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"Do I look ok? I can't do my make-up cause of all the stitches and I can't do my hair so it's not the best but I tried," I said with a nervous laugh and Oikawa walked over to me and put his hands on my face, cupping it, as he looked down at me
"You look perfect," he said and I giggled and shoved his hands away
"You're such a charmer," I said as I rolled my eyes
"Only for you," he said as he winked at me then he turned me around "let me do your hair," he said as he took a hair tie off his wrist
After a few minutes of Oikawa pulling at my hair I was finally done, he walked me over to a mirror with a happy face
"Oh my god! You're really good," I said as I looked at my hair in the mirror. He had done a really pretty half up half down hairstyle
"Well I'm good with my hands," he said with a shrug as he waved his hands about and I death glared him
"Gross," I said and he laughed
We were finally ready to go after a few minutes of him convincing ME to go. I gave him my phone since I had no pockets and we left my house, Oikawa was parked a little up the street so we had to walk there. My feet were already starting to hurt from these heels.
"WHAT IS THIS?" I said at the MOTORCYCLE Oikawa was standing in front of
"Have you never seen one? It's a motorcycle," he said as he started grabbing the helmetS of it
"Obviously I've seen one! But since when did you get one?" I asked confused and Oikawa placed a helmet into my hand
"I got sick of my dad stealing the car," he said with a shrug as he put his helmet on
"How did you even afford it? It looks expensive," I asked as I examined his black shiny motorcycle
"I have my ways," he said with a shrug as he took the helmet from me and placed it on my head
What does he mean by that?
"Why do you have two helmets?" I asked as I looked at Oikawa with a raised eyebrow
"I had a feeling we would be going on it tonight," he said with a smirk as he was adjusting my helmet. I shook my head at him
"Wow, I feel tricked," I said and he laughed, he then tapped the helmet that was on my head and walked back over to the motorcycle. He got on the motorcycle and looked at me who was standing in the same position
"Are you scared?" He asked teasingly
"No!" I said as I walked towards the motorcycle but stopped before getting on it "I've just never been on one before," I said quietly
"I would never put you in danger, Y/n," he said reassuring me. I slowly got on the motorcycle.
One of my biggest regrets in life is judging Tooru before I got to know him. I judged even while I was getting to know him. I thought of him as a rich, spoiled, self-centred, entitled, player. And I feel so terrible about it. I was so so wrong about him, I look back on the night we went out and had dinner and I feel ill because of the way I judged him.
"You're gonna have to put your hands all the way around here," he said as he grabbed my hand and my cast and rapped them all the way around his waist "I didn't plan on you having a broking arm but I'm sure you'll be fine"
"You don't know for certain?!" I said panicked as I gulped
"Well, does it hurt?" He asked as he tried to look at me
"Not really," I said as I moved my arm with the cast on it
"Then you'll be okay," he said as he faced forward
"Are you sure you know how to drive one-" I said before he started up the motorcycle which made a weird grumbling noise "ah!" I said shocked and Oikawa started hysterically laughing "stop!" I said frustrated
"Don't be a baby Y/n," he said and I grumbled, "I'm gonna start driving now, ok?" He said and I nodded my head and placed it on his back, I clenched my eyes tightly
After a few minutes of the wind hitting us viciously, I slowly opened my eyes and raised my head
"Nothing to be scared of, right?" Oikawa shouted over the wind
"Yeah," I shouted back. You would expect for my mind to stop racing with worries as the stars danced above me and Oikawa while we sped past the night, but it didn't. I was still worried about the dance and the possibilities
"What if your fan girls murder me?" I asked nervously as I looked at the cars we were passing fast
"They're not as bad as you think Y/n," he said
"Yeah, they're worse," I said and Oikawa chuckled
"Don't worry at the moment, just focus on the way the wind feels on your face" he shouted and I nodded my head and closed my eyes
I hate dances
For a while, I was concentrating on the speed of the motorcycle and how the fact it went so fast was kinda fun, how we zoomed in and out of the spaces between the cars, the adrenaline coursed through my veins and I wasn't sure if I could ever go back to riding in a car again.
I could see Oikawa smiling from the mirror he had that poked out from the side of his motorcycle, his eyes made contact with mine and I smiled. I leaned my head on his back and closed my eyes. But in a peaceful way this time.
