Sorry For Any Typos or Mistakes
(I Tried My Best To Give Her A Bump) 😭
Karin POV:
I'm soooooo nervous right now I'm on my way to meet Dave. I haven't seen him in forever, last time we saw eachother he told me he loved me and I wanted to say it back so bad and fall in his arms but I couldn't make it so easy for him. He hurt me so bad but I've forgiven him in this time we've spent apart but I still will never 100% trust him. I'm not sure how we're going to do this coparenting thing but we'll figure it out. Yes I've made up my mind to keep my daughter, it would be cruel of me to think about an abortion this far out.
I know it's not the right time for a baby but when is it ever? Tyler sister called me and told me he woke up I went to see him earlier today, I was so happy my bae was up and alive but I felt so bad hiding this from him. I figured it would be too much to drop on him right now but I know I'll have to tell him soon. I'm not sure what this will do to us or if he'll even still want to date me but I'm ready for whatever comes my way.
I pulled up to Dave's hotel texting him I was in the lobby. He texted me back his room number and said come up because he didn't shower yet. I sighed because I don't understand why he wasn't ready yet, I pushed the PH button on the elevator. My heart started to speed up and I had butterflies in my stomach, not sure if it's because I'm nervous or that's the baby. I knocked on the door waiting for him to answer, he opened the door and my heart instantly dropped I still felt something for him. I felt LOVE. He stepped to the side so I could come in.
"Hey" I said walking in looking around he had a huge suite I walked into what was the living room and sat down
"You want anything to drink? You cool?" He asked
"Yes I'm fine just hurry up please"
He laughed "aight give me like 20 minutes"
I played on my phone waiting for him he took 40 minutes and finally came out dressed in a white polo tee with a patchwork over shirt and some ripped jeans and Dior sneakers. I can't lie he looked so good I kinda got horny but that could just be my hormones.
"Close ya mouth you drooling" he said laughing
I rolled my eyes sitting back
"Can we go I'm hungry" I said now with an attitude
"Yeah but I wanted to talk first" he said sitting down across from me on the other couch
"Did you decide what you want to do?"
"Yes I want to keep my daughter"
"Our daughter" "right?"
I sat up because what the fuck "what you mean?" "If you have something to say then say it David!"
"Are you sure she's mine?"
I scoffed standing up "Are you fucking kidding me?! I wouldn't call you if there was even a thought! I can't believe you just asked me that"
"Well you're the one who moved out of state with a whole nigga and laid up with him! Fuck you mad at me for?"
"Because you're a dumb ass nigga! We was together 4 months ago you think I was fucking somebody when I was laid up in a hotel room crying myself to sleep because of how dirty you did me!!" I said now crying, fucking hormones I grabbed my bag and keys walking to the door to leave
"How the fuck I'm supposed to know that y'all bitches be trying to trap niggas"
"Yeah you have really lost your mind" I grabbed the door yanking it open
"Wait wait! Karin baby I'm sorry I don't even know why I asked that" he said holding my arm
I snatched my arm from his grip "i haven't had sex with anybody since you! Fuck you Dave if it's not about the baby just leave me alone" I said leaving going to the elevator
I hurried up and got on hoping he wouldn't follow me and he didn't. I went downstairs to get my car from valet, once I got in my car I pulled off fast stopping at a red light I broke down crying. That was the most disrespectful thing Dave has ever said to me. I finally pulled up to my apartment building going inside, I decided to order me some food since me and Dave never made it to the restaurant. I changed out of my dress into some shorts and a tank top. 30 minutes later I heard a knock at my door I knew it couldn't be my food because they don't allow anyone past the lobby that doesn't live here. I looked out my peephole and there he was..
I swung the door open
"What do you want?"
"I'm sorry please forgive me"
"Dave how did you even find me?" "Never mind don't even answer that, just leave" I said trying to close the door he pushed it open and walked inside
"Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that I don't even know what I was thinking. I know you not like these other hoes, I really want to be here for you and our daughter."
"I've never given you any reason to ever disrespect me the way you did" I said my voice now cracking
He rubbed the side of my face and I didn't pull back "I know and I was being stupid. It won't happen again"
I stayed silent
He leaned in kissing me and I kissed him back naturally until my phone started ringing. It was my food downstairs in the lobby, I put my slippers on going to get it leaving Dave in the apartment.
"Karin what are you doing?" I asked myself as I got on the elevator.
I grabbed my food and went back to my apartment. Dave was no longer on the couch when I came back in but I heard the tv on in my bedroom. I walked in and Dave has his clothes off already comfortable in my bed.
"I don't think I invited you to spend the night let alone in my room"I said laughing opening my platter eating some of my food
He reached over rubbing my stomach "I can't wait for her to get here"
I closed my food taking it into the kitchen I walked back into the room getting in bed with him. This felt so comfortable like old days I really couldn't even tell him to leave because I felt good with him in my space.
My pregnancy hormones are really getting the best of me because I climbed on top of him straddling him and took my tank top off. He leaned up kissing me and rubbing my nipples. We both took our clothes off while kissing and I felt him enter me, I gasped I haven't felt him in so long and I haven't had actual sex since the last time we had sex.
"You so fucking wet ma. I missed this" He said picking up his pace
"Me too" I said moaning
"Damn I'm about to nut already"
"Dave I love you"
"I love you too baby" he said as he nutted in me
I just laid on top of him with him still in me as he rubbed my back. I felt at peace with him but then guilt immediately came over me. Tyler, I forgot all about him. I got up going to the bathroom to clean myself up, he came in the bathroom behind me to wipe hisself off and then hugged me from behind kissing me. We both stood in the mirror looking at eachother as he rubbed my belly.
"You want me to move out here or you coming back home?" He asked
I sighed "I want to stay here, so Brix and the baby will be close. Also my parents are moving here so I'll have their support."
"Ok then I'm moving here. We can start looking for houses."
I took his arms from around my stomach
"Slow down. I know we just had a moment and we're having a baby but I'm not ready to move in together just yet. We still have a lot to heal from in the past and I don't want to jump back into things as if nothing happened"
He blew out a deep breathe and walked out the room. He started putting his clothes back on and grabbed his keys
"Where you going? You just gone disregard everything I said?"
"I'm going back to my hotel" he said dryly
"You're being so childish right now" I said crossing my arms
"Listen I understand you're still hurt but you got me fucked up if you think I'm living apart from my kid"
"And you have me fucked up if you thought we was about to just run off and live some fantasy life as if you never cheated!"
"You gone hold this shit over my head forever. Get the fuck over it we're having a baby!"
"Get the fuck out! You selfish dickhead!"
"I was already leaving! Hit me up for the baby's next appointment" he said leaving out slamming the door closed
I wanted to cry but I didn't want to stress myself or the baby. That right there just showed me how selfish he really is and how to move going forward. We're just coparenting until he grows up and see how wrong he was.
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Hear me out ! I tried to get them back together for y'all but y'all know how men are (unpredictable)
I actually wrote this whole chapter last night in two hours. I took some shots and had a story to tell 😂😂😂
Next chapter may be a little more peaceful I feel like I gave y'all enough drama atleast for now !