Ishaan POV
Ellam pettan maariya pole.
Thejusettante ammayum achanum angottekk pokan nirbhandham pidichu thudangi.
Athinaal thanne aalum nalla stressed aan. Maybe athinte tension aakam pakshe athalla enn avanaayi paranjappolaan aa kaaryam njanum sradhikkunnath.
A family
Athum sheriyaan. Pakshe athonum avanodulla ente snehathe kuraykilla. Athenikum avanum ariyaam. Pakshe....
Thats a truth.
Avanum njanum...
Lokhathod paranjillenkilum avanum njanum manassukond onnayavaar aan.
Ann avan ennodath paranjappol thirike parayaan enikkoru marupadi undayirunnilla.....
Athinu shesham endo... Njangalude bhandhathil.. Evideyo endo.. Oru maattam.
Legally onnayillenkilum avanu ente manassil velya oru space thanne und.
Angane njangalkidayil veliya oru problethinte vithukal cheruthaayi mulachu thudangi.
Avan koreayilek pokukayum cheythu.
Endo avante absence enne orupaaad thalarthi. Aake ulla oru samathanaam abhiyum familyum aayirunnu.
Kunjattaye kalippikumbolellam njan mattoru lokhathek neengunna pole.
Avide ninnum Thejus ennum enne vilikkumaayirunnu. Angane avane company elppichu.
Parentsinod njngale patti paranjaal kollam enn enikundenkilum avanod ath parayanam enn paranj njan orikkalum force cheythittilla. Athenik avane maduthathukondalla....
Avan uncomfortable aayaal onum mindaathe akannumaaran njn thayyaaraan. Pakshe athathra eluppam aayirunnilla ennaan eppolumulla sathyam.
Ammayod paranju enn paranj Thejusinte message vannu pakshe bhakki onnum paranjilla.
Endo.....
......... Avanod ath force cheyyich parayippikaanum enik thalparyam illayirunnu.
So i will let him have his time and talk to me.
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Thejusinte phone callukal kuranju thudangi. Pandathe pole aa shabdhathinte madhuryam kurayunna pole. Gradution kazhinj veetil ethiyathum enne kaath ninnath Abhi aayirunnu. Kunjatta ippol 10massam parayam aayi. Athinaal thanne aal nalla kali okke aan.
Kunjattene eduth njn kalippikaan thudangi. Appolaan Abhichettan enik oru letter therunnath. Nallapole. Pack cheytha onn.
Samshayathode njan aa letter pottichu.Enne roomil ottakaakki Abhi chettanum koode kunjattayeyum koodi purathek poyi.
From :
Thejus.
Chankidipp koodiyathupole...
Njan pathiye aa letter thuraann nokki...
An appointment letter?
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Pineed ellaam pettanaayirunnu.Thejusine callukal churungi.
Theraak aayirikaam.... Athe.. Therak aayond aan...
Angane Abhiyettaneyum Varshechiyeyum Kunjatteyeyum vitt njan koreayilek. Ennalum ithine patti Thejus orikkal pol ennod soochipichirunnilla.
Whatever.
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Airportil enne kaath Thejuseetante amma undaayirunnu.
Maybe she wants me to stay away from him?
Pakshe athayirunnilla. Avane ennil ninnum akattanalla aduppikaan aan aa amma sramilkunnath.
Enne patti achanod paranjappol thanne Thekusettanod adheham deshyathilaan. Thante makante life partner oru boy aan ennarinjathinye shock. Athileere company CEO aaya Thejus oru gay aanenn collegues ariyunnathinte naanakedo?
Pakshe ammayk athil paribhavam undayirunnilla. Kurachu naalayi avan aake moody and down aanenn amma aan enteduth paranjath.
........
He has came through a lot alone....
......
Companyil chenn thanne njan Thejusettante kaanan theerumanichu.
He changed a lot. Workaholic aayapole.. Bt.. Thats still my Thejus.
Enne kandathum aa mukham maari. Kannukal chimmiyulla avante chiri ann adhyamaayi aa officeil niranju. Avanoru kunjine pole ente kaikaliek vannu. Kannukalil ninnum kunji kannuneer ozhuki thudangi.
"Ayye... Enthina karayne... Shey"
".... I am sorry"
"Enthin.... Njan ippo vannalo.. Eni evide thanne kanoolo"
"But......"
"Amma ellam paranju... Its okay.. My baby is strong and courageous. I am proud of you"
"Enna inn njn leave.. Baa.. Enik kore parayaan ond. Bt still am sorry"
"Just stop this thejus... Thats fine..."