"I'm going to be 18 soon," Oikawa said randomly
"Then you'll be a paedophile!" I said
"What the fuck?" he shouted disgusted and I laughed
"I'm only 15 and you're hanging out with me. Kinda sketchy," I said
"You aren't 16?" he questioned confused
"No, I have a late birthday. I turn 16 in October," I said excitedly
"I'm turning 18 in July, baby" Oikawa said happily
"Oh my god, I'm gonna have to call the cops," I said shocked
"Don't be gross," he said as he pulled into his school
"How can you drive if you're only 17?" I asked as he finally parked the motorcycle
"You can drive motorcycles at 16," he replied as he took his helmet off
"Oh," I said surprised "what about your car?" I questioned
"Well, I legally can't drive that, but it's whatever," he said and I rolled my eyes. He got off the motorcycle and took off my helmet gently.
I got off the motorcycle and waited for him as he tied our helmets to the motorcycle, I looked at everyone walking into the Dance and I started getting nervous.
I hate dances
Oikawa stood next to me and I started biting my nails
"It's gonna be ok Y/n," he said with a smile as he stood in front of me, blocking my view of the dance
"I know," I said and Oikawa took my hand away from my mouth
"Don't ruin your pretty nails over this. We can go back and cry at movies if you want?" Oikawa said as his eyes were locked on mine
"No! No, it's ok. I'm excited!" I said with a fake smile
I hate dances
"You ready?" He asked as he outraised his hand
"Ready as I'll ever be," I said smiling as I took his hand and we started walking to the gym
I hate dances
"This feels weird," I said as I looked down at our hands interlocked with worry.
What will his fan girls do to me?
"Don't worry, I don't have cooties," he said with a laugh
"I'm not so sure about that. Do you think people will think we're dating?" I asked nervously as we got closer to the gym
I hate dances
"Isn't that the whole point? So we can make the girl I like jealous," he said and I nodded my head
"Oh yeah," I said as we stepped into the gym. It was dark and there was glitter on the ground and lights everywhere. The music was blaring and there were people everywhere. Some girls looked at me as I walked in and gave me a dirty look. I swallowed the lump that was in my throat.
"Can we go look for Iwa?" I asked Oikawa nervously
"He doesn't come to these things," I shot my head up to Oikawa and looked at him shocked
"What? Why not?" I asked and he shrugged
"Not his scene," he said as he lead me over to the drinks table "you thirsty?" He asked me and I nodded my head
He got two cups and filled them with whatever juice was in a big bowl. It didn't look too appetising but I thought that the juice might calm me down.
As he handed me the cup two guys and a girl walked over to us. The girl was probably one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen. She had long blonde hair and captivating ice-blue eyes. I stared at her nervously as they approached us
"HEYY OIKAWA" one of the guys slurred as they pulled Oikawa in for a hug. I looked up at Oikawa nervously and he looked annoyed by their presence
"I th- thought you weren't coming," the other guy said as he threw his cup about which lead to some of the punch in his cup to be thrown on the floor
The guys tried to pull Oikawa away but his grip on my hand tightened
"Plans change," Oikawa said with a shrug
"Who's this chick," the girl said as she looked me up and down "aren't you precious," she said patronisingly as she talked down to me even though she was only taller than me because her heels were higher than mine.
I hate dances
"I'm y/n," I said with a smile as I looked at her
"You drinking that sober?" One of the guys asked as he looked at mine and Oikawa's drinks
"Yknow we can spice the drinks up for you?" The other guy said as he pulled a bottle of alcohol out from behind his coat
"You know I don't drink," Oikawa said as he backed away. The two drunk boys looked at each other with a smile
"What about you Angel?" One of the guys said as he directed his gaze at me
"Oh no I- uh-" I said before the guy proceeded to pour the alcohol into my cup
"What age are you sweetheart?" The girl said with a giggle as she looked down at me smiling
I hate dances
"Uh 15," I said as I looked up to Oikawa worried and then back at the girl
"Awww that's so cute," the girl said with a laugh as she looked at Oikawa
"Me and Y/n are gonna go outside for a second," Oikawa said as he dragged me outside before they could respond
"Are you okay?" He asked as the cold refreshing air hit us both
"Yeah," I said with a laugh
"Here," he said as he took my cup and gave me his
"But you don't drink," I said confused
"Yeah, and neither do you," he said as he threw the substance in my cup away
"Who were those people? Are they your friends?" I asked and Oikawa laughed
"Oh god no. They're just some people I know," he said as he shrugged
"Who was the girl? Is she the one you like? She's very pretty," I asked as I put my hands into a fist because I did NOT like that girl. It's very rare for me to not like people, especially girls because yknow — girls defend girls, but the way she talked to me just boiled my blood
"Pretty but a bitch," he said while laughing as he looked at my fists "you didn't like her either then"
Before I could respond Oikawa came closer to me, he leaned over me and put his hands on the wall, trapping me "are you jealous Y/n?" He asked as he stared down at me intensely. His tone was flirtatious, like he wasn't actually asking, but his eyes were so serious that it made me doubt he was joking
What the fuck is happening
"Why would I be jealous?" I asked nervously as I tried to back myself more up into the wall. Trying to put more distance between us. He looked down at me, examining me
I stared at him for a few seconds not knowing what to say "She was just... talking to me like I was a child," I said madly and Oikawa chuckled as he backed away from me. I sighed a relief sigh.
