Simon's pov:
" No this can't be! No! "
I said to my self after I confirm na si Jasmine ang pinatay at ang nanay ng bata. Yes pinatay, after ko sumilip sa katawan niya, umalis agad ang ambulance kasama ako at ang bata and when we arrived at the hospital, the doctor confirm that Jasmine is died on arrival.
Jasmine is my ex, she's my first ex girlfriend, we broke up because she got pregnant by other man, I'm so broken that time because I can't believe that she will do that to me but, I understand her after she tell to me what happened and do break up to her even though it will hurt us.
Flashback~
" Love? "
- Jasmine called me, while we're cuddling in my room.
" Hmm? "
- I answer her.
" How many kids do you want? "
- She asked and i look at her.
" 2? Or more than that, depende kong hanggang saan mo kakayanin "
" You should the one who will decide it, hindi naman ako yong magbubuntis at iiri "
- I said as i gently held her face and kissed her forehead.
" I'm so lucky to have a boyfriend like you, you're not like the other man, alam mo kong sino ang masusunod pag tungkol na sa pagbubuntis at kong hanggang saan kakayanin ng babae sa pag iri "
" Not like other man na sila pa yong magdedecide na akala mo sila yong magbubuntis ng 9 months, may iba pang lalaki na hindi nila iniisip kong gaano kasakit sa isang babae umiiri ng ilang beses "
" Because my mother and father raised me well and I'm the one who is lucky, because I have a beautiful, kind and understanding girlfriend and we should get married first before that child ok? "
- I said and kissed her forhead again.
" Noted Mr. Simon Marcos "
1 year after~
" Love? Where are you? "
I'm here at our room, I'm finding her kanina pa para kumain ng breakfast, kanina pa kasi siya hindi bumababa.
" Love?? Let's eat downstairs na! Where are you?? "
I go to our bathroom baka kasi andon siya nag ccr
" Love?? Are you there?? "
- I said while knocking at the bathroom door.
Dahil walang sumasagot, I open the door na lang and, there, I found her sitting at the floor while crying and holding a.... pregnancy test??
" Love?? "
- I called her and she immediately look at me as he stand up.
" Love?? Wh- what are you doing here?? "
- She said after she stand up as she hide the pregnancy to her back while facing me.
" What's wrong?? Bakit ka may hawak niyan? "
- I was about to approached her but she step back.
" Love? Answer me, why are you holding that pregnancy?? "
" Ahhmmm..... "
" Love?? "
" I- I'm p- pregnant. "
" W- What??? "
" H- How?? We didn't do that thing right?? I said to you na, we will get married first before we do that thing. Love, how?? "
" I know! I- I'm sorry! "
- She said as she cried.
" Then how?! How did you get pregnant! "
" Don't tell me! "
" Yes! I get pregnant by other man! I'm sorry love! " * crying *
I don't know what i will do, tila na bingi ako sa narinig ko mula sakanyang bibig, did i do something wrong??, why did she do this to me??
" Jasmine! All this time you're cheating on me! "
- I said as I cried too.
" I'm so sorry love! Please forgive me! Let me explain first please! "
" Forgive you??? Wow!. Jasmine I loved you, I love you so much! To the point na pinaglaban pa kita sa family ko kahit ayaw nila sayo because I loved you!! Mahal kita higit pa sa sarili ko! Pinaglaban pa kita sa parents mo dahil sa arrange marriage na plinano nila sayo with other man! So tell me may kulang pa ba para gawin mo ito sakin?? Tell me!! "
" No! Wala ng kulan sayo! Just please listen to me first! Let me explain first! "
" Ok then. Explain. "
" I- I'm drunk that time, yung araw na nag away tayo, pumunta ako ng bar ng hindi mo alam, I go there para mapakalma ko sarili ko because, I can't resist na nag aaway tayo! But. "
" But iba yong nangyari! Ibang pakalma ang nangyari! "
" Love I'm so- "
" Who's the boy? "
" Love?? "
" Answer me! "
" The man na gustong ipa arrange marriage sakin ni mom and dad! " * cried more *
" Fuck!! Aaaaahh!!!! "
" I'm sorry love! Please forgive me! I'm sorry! I don't want na maghiwalay tayo because of this love! Forgive me! "
End flashback
" Excuse sir, the kid is already awake "
- The policeman walk in.
