GIN'S POV
That little hairy thing is disturbing my sleep. I was about to switch my position when I feel a heavy arms and legs all around my waist and thigh... Wait... What!? I have a man beside me... I'm about to shout only to realized what had happened last night. Shit! For the second time, I freely gave him myself and a reason to boast himself. Oh.. I'm such a perv!.. Kung bakit kasi hindi ko mapigilan yung kalandian ko....! Paano na to? Nakakahiya talaga...! Hinay hinay kong tinanggal yung braso at binti nya sa katawan ko... I need to get out of here... Hindi pa ako nakabangon ng bigla nya akong niyakap ulit at mas lalo pa nyang hinigpitan.
"Hmmm... I thought you wanted to sleep..." he murmured..
"Yes.. ahm No!... I just want get some sleep at my home.." pilit kong tinatanggal yung yakap nya...
"You will sleep here. We have to get up early for Tagaytay.. Now sleep.." he kissed my forehead.
"Ashton, I have to go home... I didn't packed up yet.." sabi ko...
"It doesn't matter. We'll go shopping before we go to Tagaytay."
"But I want to go home... It's okay, if you can't take me home, I can handle myself." Pilit ko pa ring tinatanggal yung braso nya...
"God, woman! Why can't you just stay here and get some sleep?! It's 4 o'clock for pete's sake!..."
"No! I told you, don't oblige yourself. I can go home without your help...." Bigla na akong tumayo at isa isa kong pinulot yung nahubad kong damit..
"Why are you so stubborn? Was it really hard for you to sleep here?" tanong nya habang nagbibihis na din...
"What are you doing? I said---"
"I'll take you home!" hindi na nya ako pinatapos sa litanya ko... Nauna na syang lumabas... Tahimik lang syang nagmamaneho, na badtrip ko yata. Gusto kong umuwi sa kadahilanang nahihiya ako sa sarili ko. Ilang beses ko na kasing sinabi sa sarili ko na never will I fall from his charms pero tuluyan na akong ginupo ng mga halik nya. I don't know what to do anymore. And I'm sure after what we've shared again, there is no way I can't escape. I'm scared what might happen if I'll continue having an affair with him. I have so many doubts, I have so many what ifs. I dreamed of having a relationship with someone like him.. tall, dark and handsome not to mention a billionaire. Alam ko naman na hindi sya yang tipong nagseseryoso sa babae. Na pag napagsawaan ka na, he'll totally dumped you. Ayaw kong mangyari yun, but then I'll just face the consequence when that time comes. Bahala na... Napapiksi ako nung magsalita sya.
"Where is your apartment? Lead me the way", he asked. His eyes were still fixed in the road. Sinabi ko na lang yung address ko at saka tumahimik ulit.
"Kung bakit kasi nagpupumilit kang umuwi, when you can sleep at mine." My eyes widened.. Gosh, did I hear it right?? He's speaking tagalong? And to think na nag-no-nosebleed na ako sa pag-i-ingles pag kausap sya.
"Nag-tatagalog ka rin pala. Hindi mo man lang sinabi." I said frowning..
"You're not asking. Why should I bother?" nakataas kilay nyang sabi.
"Whatever." I just roll my eyes. Hindi na ulit kami nag usap pwera lang pag tinatanong nya yung direksyon.. We've reached my apartment after 20 minutes of driving. Before I can grab the door handle, he opened it for me sabay lahad ng kamay nya. Lumabas ako ng hindi inaabot yung kamay nya. I heard him sigh. I murmured my thanks as I open the gate, pero bago ko man maisara yun bigla syang pumasok. At nauna pa syang naglakad papuntang pintuan ko.
"Give me your keys", he demanded.
"What are you doing?!" I hissed
"You can't sleep at my place, then I'll sleep here. Keys?" sabay lahad ng kamay nya.
"There is no way you will sleep here Lorenzo".
"Enough of your bitchiness Babe. I'm going to sleep here and that's final. I'm also tired now. We still have a trip in 3 hours time." Inagaw na lang nya yung susi sa kamay ko sabay bukas ng pinto. Pinauna muna nya akong makapasok saka ko binuksan yung ilaw. Napangiwi ako ng maamoy ko yung apartment ko, amoy sigarilyo. Yeah right I forgot to clean the ashtray. There's an annoyance on his face ng tumingin sya sa akin. Oh well, it's a big turn off siguro. Hinagis ko sa sofa yung purse ko, nakalimutan ko pala yung blazer ko sa bar. I headed to the kitchen and take a pitcher of cold water, ignoring his stare. Pagbalik ko sa sala, nakatayo pa rin sya still eyeing on me. I open the exhaust fan, good thing this apartment had it.