"She's just jealous of you cause she's been in love with me for years," he said as he leaned on the wall
"Who is the girl you like then?" I asked and he panicked as he looked about and pointed at a girl who was walking into the gym, I turned around to see who he was talking about.
The girl was walking into the gym nervously. She was a foreigner and had ginger hair with light freckles. Her orange-ish eyes blended into her hair perfectly. She was VERY pretty.
"SHES PERFECT FOR YOU!" I said excitedly as I turned back around to face Oikawa and he looked confused
"What?" He said still confused
"SHES PRETTY YOUR... ok," I said with a shrug as I looked him up and down and he shoved me lightly
"Lying isn't good Y/n," he said with a smile and I laughed
"I know, that's why I don't lie," I said and he rolled his eyes
"OK! Time to go make this girl jealous!" I said as I grabbed Oikawa's hand and started dragging him back into the hall. Just as we entered a slow song started playing
"Oh no, do we have to dance to this?" I asked as I looked at him
I hate dances
"It's sure to make her jealous," he said with a shrug and I groaned as I put my non-broken arm around his neck and he put his hands on my waist as he started swaying us to the music. He looked into my eyes the whole time with a little smile on his face
"You should probably keep an eye on the girl you like to see if she's looking," I whispered to him
"Yeah, I am," he said as he continued looking at me. I broke our eye contact because it made me awkward, I tried to search for the girl he liked and when I spotted her she was looking at us... but not with jealously
"She's looking at us," I said and Oikawa slightly looked over to where I was motioning my head
"You know what would make her very jealous?" He asked as he leaned closer to my face
"What?" I asked as I looked from her to him
"This," he said as he leaned in and his lips connected with mine. I stood there still with my eyes wide as his lips were still on mine.
I hate dances
I hate dances
I hate dances
The music was drained out and I was frozen in place, it felt like this single moment had been going on for years
What on earth is he doing?
What do I do?
After a few seconds, he pulled away and I stood back from him "what the fuck" I said shocked and his eyes widened in panic
I stormed out of the gym with him following me, he grabbed my wrist and turned me around
"You can't just go around kissing people!" I said annoyed as I tried to yank my arm away
"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I- I was just thinking about a way to make her jealous," he said panicking
"I know I agreed to be your pawn in this but I never agreed for you to kiss me! That was my first kiss Tooru! Now I'm never going to get that back because you took it from me without any warning! I could have had that kiss with someone special," I said annoyed and his face turned to an angry one
"Am I not special?" He said as he let go of me and crossed his arms
"Of course you're special, but you're not the person I wanted to have my first kiss with," I said as I sighed
"Fucking hell Y/n, I'm sorry I'm not Kageyama, I'm sorry I'm not as good as him, I'm sorry I'm not special like him," he said still angry as he threw his hands about
"I can't believe you're doing this right now," I said as I turned away from him. A cold tear dropped from my eye and onto my shoe.
"What am I doing Y/n? Tell me," he said and I sighed
"Why do you have to make this about you? Just accept that what you have done was wrong and stop trying to put the blame on me," he came around and looked at me, his warm hands cradled my face, forcing me to look at him
"Why... why am I not good enough for you?" He struggled to say and I looked at him confused
"What do you mean Tooru?" I said as I breathed out exhausted from this whole situation
"Just- I just... never mind," he said as he took a step back from me "I'm sorry," he said as he looked down to the ground. We stayed in silence for a few seconds. I wasn't sure what to say or do. All I knew is that I didn't want to lose Oikawa over a stupid kiss.
