*Happy album launch day everyone! hope everyone is loving it as much as I am- I'm completely obsessed and SO proud of Dom!
TW//Smut towards the end
I wake up the next morning with the winter sun coming through the bedroom curtains. Dom is facing me already awake lying beside me, his hand on my cheek, his thumb trailing across my cheekbone. There is a beam of sunlight falling across his face making the green in his eyes seem even more vibrant. He looks so beautiful. He doesn't say anything for a few seconds, he just continues running his thumb along my cheekbone. "Morning beautiful" he smiles, pulling his face to mine and planting a soft kiss on my lips.
He then rolls the bedsheets down to my hips and lifts his cure t shirt exposing my stomach. He brings his head down, planting a kiss beside my bellybutton "Morning lil bubba".... I smile rolling my eyes but also melting inside too. He continues talking to my stomach- it's kind of bizarre but also adorable and I guess I'll have to get used to it- I can only imagine what he'll be like when there's an actual fully formed baby in there...." my lil rockstar" he continues "I can't wait to meet you..." Hes interrupted by his phone buzzing on the nightstand. "One second" he says to my stomach and I laugh. He reaches over for his phone and answers "ello?". His smile turns to a frown and whatever the person on the other side of the phone is saying makes him sit up immediately. He rubs his hands through his hair "shit" he murmurs. "You sure mate"?? he continues "fuck ok, yea ill let ya know what we wanna do- thanks so much for the heads up".
He hangs up, biting his lip, looking at me nervously. "What is it Dom?" I ask, my heart starting to race . "Lyss, honey- I'm so sorry...... it seems like our news has sort of been leaked"...... My blood runs cold "what" I whisper.... He turns his phone around which has an article from TMZ on it with the headline in bold letters:
YUNGBLUD STEPS OUT ON NYE WITH NEWLY PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND!
My eyes scan the article "A source told us that Harrison (Yungblud) was heard discussing the pregnancy with his P.A. girlfriend Alyssa Devine in a bar on New Years Eve. Later the couple were seen getting cosy on the balcony with Harrison kissing her stomach during the fireworks celebration....."
I give Dom his phone back and grab my own. There's messages from everyone, Charlie, people from work, Max, even my Mom!! I open Twitter and the first thing I see is "#Babyblud" trending. There are 1000's of tweets from excited BHC members, some arguing whether or not it's true. I drop the phone on the bed, feeling sick to my stomach and burst into tears, putting my head in my hands. Dom immediately runs around to my side of the bed crouching in front of me and wrapping his arms around my back. I sob into his shoulder, everything is totally fucked now I think gripping onto his arms. Dom puts his cheek against mine "Its ok sweetheart, it's gonna be ok, I promise". He takes my face in his hands and uses his thumbs to wipe my tears away. "Dom I- I mean what if.... what if they...." I choke, not able to get a sentence out. I can tell that he's trying to control his own emotions but he's devastated at how upset I am. He kisses my forehead "deep breaths Lyss darling, we'll figure this out together love".
He holds my face in his hands and I hold onto his wrists trying to steady myself as he whispers "It's ok baby, it'll be ok". I calm down a little bit and Dom sits on the bed beside me and pulls me onto his knee "Tell me what you're worried about darling". He rubs my back as I tell him "I'm worried it's too early, what if something goes wrong and now everyone knows? What if that psycho finds out and tries to hurt us or the baby? What if everyone turns against me?". Dom pauses for a moment "I know it's early love but everything will be ok- the doctor said everything looks good. As for that psycho, I'm not gonna let anything happen to you or bubba, I promise and everyone loves you Lyss, you should see the love we're gettin on twitter and insta its crazy". He takes out his phone and scrolls through the hashtag. There's so many nice comments:
"OMG congrats to @yungblud and @lyssd on their news"
"We couldnt be happier for you guys- SO CUTE #babyblud"
"Theyre gonna be the best parents ever 🖤🖤"
I smile "Maybe itll be ok....." Dom stands up bringing me to my feet and takes me into his arms bringing into a tight hug "it will be my love" he says kissing the top of my head. "Dom" I say looking up at him "we should probably announce it officially I guess...." He looks down at me smiling "as long as you're ok with it babe".
So we take our official announcement picture Dom in a black T shirt, black cutoffs and me in a cropped tee and black skinny jeans.
Dom posts the picture of us, its us in his full length gothic style mirror with me standing in front of him, his arm wrapped around me with his hand on my stomach and his chin on my shoulder, the phone in his other hand taking the picture. The caption reads: "Baby Blud: Coming September 2021- we love you already lil rockstar 🖤🖤". He also tweets: You all figured us out- yesss Baby Blud is coming- SEPTEMBER 2021 🖤🖤. We both take a deep breath and he posts it. His phone is hopping with notifications and he replies with some black hearts to the nice comments while bringing me into him with one arm so I can read some of them. He kisses my forehead "wanna go get a coffee babe"?. "Sure" I smile.
