TW: This chapter contains explicit sex scenes. Reader discretion is advised.
"Hey." I couldn't help but protrude my lips when I heard someone whisper right above my ear. Nang maramadaman ang paglandas ng isang palad papunta sa tyan ko ay doon na tuluyang nagising ang diwa ko.
Even with a bit of irritation in me dahil na purnada ang tulog ko. I slowly open my eyes and Emir was already looking down at me. Hindi ko napigilan ang mapa-irap dahil sa ngisi sa mga labi niya.
In her specs and a morning messy bun, she looks like a disheveled goddess right in front of me.
"George's calling you." Marahan niyang saad bago ako patakan ng isang halik. I groan in frustration because of what she did and the fact that George is calling me. It means I have an hour and a half to prepare myself dahil susunduin niya na ako.
"Selena, she's calling again!" She insisted at doon na ako tuluyang ikinulong sa isang yakap. I push her slightly nang maramdaman ang pag-init ng mga pisngi ko but her being Emir finally find her place on my neck.
"I don't want to go to work." Mahina kong bulong sa kanya. Isang tawa naman ang binalik niya sa akin bago bumungon.
"I'll be at your work later. Ayaw mo pa 'rin bang mag-trabaho?" Hindi ko napigilan ang pag-kunot ng noo ng marinig ang sinabi niya.
When I realize what she meant ay halos mapatayo ako sa kama. Her laughs echoed across my room habang ako naman ay aligagang sinimulan ang pag-aayos ng sarili.
How can I forget that today's the fucking lingerie shoot?!
Jesus Christ! For days akala ko ay nagbibiro lang talaga siyang kukunin niya ang shoot na iyon but she just showed up one day with a fucking contract in her hand with an evil smirk on her face!
The day did finally come!
Inis sa sariling iniisip kung ano ang ginawa ko kagabi to actually forgot about this ngunit parang mas lalo lang nangamatis ang mukha ko when I finally realize what we were doing!
We were kissing! The unstoppable kissing and touching! It was so breathe-taking and intoxicating that even Emir end up sleeping at my bed! I don't even know how she managed to stop herself from all those sexual tension.
I just know that when we reach a certain point of heat, the heat that I feel like the kissing isn't doing any good anymore. She will insist to stop and put me to bed like a fucking princess!
Kahit pa anong hint! anong pakunswelo ko na gusto ko 'rin mangyari iyon, she- she just fucking stop!
At dahil ma-pride ako, hinding-hindi ko sasabihin sa kanya that I want to do it too!
I want her to continue all the way out! But for God's sake, I will not utter a word!
Kaya naman gigising na lamang akong laging galit sa mundo! That, I can tolerate!
"George's at the door, Selena." I couldn't help but groan when I heard that habang inuubos ang breakfast na hinanda ni Emir.
"Can you open the door, Emir?"
"I'm already on it, baby."
I silently bit the side of my cheeks and drink the last drops of my coffee nang marinig ang sinabi niya.
She's just a very organize person. Whenever I have a long day ahead of me like this, she would always find time to cook breakfast and prepare some of the things that I usually bring with me. All while she's also getting ready for work.
Unlike me, I'm a bit of scattered mess in the morning. Kung hindi pa hinahanda ni George ang mga gamit ko for days, I won't have enough time to prepare.
"Good morning, Miss Selena." I nod at George ng madaanan ko siya habang papasok sa sala. She's in her usual semi-formal attire at bitbit ang iPad na naglalaman ng lahat ng schedules ko.
"We'll meet Miss Ivah first sa company building to talk some of your new contracts. After po n'on tsaka tayo mag pro-proceed with the lingerie shoot." Nang sabihin niya ang lingerie shoot ay matalim akong napatingin kay Emir na ngingisi-ngisi sa gilid ko habang hawak ang tasa ng kape niya.
I just roll my eyes on her at inabot ang iPad na hawak ni George para tignan ang iilan pang instructions na nakasulat doon.