"It's ok. Better you than some other guy, right?" I said with a smile and he looked at me with guilt
"Well I'm not gonna lie and say you were my first kiss," he said and I laughed
"Yeah, your hand was," I said and he looked at me annoyed
"No! It was actually Mika Loo," he said defensively
"THE MODEL?" I said shocked
"Well you know not to brag," he said with a cocky smirk and I groaned "Let's get you home," he said with a smile
"But the girl-" I said as I turned to face the gym and saw Oikawa's friends coming out
"My bike!" Oikawa shouted distressed and I turned back around to see Oikawa kneeling down looking at his tires
"What's wrong?" I asked worried
"Nothing! Stay here Y/n," he said as he stood up and started walking towards his friends madly
"What?" I questioned confused but he didn't reply as he kept walking
His friends were laughing as he approached them, Oikawa grabbed the guy standing in the middle and the girl backed away as the boys started arguing. Boy 2 grabbed Oikawa and pushed him away from his friend. I watched in confusion wondering what was going on.
The sly smiles on the boy's faces disappeared into angry ones as boy 2 grabbed Oikawa and started shouting things in his face before he backed away and punched Oikawa in the face. Oikawa fell to the ground and I, without thought, started running over worried while boy 1 kicked him in the stomach. They ran away as I reached Oikawa
"What the fuck is wrong with you guys!" I shouted as I got on my knees and turned Oikawa over to see the blood dripping off his face and a puddle of his blood on the ground.
The boys and the girl looked behind at me and started laughing, one of the boys threw their alcohol bottle at me and continued walking. I looked at the broken bottle on the ground that was so close to hitting me and sighed. My attention turned back to Oikawa who was groaning in pain
"Why did they do that?" I asked concerned as I wiped the blood off his face
"Caught me with his girlfriend," Oikawa said with a laugh. A part of me told me he was lying but the other part of me wondered why he would lie to me.
His excuse doesn't make sense
Wouldn't the boys have tried to start something when we first saw them?
Why would they only punch him after Oikawa shouted at them?
Maybe their revenge was ruining Oikawa's bike but I still don't understand why they acted so nice to him earlier on.
"You're so stupid," I said as a tear fell from my face, it made me sad to see Oikawa in this state
His eyes looked at me confused "Why are you crying?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowed into each other.
His cheek had a big cut on it and his mouth wouldn't stop bleeding, it made a pit in my stomach at the sight of him, I never do well with people that are hurt — it always shook me to my core. After Kageyama and Tsukishima's bad states this just made me more overwhelmed.
I lifted up his shirt and Oikawa started smiling "take me out to dinner first" he laughed, I shook my head trying to ignore his jokes. When I lifted up his shirt I saw a big red mark on his stomach from where he was kicked.
"Does it hurt?" I asked as I lightly put my hand on his mark and he flinched
"Why on earth would it hurt?" he said sarcastically which almost caused me to smile
I sighed as I started searching in his pockets for my phone
"What are you doing?" He asked confused
"Looking for my phone," I mumbled as I found it and took it out
"Why?" He asked while I searched for Iwa's number, I ignored his questions as I started calling Iwaizumi.
Oikawa realised what I was doing and tried to take the phone from me but as he reached for it I grabbed his hand with my cast arm and tried to stop him by holding his hand.
"Hey Y/n?" Iwa answered the phone confused, I could barely reply as more tears were producing
"Oikawa- these boys... and he's bleeding" I tried to say through my tears, even talking about what happened made me sick. Oikawa wiped my tears away as he looked at me with a frown
"Y/n you need to calm down, I can't understand you. Take a deep breath" Iwaizumi said calmly and I took a few deep breaths until I could breathe again.
I explained to Iwa what happened and he said he would come to get us and to stay calm. After the phone call ended I took Oikawa's hand in my non-cast hand and interlocked our fingers. I held on tight, too scared to let go. Oikawa spent most of the time staring at me with a guilty expression as he continued to wipe my tears away.
The people that came out of the gym and went in looked at us weirdly and curiously, wanting to know what had happened. Usually, I would be panicking that everyone was looking at us but this time I didn't care. I only focused on Oikawa.
"Are you... okay?" I asked quietly after a few minutes of looking at each other
"I'm as tough as nails, don't worry," he smiled while sitting up and hugging me, trying to not get his blood on me. I hugged him back while I wiped my tears away, I felt guilty that I was the one crying when he was the one hurt, he was the one comforting me even though he was the one hurt
"I'm sorry" I whispered out and he looked down at me confused "I should be comforting you" I answered his confused expression
He laughed as he shook me slightly "you can be so silly sometimes" he smiled down at me "don't cry over spilt milk" he said while wiping an old tear away from my cheek
"You're not spilt milk though" I frowned
He was about to reply but his eyes trailed off to a car that drove into the car park, Iwa's car.
