MAJOR TW: Suicide
Yeah, sorry.
I return after a full year. So basically a recap of what happened to me and my disappearance.
I tried to kill myself twice in the past year. I used, and still am, a person with huge issues to solve. I used to write this book as a way to basically vent everything that was going on. From the abusive relationship to my desire to be loved and have people around me.
I read the story to realize that I used to be at a really terrible place at that moment. But now, I'm better. I've come to understand that I need to take the first step to a better future.
I spent so long depending on an abusive ex that I practically couldn't live without him. The bond I had with him was so toxic, that it turned everything I loved rotten. I dropped out of college for him. Gave everything I had only for him to leave me and ruin who I was as a person.
But now, I'm better. I am finally returning with this newfound experience and will be overcoming the obstacles I made for myself.