I'm here at morgue, I'm here standing at Jasmine's body, I can't believe na siya ang ina ng batang tinulongan ko, one thing i was just thinking, bakit malapit sa forest ang bahay nila, Jasmine said after our break up na sa mansion sila titira once napakasal na sila.
But, what they're doing in the forest?? And where's her husband. What if her husband is the one who hurt them but, it's impossible, I know that guy love's Jasmine so anong reason niya para saktan si Jasmine.
" Sir?? "
" Wait me outside, don't brought the kid her, baka mabigla siya "
- I said to policeman.
" Yes sir! "
- He said as he left.
" This is not the life that i expected for you, this is not the life that i expected after mo magpakasal "
- I said looking at Jasmine's body, while standing beside her.
" I still remember ang pag che- cheat to sakin but I already forgive you bago ka ikasal, maybe i'm just not the right man for you and you knoe to na hindi ko kayang mag tanim ng galit diba? "
" I don't know kong nasaan ang parents mo para maiwan ko sakanila ang anak mo, but i don't know where they are. "
After i said those words, lumabas na ako para puntahan ang bata.
" Hi baby "
" Kuya? Bakit po tayo nandito sa hospital? Nahanap na po ba si mommy? "
- The kid asked me, but I don't know what i'll say.
I just remained silent, while looking at her, baka kong anong mangyari sakanya pag sinabi ko ang totoo but, It's her right too na malaman kong anong nangyari sa mommy niya.
" Y- yes baby, nahanap na ang mommy mo "
- I said na may halong kaba.
" Really?? Where is she po? Ginagamot na po ba si mommy? Can i see my mommy po, para mahawakan ko po hand niya habang ginagamot, mommy is scared po kasi pag ginagamot siya and I'm her reason para kumalma siya, so let's go na po kay mommy! I really miss my mommy na rin po! "
- The kid happily said, while my tears suddenly fell down to my cheeks and hihilain niya na sana ako but I stop her.
" Baby? "
" Yes po kuya? Why po? "
" Ahhmm... I don't know what is your name first and your age "
" I'm Mia Xiannara po and I'm 7 year old, nasabi kona po so let's go na po kay mommy! "
- She said and hihilahin niya sana ulit ako.
" Baby, wait "
- Pag papatigil ko sakanya.
" Po? "
- She stop and faced me.
" Baby I need to say something to you, about your mother but please, promise me you'll stay calm and strong hmm?? "
- I said as I gently held her face.
" Ok po promise, what about to my mommy po? "
" Ahhmm.... Baby.... Your mom is... dead "
- I said and her tears immediately fell to her cheeks.
" P- po? No! Hindi pa po dead ang mommy ko! Kuya please bawiin niyo po yong sinabi niyo! Hindi po yan totoo! Nag jojoke lang po kayo diba! Mommy!!!! "
- She said and she start to cry again, as I immediately hugged her.
" I hope I'm just kidding but, i'm not, I'm sorry baby but, It's true "
- I said while i'm hugging he as my tears still falling.
At the morgue
" Mommy!! "
- She run to her mom's body and immeadiately hugged her mom, while crying.
" Mommy please wake up na po! I'm here na po mommy! "
" Please mommy! Don't leave me please! I need you pa po mommy! "
My heart was broke into pieces while she's saying those words, I can't bear to see Jasmine's child like this. She's still young to feel this.
Knock, knock, knock~
" Excuse me sir, we need to take the body po "
- The nurse said.
Lumapit ako sa bata at sabay ang paghawak ko sakanyang braso
" Baby~ you need to say good bye to your mommy~ "
" But I still wan't my mommy! "
- She said while crying.
" I know baby but they need to take your mom's body para asikasuhin, so say bye to your mommy na for the last time "
" Bakit po kailangan nilang kunin ang body nang mommy ko?? "
" Someday you'll understand this pag nasa right age kana but this time say good bye to your mommy na hmm "
" Ok po! Mommy? I will miss you po! You're in papa god's hand na po! Hindi na po kita makakasama but don't worry mommy, hindi ko po makakalimutan yong sinabi nyo po sakin! I love you so much mommy! Bye bye mommy! I will always and forever love and remember you po! Bye! "
- She said and immediately hugged her mom.
" Excuse me sir "
- Lumapit na ang dalawang nurse sa body ni Jasmine.
" Mommy ko!!!!! "
- Mia shout while looking to her mom's body na kinakuha ng mga nurse.
" Sshhhh~ "
- I said while i'm hugging Mia at the back.
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Sorry for the late update, busy lang po
Excuse to my grammatical error