TW: vomiting, puke and being sick, fish
Willes POV:
Fuck.
It's the Simon.
My thoughts raced through my head like they were unstoppable.
All you theories and things that could happen.
All the possibilities that could come true won't let go of my head.
What does he think of me?
I remember that one night that still gives me butterflies.
That whisper was so soft and clear it still makes me tremble.
Since then not a day has passed without this thought.
But of course I couldn't tell anyone.
I definitely don't mean my mother and certainly not Erik.
What should he think of me when I can't get rid of a thought about a boy.
And now he stands right infront of me.
Mouth slightly open and clear he is very surprised. No different from me.
His Lips are slightly parted and I can feel the panic attack coming.
But no.
He means nothing to me.
I hate him wille, I hate him.
His dark brown eyes don't want to break contact with mine.
His jaw is tight and I can see the nervousness in his eyes.
The loud silence around me is surpassed by a voice and none other than Erik's.
"Do you know each other?"
I look over at him and let out a loud "no!" out like I'm about to die.
This no was louder than I thought because suddenly a few people in the background are looking at me, which immediately made me nervous.
I could feel Simon grab my arm-
Harder than I thought because his gentle hand sends a shiver down my spine.
"Me and Wille need to have a discussion about my present."
I give him a questionable look, but not too obvious so that Erik doesn't notice.
Before I could say anything I was pulled away.
As Simon throws me across the room, apparently trying to find a place to talk, I try to ask him things all the time. However, every time I'm close enough, someone pushes me off center.
When we both finally find an empty room where hardly anyone can get in, he lets me go and looks me in the eye.
Something about his expression strikes me as odd because it makes me more excited than I thought.
"Wille.." he exhaled deeply as if he hadn't breathed in hours.
He stands in front of me, eyes fixed on the floor, curls messed up and his breathing uncontrolled.
"Wait how do you know my name?" I asked confused without thinking.
When he rolled his eyes slightly, I knew my question was a bit unnecessary.
I nod to confirm that I know where he got the name from.
Erik told him everything.
"To make it clear." he coughed slightly as he paused.
"We do not know each other."
I nod.
"We will forget what happened at the party. We were both drunk."
I nod again, not even fully agreeing.
I didn't have a single beer at the party other than the one I dropped.
"We're going to walk out of this now and pretend we're friends. New friends to be clear."
And I nod for the last time.
Something tells me I shouldn't always agree with him but I can't help it or else he thinks I'm in love with him.
And I'm not.
We both leave the room, me in the front and he in the back.
As we both set off I dare not even look back.
Because if I do that, I know for a fact it's going to go wrong.
Simon's POV:
After our conversation everything went normal.
We walked back like nothing happened and I don't even look him in the eye.
Erik and lucia seemed to have us which was very surprising as our acting skills are not the best.
When it was almost dinner time we saw each other again and unfortunately spoke.
"And how do you like it here?"
He asked me, a tone in my voice like we had all the time in the world.
"Meh, it's okay" I laughed as I rolled my eyes.
"You can really go home. Would help everyone."
"I'd love to be anywhere you're not believe me."
With that, we ended the conversation and parted ways.
Wille pov:
A few minutes later I bump into Erik who has just been talking to my mother.
"Where's Simon?" He asked as if he hadn't invited him.
"Don't know, don't care."
Erik made a questioning face.
"Wo wo wowww. Why so cold?"
"He's an arrogant asshole Erik. I can't be in the same room with him without arguing."
He patted my shoulder and looked into my eyes.
"Wille, stop being so negative. I'm sure there are worse-"
As he was about to finish, my cell phone rang in my pocket. I excuse myself briefly and step aside to see who that was.
Felice
sorry I couldn't come wille :/
It was Felice who was ill and could not come to the party.
wille
everything's ok
It's not that great anyway 🧍♀️
Felice
Why? Something happened?
wille
Do you remember the guy from the party?
Felice
Yes?
wille
He is Lucia's brother and is still there.
Felice
WHAT
THIS CAN'T BE REAL OMG
wille
yet....we really hate each other 😭
Felice
Oh my...
will you be alright 💀
wille
I think lmao
Felice
Write me if you need help or something happened :)
wille
I will thank you ❤️
Felice
good luck <3
wille
I need it...🤠
As I put my phone back in, I look up to see that there are hardly any people left.
shit shit shit
Everyone is already eating.
I whispered curses under my breath as I walked towards the dining room.
Everyone was already at the table, but nobody was eating. As I was about to sit down, I realized that there was only one seat next to someone and that was Simon.
no
I don't wanna sit next to Simon.
"Hey Little Brother" Erik calls me from the other side.
"Come take a seat next to Simon."
I nod, but I totally disagree.
As I sat down I sighed as Simon looked directly at me.
"Let's be clear. I won't speak to you Simon." I said as quickly and quietly as I could as if that were my last words.
"Whatever" was all I could hear from Simon.
Like me, he didn't seem as enthusiastic.
When all were served, I noticed something.
Everyone had the fish for main course except for myself and Simon.
I knew that I was a vegetarian but Simon?
My curiosity wouldn't stop so I leaned over and awaited him in a whispered tone:
"Why don't you have any fish?"
He looked at me in surprise and as he swallowed he looked at me with soft eyes.
I hate him, but I have to admit that his eyes are the most beautiful I've seen.
"I'm allergic to seafood or seanimals. And mostly fish."
said uh
I nodded, noticing that he was still staring at me like he couldn't look away.
I can feel my nervousness rising as I slowly look away.
All this staring has made me so nervous I'm sweating in places I'd rather not sweat.
After eating, I see more and more people going to the toilet. All in a queue one behind the other but I don't expect anything because it was probably just because of the large amount of food.
A few minutes later I'm looking for Erik, but he's nowhere to be seen. Neither did my mother, and neither did Lucia.
I started to get worried as I walked around the room several times hoping someone would show up but all I see is Simon.
In the whole room is only simon and the servants to be seen?
What the hell is actually going on here?
As I make my way to Erik's room, I hear footsteps behind me.
looking slowly, I rolled over my shoulder to see Simon, who was chasing after me the entire time.
I stop to look Simon in the eye.
He had a "why don't you keep walking" look that made me weak.
"What are you doing simon?" I said with a provocative tone.
"Erik is not only your brother Wille" he paused to exhale "but Lucia is also my sister. And if they're not feeling well, I don't want to be the last to know, so please keep walking."
My lips were parted as I clenched my fists and a moment later I was a meter away from Erik's door.
I hear loud groans and toilets flushing.
And I think It sounds like someone's throwing up?
I decide to open the door to see Lucia in bed.
Face pale, hair all messed up and an expression like she's about to die.
The next moment I see Erik running out of the room.
He looks exactly like Lucia except his t-shirt is covered in puke and spit.
I tried not to vomit right away and behind me I hear Simon whispering slightly: "What happened?"
And I'm asking myself the same thing.
What the hell happened here?
1630 words
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