Nkosiyabo's POV
While we were still kissing getting heated the door opened to reveal two of the most broken people the look that zenande' gave me is one I surely will never forget she looked at both of us with teary eyes then looked at me again and shook her head serveral times then ran out the classroom
Thando:"wow Andy I trusted you but like any girl you also want him I thought you were different"
Me:"come on thando I'm sorry"
Thando:"you are sorry is that supposed to fix everything"
Me:"I don't mean it like that this wasn't supposed to happen "
Thando:"but you did angith because everything has to be about you everything revolves around you I told you yesterday that I love her "
Andy:"and I love you thando "
Me:"wena shut the fuck up you just another cheap girl wanting nkosi because of his reputation"
Andy:"I'm sorry thando this was a mistake "
I just scoffed as she said that we both know how much she wants me
Thando:"listen whatever we had between me and you is over I don't ever want to see you next to me oh and here is your bottle "
Me:"come on dude don't do that to her she loves you"
Thando :"but she was too quick to be associated with you huh now excuse me I'm gonna go help the girl that has never pretended but been nice to me and just so you know she dosent deserve this at all "
I felt my heart shatter at those words guilt had actually caught up with me I lost a very good friend because I thought I was preventing zee from feeling pain I didn't want her to find out like this or ever find out
Andy took her bag and left leaving me alone to deal with my thoughts
After minutes of thinking I finally stood up in the floor where I had been sitting took my bag and slowly walked out of the classroom I know that this is only going to tear the group apart .
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Zenande's POV
I just looked at the both of them I directed my eyes to nkosiyabo's hands on her waist my heart shattered right that instant I even thought I heard a glass fall smh...
I looked at nkosiyabo's pleading eyes his actions showed another thing but his eyes told me another story I just shook my head as nkosi looked at me his gaze was so intense like he was begging me but I paid no mind I shifted my eyes to the person I considered a best friend the person I told everything about and the girl that knew how much I loved the guy.i ran out the classroom tears slipping down my cheeks I wanted to burst in a loud cry but all I could do is run I went to the j block toilets looking at myself in the mirror
I was just sitting on the floor having a pity party for myself when I heard someone call my name no scratch that shouting my name it echoed in the whole building
?:"Zee"
It was a guys voice I wanted to scream back but I couldn't my voice was so weak I weakly stood up and went out to see who was looking for me when I stepped out I saw the last person I had expected to scream my name with so much concern
Thando:"hey"
Me:"what are you --"
I just burst out in a loud sob in a flash his hands were already around me comforting me
Thando:"I'm sorry"
Me:'why are you here and how did you know ?"
Thando:"that you loved him? "
I just gently nodded waiting for his answer
Thando:"he told me they all told me infact all I know is that you don't deserve this "
Me:"I don't even know why I'm crying the guy didn't even like me "
Thando:"you loved him and your friend betrayed you "
Me:"I think we should go school came out like 17 minutes ago I think "
Thando:"come I will walk with you "
He removed his hands off me and that's when I turned to look at him and saw tears in his eyes I took a handkerchief from my bag and gave it to him she dosent deserve these tears I couldn't believe Andy did me like this
Thando:"thanks"
Poor guy he had been comforting me while he had been silently crying too by himself
Thando:"come let's go"
I didn't want to comfort him or tell him it's gonna be okay because I also didn't have reassurance that it was going to be okay
Me:"yeah we should go I'm not gonna judge you "
Thando:"yeah you shouldn't you re the last one to judge"
I just chuckled because I knew exactly what he meant
Me:"come let's go and stop having a pity party for ourselves my transport arrived long ago "
Thando :"yeah let's go "
We walked while talking about our emotions as soon as eazy saw she engulfed me in a hug
Eazy:"what's wrong I was worried "
Me:"I saw nkosi and andiswa kissing"
Eazy just looked at me with pity eyes
Me:"why aren't you shocked you knew and you didn't tell me?"
Eazy:"I saw them yesterday that's why I was off towards her I also didn't believe it "
Me:"it's cool let's just go "
Nqobi just looked at me with eyes full of pity I'm sure they all think I'm stupid we arrived at the gate and luckily our transport had just arrived me and eazy entered the car everybody stared at me I didn't even care we went to sit at the backseat
I laid on eazy's lap while James Smith's 'tell me that you love me ' echoed in the quantum
You must think I'm stupid
You must think I'm a fool
You must think im new to this
But I have seen this all before
I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
Cause everytime I open up it Hurts
'cause everytime I open up it Hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
But everytime you hurt me the less that I cry
And everytime you leave me
The quicker these tears dry
Tears just streamed down my face gushing out the pain is so deep to handle I kept replaying their kiss in my mind why !!!!!! Why me!!!!