"Should we go home together after the shoot?" Mahinang bulong ni Emir matapos niyang pumwesto sa gilid ko. My eyes immediately dilate when I heard her at kabadong tumingin kay George.
George just snug her head away from us, halatang nagpapatay-malisya sa kung ano mang narinig mula kay Emir.
"Shut up." Nagpipigil kong saad at marahan siyang siniko. I heard a low laugh from her bago siya tuluyang pumunta ng kitchen.
Nang balingan ko si George ay nakapirmi na ang mga mata niya sa akin. I unconsciously drag some of my hair from my face at hiyang ibinalik ang tingin sa iPad.
That girl!
I parted ways with Emir on my house dahil mas maaga akong aalis kesa sa kanya. I have to meet Ivah at the company's main building para pag-usapan ang mga incoming projects.
"Will you take this endorsement? Around August ito?" Agad akong napatingin kay Ivah nang sabihin niya iyon. Her crumpled face is buried on the files of offers in front of her. Nang silipin si George ay ganoon 'rin ang kalagayan niya habang nakatuon ang buong atensyon sa Ipad niya.
"May specific dates ba for that project?" mahina at nag-aalangan kong tanong. Nang matunugan ni Ivah ang kakaibang intensyon sa akin ay agad siyang napatigil at napatingin sa akin.
"Around the second or third week. I can't push it on the fourth week, we have a huge event for the company by September. Bakit? Bakit mo tinatanong?" I immediately fake a cough when she started interrogating me.
"I'll think about it muna, Ivah. This brand seems new to me..." Lumiliit na boses kong saad. Doon niya na tuluyang isinarado ang folder na hawak at matalim na tumitig sa akin.
"George, anong schedule ni Selene before August?"
"She have consecutive invitations for some local fashion events. A 3-day shoot with CK, this will be an out of town set kaya more likely it will be a week long project. Another small scale fashion event held by Irish and Celine. Some one day shoot on our regular brands. It jammed pack, Ivah."
I couldn't help but cross my arms on my chest as George reads all through my schedule for the next two months. I barely remember any of that but I just know that August should be a breather for me. Kaya naman nang balingan ng tingin si Ivah ay isang bugtong hininga na lang ang pinakawalan niya.
"Okay, fine." She said with a defeated tone bago sumandal sa swivel chair niya.
"Now, let's talk about the lingerie shoot later today." Ako naman ngayon ang natuod sa kinauupuan ko ng buksan niya ang usapang iyon.
The sudden rumble of nervousness in the back of my throat troubles me habang nilalabanan ang matatalim na titig ni Ivah sa akin.
"What's there to talk about?" Pinipilit na pagmamaldita ko pero imbis na mainis sa akin ay isang ngisi lang ang nakita ko sa mukha niya.
"No flirting while the shoot is on-going, Selena." Para akong maduduwal ng sabihin ni Ivah iyon. I gasped at her, unbelievably looking at her and George na ngayon ay tinago na ang mukha gamit ang iPad niya.
"I'm not flirting! I-I mea... there will be none! -- Ang sinasabi ko --"
"You made it so clear, Selena."
"Ivah Genevieve! Makinig ka sa akin --"
"No! You listen to me! Kung ayaw mong pagpyestahan ka ng medya, you keep all of your skeleton in your closet! I don't care what you do as long as now one will know! Do you understand me?"
"W-We are not --"
"I don't care, Selene. Do you understand me?"
Hindi ko nagawang sumagot sa tanong niya. I look at her, weighing her emotions. Ang itim na mga mata ay patuloy na tinitignan ang buong pagkatao ko, waiting for my answer like my whole career depends on it.
Marahan akong tumango sa kanya bago siya tuluyang nagpakawala ng isang buntong hininga ulit.
"She can't take you home tonight. I'll drive you home. Masyadong obvious kapag nakitang sabay kayong umuwi galing ng set." Napalunok na lamang ako ng marinig ang sinabi niya.
The heaviness in my chest and the ghost at the back of my head begins to resurfaces again. Knocking at all the thoughts that I kept away.
