It was 5 am now, 3 hrs from the time she left, Karan was going crazy of not finding where she was. He was calling her again and again but her mobile was still switched off. Without having any choice, he called her parents early in the morning, before he could ask anything, they asked him y teja mobile was switched off.
Karan " voh baba, she is sleeping,I think her phone was off. Mein dhekti hu, I will let her talk to u later, u both take care, byeee"
He cut the call and a lone tear escaped his already red eyes.
Nikhil " bhai, let's call ritesh. May be he knows "
Karan called ritesh
Karan " Ritesh "
Rit '' hai bhai "
Karan " Ritesh, Ek help hai.., does ladoo have any shoot today. Did she told something to you about coming back soon "
Ritesh " what r u talking bhai, she took 3 days off , she completed all her schedule.. She said it was a mini vacation with you and wanted to enjoy it"
Every word of him was picking his heart, he was ashamed of himself for spoiling her day off like this.
Karan " Ritesh, unexpected things happened here and she left from here without informing anyone. Her mobile is also switched off, I really have no idea where she is. She is not in Mumbai, I called her parents, they r not aware of this. Don't say them for now. Is there any way to find her location "
Ritesh " bhai, she definitely won't come Mumbai. We need to think her alternative go to places.. N once her phone gets on, we can trace her location bhai "
Karan " Her alternative place.. What is it.." He was thinking something and suddenly it strikes him where she can be. He just want a confirmation now.
Karan " I guess I know where she is.. I will let u know if I am right "
He immediately called his friend and asked to check her name in flight to Goa last night. He was waiting for the call from his friend
Airport guy " yes karan, u r right. She had boarded to Goa at 2.30 am flight. She must have reached by now "
Karan '' thanks man.. Thanks for the help"
He was relieved by now that she has went to her home in Goa. He immediately booked his ticket to goa and asked Nikhil to manage things here. He met his friend and congratulated him for the wedding and said he need to rush somewhere for important work.
He took the morning flight by 8 am and reached Goa by 10.40 am. He took taxi and reached their house. He ringed the bell but no one opened the door. He tried calling her but her mobile was still switched off. He wanted to see her once after their yesterday incident. He banged the door slowly
" Laddoo Pls... Pls open the door. Jitna maarna hai marlo, mujhse baat bhi mat Karo but Pls open the door ladoo. Pls I want to see you laddoo. R u fine my bacha.. Pls listen to me once laddoo "
He was trying to stop his tears , still begging her to open the door. To his shock the door opened but Wat he didn't expected was a guy opened the room and he stood straight opposite to Karan.
Teja came from behind and looked at karan. Karan diverted his attention to her, she was looking pale, her eyes are puffy which told the story of her cries.
Teja " Thank you for coming with me Arjit at this early morning. "
Arjit " call me if u have any trouble "
He said and hugged her sideways glaring at karan. Karan was not absolutely okay with the sight, he was angry but his prime concern was to look after her.
Arjit left the place and karan hugged Teja immediately entering the house.
Karan " I was scared, I was very scared, I though I lost you, I was very afraid of losing you. Pls baby, listen to me, I m sorry I hurted you but Pls listen to me. I m sorry for not listening to ur side, I know u wouldnt have done that intentionally, I m sorry I didn't let u talk. I was about to ask you and then u again pushed her, I was shocked first then I spit shit on anger. Pls Maaf Kardo mujhe.. Kuch bolo laddoo, dato mujhe, scream at me, but don't be silent. I m sorry I couldn't see the whole truth of them, I m ashamed to call them my friends, the moment I realized this all their plan, I broke everything with them. I m sorry for hurting you. I know I m at fault, u can do anything with me but pls dont be silent. Talk to be, shout at me. J am ready to do anything for you Pls "
She pulled apart and looked into his eyes
Teja " U will do anything? "
Karan " yes yes please ladoo Maaf kardo.. I will do anything for you baby "
Teja " stay away from me "
Those 4 words from her mouth felt like a slap to him, he stood there as if a bucket of ice cold water was poured on him.
Karan " what r u saying ladoo "
He was shocked to hear that from her. He was still trying to think all this is a nightmare for them.