Angane avan enneyum kooti njngalude fav placeilek poyi. Whenever and whatever That's always where the sun diminishes.
Pinne njanum avide aay. Thejusettante koode work cheyyan thudangi. Aa officil njangalk orupaad support kitti thudangi. Thante makante santhoshathin vila nalkiya aa amma athil orupaad happy aay....
Everything going fine.....
Excpet when it comes to family....
We arw not officially married. But njangalk njangaludethaaya oru officialness undayirunnu.
I am for him and He is for me.
Palarum athoru living together relationship aay mathrem kandu. Venda enn thonumbol itt pokan pattunna oru relationship pole. Pakshe athayirunnilla njangaludeth.
Avan enn enne avante jeevithathil ninnum eduth maattanam enn thonumbol avaanyi paranjaal njan maari kodukkam pakshe athine avanum ethirthirunnu.
And ofcourse the family he want.....
Even though he loved kids a lot, he never complained to me, but Still deep inside he wished to raise them... Even though he is a bottom still a switch top, he is a caring one when it comes to kids and feelings.
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Months later
ഇന്ന് ഞാൻ ലീവ് എടുത്തു. The work has been eating my head out and I need some time alone too....
Its been sunsetting time.
ജീവിതം ഒരുപാടു മാറിയിരിക്കുന്നു.
ഞാൻ മാറി. അവനും മാറി.
കുഞ്ഞി പ്രശ്നങ്ങൾ ചിലപ്പോൾ വലുതായി തോന്നി തുടങ്ങി.
കാലങ്ങൾ മുന്നോട്ട് പോകുംതോറും ജീവിതത്തിന്റെ ചലനവും മാറി.
അതെ.....
അവനോടുള്ള എന്റെ കാഴ്ചപ്പാടും മാറി. എന്തോ... ഞാൻ പോലും അതുമനസ്സിലാക്കാൻ വൈകിയതായി തോന്നി. അവനോടുള്ള എന്റെ മനസ്സിലെ വികാരങ്ങളും മാറി.......
"Hyung....."pettan ennekaalum ilaya oru aankuttiyude shabdham kett njan avidek sradhichu
"Ye"
"Why are you alone.?. Its weird that you watch the sunset alone.."
Ente aduth irunnukomd avan paranju.
Yea.. I was alone here sitting at the sand watching the world waving the bye to the sun as it sets down to bring the little crescent of moon.
To be honest... Njan nokkiyath aa marayunna suryaneyo maraneeki verunna chandraneyo alla.... Ente lokathe aan....
"Yes.... I am watching my world.... Alone...."
Ente kannukal avane aan pinthudarnnath. Ente Thejusine....
അവനോടുള്ള എന്റെ ഫീലിംഗ്സ് മാറി എന്നു ഞാൻ പറഞ്ഞിരുന്നു.. പക്ഷെ... അതെന്താണ് എന്ന് ഞാൻ വ്യക്തമാക്കിയില്ല..............
Yea... മനസ്സിൽ ഒന്നും കൊതിച്ചു... അതിനെ തന്നെ എനിക്ക് വിധിക്കുകയും ചെയ്തു.
And about the change.. Of feelings for him.....
Its not simple.. For me its complicated.
From being my friend to my boyfriend to.....
My HUSBAND.
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And oru kudumbhamaakaaan rakthabhandham venda ennum enik manassilaayi.
Njangal adopt cheyyan theerumanichu. Pakshe adoption centreil ethiyappo Thejus maati paranju. Oru kunjine adopt cheyyan vanna njangal aa centreile main sponsors aay. Ippol aa centreil 120kunjungalund. Avarellavarum orupole snehikkan njangal sadhikunnu. Enthinere parayunnu ente aduthirikkunna ee kuttipolum avide illathaan.
Pakshe athinte oru veer thirivum njangalkkidayil undayirunnilla.Inn njanum avanum mathramalla... Avarum koode undayirunnu.
Pala prayathilulla 65penkuttikalum 55aan kittikalum avrkidayil ente Thejusum....
A perfect family💕
Kadha paranju thudangiyathum njan aan. Itha ippol nirthunnathum njan...
Pakshe oru vyathasamund...
Inn avanum avarum und ente koode.
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So thats 𝕽𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖇𝖔𝖜🌈....
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜.
ᵇᵒⁿᵘˢ:
𝓘𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓪𝓷 💕𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓳𝓾𝓼
The end
𝕽𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖇𝖔𝖜🌈
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So now the book is done.
I am sorry if this was not a best ending.
I was in a rush.
Thankyou for reading💕
With love _Mochigotjam