I thought if I move things with her slowly, try things out and just enjoy everything. Go with the flow. Mawawala 'rin ang lahat ng iniisip ko, but I knew that was just a band-aid solution. It just a distraction.
I'll have to eventually face it.
Pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa 'rin namin napag-uusapan kung ano kami. Kung ano ba itong meron sa aming dalawa.
But I definitely do not want it to just past by. I want it to stay how it is now.
It was a heavy feeling that even when the time of the shoot came, pakiramdam ko ay masusuka ako. I don't want to see Emir.
Not with this kind of feelings inside of me.
We're happy. I'm happy every time she pester the hell out of me. She's happy.
and I don't want to be the one to break our little happy bubble.
Nang makapasok sa dressing room, inabala ko na agad ang sarili sa paghahanda sa shoot. The whole make-up artist were jammed pack in brainstorming the perfect hair and make up for me.
It was a long hour of trying to sit still habang inaayusan ako. I even forgot what the lingerie line looks kaya naman ng ilabas iyon ng isang staff ay parang kinilabutan ang buong pagkatao ko.
Nang ilahad sa akin ang unang pair ng lingerie ay nanlamig ang buong pagkatao ko.
IT'S A FUCKING LINGERIE! A TWO-PIECE EMBROIDERED LACY UNDERWEAR!
Oh my fucking God! I was so denial of this shoot that it came like a fucking truck hitting me!
"Miss Selene, need niyo na po magpalit." I look at my make-up artist with a crumpled look at ibinalik ang tingin sa lingerie.
I couldn't help but grunt silently as I grab those things from her hands. Bahagya pa siyang nagulat sa biglaang pagkuha ko at inis na pagmamartsa paalis upang makapag-bihis.
The first set of lingerie is a swimsuit pair, wired brassiere coupled with a lace pattern. The panty were on the same wavelength. Nang makita ko ang isang thigh length stocking with the same pattern of lace sa dulo noon ay napamura na lamang ako sa sarili ko.
I have no problem showing a lot of my skins! I can go nude for all I care! BUT EMIR IS MY PHOTOGRAPHER! I CANNOT HANDLE THAT!
Labag sa loob akong bumalik sa mga make-up artist ko at kanya-kanya na ulit sila ng pag aayos sa akin while I hide my body on that silver bath robe that George handed me.
That was the only time that I wish that time would go slower. That time would actually miss beating on every second it should hit, dahil ayoko ng ituloy kung ano man ang dapat gagawin ko.
When the manager told us that the set is ready, I could feel my throat heating up to my cheeks. Nagmamadali akong kinuha ang phone sa gilid para tignan kung may message ba si Emir sa akin, but there was none! She's not even the slightest bothered about this!
Samantalang gusto ko ng magpakain sa lupa dahil sa kaba!
Not once! Not ever did I ever feel nauseous while shooting!
Whatever I signed myself up to, I know that I can pull it off!
Pero ngayon parang nalusaw ang lahat ng self-confidence ko.
As I scan my wavy dark blonde hair, a fresh and neat looking make up, iilang accessories to elevate the look - I look good, I look gorgeous.
But just the thought of how her ocean blue eyes will look at me with just two pieces of thin sheets covering my being, parang nanginginig na ang mga tuhod ko.
"Miss Selena, kakausapin na po kayo for the shoot. Need niyo na po lumabas." Napalunok ako ng marinig ang sinabi ni George. i want to tell her that I can't do this, I don't want to do this anymore!
"George..." I call upon her pero nang lingunin niya na ako para antayin ang susunod kong sasabihin ay walang lumabas na kahit ano sa bibig ko. My throat when dry, along with all the thoughts that I want to say.
Before I even knew it, I was standing in front of a well-lit room with a wall-length windows, white lightweight curtains. A white king size bed with dramatics sheets on it. Iilang staff na nag-aayos ng headlight at reflectors and there she is.
In the middle of the room, in her casual black long sleeves polo - nakatupi hanggang siko, bukas ang unang tatlong butones - and a black fitted pants, a statement shoes at ang paboritong camerang laging dala.