Teja "joh apne sunaiya, stay away from me Mr. Karan Kundrra "
Karan "no no no, laddoo ye kya bolrahe hai.. No bby i can never be able to stay away from you. I can't live without you laddo.. Pls say anything else but don't dare to say this. How can you ask me to stay away laddoo when you know I cant able to even breath without you.. "
He cupped her cheeks " baby I love you, I know I made a mistake, pls I will try everything to make u forgive me. But don't say this please "
Teja removed his hands and turned around " u said u will do anything.. So do this. I want sometime for me.. I need to think and decide for myself now. I don't want you in my space karan. Stay away from me "
He stepped back when those words left her mouth '' sometime for me, think n decide. Space "
Did she really said this, did I really pushed her to this extent, will she leave me, is she rethinking on her decision , will she go away from me, is this the end. Can't his laddoo come back to me?
All this question was pondering over him and she turned back to look at him. His eyes was closed n were full of tears, he was shivering badly by now. Looking at his face, she realized what she said and he took this in a wrong way. She never meant to rethink her decision about him, but still she need time to gather herself before letting him near. But she don't know y she didn't correct her words for him.
Karan " U want this Teja "
His voice was calm, she closed her eyes and replied " yes "
Karan opened his eyes and she never saw this look on him. She always saw some emotions on his eyes, be it endearment, love, anger, hurt but now there is nothing in his eyes.
Karan " Take care teja, I will wait for you forever. There is no other girl in my life, you may not be the first person but u r the last person in my life. I at least deserve a chance to say what happened teja but it's okay, I am habitual to it. Nah kabhi phele kisine mauka diya, nah aaj. I totally deserve this. Take care.. Bye La.. Sorry Tejasswi "
She closed her eyes and his words hit her heart, is she making a mistake by not giving him a chance. " Nah kabhi phele kisine mauka diya, nah aaj" His words rang in her mind and before she could debate herself, she heard a sound.
He turned to leave and his legs wobbled and a thud was heard ,she immediately turned and saw him lying on floor. She stood rooted for a moment and immediately went near him.
Teja " sunny, it's not time for joke. Pls don't do this to me... Sunny, okay I m giving u a chance, prank mat Karo, Pls uto, sunny stop acting, Its not fine. U r scaring me karan Pls get up "
She grabbed the nearby bottle and sprinkled on him, he didn't wake up. She don't know anyone except Arjit here. She immediately called him and he said he will reach there with a doctor. She kept tapping his cheeks, sprinkling water on his face. His feet started getting cold making her scared more.
Arjit came with a doctor and he immediately lifted karan, settled him on the bedroom. Doctor checks his vitals and did general examination.
Doc " He is very stressed and this seems to a panic attack. Does he had before "
Teja " yes he said he had before 3 years. After his breakup "
Doc " so something must-have triggered him and he got panic attack again. Ms.Tejasswi it's not good for him, it seems to affect his health badly and his breathing is still low. I advise you to get him a master health check up and also keep him de - stressed "
Teja nodded and doc left after giving him injection. He looked so pale, in anger she didnt even notice how he looks. He looked like a mess, a total mess.
Karan whispered laddoo in his sleep and she immediately moved towards him.
Teja " I m here , sleep "
Karan held her hand tightly and his eyes drooped.
Arjit " he is totally a mess without you teju di. When I saw him I just wanted to trash him for hurting you but then one look into his eyes, I can see he is regretting everything he did. I don't know what happened between you two, but I shud say he is also hurting like you. As a man I know how he is feeling now, it's your decision now to be with him or stay alone now "
Arjit was pra classmate and a very good friend of him. He saw Teja in airport yesterday and by looking at her state, he can understand that something is wrong and after requesting her many times, she allowed him to come with her and he stayed with her for sometime as a support.
Teja " I was so hurt by his actions, but I do realize I need to give him a chance to speak. Meine Kuch cheeze boli which triggered his past and he is in this condition bcoz of that. "
Her tears started to flow and Arjit immediately side hug her to comfort her.
Arjit " di pls don't cry, he will be fine "
Teja " he shud be.. Mein nahi jee sakta uske bina "
Arjit " He is in the same condition as of you. U need to be strong for him.. N haan Di don't let him go just bcoz he is sick. Punish him, beat him and do whatever u want"
Teja " Ofc I will.. He have to face the evil Teja now.. Bohot Shauk haina Kuch bhi karneke, I will make u regret the words Mr. Kundrra "
She smirked and Arjit knows his sister is back.