Iwa parked sloppily, not caring how bad his parking was as he got out of his car angrily. I watched him confused as he approached us with an angry expression. I heard Oikawa groan from beside me, already knowing he was in trouble
"What the fuck Oikawa?" Iwa said when he reached us, he looked down at Oikawa mad
Oikawa avoided eye contact by looking down to the ground, he didn't know what to tell Iwa. I looked from Iwaizumi to Oikawa sad, feeling awkward from the atmosphere
Iwaizumi sighed before grabbing Oikawa's arm harshly, trying to pull him up. I looked up at Iwa shocked before standing up panicked, unsure of what to do
"You're gonna hurt him," I said and Iwa continued pulling as Oikawa couldn't get up from the constant movement, I looked between them both concerned. "Iwa!" I yelled as I grabbed Iwa's hand off Oikawa
Iwaizumi looked at me with wide eyes before turning around, facing away from me as he breathed heavily, trying to calm down.
I bent down and put Oikawa's arm around me, preparing to stand up "can you get up ok?" I asked and he nodded his head as he slowly stood up with my help
I walked to the car with one of his arms still wrapped around my shoulder, he grabbed onto his ribs with his free hand. Limping as he walked, I struggled to carry half of his weight normally... but in heels, it was a task!
I opened the back door and put Oikawa in, he thanked me and I smiled at him.
I looked at Iwa who was standing in the same place "c'mon Iwa!" I shouted and he marched over to the car angrily. I walked around to the other side of the car and got in the back with Oikawa as Iwaizumi slammed the door as he got in.
"How could you get Y/n involved in this?" Iwa said madly as he started up the car
Involved in what?
"I didn't," Oikawa said moodily "I'm not stupid"
"Really? So then why is she in tears?" he said as he reversed
Should I say something?
"Whatever," Oikawa sighed
"Why do you let them do this to you?" he stated as he shook his head
"You know I couldn't fight back!" Oikawa said as he squinted his eyes annoyed
I sat back and watched it all happen, unsure of what to say. Iwa kept groaning as he drove, wanting to say something but not in front of me. Oikawa cursed things under his breath annoyed, I looked at him worried.
The short drive to Iwa's house felt like hours, HOURS. As soon as he parked me and Iwa jumped out, I'm sure if Oikawa could he would have jumped out of the car too. None of us wanted to be in the intense atmosphere anymore, especially me.
I expected Iwaizumi to help me get Oikawa out of the car but he just stormed into his house and slammed the door.
Great
Why is he so mad?
I sighed and walked around the car to Oikawa's side. I opened his door and helped him out of the car and walked with him into the house, placing him on the nearest couch
"I better clean up your cut," I said as I wiped some dry blood from his face
"Bathroom," Iwaizumi said quietly as he watched us, I nodded my head as a thank you to him before running up to the bathroom
I searched for the medical kit before speeding back to the living room, not wanting to be out of the room for too long incase Oikawa got into ANOTHER fight.
But when I reentered the room neither Oikawa nor Iwa had said a word, they were just glaring at each other. I shook my head as I opened the medical kit and found what I needed. I sat down on a stool in front of Oikawa.
I leaned into Oikawa as I wiped his cut clean with disinfecting stuff, he winced from the pain
"Open your mouth," I said and he complied confused
I looked around his mouth to see if any of his teeth were missing or injured
"Your teeth look fine," I said and he closed his mouth and smiled
"You're quite a pro at this," he said
"I've become one over the last week. My mom won't stop nagging me to clean my stitches" I said and he shook his hand and laughed
"Iwa get an ice pack," I said as I looked at Iwaizumi and he groaned as he walked off
"I like when your bossy," Oikawa said flirtatiously and I rolled my eyes
"Even when you're injured you're thirsty," I said as I shook my head and he chuckled
"How could I not be thirsty when I'm around you?" he said. I rolled my eyes and hit his leg annoyed
I lifted up his shirt to check the bruise that was forming. I then looked up to Oikawa's face and he was already staring at me
"What was the actual reason?" I asked and he got nervous as he acted confused
"Reason to what?"
