'now she's not speaking to him and it's so awkward because they're both staying at mine' i explained
'i'm confused' rhys shrugged
'have you been listening to me' i asked
'no' he laughed
i kissed my teeth and sighed
'i'm just glad your here' he leant over and put his hand on mine
'me too' i smiled 'it's just weird i cant see you whenever i want'
'what's it like in there' i questioned
'shit' he said 'i don't wanna talk about that though'
'i wanna talk about you' he continued
'what about me' i laughed
'are you okay mel' he asked in a more serious tone 'i know this is hard on you'
'babe i'm all good' i smiled
'i can tell when you lie you know' he sighed 'mel you do this, you never like to show people when something upsets you. you shut it out like you are now'
'rhys what do you want me to say' i replied 'yeah it is so shit for me you being in here but me crying over it isn't gunna make you come out any sooner. i don't wanna mane you feel bad'
'i just want you to be able to talk to me' he said 'mel i wanna be there for you'
'i know babe' i smiled at him 'you don't have to tell me'
'you see jel in here a lot?' i asked
'yeah we chill together a bit actually' he said 'gotta look out for your brother'
'no one fucks with him now i'm here'
'i appreciate you looking out for him' i smiled 'he needs it'
'he's only a kid man he doesn't deserve to be in here' he replied
'tell him i'll come see him soon things have just been a lot recently'
'he doesn't know you're pregnant does he' rhys asked
'nah don't tell him either' i replied
'how's the baby' he asked
'all good so far' i said '14 weeks already'
'that's so mad' he replied 'are you fat yet'
'there's a little bump' i laughed 'not that noticeable yet'
'have you told your family yet' he asked
'not yet' i sighed 'i'm scared to'
'is cee still ignoring you'
'he's coming around abit more now'
'i think you should tell your mum' he said 'you know she'd be happy for you'
'i know' i sighed 'i wanted to tell them with you'
'i'm sorry mel'
'how you feeling though' he asked
'shit' i said 'always tired, moody, im always sick too'
'i hope it's a boy' he said
'why' i laughed
'mini me' he replied 'boys are less work'
'i don't mind what it is' i said 'i still can't get over we're having a baby'
'i'm happy though' he smiled
'you won't even be there when i give birth' i sighed
'i'm sorry baby' his tone changed 'i wanna be there for you'
'atleast you won't see me looking like that' i joked trying to change the mood
'i don't care about that' he said 'it's shit though i won't even be able to see it until you bring them to visit'
'i know' i sighed 'this whole situations shit'
'i just miss you mel' he said 'i get you're here but i can't even touch you'
'can't even fuck my girlfriend' he kissed his teeth
'shut up' i laughed 'well look what happened last time'
'yeah i ain't complaining' he smiled 'it's so long i just wanna touch your body again'
'you look fucking hot too' he groaned 'especially when pregnant'
'i look like shit' i covered my face with my hands
he leant over and moved my hands
'shut up man' he kissed his teeth 'you're beautiful'
'stop' i smiled
'i love you'
'visiting times over' a guard shouts
'already' i sighed standing up
rhys pulled me into a hug by my waist
'i love you' he said before kissing me
i cupped his face with my hand and kissed back
'where are you going after this' he asked
'to bed i feel shit' i sighed 'i woke up feeling awful but i thought i'd of felt better'
'you need to rest baby' he kissed my forehead
'why don't the guards care' i asked confused
'they like me now' he replied
'mm i don't even wanna know' i said 'fucked up place'
i pulled away from the hug and kissed him quickly
'go home and rest babe' he said 'text me yeah'
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i walked into my apartment. i felt so sick and faint i just wanted to sleep. i put my bags on the floor and collapsed onto the sofa. i'd never felt this bad before.
'you good' dave asked walking into the living room
'no' i said 'this pregnancy shits hard'
'you need anything' he asked sitting down next to me
i moved my head so it was in his lap
'no i just need to rest' i sighed 'i just wanna cry all the time'
'literally over anything'
'how's rhys' he asked
'he seems alright' i said 'i miss him though'
'i know you do' he ran his fingers through my hair
'you spoke to jada' i asked
'nah she won't speak to me' he replied 'she comes back from manny in a few days so i'll try sort it then'
'i gotta go to paris tomorrow though for business but i'll only be like 2 days'
'dave do you like her, honestly'
'i actually do' he said 'but me and her aren't together i don't know why she's so upset i was with another girl'
'i'd be mad' i replied 'she probably thinks you guys were getting serious but then you're out here sleeping with every girl you see'
'it was one time' he said
'you just gotta speak to her, she'll end up forgiving you but you just gotta prove to her you genuinely like her'
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i woke up the next day with the worst cramps in my stomach. i didn't even wanna move from my bed. jada was still in manchester until friday, dave had also just flew to paris today for business. atleast the house was quiet.
i made my way out of bed but it only made me feel worse. i felt dizzy and faint and the pain of my cramps only increased. i'd never felt this bad before.
i looked down at my bed and saw a blood stain on my sheet
what the fuck. why was i bleeding
i called daves phone but he didn't answer, neither did jada
i then tried cee
'yo' he answered
'where are you' tears filled my eyes as i spoke
'studio init' he said 'wagwan'
'can you come to mine' i sighed
'it's not a good time mel' he replied 'after i'm finished here i will'
'cee please it's serious my cramps are so bad, like unbearable and there's blood on my sheets and i don't know what to do jada and dave they're both away and-'
'woah mel just breathe okay' he tried to calm me down 'i'm coming now i'll be as quick as i can yeah'
'just try relax' he said
'i cant' i sobbed 'this isn't good'
'mel i'm literally 5 minutes away okay i'm driving now' i could hear his car starting
'hurry'
'mel breathe' he said 'look it might be nothing you just gotta stay calm yeah'
'ill literally be one minute'
i couldn't stop crying. i could just feel something was wrong
i heard my front door open and cee shout my name
he quickly made his way to my bedroom
'oh shit mel' his eyes widened when he saw blood stains on the sheet
'come on we're going hospital' he said grabbing my bag and helping me up
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cees pov
we'd been at the hospital for almost 5 hours now. mel was fast asleep in the bed. it broke my heart seeing her like this. when she found out, i'd never seen her so upset.
jada and dave both ran over to me
'what happened' jada asked
'is she okay' dave questioned
'nah it's bad' i sighed
'what' they said in sync
'she lost the baby'
a/n
this was SAD to write