"Y|N I-I'm sorry can we please talk this out?"
"NO, just yesterday you told ME That you loved me, That I was your everything BUT HERE YOU ARE IN BED WITH ANOTHER FUCKING WOMAN!!"
"I-I just didn't feel our spark anymore"
"You could have just told me that INSTEAD OF CHEATING ON ME!! WE ARE OVER!!"
ᵂʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈⁱᵈ ʷᵃˢ ᵘⁿᶠᵒʳᵍⁱᵛᵃᵇˡᵉ ʸᵘʲⁱ ᴵᵗᵃᵈᵒʳⁱ
〈○☔︎𝐘𝐮𝐣𝐢 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫☔︎○〉
⛈Angst⛈
⇣★𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰★⇣
𝕐|ℕ'𝕤 𝕡𝕠𝕧
I was walking around town excited because today is me and my boyfriend, 3 years adversely. I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with joy and happiness I loved my boyfriend dearly he is always the highlight of my day. I'm planning on surprising him with gifts and a nice home-cooked meal, after all the best way to a man's heart is through his stomach. I giggled to myself that was always such a funny saying to me.
The best part about this is I have a great amount of time to prepare. Yuji was currently out on a solo mission he told me he would be home around 9:36 PM I even asked
Gojo-sensai if I could borrow his credit card he, of course, said yes he was pretty much rich. I soon made my way to the grocery store. I knew exactly what to cook Yuji his favorite meal, a rice bowl with food on top. along with noodles, it's always been one of his favorite meals I walked up to the store windows to find that the store was currently closed. I sighed a bit knowing I would have to go to a different grocery store taking up more of my time but it was all right. I looked at my phone to search for a closer grocery store lucky me there is one
16 minutes away from here.
△▽△▽ 𝒯 𝐼 𝑀 𝐸 𝒮 𝒦 𝐼 𝒫 ▽△▽△
Phew, I finally got the ingredients it took so long it was my first time shopping there so I didn't know where a single thing was. Also may have got a chocolate cake as well as icing and candles, yes I know that may be a bit much but it's our anniversary I have to go all out. The next stop was a karaoke machine I know Yuji loves to sing his little heart out it was the first place he took me for a date after all
🎵🗣𝔉𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔎🎶🎤
I was walking downtown with my date Yuji itadori I was pretty nervous but excited this was my first date, and I didn't want to mess it up. We had just gotten something to eat from a fancy restaurant Yuji had told me he wanted to take me to one more stop before he took me home I was happy he wanted to spend time with me. We had finally reached the place he was talking about when arrived the place was and the karaoke bar it's empty. I was confused as the place closed Were we trespassing? I turned to Yuji with a worried expression about to say something until he gave me a very mischievous look in his eyes. Putting a finger over his lips
"I rented out this whole place for you and me no need to worry"
I stood there in a daze for a few seconds
"O-oh thank you for clarification on that matter"
I starched my head sheepishly giggling
Yuji pulled me further inside the karaoke bar I see that the place has rows of chairs I sat in the front row while Yuji head's up on stage grabbing the microphone already pre-set up. I smiled at this the room grew a bit darker than before music soon started to play a very familiar melody I unconsciously started to tap my feet to the beat. I knew this song by heart
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘛𝘸𝘰 𝘰𝘧 𝘜𝘴
𝘣𝘺 𝘉𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘎𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘞𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘵𝘰𝘯 one of my personal favorites.
Yuji soon came back out singing the lyrics
I see the crystal raindrops fall
And the beauty of it all
Is when the sun comes shining through
To make those rainbows in my mind
When I think of you sometime
And I wanna spend some time with you
Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I
We look for love, no time for tears
Wasted water's all that is
And it doesn't make no flowers grow
Good things might come to those who wait
Not for those who wait too late
We gotta go for all we know
Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building them castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I
I hear the crystal raindrops fall
On the window down the hall
And it becomes the morning dew
And darling when the morning comes
And I see the morning sun
I wanna be the one with you
Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
Building big castles way on high
Just the two of us
You and I
Just the two of us
(We can make it, just the two of us)
Let's get it together baby (yeah)
(Just the two of us)
Just the two of us
(We can make it, just the two of us)
(Just the two of us)
(We can make it, just the two of us)
(Just the two of us)
(We can make it, just the two of us)
(Just the two of us)
(We can make it, just the two of us)
(Just the two of us)
(We can make it, just the two of us)
(Just the two of us)
I applaud at his sweet actions I jumped up on stage into his arms he spun me around.
"I love you Yuji itadori"
"I love too Y|N L|N"
〈◦ 𝔢𝔫𝔇 𝔬𝔣 𝔣𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔥 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨〈◦
I felt like I was in heaven while in those loving arms. I had already ordered one online so it should be at the post office I quickly picked it up. And went about my day I was so excited I failed to notice the time it was 6:45 pm about 3 more hours left until Yuji is home.
All that was left were decorations I went to a nearby
"Party City" I went into the store looking for balloons and banners. I ask some of the cow-works for help in locating this decoration this kind of reminds me of a time when Yuji and I were supposed to gather all of Nobora's birthday party decorations but ended up late because we had too much enjoyment and forget about our task Nobora had almost killed me and Yuji. I smiled at this memory of us
I finished paying for all of the items put them in my car and drove off to my house I so I pulled into the driveway of me and Yuji's shared apartment. While unlocking the door I noticed that Yuji's shoes were already there put up on the shoe rack This confused me.
