Everything started after that draw || Pierre Gasly ||

Again at the therapist

Gia:
Again in that empty room, that was only one table with two chairs and a bookshelf. And a plant, that's it. I really want to go home or boxing. Liam camed in the room.
"Hello again Gia!"
"Hello..." I whispered.
"I know that you are really bored"
"Thank god that you know, now our lesson is done, bye!" I was about to take my rucksack but then Liam stopped me.
"No, the lesson will start now, now sit down"
"Fine"
I sat down and sigh.
"You know why are you here?"
"Yes I know"
Mom took me to the therapist because after everything mom thinks that I need to talk about this. These days were little bit weird, I started to have many panic attacks when I was really exhausted. And I don't know how to deal with it. Minho started to go the therapist too.
"Your mom told me about your panic attacks"
"Yes, and?"
"How do you feel when you have a panic attack?"
"I feel like I'm losing my breath, my legs are shaking, my hands, everything is getting numb. And my eyes are full of tears, and this is happening very often I don't know why"
"Where you often have panic attacks?" He asked me, he surely know the answer.
"In the boxing ring" I whispered.
Then Liam writes something on his notebook.
"You are stressed" he said.
""Why do you mean?"
"You work hard, and you need some relax"
"Really? And how much time?"
"One month?"
"NO! One month is too much"
"Ok, two weeks?"
"Noo"
"One week?"
"Still a no"
"Four days?"
"No"
"Then one day?"
"No"
"Gia, you don't need one hour to relax, one day maybe will help you"
"But I have a match in one month"
"And one day you don't die"
"But I need to work hard"
"Yes, but sometimes you need to relax sometimes"
"But I don't need to relax"
"You need to relax"
"Fine"
"If you want I can tell you a secret"
"What secret?"
"Everytime you have a panic attack, think about someone that you really love, then take a deep breath and relax"
Why when he told me I thought about Pierre, I need to forget him.