"To why they have done this to you," I said seriously
"I told you, I sle-" he said before I cut him off "don't bullshit me," I said and he laid his head on the couch as he sighed
"I can't tell you," he sighed. As I was about to ask him all the questions circling in my head, Iwa came back
"I couldn't find an ice pack so..." he trailed of as he handed me a bag of peas
"Thanks," I said with a smile and he leaned on the wall as he continued to stare at us. He was obviously concerned for Oikawa but was also very mad. So I guess this was his way of making sure Oikawa was okay without letting Oikawa know he cared
"I had to bin all my ice packs as they were covered in blood," he said annoyed
"Ho-" I was about to say until I looked at Iwa who was staring at Oikawa. I looked at Oikawa who rolled his eyes.
I guess I now know why
They were covered in Oikawa's blood
Why?
What has Oikawa gotten himself into
Did Iwa not come tonight because he doesn't like dances or because of Oikawa?
Was Oikawa so uneasy of they guys for a darker reason?
What were they arguing about?
What did they both mean in the car and what did Oikawa mean by he can't tell me?
I was lost in thought while staring down at the bag of peas that I held onto Oikawa's stomach
"Are you okay?" Oikawa questioned and I looked up at him with a smile as I nodded my head. He smiled and yawned
"Are you tired?" I asked and he nodded
"Guest bedroom is up the stairs and third door on the right" Iwa said and I smiled at him gratefully while he nodded his head before looking away.
I helped Oikawa up and we walked to the room with Iwa following after us slowly
Oikawa begged me to stay with him but he knew I couldn't. I still had school tomorrow, I realised that I now had no way to get home since Oikawa was my ride. Oikawa had forgotten that he was my ride but I didn't want to bring it up. So I just hugged him and left his room as he got ready for bed. Me and Iwa went back down to the living room so we could talk
"How are you getting home?" Iwaizumi asked me as he laid on the couch tired
"My moms picking me up," I said and he done a little nod
"What can Oikawa not tell me?" I asked as I leaned on the wall
"Don't worry about it," he said and I held back the urge to roll my eyes. I sighed and so did he.
"Are you guys going to survive the night?" I asked with a little laugh and Iwa sat up. He had a little smile even though he wasn't in the mood to laugh
"He'll be lucky," Iwa said and I giggled. I yawned and looked down at my phone to see it was 9pm
"I better get going," I said as I started walking out the living room with Iwa following me. Before I left I turned around to Iwaizumi and hugged him
"It'll be ok," I said reassuring him and he took a deep breath
"Thanks, Y/n... for everything," he said as he held the door open with one hand as he hugged me back with his other
"You don't have to thank me," I said as I released from the hug. I walked out of the house and giggled as me and Iwa waved at each other the whole time as I walked away. Saying goodbye to each other over and over until he was out of sight.
I sighed as I looked at my surroundings
How am I going to get home?
It's too late for buses
It's too late to call anyone
Subway?
I looked on my phone for directions to the nearest subway but just as the results were about to show my phone died
FUCK
No
NO NO NO
What am I going to do
I stopped my fast pace of walking and bit my nail as I panicked
I guess I could walk home?
I mean it's a LONG walk but it's my only option
As I made up my mind to walk home little droplets of water started hitting me. I looked up to the sky annoyed
"You have got to be kidding me!" I murmured frustrated. The more I glared at the sky the heavier the rain got
I don't even know my way home
I barely remember my address
I'm going to get soaked in the rain
What if I get hypothermia
I need to be home before my mom
My mom comes home at 6 am your gonna be home before her either way
Unless I get lost
After ten minutes of speed walking in the rain I was soaked. On top of all of this, I was alone, at night, in a dress.
What if I get kidnapped?
No
Don't think like this
I cleared my bad thoughts before looking up and seeing I was approaching a group of boys around my age
Maybe they can help me home
They look friendly
I got closer to the group of boys standing underneath the street light, eventually they noticed me and turned to face me. Their eyes and grins made my stomach turn... but I needed to get home
"Do you know where [street name] is?" I asked nervously and the boys smiled at me
"Yes, we do actually," one of the boys said and my eyes lit up with hope
"We could take you there?" Another boy said kindly
"Really?" I said excitedly as I looked at the five boys in front of me
"Yeah, come with us," another boy said as he grabbed my shoulder
Why do I have a bad feeling about this?
My body screamed at me to get away. Far far away.