We go to this cute little cafe in Shoreditch and sit outside. It kinda reminds me of our first "date" in Starbucks that time in LA. It was so weird- 5 months ago I was trying to control him in an airport and now he was looking after me! We have lunch and coffee and a few paparazzi turn up. They start asking us questions and Dom does his best to be patient and answer in the hope that they'll go away. "How far along are you Lyss"?? one guy asks. I look at Dom not knowing whether to answer or not. He smiles and takes my hand over the table "she's 5 weeks tomorrah". This prompts more questions about names (Dom tells them he wants Lilly if it's a girl and Elijah if it's a boy) and gender (he doesn't mind). This seems to satisfy them as they take a few more photos and Dom thanks them.
We finally get a minute to ourselves and we're chatting about "birth plans" which of course Dom has already researched intensively "this hospital is badass Lyss, you can have our baby in a pool!!" he says excitedly, scrolling through the website on his phone. But I'm only half listening as my eye catches someone across the street... a woman is leaning against the wall. She has dark unkempt hair and is wearing a black hoodie. She stands there staring at me menacingly. My stomach drops as I stare back at her and I feel like I'm in danger. I take Dom's hand "Babe, can we go to Shoreditch market? I wanna look at some stuff"....
We walk up the road to the market and I head to the vinyl section. I try to relax as we flick through 2nd hand vinyls but I keep glancing up nervously to see if that woman has followed us. I turn around to flick through the vinyls behind me and that same feeling of unease washing over me. I look up and there she is, back leaning against one of the corner shops across the road just glaring at me. Dom is busy looking at the soul section of the vinyls with his back turned to me. Suddenly the woman starts making her way across the road towards me.
I turn around and grab Dom's hand "Hey Dom, can we go? I'm not feeling so good" I say, pulling him away. He puts his arm around my shoulder as I rush down the road "you ok darling, you feeling sick again?" "Yeah" I lie, I'm so sorry Dom I just feel a bit crap". We make our way back to the apartment with me glancing back every few seconds to make sure that she wasn't following us. We make it back and I sink down on the couch beside the window. Dom sits beside me putting his hand on my knee "cuppa tea love?". I nod and he kisses my forehead and goes into the kitchen area. While he's doing that I take my phone out to check something. I know I shouldn't but I had a gut feeling and I needed to confirm it.
I pull up Kallie Bucels profile on instagram- even though Dom had blocked her I could still look at her profile. She's changed her profile photo. It's the woman from today. I break into a sweat and can feel vomit rising in my throat. I run to the bathroom and throw up in the sink, not making it to the toilet. I feel Doms hand on my back and I feel him brush the hair from my forehead and hold it back off my face. "Ohh Lyss, my poor lil baby" he says rubbing my back. I grip the sides of the sink shaking and trying to catch my breath, my skin burning. Dom turns on the cold tap "shh its ok honey" he says softly, taking my wrists and putting them under the tap running the cold water over them "there we go darling, just relax, its ok" he says pressing himself against me his arms wrapped around mine gently holding my wrists. I realise I have to tell him...
"Dom?" I say, my voice shaking. "Hmmm?" he presses his cheek to mine and looks at me in the mirror still holding my wrists under the water. "I saw her.... I saw Kallie Bucel". He pauses for a minute and then turns off the tap. He sits me on the side of the bath, crouching down in front of me and takes my hands, his thumbs rubbing my wrists which were cold from the water "Where did you see her Lyss?". I tell him everything about the cafe and the market. I tell him about how the profile picture matched up and tears start rolling down my face. "Im so scared Dom" I sob as he stands up and brings me up into his arms. "Ok my love, I'm not gonna let anything happen to you or bubba, you know that right?". He brings my chin up so that I'm looking at him "I know I'm just terrified" I say shakily.
"C'mon my darling,'' he says, kissing my head. He leads me into the living room and sits me on the couch, wrapping the leopard print blanket that sits on it around me. He brews the tea again keeping an eye on me from across the counter. He brings some ginger tea with lemon around to me, giving it to me so that I can take the handle. I take small sips of it while he pushes my hair behind my ear and strokes the back of my head with his fingertips.
"Lyss sweetheart" he says in a quiet voice. "I hafta call the police and give them a report you know that right?" I look at him and sigh "I know Dom..." He stands up and gets his phone out "Ok give me 5 minutes love" he says, heading into the bedroom. He comes out a few minutes later frowning "Ok so basically they can't do anything unless we call them when or if we see her... so if it happens again you have to tell me right away ok love?" "Ok" I nod, glancing at a notification on my phone *Dom- Interview at 16.00* "Shit, you have that instagram live interview with Spin magazine in 10 minutes" I say showing him the phone. "Oh yea, bollocks ok babe, i'm gonna go get set up". "Ok" I yawn, exhausted from everything that's been happening today "I'm gonna try to relax and watch it in the bath" Dom smiles and winks at me "that's such a good idea,I might join ya after".