Her hair is in a small messy bun. She's also wearing her specs while scanning all though the inspiration board that the manager is showing her.
"Selena!" I want to punch Ivah when she called my name in the loudest voice she could muster. Iilan sa staff ang napalingon sa amin, even Emir.
When our eyes met, hindi nakatakas sa paningin ko ang pagpipigil niya ng isang ngisi. She held back her jaw for a bit and immediately run through my body. Kahit pa nakaroba naman ay parang gumapang ang kuryente sa buong katawan ko sa hagod pa lang ng mga titig niya.
"Selena, hey!" natigil lamang ang pag-iisip ko ng marinig ko ang tawag ni Ivah sa akin. She held my elbow for a bit at bahagyang iniharap ako sa kanya.
She lean towards me a bit to whisper something.
"I already told her that I'll take you home. Don't try anything funny with me, Selena Aileen." She said with a hint of seriousness in her voice. Hindi ko napigilan ang mapalunok dahil doon. I try to roll my eyes on her and gather a very deep breathe.
"I can handle myself, Ivah. Don't worry about me." Balik kong sagot sa kanya na ikinaismid lang niya, like pointing out that she doesn't trust my word for it.
Kaya namang ng palibutan ako ng mga make-up artist ko for the finishing touches ay para akong tangang pinipilit ang sariling mag-focus.
I've been doing this for years now, I just have to focus and set aside all my pent up sexual frustration on the back of my mind.
I can play and rum through with them when we get home, right?
O, SELENA! You and you're mind!
"Okay, we'll start in 5! Selena, please come here!" tawag sa akin ng manager ng buong shoot.
"I'm sure you're familiar with Emirson Sicilia Trigueros! You did a shoot last time,right?" Pagpapakilala niya kay Emir. I raise a brow at her when I saw a sly smile on her face.
"Let's hope she remembers me, Alyssa!" Banat ni Emir na ikinatawa naman nito.
"Oh, Emir! Mabait itong si Selene! She's our favorite model! Increase our sales by 300% from the last 3 years since we had her!"
"You are complimenting me too much, Alyssa. Of course, I know Ms. Trigueros, no one could forget that talent." I said with a hint of humor in my voice, agad na sinuklian ng tawa ni Emir ang sagot ko kaya naman hindi ko napigilan ang mapakagat sa pang-ibabang labi para pigilan ang isang pilyang ngiti.
Gosh, she really needs to stop pushing all my buttons and be so sexy in everything that she do!
"Okay, so here are some of the reference photos that we aim for this shoot Selena." At nagsimula ng magpaliwanag si Alyssa tungkol sa mangyayari para sa buong shoot. I tried so hard to focus on everything that she says but Emir's penetrative eyes just makes it ways to my bone.
Uubusin niya yata ang lahat ng self-will na meron ako para mairaos ang buong araw na ito.
"Okay, are we all set? Let's start people!" Emir signals at lahat ng crew ay nagsimula na sa kani-kanilang trabaho.
Without further ado, the make-up artist help me with removed my robe and apply more highlighter on my collarbones and legs.
Nang tuluyan nang matanggal ang roba ay bumalik na naman ang panlalamig sa buong katawan ko. I tried to release another deep breathe at hinanap ang mga mata ni Ivah.
She's in the far corner, a phone in her ears ngunit ang titig ay buong-buo na ipinupukol sa akin. TIla binabantayan ang bawat galaw na gagawin ko.
I can fucking do this!!!
"Okay, let's start with some laying poses." Just by the ring of her voice, umurong pabalik lahat ng nilikom kong lakas ng loob.
Nang tuluyang magtama ang mata namin ni Emir. Her face is now stoic, cold as ice. Ngunit ang mga kulay dagat niyang mata ay dinaan ang bawat hibla ng suot kong lingerie. As if memorizing it, detail by detail on how it looks on my body.