"Wait! Actually... I think I know where to go," I said as I nervously laughed
"No, it's ok, we're going to show you," another boy said as he grabbed my wrist and started pulling me
"Can you let go? You're hurting me," I said as I panicked and tried to grab my wrist away and the boys snickered
What a bad time to have a broken arm
"I'm really sorry for bothering you but I realised that my dad is coming to get me," I said as I was yanking my arm away. I knocked the guy's hand of who grabbed my shoulder and he looked down at me madly. The guys stopped walking and they all looked at me
"Don't worry, he won't find you," the guy said as he squeezed my wrist. My heart dropped to my stomach.
You're so stupid Y/n
How could you let this happen to you
A tear streamed down my cheek and one of the guys rubbed it away with his rough thumb "don't worry we're not gonna hurt you" he said in an almost soothing way. I looked into his eyes which were filled with lies
No
I can't let this happen to me
I won't let this happen
I have to be brave like Kei
What would Kei do?
"Ok, that's good. I thought I was in danger for a moment," I said as I laughed and the boys laughed too "I was about to go into attacker mode" I hysterically laughed before kicking the guy that was grabbing my wrist in the crotch, he let go and dropped to his knees. I kicked my heels off into two of the guy's faces and started running the opposite direction from them. The 2 that I didn't manage to harm were chasing after me and soon the three guys that I did hurt joined in on the chasing
I started to lose hope as my lungs started to hurt but I couldn't let these assholes do whatever they were going to do. So I ran through the pain. But they were catching up to me so I made the decision to go back to Iwa's, I looked at my surroundings I realised I didn't notice any of it, I screamed at myself mentally for getting lost. As I started to lose hope a car pulled up onto the sidewalk and blocked the guys from getting to me. The door opened and I backed away worried.
"Y/n, get in!" Coach Ukai said leaning forward so I could see him. I smiled and got into the car as quickly as possible. I shut my door and sighed a very relieved sigh. As Coach Ukai drove away the boy's boo'd, it made my stomach turn at their faces of disappointment.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he looked at me quickly but then back to the road
"Yeah, I'm fine!" I said with a smile
"What happened?" He asked concerned
"I asked them to help me home and they..." I said but couldn't even think of the right words to continue my sentence
"Did they hurt you?!" He asked madly as he looked at me with wide eyes
"Not like that," I said panicked as I looked at him and he sighed
"Next time y/n, don't talk to strangers, especially at night. Stop trusting people so easily or next time something terrible will happen to you," he said sternly. Madness was laced into his tone and face. It made me feel guilty
"I know," I said as tears wanted to escape my eyes
Stupid Y/n
"I'm sorry," I said as I looked out the window
"It's not your fau-" he said before I cut him off "it is, if I hadn't talked to them they wouldn't have done anything," I said
"You're wrong," he said and I looked at him shocked "it's not your fault, it's theirs. You did nothing wrong, it's not about what you did or said it's about them. You could have asked someone else how to get home and they wouldn't have done anything. They boys chose to do what they did because of who they are, not because of you. Chances are that even if you hadn't said anything they were going to do what they were planning to do" Coach Ukai said and I hugged him
"If we crash this car it's your fault," he said and I giggled
"Thank you" I whispered as I rubbed my snot and tears on him
"HEY! DONT DO THAT," he said as he tried to shake me off and I giggled
"What are you even doing here?" I asked curiously as I slapped my face lightly to stop the crying
"My mom lives in this area," he said and I nodded my head in a realising way
"What are you doing here?" He asked
"My friend lives here," I said and he did the same as me
My teeth started to chitter as the cold ran through me. The adrenaline had left my body and I now felt everything, the throbbing in my wrist, the pain in my feet and the aching coldness. Coach Ukai looked at me concerned and then poked my arm and looked at his hand concerned
"Y/n! Your freezing," he said shocked and I shrugged. He turned on the heating and looked behind
"Put that hoodie on. It's Tsukishima's" he said and I looked at him confused
"Why is Kei's hoodie in your car?" I asked
"This is gonna be confusing so try pay attention," he said and I nodded my head "My parents are the host family of Tsukishima's big brother's girlfriend" he said and I looked at him completely lost. It took a few seconds for me to realise
"Ohhhh your parents look after Akiteru's girlfriend," I said in a realising way and he nodded his head "wait but that doesn't explain why Tsukishima's hoodie is here"
"One day I had to drive Tsukishima and Akiteru home from my parents because Akiteru's car broke down," he said and I nodded my head slowly
