Drop Dead | Sam Fender

By 17goingunder

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'Did you come around here just to start a fight? Drop dead.' Sam's difficulty with relationships stems all th... More

Characters
Rory's Playlist
Sam's Playlist
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty One
Chapter Twenty Two
Chapter Twenty Three
Chapter Twenty Four
Chapter Twenty Five
Chapter Twenty Six
Chapter Twenty Seven
Chapter Twenty Eight
Chapter Twenty Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty One
Chapter Thirty Two
Chapter Thirty Three
Chapter Thirty Four
Chapter Thirty Five
Chapter Thirty Six
Chapter Thirty Seven
Chapter Thirty Eight
Chapter Thirty Nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty One
Chapter Forty Two
Chapter Forty Three
Chapter Forty Four
Chapter Forty Five
Chapter Forty Six
Chapter Forty Seven
Chapter Forty Eight
Chapter Forty Nine
Chapter Fifty One
Chapter Fifty Two
Chapter Fifty Three
Chapter Fifty Four
Chapter Fifty Five
Chapter Fifty Six
Chapter Fifty Seven
Chapter Fifty Eight
Chapter Fifty Nine
Chapter Sixty
Chapter Sixty One
Chapter Sixty Two
Chapter Sixty Three
Chapter Sixty Four
Chapter Sixty Five
Chapter Sixty Six
Chapter Sixty Seven
Chapter Sixty Eight
Chapter Sixty Nine
Chapter Seventy
Chapter Seventy One
Chapter Seventy Two
Chapter Seventy Three
Chapter Seventy Four
Chapter Seventy Five
Chapter Seventy Six
Chapter Seventy Seven
Chapter Seventy Eight
Chapter Seventy Nine
Chapter Eighty
Chapter Eighty One
Chapter Eighty Two
Chapter Eighty Three
Chapter Eighty Four
Chapter Eighty Five
Chapter Eighty Six
Chapter Eighty Seven
Chapter Eighty Eight
Chapter Eighty Nine
Chapter Ninety
Chapter Ninety One
Chapter Ninety Two
Chapter Ninety Three
Chapter Ninety Four
Chapter Ninety Five
Chapter Ninety Six
Chapter Ninety Seven
Chapter Ninety Eight
Chapter Ninety Nine
Chapter One Hundred
Chapter One Hundred and One
Chapter One Hundred and Two
Chapter One Hundred and Three
Chapter One Hundred and Four
Chapter One Hundred and Five
Chapter One Hundred and Six
Chapter One Hundred and Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Ten
Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty One
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Three
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Four
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Five
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Six
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty One
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Four
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Five
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Six
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Forty
Chapter One Hundred and Forty One
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Three
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Four
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Five
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Six
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Forty Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty One
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Three
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Four
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Five
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Six
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Fifty Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty One
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Two
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Three
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Four
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Five
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Six
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Sixty Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy One
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Two
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Three
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Four
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Five
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Six
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Seven
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Eight
Chapter One Hundred and Seventy Nine
Chapter One Hundred and Eighty
Sequel

Chapter Fifty

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By 17goingunder

Aurora

"And what are ya meant to be?" I asked, squinting as my eyes ran over my boyfriend, studying his attire. One of Jess' friends was having a Halloween party and had invited us all.

"A vampire, ini?" He shrugged as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, pulling a set of fake teeth out of his back pocket and shoving them in his mouth. "See."

"Poor effort, Fender," Harlow taunted.

"You've literally just covered yourself in fake blood and ripped a school top up!" Sam scoffed, his words muffled by the toy teeth.

"Babe, ya've not got a leg to stand on here," I teased, pulling him to sit next to me and wrenching the plastic from his mouth gently, Joe and Drew snorting at their friend's expense as they sat down.

"What're ya trying to say?" he scoffed, folding his arms across his chest with a pout.

"You're not fooling anyone," I laughed.

"We all know ya bought them about two hours ago and if ya didn't, shame on ya," Harlow cackled.

"Alreet like," he whined.

"What are yous arguing about now?" Jess snorted, leaning over the back of the sofa we were sitting on.

"Just telling Sam how shite his costume is," Harlow grinned.

"Aye, what are ya meant to be, Sam?" she frowned.

"A vampire!" he exclaimed in exasperation, pulling the fake, plastic teeth from my hand.

"Alreet, no need to shout," she muttered.

"I'm gan home," he told me with a huff.

"Ah, grow up," I giggled, elbowing him softly in the side.

"There yous are," Harlow commented as her gaze focussed on Tom and Dean.

"When did yous all get here?" Dean asked with a frown as he surveyed the now full group of people.

"Just now," Drew replied.

Dean nodded, doing a double take when Sam caught his eyes. "Mate, ya know you were meant to dress up, reet?"

"Fuck off," Sam grumbled, sending the rest of the group into a fit of laughter.

"He's a vampire," Harlow told her boyfriend as he sat beside her, curling into his side when he wrapped his arm around her.

"Shite vampire if ya ask us," Tom teased, earning the middle finger from his mate.

"Aw, c'mon now, stop teasing him," I grinned. "Definitely the cutest vampire I've ever seen."

