*fredo started a live video*
'ay all that shit on the internet is not true' fredo said as he placed his phone down
'i'm an angel' he continued 'i'm like a angel'
user1: fredoooo
user2: 😍😍😍😍😍
user3: he's so hot
user4: he's with diggas ex
user5: where are you
'we're in dubai' i said as i shotted another shot
'be careful' fredo said 'you're already gone'
'i'm gooddd' i smiled
pyr3xliving joined
user1: why are they together
user2: ooooo
user3: she's wasted
user4: why did her and digga break up
user5: she's a sket
'ask him he broke up with me' i shrugged
'stop' fredo said
'what' i replied 'he did'
'don't say shit on here' he said
user1: what did you do
user2: let her speak
user3: she's goneeee
user4:👀
user5: did she cheat
user6: shut up fredo
'i didn't cheat' i said 'he's a prick'
'you know he's watching' fredo laughed
'i dont care' i replied 'he knows he's a prick'
i took the joint from fredos hand and pressed it against my lips
user1: what did he do????
user2: oo
user3: tell us
user4: fredos no better for her
user5: are you dating her now
pyr3xliving: 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
'we're not dating' i answered 'just occasionally fu-
'ay shut up' he laughed
'why you gotta get the pic with fred' rico laughed as i wrapped my arms around him and kissed his neck
'yo you're dead after that' rico joked
i laughed in response
'ay' fredo smiled
'he's on live he's on live' rico said
'she knows i'm on live' fredo smirked
user1: ohhhh
user2: 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
user3: she's badddd for that
user4: while diggas on too
user5: fredos blushing
user6: he's loving this
user6: slag
user7: you can tell he's not into her...
'i don't care' i laughed 'i can do what i want now'
i leant over to the table in front me and did a line off it
'not on camera mel' rico said
'she ain't she's good' fredo replied as i sat back up next to him
i put my head on his shoulder
'ay wipe your nose' he whispered as he wiped the excess off with his thumb trying to be discreet
user1: oh no
user2: did she just do coke🥴
user3: it's sad she's changed
user4: fredos a bad influence
user5: omg
user6: i feel bad for her
user7: 🤮
'you good' fredo asked as he wrapped his arm around my waist
'mhm'
rhys
You taking that shit now
He's a bad influence on u
_____________
i stumbled back into my hotel room at around 5am
i kicked my heels off and led on my bed
me fredo and a few of his friends had been out since 11. i was gone
i got my phone out from my bag and scrolled through my contacts
i pressed on the contact and put my phone up to face me as i let it ring
'yo' he groaned
he put his phone infront of his face as he sat up from his bed
'what's up' he asked
'are you sleeping' i questioned
'mhm' he mumbled 'it's calm tho'
'sorry i didn't know' i replied
'it's fine mel' he said 'why'd you call me'
'i don't know' i smiled 'wanted to see your face'
'you're wasted' he laughed 'go to bed'
'i wanna talk to you rhys'
'about what' he asked
'i miss you' i replied
'you don't mean it mel you're drunk, and probably on other shit'
'i do mean it' i sighed
my eyes filled with tears as i thought about him. i did miss him
'mel' he said 'what's up'
'nothing bye' i wiped my eyes and picked my phone up
'nah youre not going talk to me' he seemed concerned
'why do you care anyway' i said 'it's not like you care about me'
'don't start that shit mel' he answered
'i'll always care about you, even if we aren't together'
'i still wanna be together' tears rolled down my face as i spoke 'but we can't'
'why not' he questioned
'i can't forgive you'
'mel im sorry' he said 'i'm not expecting you to forgive me'
'stop crying'
'i don't know why i am' i wiped my eyes as my eyeliner smudged across my face
'go take your makeup off' he said
i took my eyelashes off and put them on the side next to me
'i don't wanna move' i pulled the blanket up to my neck
'seriously tho mel are you okay' he asked
'i lost a child rhys' i sighed 'then my boyfriend left me because of it'
'yeah i'm great' i said sarcastically
'sorry' he mumbled not knowing what to say
'why are you talking to me' i questioned
'what'
'why did you answer my call'
'to make sure you were okay' he replied 'i still love you mel you know that'
'no i dont' i mumbled
'mel i'll always love you'
i smiled slightly as he reassured me
'shut up' i laughed
'have you been with any girls since' i questioned
'no' he answered
'fucked anyone' i asked
'nah'
'really' i raised my eyebrow
'i promise you'
'surprised' i mumbled
'you and fredo then' he said 'you together?'
'no' i said 'we're friends'
'mhm friends' he kissed his teeth
'you're not allowed to be jealous' i said
'i just don't think he's good for you' he replied 'he doesn't care about you'
'i see what you're like around him' he said 'the shit he gives you'
'it's only been a few times' i slurred 'it helps'
'mel it doesn't' he sighed 'i promise you it won't help'
'you're gunna fuck yourself up' he said
'i'm fine'
'i'm just worried about you' he replied
'stop worrying' i said 'you sound like cee'
'when are you back in the uk' he asked
'few days' i said
'i wanna see you' he replied
'i'm still mad at you'
'i know' he said 'you don't have to forgive me i just wanna talk'
'maybe' i closed my eyes
'can we just' i mumbled 'get back together'
'mel you're wasted' he smiled 'we'll talk about it when you're sober yeah'
'i just miss you' i sighed 'i wanna be with you'