Arjit " we like this sister more than sad and grumpy teja.. OK bye mein chalta hu.. Call me if u need anything "
Teja nodded and he left the room.
Teja looked at him, sighed and left to prepare some soup for him.
Karan woke up after sometime and he looked at the surrounding. He sighed knowing he was in their room.
Karan p.o.v" where is she, shud I call her. Do I have that right on her now. Shud I stay here.. But she said she wanted space, karan u need to give her space if she wants. U already hurted her, don't hurt her more. It's ur punishment, u need to stay away from her now. Mushkil nahi naamumkin hai, phir bhi.. U deserve this karan. Don't disappoint her now and leave from here "
He stood up to her and tried taking bag.
" What r u doing "
He turned to see her standing with a cute frown on her face. He admired her face for sometime and immediately realized he lost that right now. She isn't his ladoo at least for now.
" Meine Kuch pucha "
He again looked at her and sighed " I m leaving "
Teja frowned more and came to him.
Teja " u remember anything happened "
Karan " hmm.. I was leaving and suddenly everything blacked out, saans nahi Le paarahe thi. After that I don't know. I woke up n saw I was lying in ur bed "
" Ur bed " was like a cringe word to her at that moment, her everything was also his and this is the same bed where they made love many times.
Teja " doctors advised u shud not stress yourself now. U had a panic attack and u know this is not first time. "
Karan " I know Teja, I m sorry for disturbing you. I will take care of myself and dont worry I was leaving now "
She felt enough hearing his nonsense
Teja " Ek chaped kayegi merese "
Karan " hain " he looked confused
Teja " kya hain.. What do u think of urself and what the hell u think you r doing Mr. Kundrra "
Karan " u wanted me to leave. U want to have ur me time and mei kon hota hu abhi. U wanted space from me Teja, there is nothing more for me to understand than this. I m giving you what u wanted "
Teja was getting annoyed every moment by him " agar mein bolungi building ki upar se ghus Jao toh kya ghusjaogi "
Karan " haan karungi , ye zindagi Tera hai.. Tereliye jaan bhi kurban kardunga "
Teja got emotional listening him " toh phir mera kya , mein kya karungi, Kisi aur se shaadi karu "
He gulped his lump formed, he don't even want to imagine her with any other man.
Teja come forward and looked into his eyes " bolo, shud I marry someone else. sochlo, he will touch me, kiss me, grab my waist and pull me closer anddddd "
Her words left unspoken as he grabbed her waist and pulled her closer, kissed her hard. He was getting angry even at the thought of what she said, he was biting her lips and she was moaning in his mouth. He left her lips feeling breathless and grabbed her neck, biting on to it, left a prominent hickey.
Karan " socha bhi mat. Don't u dare even put the thought of any men in ur mind , don't speak rubbish "
Teja composed herself ,after sometimes ' I m not speaking rubbish, it's you who is rubbish here. Kya kya bola tune.. Disturbing, leaving, abiding to my words.. Kya sochkar raka hai tune, u think u will do anything and I will stay quiet. Yes, I told you to stay away, I said I want space bcoz I was hurt. I was hurt that u prioritize someone over me., u screamed at me infront of a bitch who challenged to snatch u away from me. I hurted her bcoz she was speaking rubbish about you but what u did, u took her side over me and called me a brat. Shud I show you how much of brat I am. Do you even realize that u r taking me for granted. Just bcoz I understand you everytime that doesn't mean it was not hurting me. It hurts me when u keep quiet on ur friends taunt. I will never come between you and ur friend, at the same time I expect them to give me respect and if no, I expected u to defend me there. But what u did, u were silent. Haan okay manliya ki unko Humare baremein Kuch bhi nahi pata but tereko pata haina mein kaise hu. U think I can hurt someone bcoz I was jealous, n what make u think that I will do that. Listen to me clearly Karan kundrra, yes I m possesive for you and I get jealous seeing you with other girls but never for once I thought to harm someone bcoz of that. I was not brought up that way. That bitch, how she is now. Is she fine karan, y r u here , u shud be with that nymphomaniac who wanted to sleep with you. Y r u not with her. Oh u said u realized her plan right. Kab Karan, after u broke me apart, after u left me crying n went with her, after i saw how u kept her above me. Isn't her plan was successful. See, she drifted us apart. I said something which I never dreamt of saying to you and u r ready to stay away bcoz of ur guilt trip. Right.. "
Karan stood silent listening to everything. She was right, he sometime take her for granted coz he knew watever it is she won't leave him. But today, he face the reality of what will happen when get burst out, he can bear anything in this world but not losing her. Her words today left a deep impact of him and he knows now he is afraid of losing her.