I walk in the middle of the set para maabot ang kama kung saan iikot ang buong shoot. I place myself comfortable (well, trying really hard to be). Iniayos ng konti ang buhok, at mariing tinignan si Emir.
The look on her face has become unreadable, seryosong-seryoso ang titig sa akin habang hawak ang kamerang gagamitin.
"Whenever you're ready." She called and I already knew what to do.
I lay on my side, ang isang kamay ay marahang nakatukod sa kama para suportahan ang katawan ko. Lifting up my chest, curving my knees closer to me and making my buttocks pop. Ang isang kamay ay inilagay sa bewang habang marahang hinahaplos ang garter ng panty roon.
I gave the most seductive look that I can create with my face. Serene eyes, stoic face, my lips apart.
Emir started taking pictures like a mad woman, tila hindi palalampasin ang bawat segundong nakahiga ako roon sa ganoong kasuotan.
I turn to the other side just so they can take a picture of my back, bahagyang inanggulo ang katawan upang matanaw pa 'rin sila. Now, my whole bottoms is exposed.
I couldn't help but grovel when I saw Emir took a few steps closer, may pilyang ngisi sa labi habang patuloy na kumukuha ng retrato.
She's really enjoying this, doesn't she?
After a couple of adjustments, we move on to another post. This time, I was laying on my back. My head is now facing the whole crew. I put one of my arms above my head, ang isa ay inilagay sa hita. I posed my legs playfully, as if it was a normal morning for me. I was acting like bathing on the orange sun rays coming from the huge window from my side.
Sa anggulong ito, hindi ko na nakikita ang itsura ni Emir so I could work more comfortably. We made a couple of adjustment with those poses before we move forward with the new ones.
"Lay on your chest, let's try that." Seryoso niyang saad ngunit nang lingunin ko siya at bakas ang anino ng ngiti sa mga labi niya.
I stop myself so hard to not roll my eyes on her as I place myself laying on my chest.
I lifted my upper body more with the support from my elbows. Ang kamay ay pinagsaklop habang mapang-akit na tumitig sa kamera.
I look at Emir at nang magtama ang paningin naming dalawa, I was immediately reminded of our kisses last nights.
She batted her lashes, as if confirming if she's seeing me right, but my whole mind was flying back on how she kiss me sweetly and fiery last night. My eyes look at those always wet lips at nang padaanan niya iyon ng dila niya ngayon - something in me definitely feel so much more alive.
Nang ibalik ang tingin sa mga mata niya, I knew our thoughts connected. She pause for a little while, lumunok at hinagod ako ng tingin bago sinubukang i-compose ang sarili at bumalik sa pag-kuha ng retrato.
God! I want this shoot to be over and go home!
The whole shoot lasted for another eight hours. We did have a couple of breaks, a lot of retouches dahil sa dalawa pang lingerie set na kasama sa shoot.
One of the lingerie was a bustier, a corset-type of of extended bra partnered with a lace panty, which is much strappier in style and sluttier in general.
The last one was the most clothy of them all, it was a chemise. It was just a white short slip dress. Though I'm wearing a bikini underneath at least it was trying to cover something in me.
We the shoot came to an end, doon ko na naramdaman ng tuluyan ang pagod. George game back the silver robe that I was wearing earlier kasabay ng isang bote ng tubig. I silently accepted all those things at hinayaan na siyang alalayan ako pabalik sa dressing room.
"Selene's won't you review the pictures?" narinig kong tawag ni Ivah. Imbes na sa kanya bumagsak ang tingin ko, it flew towards Emir na titig na titig sa akin.
I slowly shook my heads bilang paghindi. I also greeted and thanked their manager and some of the staff before exiting the whole room.
I couldn't even remember how I manage to change back to my regular clothes dahil sa sobrang pagod. I can already feel my legs cramping as I sit there while waiting for George to pack out things. May iilang PR packages pang ibinigay sa amin as a sign of gratitudes kaya sobrang daming niyang bitbitin.
