ELLA'S P.O.V
Nandito ako ngayon papuntang simbahan ng sakay wedding car,I don't know magulo ang isip ko.
Ano nga ba? Ano nga ba talaga ang dapat kong gawin? TATAKAS, O HAHAYAAN KO NALANG MASUNOD ANG GUSTO NYA? Pag tumakas ako sigurado akong hindi sya titigil hanggat hindi nya ako na hahanap, pero pano naman ako? Am I gonna let him too get what he want from me? Pero pano sila kuya? Malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanila, siguro if weren't for them I wasn't in here. I wouldn't have tasted a luxury life, but I didn't ask for it......I only wanted too have a simple life.....
Sa pag iisip ko ay di ko na pansin nasa harap na pala kami ng simbahan, the driver get off the car too open me a door.
"Senorita halikana po, at hinihintay na ho nila kayo."said, aling-langan akong tumango.
Pag ka babako ay bumungad sakin ang malaking simbahan, at malaking pinto nito. And there's a lots of black man, that's look like they are commanded too secure the area. Aling-langan akong nag lakad papalapit, and they gather aruond too open the door for me.
As soon as they opened the cruch door, bumungad sakin ang maraming tao na nakatingin sakin. All attentions are all mine, eyes are in me.I stared too walk, while holding a Bouquet. Kita ko sila kuya Chezter and sa tabi niyang upuan ay ang kapatid ni Ate Elara. But wait I thought this is a double wedding? Cause it's look's like a triple wedding. I could see on the altar on the left side was Lexie and Yasmel, on the right side was Sedrick and Bella? Di nako mag tataka pa kung naisingit ito sa kasal, Bella was in her legal age but it was too young for her too get married. In such a young age.
I was walking truo the altar,a lot's of questions are stared too pumped in my head.
"Tatakas ba ako? O tatanggapin ko nalang na wala na akong magagawa pa?But doesn't I have my own right too decide for my own? But I couldn't let them get embarrassed.....
Nang malapit na ako sa altar, that I think is one more step. Akmang aabutin ni kuya Axel ang kamay ko, ng na bigla ito sa ginawa ko. Humakbang ako pa atras, and I could see his face began too be a dark awra. Matalim itong naka-tingin sakin, that's it's like saying "Don't dare! Don't you dare!" Bayolente akong napalunok, I stunned I look around and I could see that all of the people in here are confused too. Kita kong tumayo si kuya Chezter sa inuupuan nya, at nag simula g lumakad papalapit sakin.
"Ella what are you doing?" Mahinahong tanong nito sakin, na sapat lang oara marinig naming dalawa.
"I-I don't know.... I don't know if I can...."Pa bitin kong saad dito.
" If you wanted too back out Ella tell me, I could help you. Just tell me. "He said na ikina-iling ko.
" Ku-kuya wag na ayaw kong madamay kapa, I-I can do this."Palusot ko dito, so he nooded.
He kissed me forehead, before going back too his seat.I take a deep breath, before continue walking again. At ng makarating ako'y nabigla ako ng biglang hinablot ni Axel ang bewang ko. I like he's saying that he'll make sure that I wouldn't gonna escape.
"Ngayon bago ko po umpisa Han ang kasal, matumututol ho ba sa kasalan ito?" Tanong ng pari, and no one's there's too answer.
I bited my lower lip, when a drop of tears fell down from my eye's. I immediately wiped it, gamit ang likod ng mga palad ko. Nag simula ng mag tanong ang pari sila Yasmel and Lexie, kung tina-tanggap ba nila ang isa't isa bilang mag ka biyak. Hanggang sa ma punta samin.
"Axel do you take Ella too be you loppe wife? Too have, and too hold?From this day forward, for better, or for worse?
For reacher or for cooler? In sickness, and in help? Until de@th too you part?" The father asked him, he look at me and smiled before answering.
" I DO. "Naka-ngiting saad nito.
"Ella do you take Axel too be you loppe Husband? Too have, and too hold?From this day forward, for better, or for worse?
For reacher or for cooler? In sickness, and in help? Until de@th too you part?"The father asked me, para akong na bingi at saglit akong natigilan.
" Should I say I do, or should run and back out?"Tanong ko sa sarili ko.
"I repeat. Ella do you take Axel too be you loppe Husband? Too have, and too hold?From this day forward, for better, or for worse?
For reacher or for cooler? In sickness, and in help? Until de@th too you part?"Pag ulit ng pari na ikinabalik ko sa reyalidad.