"I'm gan get a fuckin' drink," my boyfriend huffed, ignoring me as he pushed himself up from the sofa.

"Grab me another one, will ya?" I asked with a cheesy smile. Sam rolled his eyes but I could see the small smile tugging at his lips. He knew our teasing was in jest. Well, maybe not Harlow's but that was a different story. Jess nabbed Sam's seat as soon as he was out of sight, only to be removed by Tom, who quickly repositioned her on his lap.

"Really?" she grumbled sarcastically, although her wrapping her arm around his shoulders disproved her annoyance.

"Aye, I'd like to sit down an' all," he told her before turning to me. "Y'alreet, pipsqueak? You're looking a lil' pale."

"Cheers, Tom," I scoffed, my jaw dropping slightly.

"It is almost winter and we live in the northeast of England, babe," Jess pointed out.

"Not pale like she hasn't seen the fuckin' sun, I mean she don't look very well," he snorted.

"It's probably just the makeup." I shrugged off his concern. In all honesty, I was feeling a little lightheaded but I didn't want a bit of dizziness to ruin my night.

"What's probably just the makeup?" Dean inquired.

"Urgh, nowt!" I groaned.

"It's not nowt, she looks ill," Tom stressed.

"Ya do a bit," Dean muttered.

"It's just her makeup," Harlow frowned.

"See!" I exclaimed. "Tom, Dean, I love yous both, but I'm fine."

"Why wouldn't you be?" Sam questioned as he sidestepped the sofa with two bottles of lager in his hands.

"Cheers," I muttered, groaning as he shifted me to sit down, pulling me into his lap due to the lack of seating. "They reckon I look pale but I'm fine."

"Ya do look a lil' pale, Scarl," he replied whilst studying me carefully.

"I'm fine," I repeated for what felt like the millionth time, tangling my hand in his hair in an attempt to distract him. He didn't broach the topic any further but I could see the disbelieving look on his face. It was the same one he gave me last month at his mam's. Luckily the topic wasn't brought up again and the conversation was diverted to something a little less sombre.

Sam

My concerns for Rory were higher than they had ever been. Yes, I knew she had makeup on but her lips were practically blue and her face as white as a sheet. It was a hard fact to ignore but finding the delicate line between when to confront her and when not to was a hard one to navigate. I knew now wasn't the time or place for it, however, I was concerned that she would pass out at any moment.

It might have been unrelated, but another thing I noticed was the weight that she had lost, especially as she sat on my lap. It felt as though she weighed absolutely nothing. It wasn't something I had fixed on at first but when I took other things into consideration, it became oddly suspicious.

She was regularly complaining of exhaustion and although it was something I never quite believed fully, her morning routine had altered. She had been getting up at half past five almost every day to go running. It was no wonder she was tired all the time. It was something she had neglected to tell me. It was only when Jamie had inquired about her new hobby had I found out, although he was convinced it was an entirely innocent one at that. I wasn't so sure.

I wasn't entirely sure what was going on with her but I was determined to find out. Whatever it was was taking a toll on her and I was desperate to help her no matter how much she resented it.

"Scarl, can we talk?" I whispered to her. I felt her entire body tense and immediately, I regretted my choice of words. I squeezed her hip assuringly and pressed a gentle kiss to her shoulder before she stood from my lap. I watched in concern as she steadied herself, her body swaying like a fragile flower in the wind and her eyes blinking rapidly, quickly standing to stabilise her.

"I'm fine," she assured me before I could open my mouth. It was like she could read my mind, although, my look of concern was probably a dead giveaway. "We'll be back now." The two of us were silent as we made our way outside, the cold chill of the winter air hitting us like a brick. "What's wrong?"

I pursed my lips together as I studied her carefully, resting my hands on her hips as I stared down at her. "Is everything alreet?"

"Is that all ya wanted us for?" she huffed, fiddling with the collar of my t-shirt and avoiding my gaze in the process. "I told ya, I'm fine."

"Cut the bullshit," I told her firmly. "Don't think I didn't notice the way you were swaying just now."

"I just stood up too quickly, Sam, it's perfectly normal," she smiled softly as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

"I'm worried, ya don't look well at all," I sighed. "Ya don't have to lie to us if you don't feel well, ya know. You're allowed to be ill." There was a pregnant pause, silence filling the air around us as she stared at me, her lips pulled into a tight line.

"Alreet," she mumbled. "Maybe I'm not fine... I just feel a bit dizzy, s'all."

"Why didn't ya say anything?" I asked, my brows knitting together. "We can go home if ya like."

"I don't wanna," she pouted.

"But if you're feeling dizzy-"

"This is why I didn't say nothing," she groaned lightly. "I don't wanna go home. We're all having a nice time. It's just a little light-headedness, nothing super serious."

I wasn't entirely convinced. "You'll tell us if it gets worse?" I inquired.

"Yes."

"No more drinking either," I told her sternly.

"Aw, Sam," she grumbled.

"I'm serious, Scarl," I spoke. "It's only gan make you worse and I don't want ya to end up in the bloody hospital."

"I know," she sighed. "Fine, no more drinking."

"Thank you," I smiled softly, pressing my lips against her forehead in a gentle kiss. "C'mon, let's go back inside."

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