Amille Laurent.
He wasn't telling me something, or I was just paranoid, was it bothering so much that Camryn was in a way perfect, he had doted on me, made sure I was comfortable, breakfast in bed being an added bonus, he was living at my house with dad and I, it was bliss having him there, he was extremely manly that sometimes even dad found it endearing, towels and clothes everywhere, feet propped up on the table whilst watching a game but then never missed out on getting flowers for me and making all of us dinner, he was a true gentleman. "Camryn!" Dad yelled and I was sure it was the third time today.
"What did I tell you about leaving your drying towels on the floor!" He fumed stomping outside where I was with Camryn, he was fixing a car, well he was done fixing it after it poured oil on him when it first got here and his cheeks, plus those rock solid abs were smeared in it as was his overalls that were tied to to his waist, Goddess I had a great view, but besides that. "Sorry mister L." He mumbled looking away from the car and giving one of those lazy smiles making dad stop in his tracks deflated, who could stay mad at the large wolf who looked like every gay boys dreamboat. "Fine." Dad sighed wistfully, like I said, Camryn got away with a lot.
"So when are you guys leaving?" Dad asked and I sat up in surprise, I had totally forgotten that we were going camping tonight. "Relax duckface, I already have everything set." Camryn intercepted my already panicked state earning a chuckle from dad. Since the time Camryn had come to live with us, I had gotten back to school and caught up with everything, I painted and delivered all my orders, caught up with my share of pack papers that I ordered Camryn not to do, hung out with my cousins and I also had my sleepover with Max, I was back in the loop with everything, except that nagging feeling that I couldn't explain whenever I saw Camryn, I couldn't bring myself to tell him I was ready to be marked, or that I had given the enforcers the glass dad drank from and his mother's fingerprints were found on it but they were looking for more evidence.
It's why I had strongly advocated for this camping trip, so we could talk, lay everything on the table and have some sort of conversation about it all. "You seem worried, what's up?" I turned on my heel with my hand on my chest as Dean showed up next to me, I hadn't even felt him until he was close and my dad was nowhere to be seen. "Hey man, you got what I asked for ready?!" Camryn called out as he closed the hood of the car he was fixing. "Definitely, I got it all sorted, you good?!" Dean called back and Camryn gave him a thumbs up as he winked my way making me blush, I knew he was going to take the car on a test drive, leaving me with Dean.
"You still haven't told him huh." He mentioned and I groaned. "I know I should've but I couldn't, I was hoping tonight we would talk." I replied with my phone and Dean lightly snickered. "You should've talked to him, listen I know you feel weird about him being your first and I actually talked to him about it, not directly but after walking in on you two, in the kitchen, almost ripping each other's clothes off, that tells me both of you are ready and I'm sure you know that, just take the plunge, okay?" He reassured me as well as make me cringe, the kitchen incident wasn't my finest moment. "I know Dean, and I promise I'll take your advice." I told him and he nodded, I was a virgin, not a big shocker looking at my love life track record, even my first kiss, my epic kiss was with Camryn the day I woke up, so it wasn't easy, but I was sure about myself now, I just needed to have Camryn be sure to take the plunge.
After the test drive, Camryn came back just in time for a quick snack and a really much needed shower. Dean had left a while ago with dad, the two were inseparable lately, but I knew it had something to do with Dean having unexplainable feelings for Orlando and what it meant when he turned eighteen next month, I didn't want to meddle yet since I had my own wolf troubles but when I was needed I would. "You ready cupcake?" Camryn asks as he stood out side, we were packed and ready to go, everything from food to bandaids was in there, even a map for some reason, it was slightly amusing since we weren't leaving pack territory but I guess we needed to prepare for anything.
So I nodded, locked up the house and smiled toward my beautiful mate, he was gorgeous, and he had a growth spurt recently which made him close to a 6'8/9 in height, but I still loved him anyway, I hadn't told him but tonight I was going to, he needed to hear it, of course I was sure both of us were going to say it tonight, as I looked back at the house, I couldn't help remember a day in the past week that I had caught alpha Summer sneaking out of our house in the dead of night, of course I never questioned dad about it, he was a grown man, I'm sure he knew what he was doing, and I left it at that as Camryn's hand squeezed mine and my thoughts all centred on him.
We drove out into the woodland part of the pack territory and since it was so huge, it felt as if we had driven miles away from the house and the pack nucleus which honestly we had, as the sun dipped behind us and the stars began showing, we got there and I was surprised to see a tent, and most of what we needed to camp already there. "Wow, how did you—." My fingers were stuck, I couldn't finish, all that packing I wondered why I hadn't seen a tent till now. "Dean arranged it." Camryn replied and it clicked, that's what they had been talking about earlier.