" I-I DO."Wala sa sariling sagot ko. Sunod naman niyang tinanong sila Sedrick.
" You may now kiss the bride."Naka-ngiting saad ng pari, na ikinahinto ko. Ang tagal bago mag sink saki, the heck!!!
Nabigla nalang ako ng bigla akong pinaharap ni Axel sa kanya,at pinglapat ang among mga labi.I immediately pushed him, when I felt like he's entering his tongue inside my mouth! Kita ko ang pag ka bitin sa mukha nito,and kalaunan ay na palitan ito ng ngisi?!What the?! He's a fvcking psycho!
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We we're now in the car, kina-nung mag hahagis na ng bouquet, ay ang nakasalo ng bouquet ko ay ang kapatid ni ate Elara,but I didn't mind.
Ngayon kami nalang dalawa sa koste, I doesn't dare too talk too him. He's a ruthless! Nakuha na nya ang gusto nya diba?! Masaya na sya?! O Ayan kasal na ko sa kanya!
"Ella c'mon talk too me, I am your husband now." Pag basag nito sa katahimikan. But I doesn't dare too talk.
He sight and just continue driving, way too the mansyon.
When we arrive I didn't waited for him too open a door for me,he doesn't have too act like a gentleman,when he's a beast in reality!
Pag ka dating namin sa mansyon,ang tahimik ng buong paligid.Walang ibang tao sa mansyon kundi kami lang.
"Where should I sleep?In my room or on your room?"I coldly asked, without looking at him.I heard him sigh,but I didn't really care!
"I'm sorry, please don't be like that..... Sweetheart please come back of who really you are..... Please be yourself again,cuz I'm not used too it...."Paos nito paki-usap sa akin,he held my both hands.
Parang may tumusok sa aking dibdib.
"Why do I felt this?B-but no!Ella come on he deserves too be treated in that way!Ella C'mon don't show mercy on him,when he doesn't even show mercy on you.When he r@ped you countlessly!You have too stop this nonsense!"Inis kong singhal sa aking isipan.
"I'm not asking for that! Argh!Just answer me!"Inis kong singhal dito,kita ko ang pag ka gulat sa mga nito.
I know hindi nya inaasahang sisisgawan ko sya, because I never dare too shout at him.Tsk!He couldn't blame me for being like this!He k!ll me!My k!ll my soul!He k!lled the old me!
"I-In my room."Paos nitong saad nito,ramdam ko ang pungokt sa mga boses nito.But I didn't mind.
Akmang aakbayan ako nito,too help me.Pero inunahan ko ito,at nilagpasan.I get up stairs,alam kong sumunod ito.But I don't care!I felt disgusted too him!He's a monster!
Agad akong umupo sa gilid ng kama,I looked ate the bed. Everytime when I looked at this bed,the truama goes flashback in my mind.On how I begged for him too stop,but he never did. Instead his enjoying r@ping me.He's a r@pist monster who's taking my innocent.
Biglang nag init ang gilid ng aking mga mata,at nag simulang tumulo ang aking mga luha.I smiled weakly.I see him get never on me,and kneel down.He whipped my tear's using his palm.
"Shhhh..... don't cry sweetheart I won't do anything from....."Pag papatahan nito sa akin,hindi ako umimik.And just cried,I don't know why did I felt this sudden emotion of mine.
"If you want,hindi naman natin kailangan gawin ngayon ang honeymoon. I'll for you until your ready."Saad nito,na ikinahinto ko.
"You'll wait for me,until I'm ready?Hahaha...."I asked him,and I laughed bitterly.
"You never waited!You forced me!You r@pe me!Y-Your selfish!"Paos kong singhal dito,
"I'm sorry....."Mahinang saad nito.
"Your sorry can't bring back my Virginity!Get out!I don't wanna see you!I said g-get out please....."Singhal ko dito,halos Mangiyak-ngiyak ako ng pilit ko ito itnataboy.
But he just hugged me."No I won't leave you,you can throw a lost of harsh words on me,or course me.But I won't leave you sweetheart...."Paos nitong saad.
|Miss A|
My dearest reader's sorry if halos two weeks akong di naka pag ud,dinala kase ang kapatid ko sa hospital and my family we're out of money. Ibinenta ko ang phone ko,for my younger brother.But now lucky he's fine.
Btw SPOILER ALERT!
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WRITTEN: September 5,2022
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