when that'll be .. but we can't do this" He said looking at me before letting my hands go
"W-What?? Are you breaking up with me?? Tay please no" I said feeling the tears forming
"Bro don't cry you know I don't like when you cry..." He said wiping them "Ciana I can't do this.." He continued before looking at me one last time walking away as I followed
"Tay please no... Tay I'm sorry! I won't feel anything for him! Ja'Tavion I love you please don't do this" I continued by now I was crying my eyes out as he stopped
"Ja'Tavion please..." I said damn near begging
But then he continued to walk away from me
What have I done?
The Next Day
Aara Alyse Lenore
It was now the next morning, everything from lastnight replayed in my mind while I laid down in bed
My mom comforted me all night, I didn't tell her the events that happened and she respected it and was ready whenever I wanted to tell her. Dad was on a business trip while my mom took the twins to their fitting because they are the ring barrier and flower girl in one of my aunts wedding, she begged me to tag along but I told her I'll be okay
My phone ranged yet again seeing it was him
I rolled my eyes getting up and walking downstairs only for the door to open and in walked in a crying Ciana with Drew and Alana
I sighed knowing what happened without even knowing as I opened my arms for her to come to me as she did and cried in my arms
Me and Ciana took heartbreak very differently, I'll cry for the moment and would be nonchalant after of course I'm hurt but I hate showing it while Ciana will cry for days and let everyone knows she hurt, she was the most sensitive
"H-he .. He broke up with m-me" She said as I was just shocked, I thought an argument maybe but him actually ending it??? I was not expecting that from them but then again after the scene last night I shouldn't be
"What?" I said shocked while the other two seemed unfazed
She nodded and started shaking her head uncontrollably "I told him I loved him and he left" She said crying harder
This was a shocker for me. I dont know what I expected but I didn't expect this.
She explained what happened and in all honestly I agreed with Tay. We all did.
"How could y'all agree with him??"
"Because Ciana let's look at it from his perspective, what if he had an ex you were friends with but obviously didn't know and you had to fight them for his honor and respect just to find out he still had something that was there for that person???" I said as she stayed quiet
"That shit hurts" Alana added
"You know we going to always keep to real with you no matter what and this is where I'm keeping it real with you. As a man I couldn't deal with that. You have to get rid of those feelings if you want to start something knew with another man because that shit will affect y'all at the end of the day" Drew said as she nodded before crying again
"Y'all are so right... I wasn't trying to I promise you I wasn't trying to" She said crying in her hands as we all sat around
I knew she wasn't trying to. That's how the heart works. The heart can never get over the past which means I don't think my heart could get over what happened last night.
They fucked?? She played in my face and if it wasn't for my pregnancy I would've grabbed her by her throat and might've thrown her over the railing. God was giving me a test that I was failing, but God saved everyone that night. When I get angry I get really angry and if this baby wasn't my biggest concern right now hell would've broke loose last night
"Do you guys think I could fix this?" She asked as I shrugged because I really couldn't answer that "What about you Aara? Are you okay?? I know you shouldn't be stressed right now and this is hard" She added as I shrugged again nodding a little
"I honestly don't know.. I have to think of this baby. That's more important so I'm trying not to stress or dwell on the situation and truth is I'm trying not to think on it" I said lying right through my teeth
I was thinking about this heavy. How could I not think of this?? I was finally falling for someone, not only falling for someone I was having his baby
My phone vibrated again as I grabbed it looking at it before sighing flipping it over
"Him?" Drew asked as I nodded "Man I'm going talk to them niggas cause this shit is crazy it ain't adding up at all" He said shaking his head
"I don't care which you guys do, I'm over it and I'm pregnant I'm not going to stress my baby out so do whatever you want and just leave me alone" I said getting up walking back upstairs
"Aara"
"Please just give me time to be alone" I said not hearing a thing else after as I nodded before going up the stairs back in my room laying down as I looked at the ceiling
My life was crazy