i wake up with a pounding headache
as soon as i stand up i feel like i'm gonna throw up
i run to the bathroom shut the door and throw up
i fall next to the toilet
" leah ? " i hear someone say but i can't quite make out who
" yea- " i'm cut off by the feeling of me about to throw up again
i wipe my face off
" come in " i say
i'm hoping it's robin
" okay " gwen says while walking in
" oh hi gwen " i say while looking up with my eyes closed
" are you okay " she says while sitting down next to me
" yeah i'm fine just feeling sick " i say
" i'll get you some water " she says walking into the living room
" damn leah next time take it easy on the tequila " robin says standing at the door way
i flip him off
" yeah i can't even get up now " i say
" yeah you can come on give me your hands " he says while holding his arms out
" uhh here " i say putting my hands into his
" 1 2 3 " he says pulling me up
" no nope im gonna throw up again " i say
he grabs my face and holds it up
" look up and swallow " he says
i do that
and suddenly i don't need to throw up
" did it work ? " he says
" i think " i say
" great now get ready " he says pulling me into my room
" what why " i say
" me and you are gonna go somewhere leah just get ready " he says
" this date is gonna be great " i say
" wait a da- " i cut him off
" now get out so i can change " i say
" unless you wanna stay in here and watch " i say sarcastically
" yeah sure " he says
" oh ?? robin we get your in love with me but take me to get a can of pop first geez " i say rolling my eyes
" i- " he's cut off by finney
" robin come look at this ! " he says
" bye " i say shutting my door
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" so where are we going ? " i say looking at robin
" to go grab a can of pop like you said " he says
" wait so this is an actual date ? " i say stopping him
" if you want it to be.. i guess i kind of like you leah " " even though we aren't close im starting to like you but your too good for me " he says looking down
" too good for you ? i get beat up by my old man, i got sent away to a school for bad kids, i drink, i fight, how am i too good for you robin ? " i say looking at him
" because when i get hit by my mom i can't take it, but you can.. that's what so special about you, you can always take a punch and you can give one too " he says looking at me while holding my hand
" robin.. you get hit by your mom ? " i say with a hint of sadness in my voice
robin
" robin.. you get hit by your mom ? " she says to me
she almost looks.. i don't know disappointed ?
" oh i- yeah i do " i say looking down
she lets go of my hand and walks away
she actually walks away
and just like that,
i actually feel like crying
for the first time in a long time
i feel sad
Leah
i want hug robin so bad
but i see that god damn black van again
and it's turning the corner
so i walk away from robin
and walk all the way home
because i can't risk whoever is in that van seeing me with robin
and taking him away
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it's a monday
i have to see robin today
i get up at 6 am and start getting ready
i walk out the door with finney
and finney only
because gwen feels sick so she's staying home
" so how are you and robin " finney says
" he likes you leah and it's clear you like him back " he says
" i dont " i say looking down
" yeah like i'm gonna believ- " i cut him off
" i don't like robin damn it ! " i say slightly yelling
" i like uhm i like vance hopper " i say
of course im fucking lying
" vance hopper leah ? are you serious he's such an asshole " finney says
" yeah well i like him so tell robin that too " i say
" hey guys wait up " i hear someone say
" hey robin " i hear finney say
" hey fin and hey leah " robin says
" can we ta- " i cut robin off
i see vance a few feet in front of us
" there's vance i'll talk to you later finney " i say while running up to vance
" hey vance " i say kinda shyly
vance is actually quite scary
" who the fuck are you " he says
while looking down at me
" oh uhm leah- i'm leah blake " i say looking up at him
" hmm your pretty hot for finneys sister " he says while putting his arm around my shoulder and walking inside of the school gate
robin
" why the fuck is leah talking to vance " i say pissed off
" she said she has a crush on him " finney says
" on vance hopper ? " i'm not pissed off anymore
i'm sad
" i guess so.. robin i didn't know she liked
him " finney says
" yeah me neither "
i guess she was disappointed in me
i am too
Leah
i hate having to flirt with vance to get over robin
but i can't have him getting hurt because of me
i'm walking down the hall with vance
laughing at a stupid joke he made
vance is actually funny once you get to know him
" leah can we talk " i hear someone say
i look up to see robin standing in front of me
" cant you see shes busy talking to me dipshit " vance says
" vance let's just g- " i'm cut off by robin
" i don't know if you can hear or not but i said leah you piece of shit " robin says
robin is just a little bit shorter than vance
but still taller than me
" come on vance seriously lets go " i say trying to push vance away from robin
" piece of shit ? you little shit " vance says pushing me off which makes me fall to the ground
i see vance swing at robin but he ducks and try's to uppercut vance but vance takes a step back and punches robin in the nose
he falls to the ground
" fuck this " i say
i get up and swing at vance
i've just hit vance
like actually hit him
" oh shit " i say
he tries to swing at me but i duck and i try to uppercut him but he grabs my hand and punches me in the nose too
but i don't fall
no
i refuse to fall
i deal with this shit all the time
" fucking hell " i say while wiping my nose
if i try to punch him i'll be too slow
so i do the only thing i can really do now
i kick him in his balls
" take that you piece of shit " i say
" fuuuck " i hear him say as he falls to the ground
i spit on him and kick his stomach
" Leah Ray Blake what the hell do you think your doing " i hear my principal say
i turn around
" get to my office now ! " she says
" fuck that " i say
i run over to robin n lift him up
" come on run " i say
" fuck ow " he says while running
im holding his hand and he's holding mine
while we're running i start laughing
because i used to do this in 4th grade
it's takes me back to my once happy childhood
we run into the bathroom
and lock the door
" holy shit " i say laughing
" did you see that ? " i kicked his ass " i say while trying to catch my breath
" robin i actually beat vance hoppers ass " i say while looking at robin
" robin remember what i said hold your no- " im cut of by him
" do you want a metal or some shit ? " " and i don't need your help leah " he says while wiping his nose
" fuck you then " i say clearly pissed off
" i saved your ass out " " and this is what i get ?? " i say scoffing
" saved my ass ? i got my ass beat because of you " " if you don't like me you could've just said that " " not fucking walk away " he says while holding his nose
" your pathetic " he says while unlocking the door and walking out
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okay so this chapter was kinda shorter than the others but it's getting late and i'm tired so i'm gonna go to sleep now !! and sorry for not posting this yesterday i didn't feel like typing
thoughts on what should happen next ?? 😱
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