How could you forget someone that was always beside you
The first person you think of when you wake up the first person you think of when you sleep
The one you call when you need help...the one that was always there for you
How can you....
"How could you Osamu...I trusted you guys"
Yeah I normally would say I have bad luck or that me and my brother fight over childish stuff like childish insults and smart remarks
But this definitely wasn't a childish argument and it felt like shit
I looked up at my brother and my boyfriend in his lap
"I...can explain Atsumu"
I looked at my ex and said
"We're done..."
"And Osamu...I"
I walked out the room slamming the door
How was I supposed to deal with this...haha
I felt tears fall down my cheeks and looked up at the sky
Normally if I had a problem I would go to my best friend and my Twin brother Osamu but this time I couldn't cause he's the one that caused the pain
------Timeskip------
I pulled my legs up to my chest and looked at the stars...it's been hours since I've walked out the room
But it's felt like years and there faces keep repeating in my head...Osamu looked guilty but Naoki didn't even take his eyes off him
"God I don't know what hurts more..."
The betrayal of my brother and my best friend or my first love cheating on me with him
I felt a drop of water fall on my face but I didn't care...maybe the rain would cover my tears and I wouldn't have to worry about everyone seeing them
But to be honest I didn't care about anyone else's opinions right now
I felt the rain randomly stop and looked up to a black umbrella
"Hey blondie....are you ok?"
"You're gonna get sick"
I looked behind me and a tall man looked down at me
Black curly hair and pale skin with black mysterious eyes and his hands were covered with black gloves and he was also wearing a matching mask
Kinda weird for rain but who am I to judge right now maybe a cosplayer...
"I'm...fine"
I felt my voice cracking and I know he heard it but he didn't react at all
Why would he...he was a complete stranger
He just hummed and said
"Come"
"Come...?"
I sighed
I got up...it's not like I have anything else to lose maybe if he is a psychopath I'll go out easily...but then again they plan everything...maybe a murderer is better
I walked behind him and he stayed a little distance away but close enough to have the umbrella on both of us...he was suspicious but I don't really care
"We're here"
I looked up and saw a little cafe
He walked in and turned the light on...it was really clean and there were some tiny black cats in places
"So do you want a towel blondie?"
I looked at him and huffed
"My name isn't blondie"
He hummed
"Well then what is it?"
I looked up and frowned
"It's Atsumu..."
"Miya Atsumu"
He handed me a towel and said
"Well Miya Atsumu...why were you in the rain?"
I just said
"No reason in particular I just like rain"
"You know"
He walked behind the counter and said
"Hmm"
"So is that also why you were crying..."
"Or why you can't decide what hurts more"
I looked up at him and he put a cup in-front of me
"How..."
He sat down in front of me
"Don't get me wrong...I didn't mean to listen I was just sitting there and overheard you"
"And to be honest you just seemed like you needed someone to talk to"
"And don't let this make you think...I'm a social person I just you remind me of someone...a old friend"
I hummed and drank a bit of the tea
"Yeah..."
"I was just overwhelmed by t.."
I felt my eyes get watery again and tears started to come down
There faces everything came back in seconds everything I wanted to forget so bad...
I could remember every single date every single time we hung out together...everything and then it would lead to that exact moment
I felt something rub my tear away and looked up to him I then heard
"I'm sorry for making you uncomfortable M-"
I then saw him back up quickly and look down at his hand and his eyes were cold
I hummed
"Are you..."
"A germaphobe?"
He looked up shocked and surprised
"You know what it is..."
I nodded
"Sorry if I was wrong...but by the way you act...I kinda guessed it"
"The random distance,gloves mask and not to mention your cafe is clean really clean and you seemed uncomfortable with me not washing my hands and stuff"
"I thought of something else to begin with but it didn't fit..."
I put my cup on a coaster and then put hand sanitizer on
"Better right..."
He looked at me confused
"Miya Atsumu you're intriguing to say the least"
I looked at him and giggled a bit
"What makes you say that?"
He said
"Well you're the first to believe it's a real thing..."
I looked at him confused
"Oh, well of course it's a real thing?"
He walked towards me a bit but stopped before getting in my bubble
"Not everyone does"
"Most people think I have OCD"
I smiled
"I used to know someone that had it will kinda I don't really remember them"
"My brother jus-"
"Never mind"
He hummed
"Oh..."
I then said
"I really should get going...it's getting late"
He looked at me and then frowned but softened
"It was nice meeting you "Miya" Atsumu"
I looked at him...has he said that before it sounds familiar
I then walked out the cafe and realized...I have to go back to me and Osamu's shared apartment
"What was I gonna do..."
The tears felt like they could explode anytime now
------Sakusa Kiyoomi POV------
I heard a loud bang and saw my older brother walking downstairs into the cafe
"Mom and dad want you to come home soon for college..."
I sighed
"You sure I can't just stay with you Kenshin?"
"You're closer to the college anyways..."
"Plus...someone that looks exactly like him just walked in"
Kenshin frowned saying
"Kiyoomi...it's been years now since he died"
"I understand you get sentimental around his death but I think you should move on"
I looked down and saw a wallet...
"I know"
I quickly grabbed it and walked upstairs into my room
"...I'm gonna shower!"
Kenshin looked at me confused and said
"Whatever...also close the shop next time it's not open today"
I nodded and ran up the stairs
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When I got upstairs I looked at the wallet it was him...there's no way they have the same name and look exactly the same
I mean other than his hair being that blonde...it used to be brown but it was still the same
I put the wallet down and sighed...maybe I'm wrong and he's just someone that looks like him
Like my brother is right he did die a couple years ago or at least that's what everyone was told...
He died in a accident...
that was completely my fault...and then his family moved after his death
Supposedly his family couldn't take it especially his mom
I sighed and decided to get in the shower...it was getting late and school was gonna start in a couple days
And my brother was right i needed to get over him even though I know I couldn't cause I was the one that
Killed him...
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AN: Hey guys I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of my newest Sakuatsu Fanfic let's just say I love writing about them (Also if you've read my fanfic I like your touch which is also Sakuatsu I'm reusing some of the names at least Sakusa's Family and I'm probably doing it in most of my fics and some of them are gonna have the same personality just a heads up!!)