I dont know what I did but I don't deserve this pain it's so much to handle 'why am I even crying he dosent care goshhh I'm so stupid'
Eazy came to comfort me before I knew it the car was already at my gate eazy hugged me I was just numb I just mouthed a 'thank you'
Clearly not trusting my voice
I greeted the fam and went to my room .I held my pillow so tight and I wailed into it making sure my parents don't hear me I sat there for the longest of time I checked the time and it was already 19:00 I weakly stood up to wear my pyjamas and entered into the covers and tried pray
Dear god
I know you up there watching over me you said your plans were never to harm us to prosper us us this part of the plan today im speechless I'm tryna Find the right words to say I'm so broken please just ---
The pain just creeped back I wailed into a silent sob tears flowing endlessly from my cheeks
Why me ? Why me lord this challenge seems so greater to achieve
I just stood and got into the covers and dozed off
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Nkosiyabo's POV
Its only when she ran out the door that I realised how much I love damn I love that girl ...I turned the key to my room and locked it once I entered my mom is at a prayer session so she's gonna be back late
I took out my phone and logged into the account I stalk zee with she hadn't updated her story I just looked at her highlights her favourite moments she looked so happy but after today that's over I broke her man I fucked up !??
I took out my headphones while still in my uniform and listened to 'why?' By Bazzi
No reply to your texts girl I do
You mad cold
Like you just
Dyin to drive but you can't find your
Keys,now
Looking for god but you down on
Your knees I'm
All that you want but now what
You need girl why
Tell me why do you still love me
Why do you love me?
You know you shouldn't love me
Yea you still love me
All your friends tell you they
Hate me
A tear just escaped my eye what have I done I lost the one first I ever loved in my life now how am I ever gonna look at her in the eyes ever again
Worse with her best friend
Me:"FUCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!"
One tear turned to a loud sob I also lost my best friend I tried calling thando
?:"you have reached the voicemail..-----"
I tried calling him for like ten times till I gave up
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Zenande's POV
I woke up with the mother of all headache my eyes were puffy I rose out of bed still broken I made my bed and went to shower tears rolled out of my cheeks I had stopped wiping them because it was useless I packed my things and went to wait for my transport before the fam sees me
I waited for about fifteen minutes till my transport came I greeted everyone and sat at my usual place
Eazy:"hey .."
Me:"hey "
My voice was so faint evident that I had been crying but I didn't I just stared at the window the whole ride we arrived at school and quietly walked the long walk for once I really enjoyed it i just shut the whole world out
Eazy:"zee I love you "
I just ignored her I went my seperate way to my class since we were in different classes and different blocks
I greeted my classmates and sat down and laid my head down blocking out everybody out
I was woken up by someone tapping my shoulder and saw thando standing who was standing infront of me
Thando:'last person you expected ?"
I just nodded clearly shocked
Me:"how are you ?"
He had been caring about me I really didn't wanna ask me but I also cared
Thando:"I'm good I just don't know I'm gonna look at my best friend in the eyes and laugh with him after what he did wena?"
Me:"same but as for me I want nothing to do with her it's over "
Thando:"why! don't say that !? All because of a guy don't let a guy come between you "
Me:"I just don't want to be friends with her anymore something's changed what are we still gonna talk about how the first guy I ever loved kisses ?"
Thando just chuckled
Me:"thando listen I appreciate you coming to check up on but if you don't mind me asking why are you caring so much about me"
He took a heavy sigh
Me:"listen please don't use to make Andy jealous if you still love her that's your problem just don't use me I'm heartbroken asf manje mina please don't add to that drama I dong need another ego making life complicated "
Thando:"zee I'm only doing this because you different relax I see you more as a friendly sister than that and I'm not using you "
I chuckled loudly
Me:"ahhhaaaaaa I wonder what did I do to make a guy from the egos to like me "
Thando:" you different as I said you treated me like a normal person never caring about my dad being a gangster you not scared nor trying to make yourself perfect you nice "
Me:"wow nice is the only word you could find "
Thando:"I still have to face my best friend man he flopped by losing you you not that bad yaz "
Me:"not that bad what is that supposed to mean ?"
Thando:"yeah he made tha such a big deal listen between me and you I know that nkosi likes you if not love "
Me:"kahle ke you just saying that to make me feel better and trust me it's working "
Thando :"shuthi it's like hitting two birds with one stone "
Me:"the aim is to not get caught wena you got caught "
Thando:"you okay now ?"
I just did a thumbs up we continued talking he really is different he isn't all prideful from the things he told me he seems like a nice guy but just not like that I opened up to him
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Nkosiyabo's POV
I woke up feeling like shit .my body was in so much pain I slept on the floor I must have dozed off after all that crying first time I cried for a girl
I made my bed and took a shower then got ready for school I packed my bags and my chauffeur was already waiting for me in Mercedes AMG 63
I arrived at earnest college I stared at the sign for a while then went to face reality I just hope that thando forgives me ,but to be honest even I wouldn't forgive me if I were him I went to my class
I fist bumped with all the guys thando was not there
Me:"Ola"
Zweli:"sho "
They all stared intensely at me I'm sure they saw that something was up and looking at sanele I know he told them
Themba:"silalele"
I explained everything to them they were all gasps but contained themselves
Nqobi:"lento oyenzile iyaxabanisa mjita manje ufuna u thando asbuke kanjani I flop yodwa nje "
Zweli:"lento asthembe ngeke isixabanise I suggest nilungise izinto"
Me:"angazi ngizomqalaphi"
Themba:"auuuu intomb yakhe uyiqalephi kanti?"
Nqobi:"I never trusted that girl one bit"
Me:"nam that's what I was trying to prove she wasnt right for him "
Thando :"ohhh but she was right for you ?"
My heart skipped a beat dreading to turn around and see my best friend with so much hatred for me
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