"You smoke?" tipid nyang tanong.
"Yeah. Why? Did I disappoint you? Well, my doors open so you can leave."
"No. I also find it sexy..... Anyway, you can smoke occasionally but don't make it a daily habit."
"No way. No one's ever tried to stop me even my parents."
"I'm not telling you to stop it. I have no right I know. I'm just saying.. It's not good to your health. Let's go to your bedroom. Haven't you sleepy now? We can remedy that." he grinned. I know what's on his mind.
"And I'm just saying too... At least, it's clear. There's no remedy for that, coz I'm already sleepy." Yeah, its really loud and clear, he have no right kasi wala naman talaga syang balak to have a right on me. We're just playing fire in here. That thought saddened me. I headed towards my room without noticing that naughty smile on his lips. Kumuha lang ako ng pantulog ko saka pumunta sa bathroom. Ayaw ko rin nman kasi syang patulugin sa sofa kasi ang laking tao nya, nakakahiya din nman na sa sahig. Ano pa ba ang iaarte ko eh we made more than just kissing and we already shared a bed twice. I took a new towel and handed it to him as I got out from the bathroom. He kissed me bago nya kinuha yung towel sa kamay ko. Napailing na lang ako.. I put a pillow in between, nakakatawa man isipin pero wala na talaga akong tiwala sa sarili ko. I'm so tired and sleepy now, hindi ko na sya inantay na makatapos. I open the lampshade at the bedside table. I heard him chuckles and shit naka-boxers lang sya. I just pretended to be asleep. Tinanggal nya yung nilagay kong mga unan sa gitna saka niyakap ako. He kissed me on my cheek as he murmur his goodnight.
Nagising ako ng maramdaman ko na may humahalik sa akin.
"Good morning sleepyhead." He take a peck on my lips.
"Morning..." I yawned. Shit! Bigla kong natutop yung bibig ko. Baka meron akong morning breath, gosh!
"Why?" he confusedly ask while he kissed me again.
" Don't kiss me, I didn't brush my teeth yet."
"Hey. I like the smell of your morning breath. It's still sweet and I'm addicted on it." He smiles showing his perfect teeth. Damn! How come he's much more handsome in the morning.?
"What time is it?" I asked as I ready myself to get up.
"It's 9 in the morning."
"What?! Then how come you didn't wake me up? We're going to be late... What are you thinking Mr. Lorenzo? Gosh!" Dali dali akong bumangon.
"I hate to wake you up babe. I know you're tired and it's my fault. So, don't worry, we're not going to be late." Inirapan ko lang sya bago lumabas ng kwarto. I headed to the bathroom after I brush my teeth. Hindi ko na sya pinansin after kong magshower.
"Don't wear something formal today. Dress up comfortably" Bilin nya.
I chose to wear my high waist black leggings, paired it with a white cotton sando na until waistline ko yung haba and put my skinned tone sandals. I start packing my clothes for business and yeah of course I wouldn't miss to bring a bikini. I know Tagaytay highlands had some amenities to be enjoy with including a pool. I only took a few research of the place and from the look at it, I already love the place. I always love traveling and the first thing I consider is the pool or the beach. After packing, I decided to get out of my room only to find out that Ashton was still on his boxers. Oh yeah, sarili nya lang pala yung dala nya kagabi. Ang tigas kasi ng ulo.
"Are you planning just to sit there Mr. Lorenzo?" I asked.
"Drop that formality, I'm not enjoying it anymore. And didn't I tell you to dress up what's comfortable?"
"Whatever. Yeah, I heard you... and this is what I'm comfortable with."
"Well, its not. I don't want any assholes ogling my woman", nakapamewang na sabi nya.
"I am not your woman.!
"You are mine and no one would ever dare to change that." Mariin nyang sabi...
"Oh. Why? Are you going to marry me?" Are you mr lorenzo? Half of me was hopeful.
"Hey, is marriage been on your mind when we had sex?..I am sorry but Im not a marrying type. All i know is that your special to me..." I suddenly froze with that revelation. I winced a little but managed to composed myself.
"O-of course not. You flatter yourself too much Lorenzo. There is no way I'll marry someone like you." Sabay irap sa kanya. Tumawa lang sya sa sinabi ko pero pinili na din nyang hindi sumagot. I just stare outside the window busying myself to wander around the chaotic and busy streets of ayala. I'm only his plaything. Just a thought of it makes me want to cry, my chest tightened as the tears slowly verged into my eye but suddenly wipe it away. Argh! Hindi dapat ako nasasaktan kasi kasalanan ko din nman. Pumasok ako sa ganitong sitwasyon dapat kaya ko. Good thing nag pi-pills ako, ayaw kong mabuntis ng walang kasiguraduhan.