" Help, somebody help!!! "
One annoying bitch. Was it you that bled red and nonstop?
" Yejin. Shut up "
I snatched the bloody scissors in her shaky grip and slightly smeared the blood on it's blade before glancing at my wound. The baby was terrified and utterly speechless
" I, I- I "
Heavy breaths gave rise from her trembling lips seeing my bloody figure, I mean blood tainted body
" Cat got your tongue, Yejin-ah? "
An audible gulp from her throat brought out a chortle from me
Tagging the scissors in my grip again and guiding to trace and linger on her collarbone in slow trail, I played with her nerves. The girl was shaking uncontrollably under me untill her face went pale and her voice sank in that she became sister of Hellen Keller
" Should I take revenge on you for what you did? "
The top of the blade threatened to pierce into her flesh and her eyes widened at the first sting
" By stabbing here? Right where you hurt me? "
The blade circled as if preying on its victim and her head wiggled left to right with tears rushing out in silence
The veins on her neck became visible at every exhausted sob from her silent cries. And it amused me how I have control on her pain like he had on me
See Baek, your girl is under my control
" Oh, shush, shush. Don't cry dear. Neither me or you are going out of here, alive "
A sharp hiss escaped her sealed lips and my laughter became louder
" Sorry, wrong choice of word. I mean dead. No one will be dead when I'm done with my thing. So, chill and relax. Don't make me hurt you by struggling or shouting, deal? Though you can't even yelp right now "
Her teary eyes stared back at me when the scissors started to cut into the fibre in between her cleavages. I know it's a waste of clothing. But you need to know that sometimes crushing expensive things gives you pleasure
"It's ok, baby. Shush shush "
The outline of her strapless pink bra came on view. I winced at the expensive lingerie realising that she's wearing it for him-which was absolutely a waste after what I'd done
In an instant, I tore the bra half opened
"Aha, much better"
"Ahhmm what have you done! Oh no no"
She tilted her head staring at her torn dress spilling her thick breasts in utter terror
"Now take it off"
When I removed myself from her and ushered her to stand up, she embraced the pieces of clothing to her chest with tears streaming down her face
" I'm sorry "
Her lips were trembling at the same time, her body shivered uncontrollably as if it's a second away from a fit
The view, ahh
A smirk took place on my lips and just the way a girl once challenged me now that helpless at my feet
Has anything ever been this delicious?
" I said take it off "
I picked her up on her feet and shredded the layers of fibres on her skin untill there's nothing left. All I saw was red and purple clotting my sight and the way victory ran through my veins all the more tasty because she's never once stopped trembling
~•~
" Go now. Let's see if you still can attend that freaking wedding"
She had a towel wrapped around her front and dry tears on her cheeks with smeared mascara
" Shall we? "
With a grit, I grabbed her elbow to whisper in her ear
" Don't forget the deal, Yejin-ah. Ok? "
She didn't reply. Stubborn woman. She walked ahead of me to the hall and I followed her with a smile
Finally, it's me who won. It's me
The footsteps got louder in my ears and my limbs numbed to the point I almost lost my balance
" Shit! "
She looked back at me scaringly
" Nothing. Please, go on walking "
The doubt in her eyes never went away but nevertheless she turned around to start walking
My heart was pounding in my chest that I could hear each beat and frequency it created. It was as if I couldn't breathe
Nah I'm ok
That's when I heard the crowd cooing at the figure ahead of me. I didn't even realize we'd arrived the hall. Attendants started whispering and chirping grazing my ears and I stepped aside to see inside the room through the torn bride
But what a surprise. People's attention was on me. Their eyes roaming my body as if my own flesh is rottening on my skin
" Yejin-ah what on earth happened to you? "
Baek?
I looked up to see him in his stunning attire and a mismatched furrow over his brows. The way he gripped her against his chest and the way he combed her tangled hair with his long fingers, the way she silently wept in his arms like a helpless child
Why is this stab more hurtful than the previous one?
