Lust Actually

Chapter 2

Gin's POV  continuation....

----Beginning of flashback--------

Four months ago....

"Hey", untag sa akin ng kaibigan kong si Jenny...

"Hey, whats up? Kanina ka pa ba dito?" Jenny Alonzo is a friend since highschool and been a very close friend until now. Her family owns almost half of commercial center here in Cebu and also owns the newly opened hotel in Mactan.

"Hmmm nah, just came in. Naglalasing ka na naman yata", puna nya sa beer na hawak hawak ko.

"Hahaha no i am not, just a little bit alcohol to wash away stress", kinindatan ko sya.

"Alam mo ikaw kung hindi lang talaga kita kilala iisipin kong tomboy ka, look at yourself sexy ka nga but when you held that can of beer daig mo pa yung lalake. Compose yourself Gin, we're not getting younger here. And besides broken hearted ka lang.. Its not like the end of the world"... Mahaba nyang litanya....

"Hey, you came here just to said that?  Seriously huh Jen? Im perfectly doing good and besides, i'm just having fun here... Come on, grab your drinks its on me". sabay tungga ko sa beer habang sinasabayan ko yung tugtog ng banda. Its friday night and nandito ulit ako sa isang branch ng bar kung saan pag aari ko. No one knows, except for my employees and jen of course. I'm bored and broken hearted thats what i feel right now, i needed to find something that can help me forget, something fun... Just what the hell is happening to me? Fuck love, fuck this night.. I'm already worn out with working at my own business... It was enjoyable at first but i just woke up one day that its not fun anymore... Maybe because i've been partying since i took highschool... And maybe I'm fucking asshole too..

"Come on babe, lets dance ", untag ni jenny sa akin... I grinned, "Kani kanina lang kung makasermon ka ha? Let's go", sabay hila sa kanya...

We've been dancing for an hour and lalo yata akong nahihilo, damn hindi ko na mabilang kung nakailang beer na ako, its not that i'm a drunkard but yeah admittedly I just love drinking hard...

"Let's go back to our sit muna jen", kayag ko sa kaibigan ko...

"Nah, you go first, be there after this one", makahulugang sabi nya sabay kindat sa akin. Hmm i smell something fishy again... Jen, always like that when she found someone's attractive.

"Oh alright, well i guess i'll settle with the beer then, you better be good babe or else you'll end up in different bed... again hahaha", tawa ko sabay talikod.

"Whatever you say montanez.. You better not too", sabay tawa din ni jen. Napailing na lang ako at bumalik na sa pwesto ko. Liberated si jen kaya minsan napagkakamalan din akong ganun. Nakapagboyfriend din naman ako like i mean im fresh from break up and we've not reach to be so intimate. Im not that conservative though but i just dont feel like doing sex or whatever.. Nag order ulit ako ng beer, this time pinalagay ko na sa baso.

After half an hour, i'm feeling tipsy and grab one shot of whiskey.. Nah a couple of shots and goes a third one. Wheeww! There! I'm feeling good. I'm about to open my purse to get a stick of cigarette when i feel that someone sit beside me and oh he's so damn hot.! Wait.. He's not my freaking ex right?? Pinilig ko ang ulo ko at hinarap ang paghahanap ng sigarilyo ko... Where's that damn pack, anyway?!

"One drink for this lovely lady here in black dress", order ng isang lalaki. Hindi ko pinansin though i heard his voice so sexy. Wala nang laman yung shot glass sa harapan na agad namang sinalinan ng waiter. I was about to stand when I bumped into his hard chest...Aww..

"Wha the-- ?" Sabay tingala ko sa lalaking nakatitig sa akin... OMG., my heart beats faster, and why not? This guy has a killer smile, those lips so adorable i feel like i wanted to kiss them. And the scents... shit! I'm really a sucker of fresh scents... And oh he's so gorgeous too i'd love to cuddle with this man. This is the first time that I can describe a man even when you made me do it in writing.. He's just so... perfect! Napalunok ako ng sunod sunod habang nakatingin sa kanya.

"You can kiss it, if you want miss. I wont mind", he chuckled. Bigla akong natauhan.

"Oh", did I really blushed? Hmmm I looked up and I suddenly put my arms around his neck and whispered, "You sure? I'd love to." Aw silly me.. did I just say that? Blame it to the bartender then. Tinanggap ko na rin yung in-offer nyang free drink... Despite of being broken-hearted just a week  ago, seems like a bad thing for me.. I'm getting laid right at this very moment... I can sense it.. Tiningala ko ulit sya while sipping at my whiskey glass. 

"It will be my pleasure baby...", then suddenly he claimed my lips. I gasped, its totally a new feeling to me I feel like Im losing my mind with just a kiss. I open my mouth to protest but he just slip his tongue inside and it drove me wild... At the back of my mind I want to push him but I decided to enjoy the kiss for a while, yeah for a while... He's starting to caress my back down to my thighs while he was kissing me hard and passionately... Im so drowned then suddenly he stopped...

"Let's get out of here", he said habol namin ang aming hininga... I suddenly felt the urge of wanting to be laid right there and then. Fuck hormones!

Hinila nya ako palabas ng bar habang yung isa nyang kamay hindi binibitawan yung bewang ko. That's a wild kiss in there, and first time kong ginawa in public place... Oh God, ganun sya kagaling humalik na hindi ko namalayang nawawala na ako sa tamang pag iisip. And maybe dala na din sa init na nagmumula sa alak or maybe because... argghh whatever... Nagpatianod na lang ako sa kanya I dont exactly know where he's heading, i just stare at him while he's driving. This man is so beatiful, a pointed nose, those pink and wet lips (talbog yung labi ko dito), those argentine eyes, perfect jawline with a fine stubble in it....

"Like it?", he smile... I swallow hard, napansin nya palang nakatingin ako sa kanya. I smiled back na pinapungay pa lalo yung mata ko habang kagat kagat yung lower lip ko and I nod. Gosh, hindi ko alam kung saan nanggaling yung pagiging blunt and showy ko but the hell? I don't mind even if i lose my virginity in one night and with a total stranger, after all Im sure we will not see each other again and Im so much curious how it really feels. I should have tried it with my ex though but nah I feel the need tasting this hot guy more... No offense to my ex he's also one hell of a hunk too but a conceited one. But I like this guy so much that I so love kissing him. Ipinilig ko na lang ang ulo ko dahil sa mga dumadaloy na pantasya at galak sa utak ko.

Pagkababa namin sa kung saang hotel man yun, bigla nya akong sinunggaban sa elevator pa lang at ayaw kong tumigil sya, hanggang sa dumating na kami sa hotel room nya.

"Hey wait, may I know your name before this?", medyo nahihiya ko pang tanong. Tumawa siya ng pagkalakas lakas.

"Sure baby, sure. I'm Ash and you are?"

"Gin", tipid kong sabi habang kinakagat ko na naman yung labi ko.

"It's great to know you Gin", sabay yukod nya, and I totally blushed with that gesture.

"So, may I?", tanong nya. Hindi na nya ako hinintay na magsalita at bigla na lang akong kinarga at unti unti kong naramdaman yung paglapat ng likod ko sa malambot na kama. We start to undress our clothes and our inners hanggang sa wala ng natira. We kissed hungrily as if there will be no tomorrow. I want to satisfy him kahit alam kong sobrang katangahan yung gagawin ko and it will be the biggest mistake I've done in my life. Bahala na, one night won't change me but that one certain night I'll probably and definitely won't forget.

------ End of flashback-----------