"Are we all packed up?" Bungad ni Ivah ng makapasok sa room namin. She immediately help George with all the she's trying to hold with those tiny hands habang ang tingin ay nakatutok sa akin.
"I'm good." Tipid kong saad dala ng pagod. She nod at me bago bumaling kay George at nagbigay ng iilang instructions para bukas.
I finally grab my bag and check my phone. Doon ko lamang napansin ang message galing kay Emir. It was sent minutes after the shoot ended.
From: Emir
Ivah told me she's taking you home. See you there then?
Parang nabuhayan ang katawan ko ng mabasa ang message ni Emir. Awtomatikong napalingon ako sa napakalaking salamin sa harapan ko to check myself out. In a selena crop top, black leggings and cropped hoodie. Ito naman ang usual na suot ko after shoot but a part of me wants to suddenly change!
What is wrong with me?! Emir has been living in the guest room for weeks now, bakit ba ako kinakabahan ngayong magkikita kami!
Probably because she saw me almost naked today, great!
The whole ride home was swift kahit pa nag-drive through kami for some take-away dinner. Ivah's nonstop teasing didn't let me have my moment in peace inside her car. Si George na nasa likod namin ay tutok na tutok sa iPad niya kahit pa hindi naman na tungkol sa trabaho ang pinag-uusapan nila ni Ivah.
"Well, you look so hot today! I'm betting my cards, Emir was probably drooling inside her head-"
"Ivah! Georgianna can hear you!" Inis kong sabat sa kanya na tinawanan lang naman niya. I scoop the last bit of my salad habang nakabusangot na nakatingin sa windshield ng sasakyan niya.
"Georgianna is already 28, Selene! This things are not new to her." Hindi ko napigilan ang mapairap dahil sa sinabi ni Ivah. Sometimes she thinks like a sex maniac! I'm probably close to believing that she is!
Nang silipin ko si George sa rear mirror ay nakatakip na ang iPad sa mukha niya. I just silently shook my head at marahang kinurot si Ivah sa tagiliran.
"Stop treating George like she's your common girl, Ivah! Have some decency." Agad naman niya akong tinawanan dahil sa sinabi ko.
"I respect Miss Georgianna! Kaya nga hindi ko siya pinopormahan--"
"Miss Ivah!"
"Are you seriously using that?!"
Sabay naming sabat ni George sa kanya. I forcefully look back at George na ngayon ay parang namumula na sa hiya sa mga naririnig niya. I gasp at her when I realize something.
"Did you try flirting with George?!" Nang sabihin ko iyon ay isang malakas na halakhak agad ang pinakawalan ni Ivah. George on the other hand shake her head endlessly.
"You're starting to pick up things faster now, Selene. Ayan ba ang mga itinuturo ni Emir sayo?" Hindi ko na napigilan ang paghampas sa kanya nang marinig ang sinabi.
"Ivah! I like George! Get away from her!" was the last thing that I said. Makailang ulit pa si Ivah na subukang asarin ako but I refuse to give in and just stare at her deadly dahil sa nalaman.
Bago ako tuluyang ibaba sa bahay, she even tried to explain what happened. Sabi niya pa na nangyari daw iyon before George landed the job as my PA. I look at her with doubt in me kaya naman si George na ang nagsabing totoo iyon.
I left them inside that car with hesitation in me dahil baka mamaya ano ang gawin ni Ivah kay George. I know she's not that kind of woman, pero mahirap na!
I really like George as my PA! I couldn't afford to lose her! She's like a gem in this industry!
When I entered my house, I realized that Emir was not there yet. Sarado pa ang ilaw at wala pa ang kotse niya sa parking lot. I tried checking with my phone pero wala namang kahit anong message roon mula sa kanya.
So I did my night rituals first while waiting for her. I took the time to submerged myself in that tub filled with warm bubbly water para mapawi ang pagod ko ngayong araw. I want to atleast feel light before slipping into the bed.
Kaya naman halos isang oras 'rin ang itinagal ko roon. When I got out of my shower room in my usual nighties. Marahang tinutuyo ang buhok ko.