" What the fuck has happened to both of you? "
He rushed towards me with a weird look and brought her closer to his chest
Again
He unwrapped the towel from her and looked thoroughly and a flash of terror crossed his glint of eyes, lips parting
" Don't tell me you DID that to her "
He stared at me squinting his eyes and pure strike of awe
" This is not where I should be right now "
I gestured him my stab wound oozing blood through my not-very-neat bandage. I had no idea how I could say that to him with a bright smile on my face
Let's go now Y/n. You've done your thing
I knew she would end everything well and my part was done. So I turned around to walk away. But it didn't take me two steps before he pulled me back angrily
" What the fuck did you do to her, Y/n? Have you lost your mind? You're fucking evil "
I saw anger and fear in his beautiful eyes and I felt it in the way he held my arm
" I agree everything you said "
It seemed he was more shocked when I agreed his statement and he took a step back from me still utterly terrified
"Y/n? What happened? What are you saying? "
Dad interrupted and shielded my view of Baek with a worried set of eyes and pity
" Honey you're not well. Why are you bleeding? We'll go to hospital. Now! "
He shouted at my numb form
" I'll not marry you Baek "
This is it
The cat finally spoke up what she agreed and I saw Baek's questioning orbs travelling between her and I
" You made her say that. Don't you? You- "
He tended to walk over to me but was stopped when she spoke again
" I know that you cheated on me "
He froze on spot and I smiled both internally and externally at the drama
Everyone including dad, aunty Heeja, Sehun, and the relatives cooed at her statement
" With your niece "
This time, the cooe was louder and sounded more disdaining
I looked around the place and saw people making another conversation of how fucked up I was, within each other. Aunty Heeja gasped and fell onto the floor at the new and my body trembled reflexively tending to walk over to help her up. But I pulled myself together
Sehun. He gazed at me indifferent with dull eyes and maybe some pity was included in those eyes
I had never felt more nervous in my life. But when I thought of turning my head towards my dad, I froze. I just couldn't. And a slap. Very painful that I dropped to the floor like a thin poppin with both hands on the dirty ivory floor with dust. I gulped and swallowed my tears and stood up wobbly on my own
" What have you done Y/n? What had gotten into your head to do such blasphemous? "
He shook me swaying my body aggressively while tears sliding down his cheeks. I stood like that, not moving saying a word just like a corpse. Dad stopped shaking me and froze as well with his head facing down and shallow breaths ventilating his body
" Yejin-ah I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. Believe me I didn't want to. Please "
Baek followed Yejin when she attempted to leave the wedding officially
But she only sped up her steps
" Yejin-ah please please listen to me "
He blocked her path as much as he could but she only pushed him harder
" We can fix this. Trust me "
She stopped at that and I saw hope lighted Baek's eyes
" Fix this? "
She asked
" Yes I can fix this. For you. For our future "
He was desperate and scared anticipating the worst from her
That's how painful when you rejected me Baek
" You're fucked up. Just like her. I don't want a cheater asy husband for the rest of my life "
With that, she left the hall pushing the entrance door forcefully and Baek didn't attempt to stop her again
Everyone's time stopped. Just the weeps coming from him. Grizzling and noisy as if a puppy was suffocated. But I didn't know why I was happy for the first time hurting someone I loved. Maybe he deserved it. He thrashed and pounded the floor angrily that with every hit, the floor vibrated under my feet . Then he looked up, to me, staring straight to me
I smiled pleased at how fucked up he was at the level of my fucked up
With the speed of bull, he approached me and snitched me from dad's grip, backing me against the nearest concrete wall with a thud. I felt my bone cracked at the contact and a rush of blood through my bandage
" Was it funny? "
He said through his grit and I nodded smilingly which urged him to choked me harshly
First it wasn't that painful. But overtime, I saw the image I memorised in my head leaving its skin and the pure fury on his face. The redness overshadowing his face. The pure intention of making me dead. My hands started to push him away from me but to no avail. He'd made up his mind
I slowly lost my senses of sight and pain, going into oblivion. But I heard footsteps echoing in my ears and shouts of helps. I guessed they were from me
" Hyung hyung, what the- you can't. BAEKHYUNNNNNNNN "
I fell asleep at the end of the yell or maybe the sound zoomed out since I was so exhausted to hear or feel anything
Was it worth it? Was it really worth it?
No no I guess no. I don't know anymore haha
I picked up the yellow daisy from the moist soil along with its root
Smell it. Isn't that aromatic?
I went to another big blossom of daisy a few steps away
Sitting down on my butt in the middle of the yellow, I picked it up and held my hand up
I got it. See!
You can't keep picking around honey
I heard the scolding tone and was disappointed very much
Why?
They're too young to be picked dear. You have to wait a few days more
But I want it now
I complained with a pout
No, you can't
At the tenser tone, tears I swallowed up poured out from my windows of sight
Whyyy?
I wept angrily and frustratedly with my legs kicking the air
Y/n. You must know what's suitable and what's not. You're 7
Huh?
I looked up to see a beautiful lady with dark curls framing half of her face
I'm 7?
Yes. Which means you're old enough to know what's good or not. Are you old enough?
I nodded wanting to be approved capable
You must take care of yourself dear. You must
< END OF CHAPTER 15 >