Karan " a mere sorry can change nothing but still I m really sorry. It was not my intention to leave u alone or taken u for granted. I didn't wanted u with them becoz from the beginning I found they r not happy with ur presence. I chuckled it thinking bcoz they don't know you, they r not ready to accept you as of now. I didn't stay quiet teja, I defended you and most important thing is their opinion or words doesn't matter to me. U r my laddoo, I know how u r, just bcoz they say u r not the one for me, I m never going to agree to it. If there is someone who can love me to the world then thats you and you r the only one I ever wanted to be with for lifetime. I never saw u just as my girlfriend, I always look at you like a man who look at his women, his betterhalf, his wife. U r that important in my life Teja. I repeat again I never had any feelings towards Sayesha, even before it was just a fling and one night stand, I don't justify my actions but I can't erase my deeds as well. When I saw her yesterday, I was only thinking of her as a friend, nothing more than that. I even told her I was uncomfortable with her closeness. When I saw u holding her, I was shocked to see the furious eyes of yours and trust me I didn't believe what she said. I was only trying to calm the situation. When you pushed her away again, I saw u r getting out of control and I shouted at you to bring u back to sense. I never wanted to hurt you. I left with her bcoz I wanted to confront her separately. After confronting her, I understood this was all their plan and we unknowingly acted to it their way. I then realized what I said to you and immediately rushed to see you but u were not there. U dont kow how scared I was when I doesnt have an idea where u were. I was going mad by thinking what if something happen to you. When I heard that u r here, that's when I finally got to breath and immediately land here. Seeing u infront of me brought the inner peace which was missing from last night. It was never my intention to hurt you Teja but I did, I m sorry. Jab tune bola to stay away from you, I felt my breathing stopped. I couldn't breath. U wanted space, I pushed u this extent. Jis ladki mujhe aajtak space ka s bhi nahi bola, Vahi ladki aise bolrahe hai. I remember once u said, if I m asking or looking for space in a relationship, its the dead end for me. Jab tune aaj mereko ye bola, I lost my everything. U r my everything teja. I can't live without you. Pls I will not even speak to any women here after, I will stay away from everyone but pls don't go away from me. I don't know to live without you now Teja. U r my heart beat and if u stop, I m dead. Please don't leave me laddoo "
He was on his knees in front of her with hands folded and begging her to stay in his life, she kept her hands on her mouth and sobbed harder seeing him vulnerable. She immediately made him stand and hugged him.
Teja ' sunny, calm down love.. Pls don't cry love. Bby just now u woke up, it's not good for health. Pls bby, calm down. I m here with you. Calm down pls "
Karan "please... Do.. Don't. Lea.. Leave. mee..mee.. Lad.. doo. "
He said in between his breath and she rubbed his back
Teja " no sunny, I m not leaving you. How can I leave my baby. I told evrything in angry baby. How can I live without you. I can never be able to.. Pls stop crying. U will fall sick again.. Pls love.. Calm down.. "
He was calm after sometime, she kept hugging him. He sat on the bed and she also sat by putting her legs across his waist. She was kissing his face time to time to calm him down
Karan looked into her eyes after sometime '' I really thought I lost you "
Teja cupped his cheeks " u will never my baby. Mein Jitna bhi ladu, gussa karu, hurt karu, my end is you at the last. U r my end sunny. "
Karan " Don't tell me those things again..I can never be able to hear it "
Teja " I won't. But iska matlab ye nahi ki mein punishment nah du, u have to do everything i say "
Karan " Kuch bhi chalega, bas chipkireh "
He pulled her again and she closed her eyes feeling him and his warmth..
He kissed her head and smiled feeling her smile on his heart.
His laddoo
Her sunny..
Their crazy and intense love..
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Not every relationship is perfect, there come many hurdles on their way, we just need to sail through it to reach the destination..
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