Yasaniy Bells ( same night )
Getting out the shower I looked at my phone
I had a message from Jackie letting me know I don't have work for the next couple of days I'm glad I needed this break
Getting ready I put my bonnet on and facetimed messiah it only took 2 rings and that boy picked up
As I looked in the camera I seen him rolling up he looked so fine doing so
" took you long enough " he said
" boy I had to get comfortable and settled before I called you "
he looked at he camera and noticed he was looking at the ceiling
" why can't I see you put ya face in the camera "
" boy no " I said
" sani if you don't put ya face in the camera I wanna see you " I smiled just a lil
" boy you seen my face earlier you'll be alright" he sucked his teeth then said
" I didn't see it enough now lemme see you " I finally deciding to put my face in the camera
he started to smile extra hard making me laugh that man so fine
He was saying something but I was so into looking at him I wasn't paying attention
" yasaniy did you hear me I said do you smoke "
" my b I got distracted a little " me saying that caused him to smirk
" what you smirking for I wasn't looking at ya ugly ass " I said
Which cuase him to stop then mug me and say " I never said you was ma "
I looked away for a second and then he started laughing which caused me to laugh
" to answer your question I do sometimes not all the time "
He then looked at the camera " girl you don't need to be smoking "
I looked at him and said " why not "
this boy gonna say because its for grown folks I looked at him then said " I am grown "
" 19 ain't grown Yasaniy " I sucked my teeth and rolled my eyes
" It is to grown ion care what ya saying "
convo was going on until we both decided we was tired but nobody wanted to hang up the phone
So we just slept on the phone together until it was like 4 in the morning and I hung up
.......................The next day............................
Hearing banging on my door by my momma causing me to jump out my sleep and open my door
" yes momma " I said why she stood there and looked at me
" yasaniy why your ass still sleep and what happened to my 60 dollars that was in my purse "
I looked at her before sighing " ma I don't know did you ask Henry "
she looked at me like I said the most disrespectful thing to her
" did you really just ask if my baby stole from me when ya fast ass is running around In my car doing who knows what with whoever's son "
now I'm really mad but I bit my tongue and said
" I didn't take no 60 dollars and I used your car to go to work "
She looked me up and down an said
" what you think your better than me cuase you got some stank ass job I don't see you paying no bills matter a fact you can start going half on the bills "
that when I completely lost it
" so you want me to pay some bills when ya grown ass son steals from you and don't got no job "
she looked stunned for a second she was about to say something but I continued
" you're a sorry excuse of a mother I never asked for anything but to drive ya rusty ass car to work "
Before she can even respond I slammed the door in her face
I cried for I second and then packed some clothes and texted Jackie letting her know I'm staying over for a couple of days
when this happens she always kicks me out and then sends a message of her saying how sorry she is
And how Milan's death messed her up and how she's gonna get help
Me being the good " daughter " I go back and suffer all over again