✧˖*°࿐ SHE'S LOVED ✧˖*°࿐
✧˖*°࿐ DATING ✧˖*°࿐
"𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓?!"
( ୨୧ ♥︎! HER LOVE LIFE ୨୧ ♥︎! )
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ DATING LIFE — sooyoung didn't always have the greatest relationships in her life, from her family's relationships to her dating life. when her family was horrible enough, getting a glimpse of dating made her become emotionally detached and she gained trust issues. when it came to her last relationship, she's just thankful that there were good people out there in the world
⚠️ mention of violence, mental illness, manipulation ⚠️
୨୧ ♥︎! boy one ୨୧ ♥︎!
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ NAME — choi jinyoung
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ DURATION —february 19th, 2016 - september 26th, 2016
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ PUBLICITY — 5%
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ RELATIONSHIP — first relationship, puppy love
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ CURRENT STATUS —enemies
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ THEIR THING — sneaking out, star gazing, fights, manipulating
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ OVERVIEW — this was sooyoung's first ever relationship, and it was fun while it lasted. the first few months were full of puppy love and adoration. but a couple of months into the relationship, there were a lot of jealously and blaming involved. sooyoung was accused of cheating and gaslighting. jinyoung always made her feel bad and caused sooyoung to have a negative view on herself. finally, she broke it off with him after having enough of his bullshit
୨୧ ♥︎! boy two ୨୧ ♥︎!
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ NAME — lee jihoon
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ DURATION —july 12th, 2018 - december 27th, 2018
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ PUBLICITY — 13%
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ RELATIONSHIP — friends with benefits, confusing
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ CURRENT STATUS —fell out, but would say hi if they saw each other
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ THEIR THING — secret kisses, storage closets, death stares, secret hand holding
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ OVERVIEW — this one might not be considered a relationship because they never confirmed anything, the two of them spent most of their time in private. it could be a storage closet, their bedroom. but they never would be seen together in public, not alone. anytime sooyoung made a move, jihoon would send a death stare and told her to fuck off. though it wasn't a horrible relationship, it left sooyoung confused and disgusted about herself
୨୧ ♥︎! girl one ୨୧ ♥︎!
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ NAME — park chaeyoung
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ DURATION — january 27th, 2019 - june 15th, 2020
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ PUBLICITY — 0%
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ RELATIONSHIP — experienced lovers, first real love
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ CURRENT STATUS —enemies
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ THEIR THING — going to the convenience store late at night, late night walks, fighting, physically abusive, manipulative
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ OVERVIEW — this relationship was the most traumatizing yet, when they first met, sooyoung fell in love at first sight and called her sooyoung's first love. she never felt the way she did and she was over the moon when she heard that chaeyoung liked her too, they began going out and it was adorable and perfect. sooyoung thought she found her chance at love and this was going to be the rest of her life. but she got a smack in the face after not communicating that she would be out late. later she got bruised ribs and a scratch on her neck, until it became much worse. she attempted to break it off but was met with a harsh beating and brutal words, sooyoung was terrified and she fell out with all of her friends. she became so depressed and broken. she fell into a hole and thought there'd never be a way out. thankfully, one of her friends showed up at her house and spoke to sooyoung. a couple of weeks later, sooyoung broke it off with her girlfriend while her friends were by her side
୨୧ ♥︎! girl two ୨୧ ♥︎!
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ NAME — huh yunjin
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ DURATION — december 25th, 2021 - present
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ PUBLICITY — 18%
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ RELATIONSHIP — perfect relationship
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ CURRENT STATUS —dating
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ THEIR THING — hanging around in the park, making snowmen, holding hands, soft kisses, cuddling, stargazing
˗ 'ˎ˗ ↳ OVERVIEW — it took a lot of time for sooyoung to really step out of her comfort zone and date someone after what happened with her previous girlfriend. she fell for yunjin but refused to go out with her, yunjin pursued her but respected sooyoung whenever she rejected. finally, after talking with chaewon and exchanging opinions, sooyoung asked out yunjin on december 25th under a mistletoe to which yunjin gladly accepted
when they got together, yunjin offered so many things that sooyoung's previous relationships didn't offer and she was left in shock. yunjin cared for sooyoung a lot, and it hurt her heart to introduce sooyoung the proper world of dating. before dating yunjin, sooyoung have a negative view on herself. she thought that she was a hassle and a bitch because of her first relationship, that she was a slut and dirty during her second relationship, and she felt everything that she shouldn't have felt on her third relationship
when dating yunjin, she's introduced to so many things and she loves it. yunjin will always try to pay first, she'd open the door for her, cook her food, made sure she drank water. sooyoung, for the first time in years, felt loved and worthy. so, if a fight does come up, sooyoung worries, but she knows the two won't break it off because she loves yunjin