And right in the middle of my bed, I saw her.
She's leaning back with her hands supporting her weight. Ang polo ay bukas na ang apat na butones samantalang ang buhok ay nakalugay na. When she saw me and our eyes met, the sudden heat inside of me arise.
Para akong natuod sa kinatatayuan ko nang hagudin ako ng tingin ng kulay dagat niyang mga mata. I look at her again and a shadow of irritation lingers in her face as she study me kaya naman dahan-dahan na akong lumapit papunta sa kanya, still trying to find the words to tell her.
"Hey, what t-took you so long?" Hindi ko napigilang itanong nang mapunta sa harapan niya. A small smirk forms on her lips bago kunin ang towel na nasa kamay. She lightly taps her things motioning me to sit there ngunit tanging pagkunot nang noo lang ang ibinigay ko sa kanya.
"Oh, c'mon Selena!" She hissed and grab my elbow slightly kaya naman wala na akong nagawa kundi sundin siya. She seems so pissed about something kaya naman nanatili akong tahimik at tinatantya siya.
I obliged to her as I sit on her lap, both of my legs on the side of hers habang nakaharap sa kanya. Hindi ko napigilan ang mapakapit sa balikat niya to gain sa support while she on the other hand already found my hair at marahang tinu-tuyo iyon gamit ang towel na hawak.
"Alyssa insisted on staying for a bit, kaya naman I suggested to look over the photos from the shoot." She whispers at the side of my ears. Hindi ko naman napigilan ang mapanguso dahil sa narinig. Insisted on staying? What in the world?
"You were so fucking hot today, Selena." She continued na nagsilab ng init sa magkabilang pisngi. When I look up a bit to her para makita ang mga mata niya, she was already looking at me with those ocean blue eyes, waiting for my reaction.
"And I'm so mad that I don't get to take you home today." She whispers to my skin as she started kissing my neck. Hindi ko napigilan ang mapasinghap ng marahan niya akong kagatin doon.
"Do you know how many people in that room fantasize about you after the shoot?" Hindi rumihistro sa akin ang sinabi niya ng marahang maramdaman ang halik niya sa labi ko.
Her kisses were slow but forceful. It was eating me up, like every place she kisses - she's marking it her's. Kaya naman bawat dampi ng labi niya sa akin ay parang maututunaw ako sa mga kamay niya.
"How many men and women wish to be with you? While I was standing there, listening to them?" I could feel the electricity creeps at my back as she carefully caress it with her long fingers, soothing every fiber of my skin on it.
"Emir." I gasp when she found my ass and gently grip it with both hands, pushing me more towards her as she showered me with lustfully wet kisses.
"I want to tell every single one of them that I kiss and worship you every night, Selena." Agad napabukas ang mga mata ko when I felt her hand cupped my womanhood. Marahang hinagod ang gitna noon gamit ang isang daliri, immediately making it wet.
I could feel the sudden heat in me rises, the kind of heat that kisses would not suffice. She needs to continue whatever God's work she's doing to me!
"E-Emir!" With shaking voice I buried my face on the crook of my neck when she push more of her fingers in the thin fabric that separates her fingers and my cherished flesh.
"So, please tell me that I own every bit of you, every bit of this." and with one move I can feel my body convulsing as she starts pressing on my clitoris hood.
"E-Emir! Oh my!" I grip on her shirt as she starts rubbing on that same spot back and forth, not stopping for one bit.
"You have to answer me, Selena." I feel so weak as she holds my neck with one hand and the others continue to pool on my wet juices. Marahang iginaya ang ulo ko upang maharap siya. In my hazy state, her eyes became so clear as she wait for my answers.
"Emir..." I moaned her name as I held on to her hand on my neck to get some support.
"You can do whatever you want. Whatever.you.want." I whisper with full determination and fully claim her lips.
And just like the tide's turn. The sudden slow kisses became so aggressive and fiery. With one lift from her, I'm now laying on the bed with her on top, kissing me endlessly.