"You sneaky wolf." I accused as he chuckled coming over to hug me and we leaned on the hood of the spyder R8 he drove now. "I wanted to surprise you." He muttered and I turned to face him with a smile, I definitely loved the surprise. "Colour me surprised, I love it." I signed and he nodded with a grin, kissing my temple afterward. "Camryn I love you." There I said it, I didn't use my phone, I used my hands and it surprised him. "I know I hadn't said it, and I'm sure that's what was holding you back, but I love you Camryn, I feel more of what a mate should feel and I know in my heart that I love you, you mean the world to me and I am so grateful that the Goddess gave me a mate like you, clumsy as a neanderthal but devoted and loyal like an alpha." I finished wiping away my tears and he wiped away his own too, the distance closed between us as he hoisted me up to his waist and we kissed, this was different, it burned like a fire in me, eliciting a desire I never knew.
"I love you Amille, I love you mate, and I thank the Goddess too, each day of our lives." I knew that it wasn't just Camryn who had spoken to me, but his wolf as well and I smiled. "Can I meet him?" I asked Camryn who nodded, he first let me down and took our stuff from the car, placed them in the large tent, I was patient enough until I wasn't. "Come on Camryn, I want to meet him!" I used my phone to yell and he chuckled walking out of the tent naked, I quickly looked away but a growl later I was facing him, all of him, all of his generously endowed self, he was going to rip me in two but I wanted it.
"I can't exactly shift in clothes, and don't ever look away from me, I am yours, this body is yours." He asserted and I nodded, Camryn took a few steps back and without warning only the slight break in bones, a few seconds in, he shifted, like I had seen before, a monstrous wolf stood before me, I wasn't afraid, he was my mate, and I closed the distance and hugged him, well tried to since he was really huge and I was still my tiny self. A content rumble came from him as our heads met, I rubbed his neck, feeling his rough fur, but most of all I'm sure I saw the same shine in his eyes that I'm sure I held, I couldn't say anything but I was sure he knew my love.
We stayed for an hour like that, his body curled around mine, tentative licks and barks, even a short run, until his snout passed by my neck, and slowly wolf turned to man, I gulped down hard realizing that Camryn was aroused, or maybe it was me. "I need to tell you something." I stated but he stopped me as his lips caught mine in a kiss that made sure I knew the arousal I felt wasn't Camryn's at all. "Not now." He whispered as we stumbled into the tent, I couldn't get a good look as I was struggling with my clothes and Camryn tore them off, his mouth sucking on my neck, kisses that left a trail of shivers on my naked body.
He lay me down on the mattress, caressed me, more rather worshipped me with his tounge, tasted, nibbled on my flesh making me moan unashamedly. I didn't know what to do so I let him take the lead, as his lips found the hem of my shorts and his eyes turned to me, I nodded then, I wanted this, I wanted him. "I give you my all, my consent." I signed and there it was, as if all the barriers were torn down and my back arched in pleasure, I could have never guessed what it felt like to have his mouth suck on my member, pump and jerk eliciting unhindered moans that if I tried to supress he would spank me for. "I want you to moan and scream." Canryn growled as he upped his pace,pumped harder, faster, my body jerking at an awkward angle as he took all of me in his mouth.
I held on to his hair, tugged on to it so hard that he grunted but the reason was true, he didn't stop, he pumped harder until I couldn't hold it anymore and I moaned louder, as my release came I shivered, shook as the bliss of it all boggled my mind, a pleasure that left me awe-stricken. Finally I slumped down to the mattress and Camryn hovered over me and kissed me, I didn't taste just myself, no I tasted him too as in the moment we parted I held his hard member in my hand making me gasp. "We've only just begun." He huskily reminded me, flipping over to my knees as my naked ass was in the air, his tounge dove into my rosebud and instantly I was hard again.
He didn't stop until I was moaning again, kneading my cheeks, spanking them making me moan, then the first intrusion came with a finger coated with a warm liquid, he distracted me from it by biting gently on my back, kissing me until I felt not one but four fingers in. "I'll be gentle, I promise." He whispered, I knew it would rip me apart, he was after all well endowed I had seen it, it didn't matter, as the pain bloomed, being stretched so much that tears burned my eyes but he was true to his promise, he entered me slowly, communicating, making sure I was fine, halfway he pulled out, then rammed into me until what I felt was his large sac. "Sorry baby, —I couldn't help myself, you're so— uh tight." He whispered as I adjusted, the pain slowly subsiding leaving something else that made me shiver.
Camryn made love to me, his thrusts, his pace, it wasn't only for his pleasure but mine, we went on for a while until finally he quickened his pace knowing I couldn't hold out anymore, I moaned loudly letting him know. "Not yet!" He growled as he thrust deeper, his sac hitting my entrace in its heaviness, his other hand clamped down on my shaft. "Amille—." He grunted out as his face shifted and his fangs elongated. "Release with me mate." I heard him as fangs bit down on me hard, I released as did he, I could feel it, so warm inside me, filling me so much so that it slightly hurt, but I could less care for the pain, I felt weightless, compared to my first climax, it was rather in another level, because all I felt was pleasure in weightlessness.
I was marked and I knew something was different about me but before I could truly grasp what that something was, my mate finally fucked me till he knocked me out with a smile on my lips.
HOWLING LOVE
I don't apologize for the scene, it had been many a book since I wrote one and I felt like it.
We're not completely at the end of the book but we're close, happy reading!!
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