Yasaniy Bells ( same day)
" Didn't nobody snitch on you Hendrick I just told ma how she needs stay outta my business and should be in yours "
he looked at me then shook his head
" you're really something else you know that Yasaniy it's was nun of your business to tell ma that "
ignoring him I continued to pack my bag until he said
" sometimes I wish it was you who was shot an not Milan "
I stopped and felt a couple of tears go down my face I looked at him before sighing and saying " so do I "
grabbing my stuff I walked passed him and was about to go out the door until I heard my mom say to Kesha
" I finally get to have a daughter again Kesha your so beautiful I know my grand baby is gonna come out gorgeous "
I turned around and said " I hope your happy about getting anther daughter since you've lost two "
She looks at me an before she could say anything I then said
" I'll be moving out and I'll be back to get my stuff "
looking at her car I decided not to even take it and just called for a Uber
Getting to Jackie's place I yelled for her not getting a reply I figured she must've left so I got in the shower
Jacqueline Moore aka Jackie ( after sani left)
After sani left I decided to take this lace front off
Thinking to myself that maybe doing my hair will help me clear my head a little
Fixing my natural hair which is in locs I sighed to my self it's going to be a long process
I look at my phone seeing what time it was and seeing I had a miss call from my mom
As I called her back I was a little nervous knowing that she either watched the news or heard from her church friends about the shooting last night
" jackie how you been "
"I've been fine ma" I said as I look at the screen
" I heard about the shooting last night did you " she ask me
"Yea ma " my voice sounded a little shaky I just hoped she didn't notice
" is everything alright Jacqueline you sound a little nervous " I just nodded my head I didn't mean to lie to her
If my mother would've found out I was there and almost got shot she'd lose her mind
"Well alright jackie if anything call me don't be afraid to talk to me and also stop by the church sometime the youth kids miss you "
Laughing a little and shaking my head " sure thing mama "
Hanging up with my mom after our mini conversation it felt good it brung my spirt up just a enough for me to get through with my hair
..................2 hours later ....................
After finishing my head my locs now look fresh and neat I decided to text Julian
I know I need some space but I can't help to miss him
Even though I've only know him for 2 weeks I'm truly comfortable with him and feeling our vibe grow even more
Juju bean 💕
Hey
Wassup mamas are you ok?
Not really but I will be
Do you want me to come over ?
Umm yea sure if that's ok with you
Ofc it is ma want me to bring some snacks
Yea I'll get a movie ready keys under the mat
Bet I'll be there in 15
❤️
After texting Juju I headed to the living room to wait for him to come which like he said only took 15 mins
" hey how bout we go watch a drive thru movie instead "
I smiled and shook my head yes and we made our way out the door to go see a movie
Yasaniy Bells
As I got out the shower I see 4 missed calls and 1 text from Henry and 3 texts from my mom and now a incoming FaceTime call from messiah
" yo why ya camera off " he said mugging the screen
" boy I just got out the shower " I said laughing
" I've already see all of you so turn that camera on "
Ignoring him I continued to get dressed then turn my camera on
" wow it's like that you wasn't even gonna show me nun "
seeing the look I gave him he then said
" I'm just joking anyways what you do today "
" nothing much but I did get into it with my mom and Henry "
" about what "
I rolled my eyes and then explained the situation to him except
The part from me Henry's mini alter cation about Milan
" wow so Henry got Kesha's big headed ass pregnant and what does your mom have against you "
Thinking to myself I knew the reason it was because
I was the cause of Milan's death she wouldn't have gotten shot protecting me and everyday I wish it was me and not her
I look at the camera and then said
" I don't know "
He look at me for a second trying to see if I'd make a reaction about what I just said
" I can tell that you know the reason sani but your not ready to talk about it but just know I'll be here when your ready "
I smiled before saying " ok"
we talked a little more then he hung up because he was speaking to some guy named Darius
I watch a little Netflix until I got a message from Instagram
Pyt._Kayla
You think you hot shit fucking with my baby daddy
Who ya baby daddy ?
Messiah bitch duh 🙄
Girl you and this imaginary baby🤣
My baby is very much real you seen her the other day at the park
Ohhh you mean jrs baby 🤔
Bitch you got jokes 🤣
Messiah got you thinking a little beside ya self I see
Girl you're seeing everything but your actual kids father
Since you wanna be funny watch when I see you 🤷🏽♀️messiah can't protect you forever sis
Read by itsyagirl_sani
I left Kayla on read she so worried about me and not her kids father bitch really don't got her priorities straight