I can feel her tongue devour the shit of me, exploring every part of my mouth ang habang ang dalawang kamay ay abala sa pagtatanggal ng pangtaas ko. Before I even knew it, my bare mountains where now available for her view.
She stops kissing me for a moment as she took off her polo shirt hastily revealing her black brassier. God she looks so fucking hot in front of me!
When she's back on me, her lips landed on one of my peaks. The other hand head backs on my wet silk shorts. Kung kanina ay nanatili sa labas ang kamay niya, now she finally slip it inside reaching for my bare core.
My world was shaken when I felt her fingertips on my the top of it. Slightly gliding with soft touches, her fingers were being wet by my fluids. I hold on to her hair when she parted it and finally hit that fucking spot.
"Emir! Oh my god! There! There!" I whispers at her with urgency, trying to mimic her fingers movement with my hips. She looks up to me, her tongue still circling on my hard and swollen peak, as if asking what the fuck do I want from her!
God! This woman!
Nang maramdaman siyang unti-unting bumababa sa akin. I can feel the sudden built up inside of me, the urge to just rummage her down on me and push her in between my thighs is taking over me already as I grip on her hair more and more.
She slowly took of the last piece of my nighties and place herself in between of my legs. Ang isang hita ay ini-angkla sa kanyang balikat just so I would elevate a little bit for her to eat me better.
The moment her tongue touch me there, I was screaming her name. I was pulling her hair to nowhere as she torridly kiss me there, flipping my guts inside out. Grabbing my ass so she could eat me more than she could ever do!
"God! Emir! Oh my god! Baby, there -- there!" I moan repeatedly telling her to keep doing what she's doing.
When our eyes meet, I saw a small smirk form on her lips when she withdrew for a bit. Before I could even react, she inserted her middle finger inside of me directly hitting the sweetest spot on the world.
I was convulsing at her doings. Shaking when she goes back to licking me there, savoring every juice that came out of me. I don't even know where to focus my mind. It's clouded by this built up inside of me, her finger's moving up and down inside of me and the heat of her mouth devouring me!
"God! Emir! Wait-wait! I'm - I'm---" I couldn't compose the whole phrase as I try to move her face away from my core. Marahan naman siyang sumunod and focus her mouth on kissing my inner thighs, bitting it and leaving love marks on it.
"Go on. You can cum, my love." She whispers in the dark as she continue to kiss me there inserting another finger inside my wet flesh, easily sliding in and out of me.
I was grabbing the sheets like my life depends on it, arching my back because I couldn't take such pleasures anymore. Before I even knew it, my eyes were rolling back, I'm moaning endlessly as the release of that dying pleasure exit my body.
Habol ang hiningang ibinalik ang tingin kay Emir as she slowly removed her fingers inside of me. I gasp when it went out slowly, like a void was left inside of my womb because of her fucking fingers.
When I look back at her, she's already on her knees, her eyes all on me, while she slowly lick the juices that trickle down her fingers with the evilest smirk on her face. I'm flush as I watch her lick my juices.
Kaya naman ng marahan siyang lumapit sa akin, I'm still overly sensitive by my climax. She softly kisses me, making sure I'll taste my own on her mouth.
God, how can this be so addicting?!
"Ito lang pala ang kailangan for you to call me baby, huh?" Hindi ko napigilan ang matawa dahil sa sinabi niya. I slightly hit her arms because of her remarks.
"Ohhh, I'm so turn on by the idea of you under me. At least sa kama, ako ang boss."
"Emirson! Oh my god!" I said and laugh at her again. Agad naman siyang natawa sa akin at pinatakan ako muli ng isang malalim na halik.
"Now, turn around as the good girl you are." She said in a low deep voice before pulling one side of me to flip over.
"Bend for me, my love. I'm going to clean this." The unknown part of me was awaken as she motion me to kneel, shoving my ass up in the air. She whispers those words to my ear with the most seductive tone as she touch again my still sensitive flesh, dripping in my own mess.
Before I could even think of what she meant, she's already behind me, eating the shit out me.