Yuji was already here?? Why hasn't he told? while walking I noticed that there was someone else jacket in the leaving room I herd rocking and moaning coming upstairs from me and Yuji's shared bedroom my eyes widen I bit is
Yuji
Cheating on me??
That thought alone almost made me break down crying but I knew I had to push through my tears right now and find out what's happening. I was so confused I slowy and carefully walked up the stairs I could here everything that's happening clearly I cloud hear Yuji's voice along with another woman's voice I couldn't identify I stepped closer to the door My hands were shaking as I tried to reach for the door knob eventually I opened the door to see Yuji and some random woman the both stopped to look at the door shocked and surprised I felt hot tears about to fall but held them all I could feel was Saddnes everything I knew felt fake and unrealistic I couldn't just think of any reason about why he would do this. I tired to speak but all I could get out was
"Why? Why would you do this yuji?"
Yuji looked heart broken and hit me with a
"I Can explain"
I couldn't take any more and burst out crying
I didn't want to believe that any of this happened that this all was a dream but deep down I knew that all of this was really that Yuji my beloved boyfriend did really betray me after everything we had been through I couldn't take it any more I just couldn't take I ran away from it all
"WAIT Y|N!!!!"
Yuji yelled behind me I didn't give him a glance I could hear his footsteps behind me I didn't want to see him I just wanted him to go away and leave!! I was about to open the front door until Yuji grabbed my arm
"Please just let me explain don't go!"
Yuji said desperate
I glared at him with cold and unloving eyes
"I couldn't give two shits about what you have to say to me, you can't defend the fact that you
Slept with another woman behind my back,instead of telling me to my face that you didn't want to be in a relationship with me anymore."
Yuji looked down ashamed by his actions he didn't even have the courage to answer you
You slapped him out of anger
"WHY!? YUJI WHY!? WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 3 YEARS!? JUST YESTERDAY YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVED ME TO THE MOON AND BACK!! BUT HERE YOU ARE FUCKING SOME RANDOM ASS BITCH!! BEHIND MY BACK"
I could see the shock on Yuji's pathetic lying face he has seen me get mad but never this mad and it hurt me that I had to yell at him but I had to get this off of my chest.
"I really did love you Yuji we really could have been something great, but you threw it all for what!? Did what we have even mean anything to you!?"
"You threw it all away For what?? tell me!? Why??"
"TELL ME WHAT YOU THREW IT ALL AWAY FOR!!!?"
I ran away not looking back,it soon started to rain I couldn't bare see him anymore
I felt broken I felt vulnerable I felt on edge
I needed feel the warmth of someone the comfort that Yuji hadn't give. Me in the longest
I know someone who can do that for me I know someone who would be willing to do that for me no matter what an old friend of mine
𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢 𝐅𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐨
I had finally made in front of his dorm I had found Fushigouro outside of his dorm room with an umbrella in his hand I smiled a bit knowing that I would have Fushigoruo by my side when I needed him most
" FUSHIGORUO!!"
I yelled
He immediately turned in my derection
"Y|N!"
He looked worried
"FUSHIGORUO!!"
I yelled happily/relieved I ran to him and jumped into his arms he caught me mid air
I cried in to Fushigoruo arms
"Y|N what's wrong?? your crying "
Fushigoruo asked worried about me This caused me to giggle a bit I was just happy to be in someone's company.
"Your soaked let's get you inside so you don't catch a cold"
Fushigoruo said talking me inside
"Thanks so much Fushigoruo I really do appreciate"
He smiled
Once we had gotten into Fushigoruo dorm room he gave me a pair of his clothes to use and told me to take a warm shower. I couldn't thank him enough
Being in the shower gave me lots of time to think and reflect on what's happening Yuji had really threw away the bond we shared for some random girl a bunch of questions fooled my mind
How long has he been cheating??
Why didn't he just tell me!?
Him doing it behind my back hurt even more!
What did I do wrong!!?
I stepped out of the shower a bit saddened by this question that were go through my head I just couldn't believe someone I loved and cared for would treat me like this.I walked out of the bathroom to see Fushigoruo in the kitchen making some microwave noodles
"Hey Fushigoruo you think I could vent to you,only if it's not too big of deal"
Fushigoruo chuckled a bit by your shyness
"Of course Y|N I'm here to listen"
He smiled sweetly at you
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ƳⓊｊ𝒾'Ŝ ρ𝐨ν
It's been 5 months since Y|N had left me, I've felt so alone since she left me I couldn't help but feel hopeless without her. The fact that I had hurt someone that had so much value in my life I miss her so much her touch her voice her face.
She's really gone I can't contact her anymore I tried apologizing to her for my wrong doings. But I couldn't she had move on... I really do have to to come to terms with the fact that.....
𝙒𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧
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Hey guys hope you enjoyed this was my first every angst I hope it wasn't to cringe 😅 I tried my best capture the feelings of heartbreak Sorry for the hold up a lots has change I moved locations and I have so much more school work but I hoped you aren't to disappointed I try to post as soon as I can Love you who support me also 216 reads!? I'm so honored thank all to who read my awful writings hope you enjoyed goodbye for now
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