"Why was Kei there in the first place? Did he want to see what a relationship looked like?" I asked as I laughed at my joke
"Akiteru wanted Tsukishima to meet Kelsey so my parents arranged a dinner. My parents adore Kelsey so they wanted to have dinner with us all, which even meant me," he said as he sighed, probably remembering the horrifying event of having dinner with Tsukishima
"What a small world we live in," I said amused at all the connections
"Anyway, put the hoodie on," he said and I looked back at the hoodie and turned back around and crossed my arms
"No," I said with a angry face and Coach Ukai looked at me annoyed
"Why not?" He asked
"Kei is gross," I said and he scoffed "and he's mad at me" Coach Ukai rolled his eyes
"He's not," Coach Ukai said and I squinted my eyes at him
"He is," I said and Ukai shook his head
"Kids these days," he said as he sighed
"Hey! Rude!" I said madly
"Why do you think Tsukishima is mad at you?" He said as he rolled down his window
"He isn't speaking to me," I said sad. Ukai got a cigarette and put it in his mouth
"Tsukishima cares for you Y/n. He has no reason to be mad at you, right?" He asked as he looked at me as he lit up his cigarette and I shook my head "then he's just being Tsukishima" he said and I sighed
"But what if-" I said before he got annoyed and interrupted me "Just put the goddamn hoodie on," he said
"Fine!" I said as I grabbed the hoodie "but only because I might have hypothermia"
"So dramatic," he said
"Am not!" I said and he blew out smoke
"I'm not doing this again," he said and I rolled my eyes "why don't we play the quiet game?" He asked
"Do you think I'm so stupid I would fall for th-" I said madly until he cut me off "Ready. Set. Go!" He shouted and I shut my mouth and stared at him intensely
I will not lose
I will not
But I really like talking
But I don't wanna lose
But talking
We stayed quiet for five minutes until I could not bare it
"OK I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE," I said and coach Ukai laughed as he rolled up his window
"Imagine losing," coach Ukai said tauntingly
"Shut up!" I said madly
"I win! I win! I win!" He said as he gloated. He then flicked me on the head and I looked at him shocked as I held my forehead that he abused
"If you weren't driving right now I would beat you so badly," I said and he laughed
"I know," he said as he swerved the car and I grabbed onto my surroundings as he swerved in and out. Luckily no cars were about
"STOP! IM SORRY!" I said as I started to feel sick and he stopped
"I bet you're glad you came into this car now," he said sarcastically as he laughed
"So very glad," I said sarcastically "just take me home!"
"That's quite rude Y/n," he said with a straight face. I felt guilty until I saw a tiny smirk
"I'm not playing your games," I said as I shook my head and he laughed
"Do you want me to take you to Tsukishima's? Akiteru isn't there," he said as he winked and I looked at him horrified
"You are TERRIFYING out of school," I said and he laughed "wait a second, he left Kei all alone at 9 p.m.?" I said shocked
"Uh yeah? He's not a baby, I'm pretty sure if someone broke in, he would be able to fight them off"
"But he's gonna be lonely," I said with a frown
"Doesn't he like to be alone?" Coach Ukai said as he looked at me
"Alone and lonely are two different things," I said and Coach Ukai shrugged
"Why don't you go keep him company?" He said with a smirk and I held the urge to punch him
"I hate you," I said with a fake smile. Coach Ukai blabbered on about more scary things so I turned up the music to drown him out
I shouted over the music directions to my house and eventually we made it there. I took my fingers out of my ears as I basically fell out the car
"Thank you for the worst car ride of my life," I said with a smile
"You're very welcome," he said with a smile. As I was about to close the door coach Ukai looked at me seriously "be safe, ok?"
"Who do you think I am? Some weakling" I said as scoffed and flexed my non-existent muscles
"Yes," he said and I squinted my eyes at him
"See you at practice!" He said as he leaned over and shut my door and drove off. I flipped him off and he beeped his horn. I laughed a little and walked up the stairs to my dark house. As I closed the door I sighed.
The emptiness was deafening. It was dark and creepy and so silent. I dropped to the floor as my legs could no longer handle it, I realised that I was crying as droplets landed on my hands
Why am I crying?
The overwhelming night ran threw my head, like I was living it all over again, the kiss, the fight, the scariest thing I've ever experienced, everything.
I rubbed my face and stood up. I smiled as I walked to my bedroom
I'm okay
.·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙ ✩ *̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ .
WHY DID I MAKE OIKAWA TOXIC ? I FEEL SO SAD ABOUT IT BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE.
Anyway,on a serious note, if you or anyone you know has been sexually assaulted, or close to sexually assaulted, please speak to the police or an adult or even a help website. It is NEVER your fault. I love you 💕
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