I go into the bathroom and start running the bath. Dom has a ridiculous amount of bubble baths and oils so I grab some lavender oil and a lush bath bomb.I light all of the candles he has on the ledge above his bath and turn off the lights. Once it's ready I climb into the almost too hot water. I balance my phone on the toilet so I can listen to Dom's interview. It's so weird watching him in the next room, sitting on the couch by the window. He's changed and he looks so good- he's wearing the black leather pants that I love, a black and white striped half sleeve t-shirt and braces. The interviewer asks him the usual questions about the new album, the songs,the shows and his musical influences.
"So, I have to ask you, Love Song? I assume that's about your other half?" the interviewer asks.
"Yeah" Dom answers, his face softening. "It's about my girlfriend Alyssa- Lyss. Honestly, it's just been so long since I've been in love. I grew up around alot of violence and really was just never taught how to love myself. I was pretty lost until me and Lyss met. She's my whole world and it sounds kinda corny but she's my princess, I'd do anything for her".
He also asks about the baby and Doms face just lights up "yeah man, she's 5 weeks pregnant tomorrah, i'm so excited, i'm a bit obsessed to be honest" The interviewer laughs and asks how I'm finding it. Dom smiles again "Lyss is doing amazing, she's gonna be an incredible Mum, I can't wait to watch her bring our baby into the world".
This was the first time I've ever heard Dom talk about me in an interview and oh my god!! I knew how he felt about me but hearing him talk about me to someone else like that was on a different level. All of the crap that I went through today melted away. I watch the rest of the interview and Dom finishes up. I hear him come towards the bathroom door and open it. "Hi baby- ooh it's a bit romantic in here!!" He sits on the side of the bath dipping his hand in the water "So, what did ye think of the interview?". I stare at him for a few seconds, my heart beating. "I love you so much Dom, it was so beautiful I say grabbing his shirt and pulling him in for a kiss. "I meant it all", he whispers as the kiss finishes.
"Get in here" I whisper, gripping the front of his shirt. He laughs putting his hand on the edge of the bath so that he doesn't fall in "Ok one sec babe, just gonna go get something first. He disappears into the bedroom and returns with a bullet shaped vibrator that I've never seen before. He holds it up and smiles "waterproof innit".... He shrugs off his suspenders and rolls his shirt over his head. He undoes the silver buttons on the front of his leather pants and they drop followed by his boxers. I feel my nipples harden and my clit start to throb in the warm water as I catch sight of his length- already rock hard and at full size.
He steps into the bath and lowers himself down so that he's on top of me, his weight gently pressed on top of me. He puts his hands under the water, running up and down my legs. He pushes my knees open wider and he slips 2 fingers up inside of me. He reaches for the vibrator lying on the side of the bath and brings it between my legs, holding it on my clit. He slips a 3rd finger up inside of me curling his fingers against my gpot. I grip on to the side of the bath as he watches my face, smiling "you like that baby?" I moan "yess keep doing that!"
He switches to the highest speed on the vibrator and his fingers go deeper and faster inside of me. He can feel that I'm close "you gonna cum for me honey?". I nod, biting my lip as he presses the vibrator onto my clit. I climb to the height of my orgasm and cum all over Dom's fingers as his eyes flick over my face.
He takes his fingers out of me and leaves the vibrator on the side of the bath. He takes my hips and shifts so that he's now underneath me and I'm lying on top of him face down. He wraps his arms around me and plants kisses all over my face. His erection is pressing against me and is still rock hard. I sit up so that I'm straddling him and start working my hands up and down the shaft. He groans and his hands find their way to my boobs, cupping them and using his thumbs to stroke my nipples in circular motions. I feel that familiar ache between my legs- I need him inside me.
I stop stroking and shift my hips up, lowering myself onto him until he's fully inside of me. I start rhythmically thrusting, the weightlessness of the water somehow making the friction more intense as he moans "Lyss baby, oh my goddd". I see his hand reach to the side of the bath, grasping the vibrator and turning it on. He holds it against my clit under the water as I thrust faster, the water spilling out over the side of the bath. I feel him start to throb and watch as his hand grips the side of the bath, dropping the vibrator as he cums hard inside of me, panting loudly. I smile and go to lift myself off him but he holds my hips down "wait beautiful, you aint finished. He finds the vibrator under the water and brings it back onto my clit, stroking it up and down and then pressing it into my clitoral hood. It feels incredible with him still inside me, the vibrator making me climb to my second orgasm. "Dom" I moan locking eyes with him. He smiles putting his free hand on my waist "thats it darling, you're nearly there" and circles the tip of the bullet around the tip of my clit. My orgasm explodes and I cum harder than the first time not breaking eye contact with Dom. I lift myself off him panting as he switches off the vibrator. I lie on his chest with his fingers running up and down my forearm- its total bliss and he's managed yet again to turn the worst day into the best....